On the other side, Mu Xiaoxiao has been locking herself in the room since she got home, her body curled up, burying her head deep in her knees and crying.

It's not that she doesn't love Yan Yilong, and even just found out that she is still as unproductive and loves him as much as she did four years ago. But she can't be sorry for being ruthless, ruthless has paid a lot for her, and even the family she misses is willing to let go for four years. She promised him that no matter what happened, Nolene was a ruthless son, a family, and they would be together.

She couldn't see Yan Yilong's hurt eyes, she couldn't think about what they had missed between them, and she didn't even want to fantasize about how Yan Yilong would have lived without her for the past four years. She knew it must be hard.

She loved him. At least in the 25 years she has lived, she has only loved him alone. She said: The most perfect man in her heart is Yan Yilong, his good is good, his bad is still good, in this world, can there be such a person who is exactly the same? Therefore, her adoration of him and her love for him have never stopped for a moment. It's just that she doesn't know how to face him again, and she doesn't know how to face ruthlessness.

So, she could only refuse him. She didn't want to delay the three of them. What is missed is youth, but also love.

Maybe one day, she will figure it out, maybe one day, ruthlessly will fall in love with someone else, in that way, will she and Yan Yilong be together without any burden? But she knew it wasn't possible now.

When love is shackled with burdens, it will not take root.

When she opened her phone, there were photos she was reluctant to delete back then, each of them was her smiling face, as well as his frozen penguin's ice cube face, she felt that it was so familiar, as if it happened yesterday, but she didn't know that it had been missed for almost four years.

Four years is enough to calm a person's mind, enough to make her look forward, enough for her to hide the past in her heart, leaving no trace. She was probably like this now, she could only choose to look forward, she could only choose to pass him and walk forward alone.

Just think of it as a dream, in the dream, Yan Yilong still loves her. When you wake up from your dream, it's time to get back on track

The next morning, she still couldn't rest assured of him, knowing that he was picky, and knew that if he said he wouldn't eat, he would really not eat. cooked his favorite preserved egg and lean porridge, and wanted Ruthless to send it to him.

"Xiaoxiao, my brother has been discharged from the hospital."

"What?"

"The doctor said this morning, he left"

"Tiny!"

shouted mercilessly, the porridge in Mu Xiaoxiao's hand fell to the ground, the fragrant porridge spilled on the ground, and Mu Xiaoxiao also fell to the ground.

It wasn't until that moment that she seemed to understand that she really couldn't live without him.

If four years ago, she had the courage to leave him because of Noene, and she wanted to keep the only button between them, because she knew his cruelty, because she knew that he didn't need her anymore.

So now, when she knows the truth about Yiqiē and knows that he has been lonely for the past four years, she really can't leave him anymore, and she feels distressed.

ruthlessly carried her to the bed to rest for a while, and Mu Xiaoxiao gradually woke up:

"Ruthless! What are you doing here! You go to him, go to him, he's still injured, he can't walk around. Yes! Ruthless, do you say that he was hijacked by bad guys! Or maybe my words yesterday were too heavy, was he sad, wasn't he, was he really sad! ”

Mu Xiaoxiao cried, she regretted it, regretted everything she said to him, and regretted all the excuses she made for herself last night.

"Mom, what's wrong with you? Is it that the bad uncle is bullying you again. It's okay, he said he gave me a gun, and if I have a gun, I'll beat him out for you. ”

Noene didn't know when he ran in, and when he saw his mother like this, he comforted his mother with a milky voice, and said that he would shoot Yan Yilong with a gun. In children's cognition, they only know that guns are very powerful and can hit people, but they don't know the specific concept.

"Munoen, what the are you talking about! That's your dad! How dare you say that!! ”

Mu Xiaoxiao was furious all of a sudden, especially when he heard that Nuo Ene was going to hit Yan Yilong with a gun, he was both angry and sad for Yan Yilong, it was his own son, but his son actually said so.

After scolding, Mu Xiaoxiao was not enough, and slapped Noene's ass hard.

Ruthlessly looked at it and hurriedly stopped. Just now, he was still immersed in Mu Xiaoxiao's novel about the child's father, and he didn't see Mu Xiaoxiao beating Nolene so ruthlessly.

"Mommy is bad! My dad is him, not the bad uncle. ”

Noene didn't know what he had done wrong, so he was beaten by his mother for the first time in his life, and he couldn't be wronged.

"Munoene! Say it again, I'll hear it! If you don't recognize Yan Yilong, I don't want you! ”

Mu Xiao yelled, it was very scary.

"Xiaoxiao, how can you spread fire on the child. Brother texted me, you can see for yourself. ”

ruthlessly threw the phone to Mu Xiaoxiao, and went straight to cry Noene.

Mu Xiaoxiao opened the phone, and there was only a simple line of words on it: I have a task, let's go. Take care of Mu Mu, I quit.

"He is still wounded, who allowed him to go! Bastard! ”

Mu Xiaoxiao threw the phone to the ground in a hurry. In front of her eyes now, in her mind, and in her heart, it was full of Yan Yilong's injured expression and his helpless look, she really couldn't stand it, she felt that she was about to collapse.

"He's gone! This is a text message from three hours ago! ”

A merciless hand rested on her shoulder, shaking incessantly, reminding her of this fact.

Mu Xiaoxiao suddenly sat on the bed weakly, hammering her chest fiercely.

"It's so stuffy, it hurts, I'm so scared."

Seeing her ruthlessly, it was also heartbreaking. Two people who love each other are tormented by each other like this, with lies, with deception, with separation.

"Mom is not sad, it is Nolene who is wrong. Mom, don't cry. ”

Noene ran to Mu Xiaoxiao's side and shook her mother carefully.

"Noene, I'm sorry, Mom shouldn't have hit you. Nolene, what to do~ Your dad is gone, what to do. ”

Mu Xiaoxiao picked up Nolene and stroked his little buttocks, her heart hurting. How did she beat him, it was the flesh on her body, and it was the crystallization of her love with Yan Yilong.

Watching ruthlessly and quietly, he already knew what to do next: he should take Mu Xiaoxiao back to China, and when his brother comes back, he will hand her over to his brother, and if he loves someone, he should also learn to let go, let go of obsession, let go of hope, and stop deceiving himself.

Going around in circles, passing away youth, but nothing can be changed.

She is still the same Mu Xiaoxiao, there is only one Yan Yilong in her world, no matter how hard he tries, he can't take a step in. (To be continued.) )