Chapter 56: Hope is the Devil Prolonging Suffering

If the most missed and remembered after graduation should be the forest paths, the flowers and trees here have witnessed the sweetness and pain of a pair of young couples, and every bush and tree has walked hand in hand.

At the end of summer, I don't know why only the two of them were left in the big team of six people, and I can't figure out how they got to this place. She observes every pair of figures who walk past them or sit in the corner, a habit she has developed since she was reborn, observing the people around her at all times.

Guo Feng looked at the two figures who were doing intimate actions in the dark and were a little embarrassed, and his whole body was hot, it should be that the smell of alcohol was starting to disperse. He coughed lightly and said embarrassedly, "I'm really embarrassed today, I didn't expect it to be like this." ”

Late Summer moved on: "It's none of your business, there are things we didn't expect. If you have the heart to find something to do with me, then sooner or later you will run into it. ”

Guo Feng knew that she should be her roommate, and it must have been very uncomfortable to be said like this by her good friend. So he comforted: "Don't think too much, just like some things you said are unpredictable, and some people can't see through them, especially the complex organ of the human heart." Assume they're jealous of you. ”

Late Summer looked up: "What do I have to be jealous of?" There are so many ordinary women like me in this world. ”

Guo Feng was surprised by her calmness, and many girls he knew who had achieved a little bit of success would like to talk about it every day, making people keep boasting. He didn't know if the end of the summer was pretending to be weak, or if he was like this. "It's rare to have a girl as light as water like you, and people are too impetuous now. But you're so good, it seems like I'm too vulgar. ”

Xia Mo Xiaoxiao didn't answer. What she thought was: This should be regarded as an ambiguity between men and women, it turns out that this is the scene. Suddenly, at the end of the summer, I remembered the characters in the novels I had created, and I felt that I was really sorry for the readers, because there was too much reason.

It is very cruel to make a woman not love the illusion of love, and the end of summer novel is to puncture these dreamy colorful bubbles with reality. Don't be emotional, the ambiguity between men and women is just a temptation. If you can afford it, just play. But, more often than not, it's an injury.

Excessive sanity is unpleasant for both men and women. As long as you don't care, it doesn't matter.

The sudden silence at the end of summer made Guo Feng's mood a little fluctuating, from just now he had a tone in his heart, looking at the dormitory building that was getting closer and closer, he asked carefully: "Are you familiar with Han Lele?" He carefully observed Late Summer's expression, and found nothing but doubt.

Xia Mo asked suspiciously: "Han Lele, who?" ”

Guo Feng looked straight at the end of the summer: "It's the person who asked you about jade and stones in the box today, he is the vice president of our student union, the prince of Xincheng International." It is said that he paid for this position, and every college event sponsor has his home. There was disdain and a slight sourness in his tone.

At the end of the summer, he said: "Oh, it turned out to be him. I've met once, but I'm not very familiar. ”

Guo Feng actually wanted to ask about April, but when he saw that his eyes were drooping at the end of the summer and the corners of his mouth were slightly pursed, he asked again, and said a little cautiously: "Although this person has money in his family, his reputation is not good, and he is an out-and-out second ancestor." I heard that your senior sister Li Jing had a period with her, and introduced several senior sisters to their group, so it's better to have less contact. ”

"Thank you for the warning, we won't cross paths again. The dormitory building is here, so let's go back early. "Late summer didn't want to continue the topic because it would remind him of another man.

Unlike other reluctant couples, the end of summer walks neatly. Guo Feng was a little disappointed, after all, he was also a very popular boy. Come to think of it, it makes sense, after all, they're only dating for the first time.

Before I arrived at the dormitory, I heard a sharp voice: "Isn't it just a few torn clothes?" Are you like a lackey, guarding you everywhere? Isn't it just some small favor? Can you live with a little dignity, I see that your father is ashamed. ”

Zhang Aiping suddenly pulled out the high line: "You can tell me another word." ”

Xu Winnie snorted: "I just said, why do you want to beat me?" ”

Sun Jiaqi stopped Zhang Aiping: "What are you doing, what are you arguing about, isn't it just because of a little thing?" As for it? ”

There were a few classmates standing at the door, and Qian Mingyi walked over as soon as she saw the end of the summer: "It's been a while, the door is locked, we can't get in, and if we quarrel again, the building manager will come." ”

Xia Mo smiled: "Got it, thank you, it's inevitable to bump into living together." When the onlookers entered their respective dormitories, they opened the door at the end of the summer, and then slammed it shut, startling both the eavesdroppers and the people inside the door.

