ps: I changed two chapters today...... Ah, let me die, there's another chapter that is too late to mess with.

After three days of traveling day and night, Yongwu finally sent Zhu Yan back to Jiangnan, but although her pulse gradually stabilized, she still couldn't wake up, and even the most knowledgeable doctors in Beiliu Village were helpless.

Xu Suzhen blamed herself for this for a long time, accompanied by her day and night, and almost never left.

"Aunt Silk Zhen, I'll exchange you." The door shook slightly, and a trace of white clothes flashed in, and the curtain under the carved partition on the inside barely moved.

"Oh, you're here......" Xu Suzhen slowly raised her eyelids, if she was faking her old age before, then the wrinkles and old marks added by worrying about her face in the past few days are all genuine.

Among these people, the only one Xu Silk Zhen trusted was Bai Apple and Yongwu, seeing that he was coming, he only smiled bitterly slightly, and slowly got up with the bed frame on the side.

"Be careful." Never help her, seeing that although her steps are a little heavy, but she walks steadily, after seeing her open the curtain and go out, he sat down beside Zhu Yan and looked at her complexion.

Zhu Yan has been asleep for three days and nights, only drinking some sugar water for days, and her lips are also lacking in blood, and her hair that has been neatly combed is spread on the pillow, black and shiny, which makes her pale complexion more and more miserable.

Yong Wu gently stroked one side of her cheek and whispered, "Ah Yan, why don't you want to wake up?" ”

There are many doctors in Beiliu Village, although most of them are good at medicine, but they are not ignorant of diagnosis.

In addition to the elderly doctor, more than ten people have been diagnosed for Zhu Yan, and they have all used medicine and needles. But she was stable, but she was a little weak because she hadn't eaten or eaten for days. But he never woke up.

Aside from her own reluctance to wake up, what other strange illness could have reached this point?

"Yan. What does it take for you to wake up? "Never came closer, her sideburns drooping, brushing her cheeks gently, her voice very low," ...... Do you want to see Xuanqing? ”

If she still thinks about the person who hurt her, if she has to see him before she wants to wake up...... Never felt like she could do it for her.

There was no answer.

But just as he sighed slightly and was about to get up, Zhu Yan's calm face suddenly had a hint of disturbance. His arms twisted slightly, and he hugged the person in front of him weakly.

Yong Wu didn't dare to move, and after she was a little calmer, he helped her up, reached behind her with one hand and picked her up steadily, and asked in a harmonious voice: "Can Ah Yan hear me?" ”

“…… Xuanqing ...... Let it go......" Zhu Yan choked for a while, and swallowed her hoarse voice again, unable to hear what she was muttering to herself.

It is never unusual to see that she has some movement, and she is in a hurry to go out and call the doctor to come and check on her. He fulfilled her wish, put her back on the bed gently, tucked the quilt, and walked out lightly.

Zhu Yanxiu frowned slightly. Her consciousness had become clear.

"Ah Yan! Ah Yan! Don't you want to live anymore?! ”

At first she heard the eager voice of a man, but she couldn't remember who was calling her.

I vaguely heard my stubborn voice: "Let go!" I just don't want to live! You let me go! ”

"Ah Yan......!" What happened after that, she couldn't remember.

There is water around. Little by little, the top of the head was drowned, and the ribbon that tied the hair was washed away by the current. The hair spread out along the body, as if it was about to break in the direction of the flowing water.

It's breathless. There is water everywhere, and the more you choke, the more water you are inhaled until the end...... It can't breathe, and it can't breathe, and it returns to darkness and quiet.

Zhu Yan felt that she wanted to sleep like this, but the sound in her ears did not stop, but was noisy and wrong, and the noise was unpleasant.

"It's also for your own good!"

"Why can't you listen?!"

“…… Who? Zhu Yan was dumbfounded.

Accusations, boundless accusations, she must have heard them somewhere.

Yes, it was from a previous life......

Those relatives who were forgotten by her in this life used to use such a tone, such a natural, and well-intentioned tone to force her to a dead end, and finally despair and slowly walked into the river.

There were more images and sounds that came into my mind, like a black night, to swallow her little by little.

"Ah Yan ......" Who is calling her, this voice is old and calm, but it is gentle and loving.

The eyes slowly opened, and the top of her head was a tent of white gauze, and in front of her was an old woman with a haggard complexion, looking at her with two barely light eyebrows.

“…… Mother. Zhu Yan snapped, and two cold tears slid down the corners of his eyes.

