Chapter 231: Now I'm Thinking About the Rain and Snow (1)

The fire outside the palace burned for half the night, and the loud smoke also alarmed many people in the palace. The Queen Mother sent her cronies to investigate early to make sure that no one in the Zhang family was injured before going back to sleep.

Yin Suwen, like a spectator who was intently appreciating the fireworks, stared at the smoke rising and dissipating, and only stood under the eaves all night, not even changing his contemplative appearance. Pearl came over and persuaded him a few times, but to no avail, he couldn't stay up and was sent to rest. The night was silent, and only Yin Suwen was left alone to watch the smoke and dust from afar.

The place where the fire caught fire should be in Zhang's mansion, her sense of direction has always been bad and she didn't go out to inquire about the fire, just relying on her own momentary inspiration, she felt that something happened to Zhang Shaoqing at the first moment.

I won't love or hurt, but I will still instantly think of Zhang Shaoqing, the person who suddenly appeared in life, who was once so firmly entangled with his own flesh and blood, and then was uprooted little by little regardless of the pain, leaving only some deep and shallow scars that cannot be repaired.

Sometimes she has also fantasized that there are thousands of elixirs in this world, will there really be an unknown secret technique of medicine stones, which can completely erase an old person from her memory forever, even if it is the pain of needing some bone scraping to cure poison, she is willing to try. But after thinking about it, there seems to be no other way than a bowl of Meng Po soup on the bridge of the Yin Si Huangquan Naihe.

For Zhang Shaoqing, it is not worth it to go to Huangquan to ask for a bowl of Meng Po soup, if Xinche is still there, he will definitely laugh at himself for being cranky. Muttering Xinche's name a few times, Yin Suwen felt that his heart was soft and warm. The next moment, I thought about it again, but I couldn't stop laughing. changed her identity and name to hide in this deep palace, but she is still thinking about her brother Xinche all the time.

"My sister seems to be in a good mood."

The courtyard door was not locked, and He Caiwei pushed the door straight in uninvited. She smiled politely from afar, and then didn't see the field, a few steps closer, and Yin Suwen stood together and looked at the black soot that was gradually dissipating in the distance.

"I don't have a chance to talk well during the day, thinking that my sister is going to see me, so I came on my own, don't think I'm abrupt."

It was still the iconic gentle smile, He Caiwei pretended to be polite, and when she saw Yin Suwen, she only glanced back and didn't make a sound before continuing to talk to herself.

"I heard that the peach blossom forest in Zhang Gongzi's mansion caught fire, and the fire was fierce, but it was all burned out in half an hour, which is also a pity."

He Caiwei sighed slightly. It seems that he is really sorry for the good-looking forest, and he seems to be waiting for Yin Suwen to have a little unusual reaction. Pity. From beginning to end, Yin Suwen did not express the slightest interest in her arrival and words, and did not even have the slightest emotion of surprise and surprise.

It was really the forest that was burned, which really confirmed his guess, and Yin Suwen secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. Spring is warm under the peach blossom tree. It's not spring, and there's no warm sun. It is better to leave a tree trunk and shriveled flowers, so it is better to completely turn into ashes and scatter with the wind. This belated end is a little regretful but not regretful. It's more like a knot in Yin Su's heart.

As for He Caiwei, all the accidents that Yin Suwen had had disappeared as early as the moment he saw her from afar on the day of the palace election. He Caiwei outside the valley is no longer the original Sister He, no matter how unexpected things she does. Yin Su won't be surprised when he asks.

She ignored her and looked like a stranger, and He Caiwei chuckled a few times coldly.

"Su Su refuses to speak, isn't she really angry with her sister?"

"Sisters are too close, and they don't dare to be ashamed, let alone angry."

"Oh? Now he no longer pretends to be 'Yin Suxin'? ”

"Since I have been in the same stream with Zhang Shaoqing, I naturally know that I am not Yin Suxin. Since they are old people, why should Miss He pretend to be a daughter of Luozhou? ”

She called her "Miss He", which was to completely wipe out the last bit of friendship in the past. Seeing each other again in the Jinluan Palace, Yin Suwen, who had mixed feelings, preferred to believe that it was fate that made He Caiwei appear here with a different identity. Recalling the life of the three people in the mountains in the past, she also felt a little guilty, thinking that it was her relationship with Xinche that squeezed away her last bit of joy.

