Chapter 203: Nostalgia
Saying goodbye to Su Weina, Cen Yutong continued to ride the motorcycle home slowly, but his mood was different.
Even though all the shows may end, even though she had expected it, she was still a little sad to get the confirmed news. Speaking of Su Weina, of course she doesn't like Su Weina's approach, but it is undeniable that Su Weina's momentum of never admitting defeat and creating conditions without conditions has moved her.
After entering the industry, she has always been ahead of the curve, and with good luck, she has actually suffered no setbacks. If one day, like Su Weina, she faces no job, no opportunity, and no one to help her, can she still be so chic?
She didn't know. A sense of crisis that she had almost never felt before struck her.
She made a call to Yu Zhen, Yu Zhen was surprised by her call, thinking that something had happened to her: "Yutong, what's wrong with you?" ”
"Actually, it's fine."
"What can't you say to me?" Yu Zhen said, there was a little noise on the phone, as if he had changed his place to avoid people, and continued, "Say it." ”
Cen Yutong didn't want to say anything about being stopped by Su Weina, so he didn't know how to speak for a while: "No." I'm just hypocritical again. Is it over there? ”
Yu Zhen said: "Yutong, ......"
"Hmm."
"I miss the way you always adored me when I first met you."
"I adore you now."
"You and I both know that you don't worship me that much now. Of course I'm still very good, but you've grown. ”
Cen Yutong was stunned, although he didn't tell him his confusion. But he actually went around himself. Is this called having a soul or a different path? She said: "It turns out that idols are also hypocritical. ”
"To be honest, it's hypocritical?"
"Yu Zhen, thank you." She said.
"Yutong, ah......" Yu Zhen said as if with great difficulty, "the last paragraph." I seem to have said a lot of strange things, and I'm really sorry for upsetting you. ”
Cen Yutong's heart tightened: "There is nothing to do." ”
"I won't say that again. But you have to understand that I only say that when you are a good friend. ”
"I ...... Know. Not too shocking. She took courage and said, "You and he are good friends, and I don't want you to worry about me and affect your relationship." ”
"How can it be because of you? Yutong, you ......"
"Am I too arrogant? Hee-hee, will you just make me cheeky? ”
"Done. Actually, I just went to warn him. If he treats you badly one day, I can't spare him. ”
"Clams?!" Cen Yutong was startled, and his face suddenly turned red: "You...... You're exaggerating. I really didn't have anything to do with him! ”
Yu Zhen laughed silently: "You should get vaccinated." You see. With you, he will abandon me, and I don't want to see who he likes to abandon you. A two-year program cycle is too short to count. I can't let go so quickly, and I always want to make a longevity show. Pension or something. ”
What he's saying is that it's work and nothing else? Cen Yutong couldn't wait to find a hole to drill down. Is it really self-righteous and self-inflicted? But if that's the case, it's better than that.
So she also smiled: "What is abandoned and not abandoned, idols are still afraid of being abandoned?" To stay with him is to give him face. I've heard Lin Heng say, how many people outside want to dig you up. ”
Yu Zhen said: "If someone digs you now, will you go?" ”
Cen Yutong was stunned: "It's up to me?" I'm still early. And I don't think there's anything better for me at the moment than 'live'. ”
Yu Zhen sighed: "They are all nostalgic people." ”
The two chatted for a few words and hung up the phone. Cen Yutong sat in a daze for a while before coming back to his senses. yes, it's all nostalgic people. are all thinking of love, otherwise who is obliged to follow whom?
The same as Yu Zhen's words can be regarded as untying a little knot in her heart. It's just that the purpose of her first wanted to call him was still not clearly answered.
She climbed the Internet and came to the jar of "Current Affairs", which she hadn't visited for a long time. Sure enough, some recent "Current Affairs" manuscripts and interviews have been updated above, and "The River of Hometown" is impressive. But after that, there was no new content, and everyone was busy during this time, and there really wasn't anything particularly good to come up with.
She clicked on the post and found that there was a very dazzling message in the follow-up post, which was a message called "Thunder in the Vast Night Rain": "Can't you do news in a down-to-earth manner?" Gimmicks have to be made! This child has never lived in Jinhe at all, and she knows a P at such a young age, she has something to do with Jinhe's pollution control! ”
If you look closely, the posting time is just before the New Year's Eve party.
Could it be that this is the cause of her flying disaster?
She clicked to check the details of this "Thunder in the Vast Night Rain", but he didn't fill in any information, and only posted this one message, which is equivalent to an anonymous user. Cen Yutong immediately felt that her head was as big as a fight, she didn't understand it a little in the Internet era, and she didn't dare to reveal the truth when she wanted to put forward her opinions, and she was also drunk.
Thinking of the head of her fan group, "Wind Knife Knife", she didn't know who it was, she shook her head.
The jar itself was cold, so no one responded, and the administrator didn't delete the negative comments. She guessed that Yu Zhen was playing with this jar, as for who the administrator was? Is it Xia Musheng or Huang Jin? Anyway, it seems that the administrator himself has forgotten this jar, and it is estimated that he has put an annual fee to be automatically deducted, and he has never been here, let alone "management".
She typed the question in the private message box: "Have you ever felt a sense of crisis?" The kind that was slapped to death on the beach by the back waves? ”
I waited for a long time, but there was no reply. Also, in the middle of the night, most people are in a dream, and Yu Zhen can't hang on it every day, and it's rare to appear occasionally.
Cen Yutong closed the page and shrunk into bed.
Yu Zhen said that he missed her simple worship at the beginning. In fact, the so-called "original", she only dared to leave a message for him on the altar, which was the most original simple worship.
Later, when they cooperated in reality, she really didn't understand and asked, and for a while, they got along easily and happily, and she benefited a lot. Especially in Xia Musheng's duck-catching shelf-type devil training at that time, his gentleness was like a warm current, which was much easier for her to accept than Xia's way.
Later, as he said, there should be her own factor of continuous growth. But in my heart, getting closer and closer to Xia Musheng, isn't it the reason?
Since when has it been, it has become a little awkward between her and him. Awkward to ask serious questions, she returned to the state of only daring to ask questions in the forum.
Good thing it's this call tonight. Why is it so awkward, she thought? There's no need to be so awkward!
She buried herself in the quilt: from tomorrow, don't be awkward. (To be continued......)