Chapter 125: Decision

When teaching the emperors and grandchildren, Yan Jinrui's heart calmed down again.

He looked at these cute and naughty children and asked in his heart - can I really give up everything and leave with her? Will I really be able to leave without regrets?

The answer is a bit wobbly.

He was distraught.

However, the reality was so cruel that he had to make a choice.

If he hadn't eloped with her, would he have treated her like a stranger?

There is no doubt that he can't.

Just think about her dignified and elegant demeanor and her gentle and demure countenance, and he couldn't control his heartbeat.

He decided to take a gamble.

When evening came, he and she had finished their lessons, and they tacitly arrived on the ship where they had had met so many times.

Needless to say, Xu Qingqing already knew the answer from his expression - his parents disagreed.

She was very uncomfortable, as if she had suddenly received a blow to the head.

Before this, she actually expected this consequence, but she still couldn't help but take a bit of luck, wanting to see if things would change.

Now it seems that there is no chance of turning things around.

She held back her sadness and said, "Jinrui, your parents are right, you should marry a woman who can make the Yan family hold their heads up." ”

Yan Jinrui smiled bitterly: "I don't care too much what others think, and I don't want to be kidnapped by other people's ideas, why can't we put all this aside and live as we like?" He had been a little hesitant, but now after seeing her, he was more and more firm in his previous thoughts.

She agreed with his words, but she knew that she couldn't be as brave as he said, and she knew that this was the time for her to really show her determination to separate, so she said: "I can not care about other people's opinions, but I can't care about the feelings between you and your family, Jinrui, forget it, don't bother about the impossible anymore." ”

Speaking of the back, her eyes turned red.

She hurriedly lowered her head, but tears unconsciously welled up.

Seeing her cry. Yan Jinrui panicked, he hurriedly walked around the table to her side, and hugged her into his arms.

"Don't cry, Qingqing. I've been thinking about it since last night until today, and finally I think we can leave the capital for a while and come back to ask my parents for forgiveness when we settle down somewhere. ”

Xu Qingqing's head immediately shook like a rattle: "You are cutting first and then playing, this is very likely to make you break with your family, I don't want you to do this because of me." ”

Such a sacrifice is too great.

"But I want us to be together. Only together can we have a happy future. He said.

"Jinrui, there are many people in this world who love each other but can't be together, this time I hope you listen to my words - give up."

"No, I can't, even if we don't use this way, we can think of other ways, just please don't give up."

He said as he looked at his beautiful face like a flower.

Xu Qingqing said sadly: "There will be no good way, my life experience cannot be changed." ”

"Life experience, in my eyes, your life experience only represents your past, and I want your present and future, what does your past have to do with me?" Yan Jinrui said almost furiously.

Xu Qing looked at him steadily. There was a bit of admiration in his eyes, before this, no one else could understand and value her as well as he did.

However, even so, she didn't want him to break with his family, let alone lose everything he had because of this.

"Qingqing, we are just leaving temporarily, and we will come back in a few years, don't worry, my parents will not really disown me. Come and support my ideas. Let's start planning now. Yan Jinrui stretched out his hand and clasped her hand and said.

"No, I can't support you in doing that." She said categorically.

"So, can you bear to let yourself down and ruin the happiness we can get like this? What are we going to do in the future? Can we do it like a passerby? He asked, looking directly at her with sad eyes.

Naturally, it can't be a stranger.

Her eyes filled with tears. She looked at him carefully over and over again, his handsome features, eyes shining with wisdom, and his tall and well-proportioned body. Every place is so beautiful and full of life. This is her ideal image of a lover. Strictly speaking, he bears some resemblance to her late husband, Park Min-ah, except that he is younger, more vibrant, and more heart-pounding than Park Min-ah.

Of course she would be his wife if she could, and she believed that he could give her the kind of happiness she desired, but she knew they couldn't. It is impossible to persuade him to let go now. She saw his determination, but she also saw the price it came to pay.

That's a lot of money!

Her tears wet his clothes, he carefully held her face, looking at her with pear blossoms and rain, his heart was suddenly full of pity.

He kissed her softly on the lips.

Instinctively, she flinched, and he chased after him.

Soon, they were feverishly close together.

The intertwining of lips and teeth, and the intimate contact between skins, made both of them tremble involuntarily.

At the same time, a strange, blushing heartbeat throbbing and sweetness surged from her heart. She panicked, but didn't push him away.

As he kissed her repeatedly, she made a decision in her heart.

Once this decision was born in her heart, her whole body was relieved.

She took the initiative to respond to his kiss.

When he got the answer, he hugged her tighter.

Her curves teased him through her clothes, making him grow hot all over.

While kissing her, he couldn't help but gently touch her side placket, and when he touched the plumpness, he suddenly even breathed faster.

"Jinrui......" she called his name softly, and he looked at her with a slight relief, and found that her face was as red as wine, and her body was soft as cotton.

"Qingqing, you are so beautiful!" Yan Jinrui said heartily and kissed her lips deeply.

"That's because you...... That's why I'm so beautiful. She whispered, her hand gently stroking the front of his clothes.

It was just a thin layer of clothing, so he could feel the warmth between her hands.

Her caress was so gentle, gradually touching the most delicate nerve in his heart.

He cupped her face again to take a closer look, and saw the 'willing' written on her expression.

Can it really be? He asked her opinion with his eyes, and his heart pounded hard.

She reached out and put her arms around his neck.

He hesitated slightly, and finally untied the tie around her waist with trembling hands, and with a flick of his fingers, her coat fell to the ground, and suddenly, what caught his eye was a pink embroidered belly pocket as thin as a cicada's wing, and he reached out to touch her back, and easily untied the tie of the belly pocket. (To be continued.) )

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