So, she would rather be careful to make a detour than take a detour. It wasn't until she met Zhang Shaoqing outside the Glass Hall that He Caiwei's momentary smugness made her completely understand that those once beautiful old times would never come back.

Yin Suwen's insight was unsurprising, but He Caiwei had no intention of concealing it, and made an indifferent expression and smile.

"I haven't seen you for a long time, but Su Su is still as smart."

"It's not smart, it's just too familiar. I am too familiar with the former Zhang Shaoqing and He Caiwei, so every question and answer and every gesture and look at you can make me quickly distinguish the truth from the false. ”

They are all characters that Yin Suwen once cherished in his life, and they have been carefully cared for and treated seriously, so they feel that the current truth is so ugly and difficult to accept.

He Caiwei raised her eyebrows in some surprise, and asked a little self-deprecatingly.

"I didn't expect Su Su to still be a nostalgic person, it's hard for you to remember the past. It's a pity, after all, it can only be 'once'. ”

He Caiwei worked hard to rectify Yin Suwen during the day, and when she was more exposed, she came forward to say some gentle gossip about "the past, the old people", Yin Suwen didn't think she came to reminisce about the past.

"He Caiwei."

Yin Su asked her to call her like this, and she instantly put away those pretending to be nostalgic and looked up a little puzzled.

"He Caiwei, it's the first time I've called you like that, and I hope it's the last time. Yesterday is not a day to stay, although there are many regrets in the past, but I have never regretted and I don't feel that I have anything to do with you, including my heart. ”

She suddenly lifted her heart, and in an instant, the last layer of He Caiwei's disguise was completely torn apart.

"It's never me or your heart that ruined your love and life, and it was only you who embarrassed yourself that you couldn't let go. Now that I've come here with a different identity, I have my own responsibilities to resist, not to be your enemy, do you understand? ”

"You mean, you don't care about me and Zhang Shaoqing?"

"Yes, everything about Zhang Shaoqing has nothing to do with me. You can do whatever you want, whether it's an alliance or a personal affair, just a little bit, don't come to provoke or obstruct my private affairs. From now on, there will be no more Sister He and Su Su, you and I don't know each other and don't owe each other. ”

Now that she is goodbye at this time, Yin Suwen doesn't mind telling her honestly, she has no intention of fighting her. It's just that if she has a choice, she still doesn't want to meet He Caiwei. It would be a blessing if all the good and bad could be written off.

"That's all I say, if you can let go of your knot and find a quiet place to live your life quietly, I'm still willing to help."

Yin Suwen believes that He Caiwei and Zhang Shaoqing were not originally wicked people all the way, and they were blinded by hatred and obsession for a while, so they would throw themselves into this deep palace quagmire regardless of it. If she could, she was willing to send He Caiwei away safely, which was not only to reduce her resistance to action in the future, but also to say goodbye to the past.

What she said was sincere, but He Caiwei suddenly burst into laughter, her laughter was desolate and unpleasant, and it sounded extremely cold in this cold morning and dusk. She couldn't help but laugh, and tears were hanging in the corners of her eyes.

Yin Su asked, have you ever really loved someone? Have you ever truly loved Xinche? ”

He Caiwei said this, laughing and crying, and Yin Suwen knew that this would be the last time they would see each other in the name of sisters. He Caiwei will not back down, and she has never thought of letting go or compromise, and this last face is neither a peace nor a goodbye, but a provocation that is about to come.

Love for infatuated men and women will always have thousands of changing illusions, some make people become a better version of themselves, like the Buddha can transform the world in the world; Some of them make people become unimaginable themselves, like evil ghosts born to devour souls. He Caiwei made the final choice in her love, and Yin Suwen couldn't do anything about it. (To be continued......)

PS: Yin Su asked, have you ever really loved someone?