I'm going to die!

I knew this ending for a long time, but I didn't expect that I would die so late!

I felt Zhenzhen walk past me, and then, I saw a person walking in front of me, and she leaned down and stared at me. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Suddenly realized! It turns out that this woman is the one who laid it out!

- She is Cheng Ren, the woman I just killed......

Surprised, shocked, questioning, scared, frightened, or curious......

I think I should have at least one emotion, right? However, it is strange that I didn't feel anything, and just accepted this fact calmly, without a trace of conjecture?

"I am the god of time, and the time I communicate with you is still, so you don't feel pain."

Although Cheng Ren's voice has no emotion, I still see complex emotions in her eyes, and the funny thing is that I, who have always been good at perceiving people's hearts, can't read the thoughts in her eyes this time.

"Alas!"

The long sigh appeared in my mind, and there was no emotion, but I heard her emotions again: helplessness, regret, reluctance, and ...... Not to feel like Atlas any longer

It's ridiculous that there's no hatred, I thought we should be mortal enemies!

"Do you want to know who you are?"

I couldn't help but laugh when I heard this ridiculous question, and I didn't need to look to know that I must have that kind of sarcastic smile on my face at this moment.

"Or can I put it another way, do you want to know the ending of Wen Zhenzhen?"

When this phrase came to my mind, I wanted to keep a smile on my face, but I knew that the smile on my face had hardened.

I wanted to refuse, I wanted to say control my tongue and say the word, but I heard my own voice, I was saying:

"Yes."

Squatting down, her eyes dark and deep, and soon, I noticed that something was wrong, there were no pupils in her eyes.

No, it should be said that the pupils in her eyes, which were as deep as the universe, were constantly dilating and devouring......

First swallowed the black pupil, and then even the whites of the eyes were swallowed by the invisible pupils. Cheng Ren leaned down, and his eyes, which had become dark, looked straight down into my eyes.

That's not a human eye!

Yes, she says she's God!

Just as I remembered what she had said, I only felt my soul sucked in by her dark eyes, and then, I had a dream, a dream that did not belong to me but was mine!

In the dream, I am still me, at least the first half of the story is as real as a memory!

My name is Tang Haolei.

I was born into an ordinary family.

I am fortunate to have not only loving parents, but also a lovely and beautiful sister.

My sister came to this world by accident.

For the sake of his sister, his parents spent a full 30,000 yuan to buy a second child.

Because my sister was unexpected, I cherished my sister very much.

……

Well, I'll admit it, I'm a sister control!

My sister is so beautiful, when I was just in elementary school, there were several little children who dared to chase after her and call her wife, no, I'm my brother, I have to protect my sister.

My sister is so beautiful, I was stuffed with love letters from those bastards in my schoolbag just after I was in junior high school, no, things can't go on like this, I'm so afraid that my sister will be abducted!

I'm angry!

I'm really angry that my sister is actually isolated!

Simply because the girls in her class were jealous of my pretty sister.

I don't hit girls, however, girls who bully my sister are not included!

I began to learn to fight, with the bad boys who stalked my sister, with the horses found by the little sister who I had warned or beaten, and with the teachers who had bad intentions towards my sister......

So, I'm bad at learning!

But, I don't care!

The only thing that disturbs me is the deep and weak eyes of my parents?!

Finally, I was caught and in-game. Because, this time it was the son of a real estate developer who pestered his sister......

I didn't expect that now is really the age when money can be channeled, the developer's son actually bought it, and I was detained in a detention center with the boss of those gangsters, I was naturally beaten very badly, because the person who did it was not a prison guard, so at most I could only manage a few penniless gangsters to ask for medical expenses.

Unexpectedly, things finally developed in a good direction, and the kid who was inadvertently saved when he was fighting in the past was actually a rich second generation. Then, the younger second generation met the older second generation, and my case was rehabilitated, and the younger second generation was also sentenced to a heavy sentence for hiring a murderer to hurt someone.

