043: It's heartbeat

How long has it been since she had cried? After being reborn, she was only scared by a snake and cried once. Why can't you help it at this time? It's because there is no one to rely on, and you know that crying can't solve the problem, so you can only hold on to yourself.

Now, she has begun to rely on the third brother, so she can't help it......

In her last life, she didn't live well, and the person she loved the most harmed her whole family and made her unable to have children. She can't change it, she can only choose death painfully, thinking that if she dies, she can be a hundred. But how desperate is it for a living person to choose to die? Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and warm tears dripped on the back of Ji Hongye's hand.

Ji Hongye was stunned and saw that her shoulders were trembling slightly. She is a stubborn person, and she doesn't like others to see her crying, at this time, she can't help it!

"What are you crying about...... he said gently, reaching out to wipe her tears with a gentle movement.

Nalan Jinxiu buried his face in his hands, as if he was going to cry out all the grievances of so many years, and tears wet his palms. Ji Hongye's heart was a little complicated. He treats her well, that is, he also hopes that she can get close to him, but is she crying so sad now, is it really because of a stomachache?

He found that his mind was a little messy, so he had to lift her cheek and wipe her tears with the sleeve of his coat. The voice was soft: "Such a big person, crying like this, are you ashamed?"

"Not ashamed. She retorted in a milky voice, even when she was crying, she refused to suffer at all.

"Okay, then make you cry enough, I don't care about you. As he spoke, the movements of his hands became more and more gentle, as if he was afraid of hurting her. This girl is squeamish, her skin is tender and thin, and she is the most likely to be injured.

Nalan Jinxiu closed her eyes quietly, by him, feeling his caution, she held back the sourness in her heart, and whispered: "Third brother, actually, I had a bad time before, I am very happy to meet you......"

In the vast sea of people, I came to the Ji family, and I had my grandmother, you, and my sixth brother. Thank you for being kind to me and making me feel what I lost in my last life, and I am very grateful.

Ji Hongye's heart was faintly sour, such a little girl, who grew up in an outsider's house, probably has a lot of unknown sadness. In the past, she was willful and reckless, the children of the Ji family hated her, no one wanted to play with her, and she was lonely when she thought about it.

At that time, he also found her annoying, and always stayed away. Now I regret it a little in my heart, why I couldn't care more about her at that time, like other younger brothers and sisters. In that case, she probably wouldn't have cried so sadly now.

He never thought he would regret it one day. There is no regret medicine in this world, whether it is right or wrong, he never looks back. At this time, it was just because he didn't want to see that she was crying so sadly. She used to cry a lot, but most of them had some performance ingredients, and he never cared. Now, he really can't see her crying, and he doesn't want to let her suffer any grievances.

"I know ......," Ji Hongye said slowly, his voice hoarse.

"You don't know, you don't know at all......" she said angrily, crying more and more aggrieved. She has no one to say about the things in her heart, and she is afraid that she can only let it accumulate in her heart for the rest of her life.

"Well, I don't know. Ji Hongye's tone was doting, and his big hand gently and gently patted her, a bit like coaxing a child.

Nalan Jinxiu felt very peaceful, gradually closed her eyes, and did not forget to sobbed twice, shook her head again, and muttered a few words in a low voice. Ji Hongye faintly heard the third brother, his heart softened, and he looked down and saw that her nose and eyes were red because of crying.

He wiped her tears, and she cried all the time. Ji Hongye said secretly, I don't know how many grievances I have suffered, and I can cry like this. Nalan Jinxiu fell asleep crying and crying, still holding one of Ji Hongye's fingers in her left hand.

Ji Hongye waited for her to fall asleep before slowly pulling out his hand, twisting a warm handkerchief and wiping her wet little face clean. The little girl's skin is very good, white and clean, without impurities. He liked it in his heart, so he kept watching her quietly.

He didn't know how long he had been watching, but he felt that his body was swollen, and when he got up, it was already dusk. In the past, I never thought it would be interesting to watch a person sleep, but it turned out that I just hadn't met such a person. If it is to the person he likes, even if she sleeps next to him and can't talk to him, he is willing to do nothing and just watch her quietly.

She slept peacefully, and the way she fell asleep was really cute, her face was much more ruddy than just now, and her pink and tender lips were slightly pouted, looking like a glutinous rice dumpling, soft and sweet. But it seems that she has lost some weight again, and she is now blindly growing taller, but her body is getting thinner and thinner day by day.

Ji Hongye thought that now was the time for her to be greedy, she couldn't be malnourished, and she must take more time to supervise her meals in the future. He suddenly felt a bit like a nurse, and he even had to take care of things like her eating and dressing.

He chuckled under his breath, went to tuck the quilt for her, and saw a strand of broken hair fall mischievously on her cheek. He stretched out his hand to stroke her away, she shrunk her neck in fear, and murmured, "Third brother, don't make trouble, let me sleep for a while......"

Ji Hongye thought she was awake, but after watching for a while, he found that she was talking in her sleep. He watched her distracted, and the more he looked at it, the more he liked it, and he bowed his head like a ghost, and drank lightly on her forehead. When he realized what he had done, he was stunned.

What did he just do, kiss her......? He is...... How could it be, how old she was, not a little smaller. He just likes it, and he can't like it so small. But even if he thought so, he couldn't explain what he had just done.

He was silent for a while, feeling that he might be lonely, he used to be busy studying, busy with taking the examination for fame, all his thoughts were on books, and he didn't have the energy to think about these men and women.

Later, when he got older and became an official, his classmates had already tacitly done something, but he still couldn't think about it. He is a person with a clean nature, and he will definitely not use the things that others have used, which also cuts off the possibility that he will go to Fengyue place.

He is very proud in his bones, and he always feels that what can make him look at him differently must not be an ordinary woman, so he has no idea about the girl with a clean background sent by his father and grandmother.

Perhaps, he should really talk about a marriage, a marriage that is beneficial to his career. The Miss Cheng chosen by his father is not suitable, he can choose the right one himself. Marrying a woman he didn't know as his wife, he began to feel disgusted for no reason, and then looked at the people who were still asleep, and at the end, he could only sigh......