Immediately someone wiped away the tears for her with a soft and cold silk handkerchief, and Zhu Yan turned her eyes, only to see a girl in green clothes on the side, clearly smiling cheeks, but tears flowed, becoming a cat-like appearance.

"White Apple." Zhu Yan smiled as hard as he could.

If he hadn't seen her, Zhu Yan would have thought that he had returned to the time when he first crossed over.

In that gloomy room, the kind-sounding old woman claimed to be her mother, and took care of her broken body, so that she could eliminate the confusion and confusion of the loss of memories in the fastest way.

Unless...... Unless...... Met ...... But who did she meet later?

Zhu Yan raised his eyebrows and gently covered his forehead, "...... Who? ”

She didn't forget anyone, someone who was very important to her.

"Girl." Bai Yu looked at her worriedly, and then turned her eyes to look for Yongwu, "Yongwu Gongzi, do you need to ask the old doctor to come over for a consultation?" ”

Zhu Yan followed her gaze and landed his slightly confused eyes on Yongwu.

Dressed in clean white, swaying lightly in the breeze outside the curtain, like unrestrained clouds in the sky.

"Are you...... Never? She was a little unsure.

"Yes." Never pushed aside the crowd and approached, stretched out his hand to her, and stopped talking, "Ah Yan......"

Zhu Yan just looked at him intently, motionless, almost becoming a statue.

Her eyes looked like she wanted to see another person from him.

Xu Suzhen's eyes flashed, and she whispered to Bai Apple, "Bai Apple go and prepare some porridge." Then he gave the others a few more looks. motioned for them all to go out.

"Ah Yan." Xu Suzhen moved closer and sat down next to her.

Ask again. was interrupted by Zhu Yan in advance: "My mother didn't call me like this before, right?" ”

Xu Silk Zhen was stunned. Then he smiled kindly, "Swallow." ”

Judging from her confused expression when she woke up, Xu Suzhen had already guessed that she had forgotten some things this time, but she didn't expect that she remembered more things clearly.

"Hmm." Zhu Yan smiled meekly, she felt that she was as well-behaved as a cute cat.

But as soon as I thought about it, I was suddenly stabbed in my heart, "...... Have I ever had a cat? ”

Xu Suzhen was silent for a long time before nodding. "Yes."

She knew that Zhu Yan wanted to ask about the past from her mouth, so that she could remember the forgotten things.

But now she mostly guessed what Zhu Yan had forgotten, since she felt pain, so she forgot about those things, should she sue her again now?

After weighing it for a moment, she still decided to go with the flow.

Perhaps because Xu Suzhen has always played the role of an adoptive mother for more than ten years, her attitude towards Zhu Yan has always been semi-laissez-faire - she feels that Zhu Yan is not her after all, and she does not need to live in the way she believes. What she thinks is good, what she wants, Xu Suzhen will try her best to get it for her, that's all.

Zhu Yan's life journey. Pain or happiness is up to her—because no one but herself is qualified to judge the bitterness and happiness of her life.

So. She still revealed those things to her.

After talking for a while, I saw Zhu Yan looking tired. Xu Suzhen slowly left the house, leaving her to rest alone.

Day 2. Zhu Yanqiang supported his still somewhat weak body, and went to the Xuansu Tower sitting alone on the riverside.

When Bai Apple came to find her, he saw that she was lying on the long table, with one arm on her face, and a short pen in the other hand, drawing two emerald green lotus canopies on the spread out of the shengxuan.

This painting, Bai Apple remembers seeing it before.

"Girl......"

"Well, it's you." Zhu Yan straightened up and glanced at her with a smile, "Is my mother looking for me?" ”

Bai Apple nodded, and when she looked down, she realized that she had almost shed tears.

In her impression, Zhu Yan has always been lively, with a mind full of strange ideas, and jokes with others.

But now, she can only smile at everyone, with a beautiful smile on the corner of her mouth, but there is sadness in her eyes, listless all day long, and the whole person seems to be living in memories.

"White Apple." Zhu Yan stood up tremblingly and walked slowly towards her, "I seem to have forgotten someone...... Why are you all hiding it from me? ”

Bai Apple pressed her head even lower, for fear of being seen a little flawed.

Zhu Yan sighed faintly, "...... Is he okay? ”

"Xuan ...... No, cough, I mean......" Bai Apple's face flushed, in terms of lying and deceiving people, Xingye is much stronger than her, but the girl stayed in the Void Garden to take care of Zhu Qi and did not return.

Naturally, she can't come back, if she reminds Zhu Yan of the things in Lingnan, she will also think of Yuan Rin - Bai Ping doesn't want her to remember those painful memories anymore, so painful that a girl who has always spared her life jumped into the river to commit suicide, and let a lively girl become like this.

