"Really?" The green lotus looked puzzled.

"What? You don't like him? Mama Song hurriedly stood up and asked.

"No, I just feel as if I'm not ready, and you know that there are a lot of things to face after getting married, and I'm afraid I won't be able to cope with it myself." Green Lotus said.

Mama Song smiled when she heard this, and comforted her gently: "You think about the problem too complicated, which woman doesn't come over like this?" ”

"I seem to ...... I don't know how to say it, it's just ...... Inexplicably scared. Lu He turned around and sat on the side of Mama Song's bed and said.

"Tell me, what are you afraid of?" Mama Song asked, her tone full of concern.

"You have to spend a lot of money to get married, right? Then there's the question of housing, and ...... The problem of raising children in the future, these problems may not be a problem in others, but they are all in my case. Green Lotus said.

Mama Song sat up and said, "Silly boy, you also said that you don't think too much." I said, don't think about that now, first ask yourself if you like Honka, if you can accept him, I believe that the second master and his wife will help you solve the housing problem, as for the money you need to spend to get married, don't worry, as long as you two love each other, what does it matter if you don't have a banquet? ”

After she said this, Lu He's heart became more steady, and she held Mama Song's hand and said, "Then I'll try it." ”

"Well, you don't have to have a psychological burden because the second master and the lady are deliberately matching you, they are all enlightened people, if you don't like Honka, they will never force you."

Midori nodded.

After lying on the bed, Green Lotus couldn't help but think a lot.

She asked herself: Do I really have what it takes to start a family with him?

Green Lotus's parents died young. Since she was a child, she has been dependent on her sister for her life, but her sister doesn't like her, so she was beaten by her sister a lot when she was a child. Later, when her sister got married, she relied on the relief of her neighbor Aunt Liu, and soon after she met the Su family's recruitment maid, she went to apply, but she didn't expect Su Shanyun to fall in love with her at a glance, and since then she has been working as a maid in the Su Mansion and has never gone back.

In her heart, she has long since lost her home. That dilapidated house was just a place that would bring back her sad memories. So she didn't want to go back and look at it again.

Due to the lack of love from her relatives since she was a child, Green Lotus has always felt very insecure, which is one of the reasons why she does not dare to start a family.

Thinking of those sad things in childhood, Green Lotus's tears wet the pillow.

She has long stopped expecting family affection and warmth. And subconsciously think that they don't deserve it.

So she was afraid that Honka would be good to her.

She was terrified.

Because that would make her feel unreal.

Her heart has always been cold.

When Honka returned to his room that day, he couldn't help but think: Green Lotus is still a little girl. Am I going to scare her by doing this?

But. If I don't even take a tentative step, then I don't have to talk about anything.

So he was relieved.

In the early morning of the next day, Gu Song went out with Yan Jinxuan as usual, and Su Shanyun followed behind with Lu He as usual.

Honka found that the eyes of the green lotus were red.

Did she cry? Why are you crying? Did I embarrass her with something I sent? Honka felt a little confused.

On the way to the palace, Honka couldn't help but tell Yan Jinxuan about it.

Yan Jinxuan pondered for a moment and said, "You can take some time to talk to her alone." By the way, touch her mind, anyway, if you can't be a husband and wife, you can be friends, just want to open up. ”

"Hmm."

On this day, there were not many things in the yamen, so Yan Jinxuan went to the Dongwang Mansion to meet the three princes after lunch.

"Yan Shichong's side has been moving in the past few days?" Yan Jinxuan asked the third prince.

He knew that the third prince had always sent someone to monitor Yan Shichong.

"He has frequently met with people in the rivers and lakes these days." The third prince said.

"Did you overhear their conversation?" Yan Jinxuan leaned in and asked.

"No, they're all in the back room now. It is said that there is a triple iron gate outside the secret room, and not even a fly can fly in. ”

Yan Jinxuan closed his eyes and pondered.

"As far as I know, Liu Yiyi, the most famous bully on the rivers and lakes, and Wu Dajun have formed an alliance with Yan Shichong. Some local gangs were also taken over by Yan Shichong. The third prince said.

"They also have an organization of a certain size, which is the most terrifying. But we must not be intimidated by them. Yan Jinxuan said.

"Well, you've been paying more attention to your safety lately."

Yan Jinxuan nodded.

Seeing that the sun had turned west, Yan Jinxuan got up to say goodbye.

Seeing Yan Jinxuan come out, Gu Song hurriedly took a few steps forward and asked, "Second Master, will we go back now?" ”

"Hmm." Yan Jinxuan got into the carriage while responding.

"Okay." Honka immediately jumped into the carriage.

Since I'm back early today, I'll talk to Green Lotus later, Honka said in his heart.

The mood also suddenly became happy.

Yan Jinxuan, who was sitting in the carriage, had a somewhat heavy expression.

Yan Jinxuan vaguely felt that a major incident might happen in the near future.

He remembered what Su Shanyun had said to him.

According to Su Shanyun, the Ming Kingdom in her previous life changed the emperor when she was eighteen years old, and the Yan family was also beheaded in that year.

Seeing that there are still more than two months to go before the Spring Festival, and Su Shanyun is almost seventeen years old, so now there is only one year and two months left before the moment she said.

One year and two months, Yan Jinxuan's heart couldn't help but tremble.

What caused the Yan family to be beheaded?

The father and son of the Yan family are all dignified people, and they will never do anything rebellious, could it be that someone framed them?

Yan Jinxuan couldn't help frowning.

Thinking about it carefully, Yan Jinxuan felt that it was unlikely that Daddy and his brother would cause trouble, and the only one who might cause trouble was him, because he had already fought with Yan Shichong countless times, and the next rectification action would directly challenge the interests of the Yan Party.

But can he not do it? Will he be able to avoid the calamity if he doesn't do it?

He pondered with his eyes closed.

Right now, what he was most worried about was Su Shanyun and the child in her belly, if something happened to him, he couldn't imagine how sad Su Shanyun would be.

Do you want to ask the emperor not to be the person in charge of this rectification operation?

His heart is at war between heaven and man.

Even when he returned to the small farm, he still had a solemn expression on his face.

Su Shanyun saw it, took his hand and quietly returned to the room.

Honka took the opportunity to ask Green Lotus to go for a walk in the back mountain.

Su Shanyun changed Yan Jinxuan's clothes and poured him hot tea, then sat down opposite him, looked at him and asked softly, "Second master, is there something wrong with Chaozhong?" ”

Yan Jinxuan smiled at her and said, "It's nothing, don't worry." ”

Su Shanyun held his hand and said: "Now that you and I are husband and wife, we are a community of both prosperity and loss, you can tell me anything on your mind, although I don't understand politics, but I still understand the truth." (To be continued.) )

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