Gu Jinzhi knew that Zhu Zhongjun was crying.

She didn't move.

She also loves to cry, but at the moment it is hard to cry.

Zhu Zhongjun's touch, Gu Jinzhi's difficulty in responding, made her very frustrated.

There are too many things on my mind......

Gu Jinzhi thought that the burden in his heart was the burden on his back. It's heavy, that's why she's so hard to move. If you want to be more relaxed, you have to throw them away one by one, rather than hide and don't move.

Gu Jinzhi is no longer as passive as he was when he was hurt by Chen Chen last time......

The two hugged each other for a moment, and Zhu Zhongjun let go of Gu Jinzhi.

After Zhu Zhongjun left, Gu Jinzhi took the golden book and looked at it for a long time.

She carefully wiped it with a silk handkerchief, and then handed it to the maid and put it away carefully.

After the guests at home sent them away, Song Paner asked people to call Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi called Ni Shang: "Bring the golden book, let's go to Madame's side." ”

Song Paner really wanted to see the golden book.

Seeing the golden book, Song Paner held it in her hand and looked at it, the smile on her face was more than melancholy: the girl who has been raised for more than ten years, after issuing such a golden book, she is no longer a member of the Gu family......

"Put it away." After reading it, Song Paner returned it to Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi smiled and said yes.

She was as usual.

Song Paner was always a little uneasy in her heart.

From her disappearance to the present, Gu Jinzhi has been too quiet, which makes everyone in the family who cares about her worry.

Her reaction was completely different from what everyone expected.

"Did you sleep well at night?" Song Pan'er asked Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jin said: "It was a little hot last night, and I was sweating after sleeping for a while. And he woke up in the heat. I woke up and couldn't sleep anymore, probably because I was reading today's booklet and had something in my heart. ”

She always tells the truth, but the reasons are so legitimate, and she never hides it.

Song Paner didn't know much about Gu Jinzhi.

She loves this daughter, but she can't understand this daughter.

There are many things about Gu Jinzhi that Song Paner doesn't understand, just like her medical skills, and like her quiet at the moment.

“…… Had lunch. Go back and get some sleep. Song Paner said with concern.

Gu Jinzhi nodded. Say yes with a smile.

After returning from the main room, Gu Jinzhi lay down and rested.

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By the end of August, Xiao Suo was gradually revealed.

The autumn light is beautiful, dyeing the maple leaves red. Rushed down the sycamore. I haven't had time to get in high spirits yet. is lazy and lonely.

After the publication of the book. Zhu Zhongjun lived in the palace.

On August 21, the Queen Mother invited Gu Jinzhi to the palace.

Gu Jinzhi dressed up and left.

When she arrived at Kunning Palace, it was Aunt Cheng who came to receive her.

The Queen Mother ascended to the main hall. Gu Jinzhi made a big gift.

Then, the Queen Mother retreated, leaving only Gu Jinzhi to speak in the middle hall.

But she was silent for a long time.

After a while, the Queen Mother's voice was a little hoarse and weak, and she said to Gu Jin: "Xiao Qi, the mourning family loves you, but Zhong Jun takes you seriously, you have to treat him well." This son of the mourning family is a bit stupid......"

When King Luyang was stupid, the Queen Mother never had the heart to describe him like this.

When he was well, the Queen Mother used a metaphor to say the word.

"Yes." Gu Jin said, "Xiao Qi also did his best to be good to the prince." The Queen Mother is relieved. ”

The Queen Mother nodded.

Gu Jinzhi understood in his heart. She had such a big thing and almost ruined her reputation, and the court still sent her a book, far from caring about her reputation.

It was probably Zhu Zhongjun who was forced to die in front of the Queen Mother.

Zhu Zhongjun never cared about Gu Jinzhi's manhood or not. He often used life and death to tell the Empress Dowager: If there is no Xiao Qi, he will not live.

Gu Jinzhi clenched his fist lightly.

She said again: "Queen Mother, Xiao Qi follows the prince, and will treat you as a filial piety to repay your great kindness." Your kindness, Xiao Qi is unforgettable. Xiao Qi will take care of the prince's ......"

She knew that the Queen Mother had helped.

The Queen Mother's heart was full of pantothenic acid.

In this matter, Gu Jinzhi did not have any fault.

But ruining her reputation is her big mistake.

This is the world's unfairness to women, and the Queen Mother is helpless.

Gu Jinzhi didn't explain half a sentence after all, but just expressed her loyalty, which made the Queen Mother feel that she was very sensible.

At this time, it is distressing to be so sensible.

The Queen Mother has always liked Gu Jinzhi very much.

"Good boy." The Queen Mother praised.

After Gu Jinzhi left, the Queen Mother sat on the couch and did not get up.

Her head hurt a little.

Aunt Cheng brought a cup of hot tea and handed it to the Queen Mother.

She saw that the Queen Mother was upset, so she comforted her and said, "Niangniang, the prince is still a child. Where can children distinguish right from wrong? You shouldn't follow the prince's wishes and ask the emperor to send her a book. Now, you're in a quandary......"

Of course, the Queen Mother was in a dilemma.

She was still reluctant to take care of Gu Jinzhi.

And the King of Luyang is not a false threat. He really cares about Gu Jinzhi, the Queen Mother has seen it.

That time, the Queen Mother asked him not to follow him to look for it, and King Luyang sneaked away when he arrived at Gu's house.

Knowing that the situation was critical, King Luyang also ignored it.

He said that he took Xiao Qi as his life. If he can't marry her, he won't even want his life, it's better to wipe his neck clean with a knife, or simply be groggy and don't wake up......

Such a threat, the Queen Mother was a little angry at the time.