Isn't that enough?!

"White Apple...... Who is he? Zhu Yan lowered his eyes and looked at the vivid lotus canopy under the pen, and his fingertips swept over the emerald paint that was still a little undried.

The lotus canopy is a summer thing, and she clearly remembers that it was here that she painted this picture - so, who was she with this summer, and she never left?

How could she forget such an important person?

Bai Apple was so anxious that she wanted to cry, and she muttered and persuaded, "Girl, please don't think about this...... girl!" You're going to be miserable...... Don't think about that, girl, okay? ”

Can't let her remember, no.

Xuanwu Lou is the easiest to provoke her to see things, and she has to find a reason to stop her from staying here.

…………

The capital, the Void Garden, and the courtyard of the West Chamber, are dead silent.

After a long time, the door was pushed open, and Zhifeng and Guan He walked out one after the other and stopped in the corridor.

Both of them were silent, and after a moment, Zhifeng sighed and set off to leave.

"Knowing the wind, please stay."

"You've been waiting for so long, and you didn't say a word, but you remembered to stop me at this time?" Zhifeng has never changed the slightest unforgiving momentum.

"Knowing the wind, I really don't know Miss Yan's whereabouts?" Guan He directly blocked his way.

On that day, the person was sent back by Beiliu Village, and after the diagnosis of Zhifeng, he said that it was fine, only the wound was watery, and he was afraid that there would be some trouble.

Not only Yuan Rin was used to hearing these numbers, but even Guan He and Saiyun could hear it backwards.

It's just that they are most concerned about Zhu Yan's whereabouts, but there is no news, and they don't even know her life and death.

Zhifeng made a straight face and tapped the railing with one hand, "I said, Xiang Shi did not inform the girl's whereabouts. ”

“…… If you really don't know, why hide it? Guan He still didn't get out of the way, he knew the character of Zhifeng.

If he really didn't know Zhu Yan's whereabouts, Zhifeng would definitely tell him categorically, but he just said that if Xiang Shi hadn't told him, this matter would definitely be a different situation.

Zhifeng was blocked in the corridor, and his face was so black that he ran past the bottom of the pot.

After a long stalemate, he was a little moved, and sighed in a low voice, "Do you really want Xuanqing to know?" ”

"But I know that Gongzi Feng has also seen it, and the childe has ...... these days," Guan He lowered his eyebrows, "except for the days after the death of his wife, there has never been a time when Gongzi has been like this." ”

If this continues, he can't imagine how Yuan Rin will be haggard, at least he has to ask Zhu Yan's whereabouts and know where she is, so that he can relax a little.

"She went back to Jiangnan." Zhifeng whispered out a sentence, "Get out of the way." ”

Guan He didn't move, and asked inch by inch, "How is Miss Yan?" ”

"It's fine." Zhifeng closed his eyes, do you really want to say?

If you know the truth, you will only hurt deeper.

There was a slight knock on the door, and Saiyun pushed the door out, "Please let in and say." ”

Zhifeng paused, and walked into the house.

There was a strong smell of medicine inside, and the curtains were heavy, as dark as when night first fell.

"You really want to hear it?" Zhifeng found a place to sit down, ready to have a long talk.

"Yes, let's say it." Yuan Rin's voice sounded a little weak, as if it could fly with the breeze and the fragrance of medicine.

Zhifeng pursed his lips, lowered his head and took a sip of tea, before he spoke leisurely, "That girl woke up after being in a coma for three days, and her body is fine, it's just ...... Forget about you alone. ”

After a long silence, Zhifeng only cared about pouring himself a drink, and drank a whole pot of tea until he heard Yuan Rin say lightly, "Shizun once said that she would forget jì...... It's because it's too painful. ”

"Did I make Ah Yan too painful?"

Really? He just wanted to keep Zhu Yan by his side and not let her be hurt in the slightest - she was the only person in all these years who had made him have such a thought.

"Listening to Xu, she is trying to think of you." Zhifeng tapped a few long times with a cup, "By the way, she seems to remember the past." ”

“…… Did she repent? ”

If Zhu Yan regrets remembering the past, then even if she thinks of herself, she will regret it one day?

But Zhifeng didn't have an answer," Xu didn't mention it, only said that she was very sad these days...... If you can, go see her. ”

"I see." Yuan Rin breathed a long sigh of relief, "Half a month later, I personally sent my sister to Bianfu and went to find her ...... by the way" (to be continued......)