Chapter 237: Crushed Pride
Guan Nihe was once in a state of inferiority.
As for where this inferiority complex comes from, she herself can't tell whether it is the pride that still remains, or the little self-esteem in her heart.
When she was knocked out of the world, experienced the ordinariness and vulgarity that she had been grinding for life, and realized that her former pride was so worthless, her self-esteem was repeatedly hit, which would make her very afraid to face those people she once knew, whether it was a former classmate or a former friend.
Especially in the face of Yu Xiaohu, who had pursued her in college and confessed to her but was ruthlessly rejected by her, that feeling was even stronger, almost suffocating him, and he wanted to die.
It is precisely because of this complex mentality that she can't explain clearly and can't understand that her inferiority complex will be infinitely magnified when facing Yu Xiaohu.
For Yu Xiaohu, he could see the embarrassment of Guan Nihe when facing him.
Especially the huge gap between the two parties in terms of identity, status, career achievements and other aspects will make it easier for her to have a psychological impact.
After all, she used to be the goddess of the campus, she has a delicate appearance, excellent living conditions and economic conditions, she has grown up in praise and compliments since she was a child, enjoying the sycophancy of flowers, and enjoying the flattery of many suitors, so her heart is proud and will have a strong sense of superiority.
So ▲ ≠ long ▲ ≠ wind ▲ ≠ Wen ▲ ≠ learning, w¢↓x At that time, she was a goddess on top, not a lifetime, and no one should approach.
And what about Yu Xiaohu like that time?
He's just a poor boy with no name on campus, and he's a poor sling who is easily dismissed.
He has no conditions and no capital, but only pursues and confesses with love and enthusiasm, and the results he can get at that time. Naturally, it was ruthlessly rejected by the goddess who was high up. Moreover, others will add a sentence mockingly: The toad wants to eat swan meat.
But now, the poor boy and the campus goddess have graduated one after another, and they have matured in the big dye vat of society, just in the past two or three spring and autumn seasons, their lives. There has been a disruptive change.
And just when this kind of subversive change occurs between the two sides, after they suddenly intersect again, that kind of identity and status, as well as the transformation of all aspects, will be like an invisible palm, slapping on Guan Nihe's face, which will crush all her arrogance and self-esteem.
Yu Xiaohu is very aware of Guan Nihe's mentality at this time.
It should be said that she is in a situation where she can't get rid of the self-esteem effect of the sense of superiority she once had, and the same residual shame after the pride is torn apart. To put it simply, there are still some hurdles that can't be passed on the face.
Yu Xiaohu was looking at Guan Nihe biting her lip constantly, she wanted to say something, but she didn't know how to speak, when she was in a state of inferiority complex that was entangled and struggling in her heart, he opened her mouth first: "Don't think that my inquiry to you will be a kind of sarcasm, maybe it's just a very ordinary greeting between classmates after meeting after many years."
Originally, I wanted to ask how you are doing now, but I don't think I need to. You now have an inferiority complex and a tangled mentality, and you will appear in this kind of place. If I ask these superfluous questions again, I'm afraid it will be easier for you to perceive it as a kind of irony.
When you meet me, what you want to escape is actually the past experience between us, but your self-esteem will make you still unable to wipe off the face of me.
So I would like to ask you, it has been two or three years since you entered the society, and you must have accumulated some real-life experience. Unless you're still living in the ivory tower of the past, and you're still very concerned about other people's eyes and what others think of you, then realistically, since you're here. What does that indelible face mean to you, does it matter......"
"I ......"
Yu Xiaohu's words hit the key point in Guan Nihe's heart, making her lips squirm and want to say something, but in fact, she was still speechless, and she stood there even more hot and stiff.
At this time, Yu Xiaohu was under the influence of alcohol, he didn't know what kind of mentality he was, he slowly walked to Guan Nihe's side, and after holding her shoulder, under the effect of a force, Guan Nihe's stiff body became weak, and he sat down.
After she sat down, Yu Xiaohu said: "Do you know, when I saw you here, I was very surprised and surprised, I know very well what kind of place this is, I guess you also know better what kind of person Feng Datou is in your heart, if it weren't for life forcing you to let go of the pride and pride in your heart, and succumb to the burden and pressure of life, how could you succumb to this, you sue me, do you want to get out of prison and redeem yourself, or do you plan to be willing to fall......"
Hearing this, Guan Nihe's heart shook violently.
Yu Xiaohu's every word was like a sharp sword, cutting a hole in his heart, making her remaining self-esteem and pride gradually shattered.
He didn't want to face the reality, but the cruelty of the reality had made her succumb to it.
