For this kind of person, Yang Yichen actually has only two words - hypocrisy.

The left hand is stretched out, we want to be strong, we want to stand at the top, and the right hand is open, we want to be arrogant, we want to be the best.

I don't know that what the left and right hands want are contradictory, you haven't rushed out and haven't been strong, if you want a cow to get up, you must rush out first to be strong and stand at the peak, you always have to give up one head for one, and you want things in both hands, then what is the difference between you and a child waiting to be fed, what you want is purely what you want, and never consider whether others can give it to you.

Thinking of these guys, it is unrealistic to say that there is no anger at all, Yang Yichen's heart has turned into an obsession with the role, since you all say that I can't do well, I have to do a good job to show you today, the more difficult it is, it is the biggest challenge for me, and my state is more excited.

Leaning on the bed, with his eyes closed, soft music playing in the carriage, Yang Yichen lay on Erlang's legs, one foot in the air swinging up and down in a state of reflex nerves, holding his head with his hands and leaning behind his head, what came to mind was the picture of himself really pretending to be a woman and filming on the street, and it was also the second meeting in the film after Ron and Wren met in the hospital, Ron has begun to sell his medicines, but the results are quite small, each group has its own circle, if you can't get in, It's going to be hard for you to get what you want.

Wren came, he wanted to join, but he also had his own conditions, he wanted dividends, and Ron begged him for the first time, two people, one in the car and one outside the car, in parallel.

The shot is in the car. Ron is close, but the center of the camera is Wren who is enchanting on the street.

At that time, when this scene was filmed. Yang Yichen still remembers that he has some psychological disorders. A pure old man, who is machismo in his bones, is still somewhat stressed when he performs like this on the street.

"Why do you care about other people's eyes, you live by yourself, your world and theirs do not intersect, I didn't hurt you, and I don't need to feel inferior. This world, it's not that you say I shouldn't exist and I don't exist, I also breathe, I also feel the blue sky and white clouds, I have the right to choose my own way of life without hurting others, what you think is beautiful, that is beautiful, you are not beautiful for others to see. ”

In the face of such pressure, Yang Yichen chose to consult Meiren. The other party's psychological state should be the most suitable for Rennes, Meiren replied very confidently, and that kind of confidence is still fresh in Yang Yichen's memory.

Confidence, I am beautiful. Not only am I beautiful, but I can make everyone who sees me think that I am beautiful.

It was the first time that Yang Yichen walked on the street dressed as a woman. Later, with the experience of the addiction rehabilitation center, he really adapted to the normal state of women's clothing for this role.

Every scene. He's breaking through himself, every scene. He's also challenging himself.

Today, he needs to use a few looks, a few movements, and a line or two to show all the complexities in his character's heart. In the face of Ron's strength, he was unhappy as a man, and his independent state of existence made him resist any restraint; In the face of Ron's previous friend's resistance and disdain, a little sour in helplessness; In the face of Ron's help, the change in his eyes before and after the handshake is a portrayal of his life, and it is also the most difficult part of this scene, and it is even known as the most difficult place for the character of Wren to perform perfectly in the whole play. In the end, when Ron was once again commanding, his reaction was different, and it was only three to five minutes before and after, and the change was in that most unique respect.

These complex psychological emotions and changes must be perfectly expressed in this short period of time, with body words and eye changes, the reason why this afternoon failed is not that his performance is faulty, it is not perfect, whether it is Ang Lee or Matthew, they can understand, and they are willing to use their best efforts to cooperate with him, this scene seems to be bland, but in fact it is the finishing touch, and it is one of the heaviest scenes of the role of Wren.

Rest, calm, music, these are the best tools to mediate irritability, when an afternoon performance is always a little bit off, he needs such a period of rest so that he can adjust well.

Ang Lee didn't come to bother him, from the start of filming to the present, Matthew has a lot of problems, but they can be overcome slowly, he has always been worried that the role of Ren will not be able to come out, Yang Yichen gave him a big surprise after entering the group, this role was figured out by him very well, and the appearance was full of surprises, and he was very satisfied with the five scenes.

First meeting with Ron at the hospital.

Conversation with a female doctor in the hospital.

A partnership was established with Ron on the street.

Peddle drugs with Ron.

Go to the new location with Ron to see the house.

