[441] Letters

"Our family's ancestral graves, all those who are gone, must be buried here." Qingqing's mother twisted her head, and her voice choked.

I held the envelope and looked at Sister Qing's mother, stunned, and after a long time, I slowly said, "Auntie, you are teasing me." ”

Sister Qing's mother didn't speak, but slowly walked to the edge of a stone monument in front of her, "Qingqing, mom has come to see you, these days, are you lonely?" After finishing speaking, Sister Qing's mother sat down on the ground limply, and tears flowed out.

I felt like a bolt from the blue: "Impossible, impossible, impossible." As he spoke, he stepped back.

Then Lin Ran's voice rang out: "Wang Yue! The voice was very loud, after shouting, Shen Lin also rushed up, the two of them pulled me by an arm, and dragged a few steps forward, I turned my head to look behind, and then took a step back, I had to roll down from this half of the mountainside, if I rolled down, I would have to lose half my life if I didn't die.

Lin Ran took a deep breath, "You're crazy, don't die, and go back." ”

Shen Lin covered her mouth, "How is it possible!" ”

I held the envelope in my hand and looked at the tombstone over there.

I ignored Lin Ran and slowly opened the envelope, "Little Wang Yue." How are you doing lately, why did you remember to come to see your sister. My sister is ^_^ angry."

"But my sister forgives you, my sister lives so big, just a younger brother like you, my sister still wants to watch you get married and have a big deal with you, but I didn't expect this day to come so quickly."

"When you come to see my sister's letter, I believe my sister has gone to another world. Don't blame my sister for not saying hello to you, don't blame my sister for lying to you, this is the first time my sister has lived so long and told a lie. My heart is dead. It's really dead. From the moment I saw your brother-in-law's ashes, my sister's heart stopped, don't blame my sister for deceiving you, if you are really angry, then your sister will apologize to you now, I'm sorry. My sister just wants to go home and take a look at my parents who gave birth to me and raised me, after all, we haven't seen each other for many years. ”

"I still remember many years ago, when I was at the train station, I saw that hairy boy, playing poor with me, no big or small. A little kid who doesn't care about anything, a little kid who doesn't think about anything, and doesn't care about anything, I still remember these years, I watched that hairy boy, from a naΓ―ve student boy, slowly grow up and mature. Slowly began to learn, call me sincerely, sister. ”

"I like this hairy boy, I like it from the bottom of my heart, I'm very happy with this kid, he always has some way to make you unhappy happy. I had thought about it well, I would not only watch him grow up, but also watch him get married, get married, have children, and then look at his children and call me aunt. Except for Xiao Wang Yue, I have no other brothers and sisters. That's why I've always looked at you as my dearest brother."

While looking at Sister Qing's words, I felt a little uncomfortable thinking about what Sister Qing looked like when she wrote these times.

"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that sometimes it is more painful to gain than to lose. My sister is now physically and mentally exhausted, so many years of perseverance, so many years of hard work, in the end, she is still empty-handed, and my sister is not complaining. This is fate, you can't believe it. ”

"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that my sister has never had a real love in her life, what my sister wants the most, I haven't been able to get it, I have gone through so many ups and downs, and finally got it, but I didn't expect that it would be lost again so soon."

"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that in my sister's life, the happiest days are the days when your brother-in-law had an accident, when we hid together, he could accompany me every day. The happiest time was the day I got married. Unexpectedly, she had just gotten married and became a widow. ”

"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that in my sister's life, the most sorry people are your aunt and uncle, who were ignorant when they were young, had trouble with them, ran for many years, grew up, and were not sensible, they didn't want me to follow the man, but I desperately wanted to follow, and now, even more ignorant, it was finally time to be filial to them, but I left them by myself and left alone, thinking about it, they must also blame me. Xiao Wang Yue, that is my biological parents, they raised me, educated me bit by bit, I am leaving, sister begs you, I have time in the future, come and see them more. For my sister, do my filial piety. ”

"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that in my sister's life, she has done all the good things, being good to the people around her, helping those in need, and helping those in need. In this life, I have never done a single bad thing, but I have experienced all the hardships that no one has experienced. ”

"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that in my sister's life, I only ask for two words, Shen Feng, but from the day he got married, the groom became a fugitive, until he was arrested, and my sister never saw him. He just left quietly, without even saying hello to his sister, a woman who had been waiting for him for so many years. But my sister doesn't blame him. It's all fate. If you don't believe it, you can't. ”