Xu Wenni looked at the end of summer a little uncomfortably, she had never seen such an expressionless end of summer, and she was a little stunned. But after thinking about it, she rolled her eyes and took the toiletries, slammed the door open at the end of the summer and walked out, the sound of the door closing was louder than her.

At the end of the summer, Zhang Aiping, who looked at Zhang Aiping, whose chest was rising and falling, said jokingly: "You all saw and heard, she closed the door and slammed the door heavier than me, if it breaks, let her pay for repairs." ”

Zhang Aiping laughed out loud, and then said angrily: "I've been angry for your grievances for a long time, you are the same as no one, what am I trying to do." ”

At the end of summer: "You want to be fast, forget it, don't force it." ”

At this time, Sun Jiaqi suddenly said: "It's really hard to guess what is in a woman's mind, and it hurts me to guess it." What do you think she is doing, isn't it nice to have a quiet and beautiful bedroom, it has to be like this. ”

Zhang Aiping changed into her pajamas: "Who knows, I did it." By the way, are you really ready to quit the student union at the end of the summer? ”

Sun Jiaqi nibbled on an apple and said vaguely: "Yes, there are many people who want to enter the Fa by walking the way, but you want to quit. You think about it again, after all, this student union resume is good for finding a job in the future. ”

Zhang Aiping glanced at her: "Do you think that graduating at the end of summer will still squeeze the talent market like us?" I think staying in the student union is a kind of student life experience, and it is a different kind of life experience. Seriously, you're more socially awesome than I am, so to speak, a bit withdrawn. ”

At the end of the summer, I changed into my pajamas and opened the curtain: "I am going through the procedures for going abroad, and I am also preparing to find an intensive language course, and I will be busy in the future." Many people join the Student Union to enrich their profile and expand their network, and it just so happens that I can also make room for those who need it. ”

She glanced at her desk and picked up a few pieces of paper: "I have also written the application, and you also said tonight that Professor Wen told me at the end of last semester that I would help typeset new textbooks this year, and I will be very busy." Actually, I want to recommend Aiping to go, your temperament can't sit still, or develop well in the student union. ”

Sun Jiaqi opened her mouth in surprise: "Go abroad? Study abroad? Why don't you even show a single sound? Are you going to abandon us and throw ourselves into the arms of the capitalists? Where, American imperialism? "From the hurt to the excited, only a few seconds, such people are always especially easy to be happy.

Zhang Aiping was a little grateful and a little sad: "Although I am a little reluctant, I am still happy for you." She knows that opportunities such as typesetting new books generally belong to seniors, and at the end of the summer, she was favored by Professor Wen because of her own ability, and having such an experience is very helpful for her future job search and further education.

At the end of the summer, he said in a relaxed tone, "Did I say that I went to study abroad?" Facing two girls with similar expressions, Xia Mo explained with a smile: "A photographer invited me to go to France to have a look, and his designer friend also thought that I was very suitable for a certain company's product image and was ready to recommend it for me." ”

Zhang Aiping asked, "When are you leaving?" Have the formalities been completed? ”

Xia Mo shook his head: "The time is undecided, it should be at the end of the semester." I'm still waiting for the email notification, it's always right to prepare first, and you can travel abroad if you don't succeed. I'm busy when school starts, so I'll do it when I'm free. ”

Sun Jiaqi screamed: "So there is going to be a star in our dormitory?" What is the product, perfume, clothes, bags or shoes? International big names? Xiao Mo, I think it will be more promising to mix with you in the future, and I will be your agent. After speaking, the dog's legs pinched her shoulders, and from time to time asked if she was thirsty, hungry, and full of servile appearance.

Zhang Aiping couldn't stand it: "Look at your virtue, can you have dignity?" Then he turned his head and said, "I think you definitely need an assistant, you know that I have a lot of strength, a good memory, cheap and durable, and definitely worth the money." ”

Xia Mo pretended to be serious and nodded: "You can consider taking a look." When the other two heard Xia's words, they immediately rushed up and pressed her under their bodies, and the three of them played together.

Xu Wenni heard the sound of the three of them playing at the door, and put the basin on the bucket heavily, and the room was instantly quiet when she touched it. The three of them glanced at her tacitly, then took their own grooming items, brought a boiling water bottle, and left in unison.

There are some people you choose to ignore and you can be safe, if you choose to compete, then it will be a world of change. The school is just a place of transition, and there is no need to be too serious about the people who are passing by in the end.