Especially in the fourth scene, in that bar, Yang Yichen's state was fantastic, drunk, and he looked like he was intoxicated in this atmosphere, and he completely made himself a Tong, when dancing with others, like a flower blooming, at that time, there was a crew specially hired Tong, watching his performance on the side, others didn't see how charming he was, but his eyes were bright, and he almost asked Yang Yichen directly, he thought it was so beautiful, if he met him in the bar, he would definitely go to talk without hesitation, and he would never miss it.

There is no problem with Ren's role, it must be a big problem when it appears, which Ang Lee has long thought of, the more he shoots, the more he feels the complexity of Ren's role, the more Ang Lee feels that if there is a good response to this play, then Ren's role will definitely become an upstart at next year's Oscars, and it will definitely be a symbolic role, which will always be remembered, whether he can really stand on the podium of the Oscars, it all depends on how far Yang Yichen can make himself crazy and what kind of Rennes he shows.

This role, only Yang Yichen himself comprehends to a high enough level, can he show a high enough level, no matter how much help others give, the height that can be achieved is limited, as a director Ang Lee does not feel that he understands more than Yang Yichen, his understanding has exceeded his own height, how high can he reach in the future and how much he can perform, he may be able to give some suggestions, but whether this suggestion is good or bad, Ang Lee doesn't know, there are too many subversions of this role, if a subtle place is not in place, will be interpreted by people of the same kind in reality.

A really strong film may be able to accommodate a little flaw, but a really strong character cannot tolerate half a flaw, and it must be perfect in order to get the perfect award.

Yang Yichen got up and sat in front of the mirror, looking at himself in the mirror, he was in a trance, he thought of the content of the chat with Meiren, the words of the people he saw in the addiction rehabilitation center, and the colleagues who were specially asked by Meiren to imitate and learn their way of thinking and speaking behavior, and feel their true thoughts in their hearts.

Wren, what kind of state should it be, judging from the later scenes, he lives very freely and self-consciously, but when the final disaster came, he was cowardly once, shouting I don't want to die, I still want to live, there is hope in life, and in death, everything is gone.

Beautiful angel.

This is Wren's last request for himself, and perhaps a portrayal of his entire life.

A person who loves beauty, a person who admires beauty, first of all, he has to be confident, he shows himself in public without any pressure, so why would he react to the fact that Ron's friend does not shake his hand, this kind of thing he must have encountered more than once......

That can only show that in his bones, Wren wants to be recognized, even if I am willing to risk the world's condemnation, I think that one day, when I stand in the sun, I will not face some white eyes, but the eyes of normal people.

A handshake, in the ordinary crowd, is a very ordinary behavior, but in Wren, it is a rare behavior, in the face of the other party's attitude of resistance and disdain, what Wren can do is to leave as before, pretend to be normal, as if nothing has happened, he doesn't care, it's that he tells himself that he must pretend not to care, if you care, then your life will be completely broken, and the world you have always wanted to present will completely collapse.

And what will Ron do next?

It was a kind of respect, a kind of recognition, a kind of emotion that made you feel incredibly, and it also opened the way for Wren to have different feelings for Ron, you said that the two of them are nothing, there must be something more than friendship between the two people; But if you want to say what the two have, there is always a sense of distance between the two of them as good friends and confidants.

"I am a beautiful angel."

Yang Yichen told himself that if you want to perfectly manifest Rennes, then let yourself be Rennes, otherwise you will never be able to really understand his psychological changes, his emotions, his thinking, and his way of being.

Yang Yichen changed into a skirt, put on a wig, and looked in the mirror to show the kind of self-appreciation that belonged to Rennes, he felt that he was a beauty, and he was trying to make himself a beautiful person at any time, and after closing his eyes for a full minute, he got up and opened the door of the RV: "Come on, touch up your makeup." ”

Bo Zai gave up his job again this time, starting from "Twilight", he spent most of his time by Yang Yichen's side, he knew that the other party had reached the most important development period of his career, at this time, every drama was very important to him, the role was more difficult than the other, and the setting of makeup technology and modeling needed to be refined.

Bo Zai, who died as a confidant, like Meiren, told Yang Yichen how to play a good role as a Rennes, and Bo Zai's slightly motherly state can also tell Yang Yichen how to make himself more beautiful, and he can also dress him up more beautifully.

This time the car door opened, and when I saw Yang Yichen inside, Bo Zai felt that in the past hour or so, Chen Zai had changed, and he couldn't say it, but he felt that Yang Yichen was standing there at this moment, and what you saw was a beauty, not a man pretending to be a beauty.

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