So, I had my first buddy!

Of course, what I gained this time was not only a good buddy, but also a recognition of power! It turns out that protecting your sister is not something you can do by knowing how to fight.

From my buddies' mouths, I know that with my family background, even if I take the civil service exam, it is impossible to climb up, and the people who climb up have a relationship, of course, nepotism is also a relationship.

At that time, I was really stupid enough to believe this kind of nonsense......

I want to gain power to protect my sister, not to use her! This is destined to be a non-viable path.

So, at the instigation of my buddies, I chose another path - to join the army.

Before parting, I solemnly entrusted my sister to the care of my good buddy, hey, what a "good" buddy!

Life in the army is hard, buddy said that only the border guards are the easiest to make meritorious contributions, but I don't know where I will go after joining the army, so I didn't get the opportunity to go to the border!

However, I was still the best one in the army, not one of them!

This is my self-confidence!

It is said that the life of the army is very hard, but I don't think it's enough, I think it's far from enough, because I want to enter the special forces from ordinary soldiers, and I heard that the top in the ordinary soldiers is not even as good as the crane tail of the special forces.

So, I don't think I'm good enough!

It was only when I arrived in the army that I found out that ordinary soldiers could be squad leaders at the highest, and the top students who graduated from military academies had to go higher.

However, buddy and I said differently! For the first time, I had doubts about my buddy's words.

It's been two years since I joined the army, and I don't have the opportunity to go to the military academy anymore, I have to enter the special forces, which is a place to speak by ability.

Soon, the opportunity came! It was an assistance exercise, we were acting against the government, and the order was to cooperate with the special combat team to conduct an offensive and defensive exercise.

Attack-defense ratio: 100:3000. Of course, we are 3000 people!

This news made all the people in our army feel dissatisfied, and of course, I am one of them!

However, a special combat team is a special combat team, and we lost that exercise, even though I killed 15 of them alone, we still lost.

I thought I had lost my chance!

I thought?! Why do you think?!

It's my memory, it's not my memory, and when I saw this, I suddenly remembered something, oh, by the way, I once overheard a conversation between two people in the apocalypse, what did they say?

By the way, they said that I was actually favored, but they wanted to observe me for a while?! Who said such a thing? When did this happen? Why can't I remember?

It's a pity that when I learned the news, my heart was only cold......

Why is that? I can't remember, I just know that my heart hurt so much at that time......

I don't know if I'm dreaming or if I'm reborn! Rebirth? What a strange word, why did you think of this?!

Soon my mind was pulled into the dream again!

My dreams continued, but I knew I was starting to think.

Although we lost, I entered the special operations unit because of my excellent performance, and the requirements here are stricter! I can't even make a phone call home!

My buddy really didn't lie to me, and before going to the special operations unit, I solemnly entrusted my family to my buddy.

In the defense mission......

God, I didn't expect to see someone in my house! A person who once beat me when I was locked down......

Oh yes! At this time, I was still in the army, and the leader said with a smile: This time, we can participate in the defense mission of large-scale national activities, which can be regarded as a vacation for us!

I finally got out of the barracks!

At this point, I knew that the two people who had been following me were behind me, and I suddenly realized that I shouldn't have known it at this time. A real me, seeing a dream me, what a strange feeling!

Maybe I should be grateful to them?! Because they made me see a man who was supposed to be squatting in prison, swaggering in the sun with his arms around his girl......

Why is that?!

A palpitation came over me, and I don't know why? In the dream, my heart was shrouded in an ominous, but the real me began to ache for no reason, a heart-rending pain.

In my dream, this foreboding made me a deserter for the first time, and for the first time in this mission, I left my post.

I'm home!

But what about my home?!

The neighbors saw me and walked away!

What about my dad, mom, and sister?!

Why is someone else living in my house?!