"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know what is my sister's greatest wish in this life? That is, you can enjoy your old age with Shen Feng. I have a child with Shen Feng, watching our children grow up, watching my little Wang Yue marry a wife and have children, and watching my little Wang Yue be down-to-earth and stable. Looking at Xiao Wang Yue's child, you can call me aunt. Then I wrapped him in a big red envelope. ”

"Xiao Wang Yue, do you know that in my sister's life, the person I love the most is Shen Feng, the most distressed person, my parents, and the person who can't rest assured, it's you. You still don't know what you want, and you're still living that kind of life of being a day-to-day. It's not small, it's time to think about it. Lin Ran is a good girl, don't let her down, you have to know how to be content. In fact, she is more miserable than her sister, seeing her, my sister seems to see her before, and she also gave up everything for the person she loves. ”

"Little Wang Yue, my sister is gone, in the next life, we will meet again. Remember, be my little brother. ”

"Little Wang Yue, sister is gone, remember, I often come to see your aunt and uncle."

"Little Wang Yue, sister is gone, take good care of yourself. Treat Lin Ran well. ”

"Little Wang Yue, my sister is gone, don't blame my sister for saying goodbye. Don't hold a grudge against your sister. ”

"Xiao Wang Yue, my sister is gone, my sister still wants to call you, Xiao Wang Yue."

"Little Wang Yue, my sister is gone, listen to my sister, that road can't go on. Let's quit as soon as possible."

"Little Wang Yue, sister is gone, don't worry, sister will be in the sky, watching you, blessing you, and protecting you. Sister speaks, always counting. ”

Qingqing, a masterpiece.

I held the letter from my mobile phone, my body trembled uncontrollably, I couldn't imagine that Lin Ran and Shen Lin were standing behind me very quietly, the wind was blowing, and it was a little cold. I walked numbly to the edge of the stele, looking at the smile of Sister Qing on the stele, still smiling so brightly. I slowly knelt in front of Sister Qing's grave, took off my coat, and put on Sister Qing's mother, "Auntie, it's cold, don't catch a cold." Sister Qing's mother cried even more.

I didn't shed a single tear, I just kowtowed three times in front of Sister Qing's grave, "Sister, don't worry, I will do what you say." ”

Lin Ran and Shen Lin also walked to my side, and Lin Ran also knelt down from my side, and his eyes were a little red, "Sister." Why are you so stupid. ”

Sister Qing's mother was still crying on the side, the atmosphere around her was very depressing, and Shen Lin was watching us very quietly on the side.

After a long time, Sister Qing's mother stood up and sighed, "Let's go, let's go back." ”

"Go back, I'll go back later." I said slowly, "I want to be here by myself." ”

Sister Qing's mother was just about to speak, but Lin Ran pulled Sister Qing's mother on the side, "Auntie, you just let him stay here by himself, he can't get over this hurdle, and he has to die of hardship." Let him stay on his own."

Sister Qing's mother glanced at Lin Ran, thought for a while, and didn't speak, the atmosphere was very depressing.

I'll stay here by myself, the three of them, and go down.

I knelt in front of Sister Qing's grave, my mind was very messy, all the bits and pieces of Sister Qing, and suddenly I found that I couldn't bear it, leaning here, watching the sky gradually get dark, the breeze was blowing slowly, it was quite cold. Looking at the starry sky at night, I was uncomfortable to death.

I don't know how much time I've been here, I heard the sound of footsteps, turned around, and saw Lin Ran. Carrying two bags in his hand and a very thick quilt, "It's cold here, let's go back to the car, it's close, let's eat something, I'm hungry." ”

I shook my head, "Why are you here." ”

"I don't worry about you." Lin Ran took out a few newspapers from the bag, threw them on the ground, and then put the food aside, as well as a bottle of Jin Liufu and some side dishes with wine, all of which are my favorites. looked up at Lin Ran.

Lin Ran smiled, "There are only a few things that can be bought in the village, these are all bought when my aunt came, Jin Liufu happened to be put at Sister Qing's grandmother's house, I took a look, these are what you like, I will bring it to you, and the quilt, it must be cold here, cover it, don't catch a cold." ”

"Don't be here, it's cold here, you're still here"

"I want to be with you."

"Where's the car?"

"What about down there?"

"You go back, let me stay by myself, you call my mom and tell her I'll be home tomorrow."

"Oh. I watched you eat something, and then I went to wait for you in the car. ”

I reached out and took out the car keys, "There's a barrel of oil in the trunk, and they're pouring it." You light a fire from the car, turn on the heater, don't catch a cold. ”

Lin Ran sighed, "I watched you finish eating, I will go down and wait for you, don't worry, I won't trouble you." ”