Feng didn't expect him to ask this question at all, and he was stunned for a moment.

But it soon became clear to her that this was what he did to care about her feelings.

So she exhaled deeply and looked at him, but for some reason she couldn't open her mouth.

There were two equally powerful forces in her heart that were constantly pulling her apart. She knew it was a dilemma.

What woman doesn't want to be left alone with her husband's love? But she also understands Miss Guo's feelings for him, which she has also experienced.

Who can bear to destroy such a feeling?

After more than 20 years of life training, she has learned that the most precious thing in this world is the feeling of sympathy when a person meets another person who understands him.

She didn't know whether she was going to say no, selfishly, or generously.

Both of these decisions would make her heart sad.

Su Zizhao was suddenly ashamed, he felt that he shouldn't push such a problem to her, even if it was just to test her, it would be cruel, so he said, "Then I'll tell you my decision first." ”

Let's go on.

"No, I'll tell you what I think first." Feng suddenly stretched out his hand to stop him.

Everyone's expressions immediately tensed.

Feng herself was nervous, but her eyes were full of determination. Everyone knows that she really has an idea in her heart this time.

"Marry her, as you said the other day: It is difficult to meet someone who really understands you in your life, since you have met her, please don't miss it." Feng said.

Su Zizhao's expression suddenly became very serious, very serious.

After Feng finished speaking, he seemed to have unloaded his psychological burden. So there was a relieved, faint smile on her face.

"Is this what you really think?" Su Zizhao leaned forward slightly towards her and asked.

"Yes, totally true thoughts." Feng said crisply.

That's true. At least it was the clearest thought she had at the moment.

"But one side of your heart is bleeding silently, isn't it?" Su Zizhao stared at her face and asked, as if he wanted to look into her heart.

"It was just a moment of cowardice, and I'm sure I'll get used to it soon."

"Have you ever thought about what this family will be like when she joins her?" Su Zizhao asked calmly.

At this time, he was very calm.

He had to remind her that once he married Miss Guo, he would transfer some of his feelings to Miss Guo, and he was not sure that she would be able to bear it then.

"Well, having thought about it, I won't be so stingy as to be her enemy." Feng said.

She was still thinking about it last night, when she didn't have a good idea, but now she had a feeling of being out of the way. She felt that she was still Su Zizhao's wife anyway. She still has an unshakable position in the Su family. Then even if Su Zizhao marries Miss Guo back, she won't have much loss.

She may be a little jealous at first, but she won't let that feeling linger in her life for too long. When he was with Miss Guo, she could slowly cultivate her mind and take care of this family.

After all, she is a beautiful girl raised by a big family, and she can't be guilty of living or dying because her husband marries a side room. This is the bearing she has to have.

"Good. I understand. I'll decide the rest. Su Zizhao said.

Feng nodded.

So they dispersed.

"Do you think Second Master Zhao will marry Miss Guo?" After returning to the room, Mama Song asked Su Shanyun in a low voice.

"I don't know. It's hard to say. Su Shanyun replied.

It's strange that a decision is made in the morning, but in the afternoon it can be overturned entirely. This tends to happen when it's particularly difficult to make a decision.

Next. It's business as usual.

Su Shanyun proposed to Feng and the twin sisters to go for a walk on the small slope of the back mountain, and everyone agreed.

So the Feng family, the three sisters of the Su family and Brother Yi went out together.

When walking on that familiar path, Su Shanyun remembered the scene when she met Yan Jinxuan on the halfway of this hill three years ago.

It's been three years in the blink of an eye.

At that time, she didn't know if her relationship with him had a future, but she couldn't control herself from approaching him.

Suddenly, Su Shanyun was thinking: What should she do if Yan Jinxuan also meets a girl who understands him and loves him very well in the future? The thought shook her.

But then she got rid of it.

The future is unpredictable, so it's better not to think too much about it yet, she said to herself.

When Su Shanyun sat on the stool in the pavilion halfway up the mountainside, she remembered that this was the place where Yan Jinxuan had sit, and at that time he held her in his arms and kissed her face over and over again.

And so, his eyes, his breath, his words, his kisses, all came to her memories and perceptions, and her face gradually turned red.

She rested her head on the back of the stool, imagining what it felt like to lean on his arms back then, and her heart was suddenly filled with sweetness and happiness.

Ever since she met him, everything she saw in her eyes and thought in her heart had been branded with his shadow.

At this moment, she suddenly wished to snuggle tightly into his arms. This hopefully made her a little overwhelmed.

But it won't be long before they meet again.

She stood up softly.

That evening, Su Zizhao, who came back from the lower office, brought back a letter to Su Shanyun.

"It was the Imperial Shangyi who asked me to pass it on to you." Su Zizhao said.

Su Shanyun immediately took it apart and looked at it.

"Miss Su, I counted the letters today, and found that we have exchanged eight letters unconsciously, and it is a pleasure to meet you. I have written to my mother and sent her some money, and received a reply from them yesterday. After doing this, I suddenly felt a lot of peace of mind. I am a headstrong person who uses all my strength to break free from the shackles of my family, so it is inevitable that I will occasionally feel a little guilty. Over the years, because I am familiar with the staff of Wenyuan Pavilion, I have read a lot of books, and mentally become a different person from other women, very lonely and very satisfied, I heard that you are also a person who loves to read, I wonder if I have the fate or the honor to meet you? ”

Su Shanyun also wanted to see Deng Ailian, so she immediately wrote back: Of course, because I have something to go out in a few days, how about setting the meeting time for the day after tomorrow? Considering your work, it's up to you to decide the exact time.

The next evening, Su Shanyun received a letter from Deng Ailian, which said: Okay, I applied for the day after tomorrow, so you can arrange the whole day the day after tomorrow freely, but for your safety, we will meet you in the morning, at the Bosom Friend Teahouse in Willow Lane.

Su Shanyun has heard of Willow Lane, which is the most literary alley in the capital, which is full of bookstores, teahouses, vegetarian restaurants, piano halls, painting galleries and chess clubs, etc., which is the most suitable for a quiet and introverted person like her.

"We want to go too." Su Shanmo said expectantly after learning the news.

"Not this time, I'll go with the two of you next time." Su Shanyun said busily.

"Okay, how about you go back to Island City?" Su Shanmo asked.

"Okay." Su Shanyun nodded without hesitation. (To be continued......)

PS: Dear friends, the first update is here. The second watch is around 8 o'clock.