"What? This house was sold to you at the beginning of the year? ”

Looking at the impatient look on the new owner of the house, I kept asking in a panic, but the other party became even more impatient.

"Go, go, go, I don't know! I heard that it was a lawsuit...... What kind of lawsuit, it seems to be a petition for my daughter or something......"

Bang!

The door is shut!

My home, but I was turned away, why is that? Why didn't my parents tell me if something happened at home? For the sake of the daughter? What happened to my sister?

"Leizi? Why are you here? Don't knock ......"

Just as I was still slamming on the door that was my home but no longer mine, an old voice next to me stopped my madness.

I left the home that no longer belonged to me in a daze, and my head was full of the words of my neighbor Uncle Zhang:

"Your sister jumped off the building...... Let's go...... Don't learn from your parents...... That road doesn't work...... Alas......"

In the confusion, I unconsciously walked to the address I heard from Uncle Zhang, I grew up in this city, although the address is remote, but I still know.

I don't remember how I got there, but the other me, who was looking at the real me in the dream, saw clearly:

I got into a taxi, but the taxi driver, knowing where I was going, threw me out of the car with disdain.

Don't, don't, don't go!

I wanted to shout to my dream self that I don't want to happen to the same thing again, but what is it? I can't remember! yes, I'm dreaming......

The dream continued, and no matter how happy or sad I was, it was like a cycle that tore my wounds again and again - there were only two lonely graves there!

Later, my former classmates found me, and he said: I was deceived by that good buddy, and when I entered the bureau, that "buddy" set up a bureau, and he sent me to be a soldier through his connections.

In this way, the sister has no one to protect.

My good "buddy" originally wanted to move my sister with romance, but my sister fell in love with the school grass in school, and it was very bloody at the beginning of the romantic drama, but there was no bloody ending.

Buddy who lost patience gave his sister ......

This is my most painful memory, the other party's power is simply not something I can contend with, and the multinational group under the name of Lao Tzu, a "good buddy", is negotiating a development project with the city.

Plus strong x is not a felony that can be sentenced to death, and in the end, this matter is over!

And the younger sister also ended her young life......

The parents ran for their sister's affairs, and finally provoked the family of the "buddy", and the ending was ......

They ended up starving and dying on the streets!

I hate it!

Hate that scumbag, hate that scumbag's parents, hate those who are derelict in their duties, hate all those who have anything to do with it......

But I didn't have the power to take revenge on these people, and after killing that scumbag, I fled abroad to join the mercenary groups in Africa.

Ten years, I spent a full decade to make myself strong, and then, I began the planned revenge.

It's much easier to kill people abroad than at home!

Ten years of mercenary career has also made me know a lot of strange people, shorting stocks to create stock market dives, hacking into the Internet to expose shady scenes, transferring money from group accounts, and forging checks to create credit crises......

Soon, the parents of the scumbag who used their money and status at the beginning went to the other side of the ocean, and they were welcomed by two bullets.

The multinational group, which was already in danger, fell overnight, and the scumbag's parents died, and his family was finished, but that could not extinguish the flame of my revenge.

I want to exterminate the clan, even if some of that scumbag's relatives and friends are already in high positions, I will not let it go.

Assassinating some key people in China, it was really difficult to start, watching my memories gradually repeat themselves in my dreams, my heart suddenly warmed up! Not because of the imminent revenge, but because the figure was about to appear......

Just when I was escaping after the successful assassination, I met Wen Zhenzhen! It was she who saved me in danger and used her lame trickery to fool the special forces who came to search for me.

I can't help but look forward to it, even in my dreams, to see her lying appearance again, even if I already know that it wasn't her trickery that deceived those special soldiers, but her mental skills.

Why? Why didn't she show up? I watched in amazement as I saw myself in my dream on a completely different trajectory from what I remembered.

It's ridiculous, I'm actually arrested!

Death penalty, carry out immediately!