Since he has fallen to this kind of place, what terrible things will happen in the future, she realizes that this will make him sink and fall, but she doesn't want to think about it, there are still some luck.
But now, when those self-esteem and pride are torn apart, she has to think about her gloomy life in the future, she will think of that Liu Ya, after that Liu Ya has sunk into a life of self-depravity, there is no turning back, she can only travel among countless men and continue to sink.
As soon as he thought of this, Guan Nihe felt a strong sense of fear in his heart.
But thinking about the burdens she carries, and she has no skills, she is a fragile vase, how to survive in this cruel society, she seems to have no other way out than to rely on the protection of powerful men to continue to be a vase.
couldn't help but think of this, when Guan Nihe thought of this, she raised her head and stared at Yu Xiaohu, and suddenly found that the other party was becoming more and more irresistible, which would make her feel restless, wanting to rely on him, and wanting him to give her a sense of security.
Since you can only make a vase, it is not to be played with as a plaything by other men. Why don't you just give yourself to the man in front of you, at least he has pursued himself, confessed to himself, and liked his man.
After those self-esteem and pride have been torn apart, such extreme thoughts arise and can no longer be stifled and begin to breed. Breathing heavily.
At the same time, she suddenly found that her spring love was unbearable, and the restless ** in her heart began to burn her like a flame, so that she didn't know what happened to her, why the **** was so violent after the attack, so that even her thoughts became a little blurred, and those depraved and lowly thoughts continued to breed.
She wanted to get rid of these thoughts, but her body was already out of control, and she couldn't help but slump her body into the man's arms, longing for the other party to fill her emptiness. Dissipate the burning lust in her heart, and her hands involuntarily reached into the other party's chest and caressed.
Stimulated by the masculine man's breath, she breathed quickly and hotly, and the ** flame in her body swallowed up, so that she couldn't help but let out a low thirst in her throat: "Want me, want me quickly, possess me." I can't stand it......"
Yu Xiaohu saw Guan Nihe suddenly pounce into his arms and entangle him like a water snake. The whole person was confused, and when the spring love was out of control, he couldn't help but be stunned.
He didn't understand why Guan Nihe suddenly had such an abnormal change.
To say that although this woman's residual self-esteem and pride are ruthlessly torn apart by reality, she should not indulge herself in front of him like this, eager to comfort her and possess her.
How could she suddenly have such a big turn. Exactly like a different person?
No, there is a problem.
Seeing Guan Nihe constantly begging for himself like a water snake, a pair of lips kept kissing on his chest, and his eyes were completely occupied and devoured by **, Yu Xiaohu finally understood. She must have been fed.
Yu Xiaohu immediately thought of Yao Chunmei and Feng Datou, in this kind of place, in addition to the couple who wanted to please themselves and send a woman to themselves, who else would use these subordinate methods.
But now, Guan Nihe has obviously lost herself in a drug attack, only to see that she has been half-dressed, the spring light on her chest is exposed, her blurry eyes have long been shrouded in lust, and a stream of water has also flowed out of the peach source along her thighs.
Looking at the woman who kept asking in his arms, affected by alcohol, Yu Xiaohu thought of some fantasies about that goddess in his school days, and suddenly thought of the loss when he was rejected by her arrogantly and ruthlessly after confessing, and the scene when he was ridiculed.
Aren't you the goddess of the school flower who used to be high, and everyone is flattering you and revolving around you, do I, a poor male toad, want to eat swan meat? Isn't she like a slut in front of herself, eager to possess her?
As soon as she thought of this, and saw the goddess who was once high above prostrate beside her to make a spring love gesture that she could pick, a restless flame in her heart quickly burned, which would make her feel an urge to ravage her fiercely.
So, with an angry roar, Yu Xiaohu tore the clothes on her body fiercely in this strange state of mind that suddenly sprouted, revealing a full and flawless red fruit body in front of her eyes, kneading and slapping hard.
The more she slapped her with her palm, the more excited she became, moaning incessantly, and even when Yu Xiaohu brought the spear in front of her, she still did not hesitate to swallow it with her plump and sexy lips, lick and kiss it.
When the pleasure of a ** hit, Yu Xiaohu felt that he was about to explode.
Stimulated by this, after he turned her over fiercely, he couldn't help but be surprised when he found that her peach orchard was actually a famous weapon with eighteen bends of the hidden path.
Thinking that this woman had such a superb and abundant capital, Yu Xiaohu couldn't suppress the bestial **, so he directly picked up the gun and got on the horse, and after piercing a layer of diaphragm, he went straight to the depths of the peach orchard, and began a crazy impact in that extremely compact warm package, and then put her in an eighteen-like posture and played with her wantonly...... (To be continued......)