At the end of the summer, after class on the second day, I asked Li Jing for coffee, and handed over the application to her by the way, after all, she recommended her to join, and she should be the first to let her know politely. "Thank you for taking care of me last semester, although I know that someone entrusted you, but I still need to say thank you."

Li Jing knew last night that she would chat with her sooner or later at the end of summer, but she didn't expect it to come so quickly, and said with some embarrassment: "Actually, I didn't help you anything, and I was originally your class guide, where my responsibilities lie, you don't need to be like this." What is it? She opened the file bag, took it out, looked at it and said in surprise: "You want to withdraw from the club, why?" Will unpleasantness happen in students? If you have any difficulties, you can talk to the senior sister, and the senior sister will definitely help you. ”

Xia Mo looked at her straight and smiled: "There is nothing unpleasant or difficult, but I don't think it's appropriate." I don't participate in the activities of the student council, and I don't have any extra time and energy. You also heard Jiaqi's words last night, Teacher Wen's side is very anxious, I can't spare time, and I am going to go to the foreign language department to audit, I will be busier than last semester. ”

She stopped stirring the small spoon of coffee and said with a smile: "So I think it's better not to occupy a vacant place, after all, there are many excellent people, and there are only a few places." ”

Li Jing said unrelentingly: "Freshmen are always busy, you are ready to learn more things, and the senior sister also supports it, but there is no need to withdraw from the club." Senior sister will be a senior in the second half of the year, and I will tell you a piece of information, I was going to recommend you to be the next director of the External Relations Department, which will be a very important piece on your student's resume. ”

At the end of the summer, I don't know if she was really for her or because of Han Lele's explanation, except for the concealment of this matter, she is indeed a good senior sister, and what Guo Feng said may be just a rumor.

Xia Mo smiled: "Thank you for your care and love, I'm a lazy person." It's not too early, I have other things to do and I'll go first. The pastries and music here are very good, and the senior sister can slow down and feel leisurely. ”

Looking at the end of summer when I finished paying and walked downstairs, I looked around at the environment I was in, the air was filled with the aroma of high-quality coffee, which was not comparable to instant coffee, and the details of the dress revealed the petty bourgeoisie. This is a relatively high-grade café around the school, and she has also been led by Han Lele a few times. This is not a place for students to afford consumption, and no one will order expensive coffee and pastries, but leave without moving.

When Han Lele explained that she was taking care of a freshman, she was reluctant because she still had fantasies. It is difficult for a girl from a small town not to fantasize after being held in the palm of her hand like a princess and experiencing a delicate and luxurious life. But the reality is always cruel, and you can't just hope for it. Fortunately, she woke up quickly, otherwise she would have lost her job or dropped out of school like those stalking women.

A man's oath is always so light, and it disappears without a trace after a whole wind, leaving only those who are unwilling to let go secretly cry; All you do is think that those who leave will never look back and be pitied.

Li Jing looked at the delicate pastries on the table, stirring the coffee with a small spoon, no one is unwilling to live slowly, is life allowed?

She carefully observed the end of the summer and found that the situation seemed to be completely different from what she thought, and the two basically did not intersect. Looking at the dress and consumption habits at the end of summer, and then looking at her familiarity with the waiters here, you can know that she is a frequent visitor here, but her family conditions allow?

Suddenly, she remembered what Yue Hong said last night, there was a very painful godfather at the end of summer. She has also seen the scene of receiving large and small packages in the reception room at the end of summer, as well as the bouquet of red roses that caused a sensation in the whole school at Christmas, and the high-end packaging gifts that were delivered to the dormitory from time to time at that time.

Many people are saying that they were taken up/raised by wealthy businessmen at the end of summer, but Li Jing knew that it was not, because no financier would allow the owner to hang up the phone first, and no financier would allow the owner to speak in a cold tone.

She held the phone and struggled a little in her heart, and finally sighed and resolutely dialed the phone, it's time to make an end, if people always live in memories, then it will be very painful.

As Nietzsche said: hope is the worst of the devil because it prolongs human suffering.

The ringing on the other end of the phone continued, and suddenly there was an impatient voice. Li Jing took a deep breath: "It's me, Li Jing." ”

It turns out that some things are not so difficult, as long as you make up your mind, there is nothing you can't do. Those who can afford it are responsible everywhere; Those who can't afford it are negligent everywhere. Those who can let go are everywhere; Those who can't let go are lost everywhere. What kind of life you have is up to you.