What's even more ridiculous is that the night before the execution, the Zerg actually attacked the prison where I was being held......

I didn't expect that I escaped in this way, the pursuit of me in the country is very tight, I didn't find a way to escape from the country in a short time, and then I don't have to run anymore, because the end has come!

I met a woman who met very bloody, traditional PK, but I didn't expect me to lose!

She is Shangguan Wenfei, but she is not the Shangguan Wenfei in my memory, and I am very strange in my dream that there are girls in this world whose appearance and interior are so seriously imbalanced.

I can't deny that she aroused my curiosity, and I followed her all the way, but I was gradually impressed by her mind and bearing.

I don't know when I suddenly had an urge in my heart that she was my woman! So, I dug countless "traps" for her, and watched her sink into my pursuit little by little.

Looking at the memories in the dream, my expression unconsciously relived the different life experiences with the memory in the dream, until a slender figure fell in front of me, I suddenly remembered that it was just a "dream!" ”

Younger sister! No, it's her in a dream - Wen Zhenzhen!

The same face as my sister, but even more haggard and unbearable, the woman who fell in front of me in the dream, the embarrassing marks on her body are enough to explain everything that has happened to her.

The person in front of me reminded me of what happened to my sister.

I saved her!

Then, she seemed to be infatuated with me, but I couldn't really refuse someone with the same face as my sister, until one day I found out that she actually incited the people in the base to target Shangguan Wenfei!

――The lover of the world of my dreams.

I really don't know what I think in my dream, I can really abandon Zhenzhen completely just for such a reason, I don't want to watch it anymore, but in my dream, I'm still helping Shangguan Wenfei, giving advice, managing the base, God, this is ridiculous!

Later, in my dream, I never saw Zhenzhen again, until Shangguan Wenfei and the Zerg Empress came to the point of dying together!

Cheng Ren appeared in front of me again.

"It's not a dream, it's a memory of your past life."

Cheng Ren's voice came to my mind, and I smiled indifferently, until now I finally understood why the emotions in her eyes were so complicated.

"I regret it! It would have been nice to take Zhenzhen with me at the beginning. ”

A dream from a previous life made me understand a lot, no wonder Cheng Ren said let's wait for everything to be over before coming back, it turns out that Shangguan Wenfei didn't survive this apocalypse. It's ridiculous that I buried her for the sake of a dying man.

Meeting those sad eyes, I suddenly laughed and asked, "Will Zhenzhen definitely die?" ”

"Yes, whether in her previous life or in this life, she will become the empress of the Zerg."

I looked up in amazement, only to realize that with my own heavy injuries, I was sitting up without hindrance.

Looking back in disbelief, there was another self lying on the ground, and I smiled self-deprecatingly, I didn't expect to die like this.

Looking at Cheng Ren, who was waiting for me to ask, what I said was: "When you said fate, did you mean that Chang E replaced Zhenzhen?" ”

Cheng Ren was stunned, as if she didn't expect me to ask this question at all, but she still nodded slightly.

Seeing that she didn't speak, I couldn't help but ask, "If I had listened to your advice and taken Zhenzhen away directly, wouldn't I really have made the same mistake again?" ”

"Yes." Cheng Ren sighed.

"What a pity!" I sighed and said to her, "Can I still say goodbye to Zhenzhen?" ”

Cheng Ren shook his head gently, and sure enough, it was expected.

"Then, help me pass a message to her!" I looked at Cheng Ren, for me, it doesn't matter what she is, as long as she can achieve what I want to do.

She bit her lip gently, and I could see her reluctance, but in the end, Cheng Ren nodded and said, "You say, there is only one sentence." ”

"I don't regret meeting her born again."

Seeing the expression on Cheng Ren's face change from regret to anger, I couldn't help but laugh!

Regret? Why regret it?

Different times, different places, and meeting the same people naturally have different endings.

If you regret it, you only regret that it didn't take you away! (To be continued.) )