When she calmed down, she felt sad again.

"The mourning family has suffered so much and has come to this day, just to make the son of the mourning family suffer the pain of losing his beloved wife?" The Queen Mother said, "What the mourning family wants is not fine clothes and food, but whatever they want." The mourning family can't do it himself, so let Zhong Jun be willful, it's hard to buy a happy relationship between the two ......"

How many people in this world can do whatever they want?

Aunt Cheng didn't dare to speak again.

"The life of the mourning family was saved by Xiao Qi." The Queen Mother said again, "The mourning family also saved her life......"

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Gu Jinzhi came back from the palace, and Song Paner picked her up.

"What did the Queen Mother say?" Song Paner asked.

Gu Jinzhi made up some good words.

"Mother, my life. Meet all the nobles. After Gu Jinzhi finished speaking, he suddenly got up and snuggled into Song Paner's arms, like a child.

After she said this, her eyes heated.

The Queen Mother is Gu Jinzhi's nobleman.

If they are divorced by the royal family, ordinary girls will have only one way to die. Gu Jinzhi will not seek death, but it is hopeless to marry someone in this life.

Marriages in previous lives were failures. In this life, Gu Jinzhi wants to run well, she wants a complete family.

The other party is the familiar Zhu Zhongjun, so he is naturally the best.

If it ruins the reputation. Be a traveling doctor. It's also leisurely.

But then, what's the difference with the previous life?

Song Paner listened to her words and understood a little in her heart.

She gently touched Gu Jinzhi's cheek and whispered softly, "My son." Your heart is good. Make good connections. There is always a reward. God is watching. ”

If Gu Jinzhi hadn't saved the Queen Mother back then, how could there be today's return?

Song Paner felt that her life. It's not as good as Gu Jinzhi.

She doesn't seem to have any good relationships.

"Kindness?" Gu Jinzhi repeated this sentence, and then, all her tears disappeared. She smiled in a low voice and said a little helplessly, "Mother, I am indeed kind-hearted." It's not good, it's kind, the burden is too heavy, I don't want it anymore. I'm going to live happily and not be so kind-hearted. My mother's heart is also kind, and I live happily, I want to be like my mother......"

Song Paner was confused when she heard it.

But her daughter's words affirmed Song Paner's personality.

Song Pan'er smiled and said, "You kid, mother is okay with everything?" ”

"Mother is good for everything." Gu Jin said, "You are the best person I have ever met." ”

Suddenly remembering her mother in the previous life, Gu Jinzhi's face to her was a little blurred.

She knew from the past that she had nothing to do with her mother in her previous life.

I didn't dare to admit it at the time.

Filial piety is a hurdle in Gu Jin's heart.

After living for two lifetimes, she still can't let go. There are too many moral bottom lines in her heart, so that she doesn't dare to delusion about what she really needs.

She's a hypocrite.

Now, Gu Jinzhi suddenly doesn't have so many scruples anymore, she has figured out a lot of things in the past few days.

She and Song Paner are like a mother and daughter who have been destined for several lifetimes.

As a mother, if you use the educational concept of rules and regulations to set Song Paner's parenting scripture, she is not perfect. But family affection is not those rules, it has only one simple bond: love.

Love, can ignore all the shortcomings.

In her previous life, her mother also loved Gu Jinzhi, but Gu Jinzhi didn't feel it obviously. She felt that she was only a small part of her mother's life.

And Song Paner's love for Gu Jinzhi is strong and deep, which can fill Gu Jinzhi's heart.

She loves Song Paner, and she also knows that Song Paner loves her very much.

Once something happens to her, Song Paner won't be able to live. She is not a part of Song Paner, she is all of Song Paner.

This is love, which affirms each other's place in each other's hearts.

"Nonsense." Song Pan'er listened to Gu Jinzhi's words and laughed, "You are like your father, you have a good heart." God favors such people. ”

Gu Jinzhi didn't feel that God favored her.

If she really cared for her, she would not have met Tan You and Chen Chen.

Chen Chen left too easily, so that Gu Jinzhi couldn't let go of his shadow for decades.

Tan You, Gu Jinzhi didn't plan to let him leave so simply. The shadow in my heart needs a little bit of sunshine.

"If my mother says to take care of it, just take care of it." Gu Jinzhi said with a smile.

Then, she asked Song Paner, "Can I go to King Jian's Mansion tomorrow?" Last time Princess Jane's illness, I don't know if it has gotten better, I can't let go of it in my heart. ”

Song Pan'er deliberately made a cold face and said, "People who are about to get married are still worried about other people's illnesses." ”

Gu Jinzhi smiled: "It's not." Isn't Lord Sirou at her mother's house, I want to meet her. Many friends, many contacts in the future. ”

Song Paner was stunned.

"You want to deal with her?" Song Paner asked rhetorically, "There are so many people in Beijing, why do you suddenly want to associate with her?" ”

"King Jian's Mansion is the prince's uncle's house, and the county lord of Sirou is the cousin of the prince. It's not wrong for relatives to interact with each other. Gu Jinzhi smiled, "Can I go?" ”

Song Paner was suspicious.

Did the Queen Mother say something?

In the affairs of the palace, Gu Jinzhi has always been concise and to the point.

But Gu Jinzhi's heart is transparent, and she can't suffer a loss when she acts, and Song Pan'er is not worried about her.

She had to say, "Okay." You'll be free tomorrow, so hand over the post and visit them. ”

Gu Jin's way is.

She didn't wait for tomorrow.

When she came back from the upper room, she handed over the post to the county lord of Sirou.

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I will change the chapter first, and then write it, and it may not be until the early hours of the morning. (To be continued......)