Chapter 401: Mourning is greater than dying
"In the past six months, I have made a lot of efforts, I have changed a lot, but I feel more and more like a clown, and sometimes I don't know what I have done."
The girl took out a box from under the bed, and after opening it, Chun Tao looked very sad.
"Whenever I go to a place, I secretly ask for an amulet, and I also read a lot of fortune tellers." She took out amulets that didn't look very delicate, and the price was expensive when she asked for them.
If she is sick and goes to the doctor, as long as someone says which one can see accurately, she will definitely take the time to go over, and she has donated a lot of sesame oil money, but it is useless.
"This is a recipe I learned from my mother, in fact, when I first came, cooking was not very delicious, I didn't know how to use honeycomb coal, once I didn't get the stove good and was poisoned by gas, if it wasn't for Aofeng coming back, I might have died, but now I think that if I died then, maybe I wouldn't be so sad now."
The girl's mind is more chaotic now, and she talks about it wherever she thinks.
Not long after the two of them got their certificates, he went to the field to send Miao back in a black car overnight because he missed her, and he couldn't get a car at night and walked for a long time before coming back, knocking on the door and no one paid attention to breaking the window only to find that she had fainted.
That night, he couldn't find the car with his comatose self on his back, and ran all the way to the hospital for first aid, and she wouldn't have survived if he went later.
Her life is wonderful to him, her life is also saved by him, she is still waiting for him in the same place, but he has gone so far that she can't catch up.
"Chun Tao, why do you say I lived, I still remember when I decided to go with him. What you said to me, but what went wrong, we were not afraid of anything, but I was stabbed by time and I tried hard to become what he wanted, but he hated me even more, what should I do?"
Chun Tao watched her cry and reminisce about the past, and couldn't help but think of a classic quote in the Bible.
When a woman is in love, her heart flows down the water, wandering for three thousand miles, and her voice retreats. The light is also far away. She separates everything with love, and she separates all the years, and she loves deeply once in this illusory world, if she is hurt. She was emaciated.
Girl now. Very haggard.
She knew she wouldn't listen to what she was saying now. Maybe a warm hug is what she needs most at this time, Chun Tao hugged her, and felt that the girl who cried into tears seemed to have returned to that era.
"I'm sorry. Girl, I didn't pay enough attention to you, I didn't know that you had happened so much, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" Chun Tao also choked up a little.
When she was immersed in her own little happiness, her friend was suffering a major blow in her life, but she didn't notice it at all, and she felt that the girl had changed.
If it weren't for the devastation of life, who would want to become mature, and if there was a choice, who would want to fade away the innocence and forbearance?
The girl shook her head, "I don't blame you, I know that each of you has your own life, Chun Tao, if the person I love the most in this world can't bring me warmth, what can I do if I go to find someone else." ”
The collapse of faith and love made this once-hearty girl with a mature mask caress her broken heart and cry for countless nights.
"When he went out, I especially wanted to find someone to talk to, but who could I find, I retreated step by step for this family, and now I have no way back, I can often dream of the carriage I sat in when I and Aofeng first came out of the village, I said go down to tie my shoes, let him wait for me, suddenly the horse was frightened, the carriage left, I took off my shoes and chased barefoot, my feet were pierced with thorns and blood, but I couldn't catch up with him, the carriage suddenly turned into a car, and drove out of my sight"
Chun Tao feels that the girl's current situation is no longer something that she can solve with a few words of persuasion, when a relationship that transcends everything is broken, when obsession becomes a nightmare, maybe she should see a psychiatrist first.
Only after receiving professional counseling from a psychiatrist calms her mind, Chun Tao's words or suggestions can the girl listen to them, and let her continue like this, maybe she will really have depression.
Such a cheerful sunny girl, who was forced to have nightmares every night, Chun Tao was very sad in her heart.
She didn't say anything that night, and let the girl cry and talk until the sky was white.
Li Aofeng did not come back, and he did not return overnight.
Chun Tao coaxed the girl who had not slept all night, turned out a few bags of Nescafe, 3 bags were condensed into a small cup, and poured it down, she wanted to stay awake.
went out to take a taxi to Li Aofeng's Miao Chi, and the girl said that he now spends half of his time living in Miao Chi in the city, and the two of them are arguing when they go home, and he goes out when the quarrel can't be solved.
As a friend, she knew that she had no position to question Li Aofeng, and if Yu Haizai was there, she would definitely stop her.
She doesn't know what happened to Li Aofeng's family, and meddling in the affairs of other couples in this way may cause greater trouble and contradictions between the girl and Li Aofeng.
Chun Tao felt that she had learned his emotional intelligence and reason after following Yu Hai for so long, but after listening to the girl for a night, she felt that she couldn't control her behavior.
If you are sensible, without a little enthusiasm, without a little sensibility, then what is the meaning of living!
She just wanted to ask Li Goudan, have you forgotten what you said and what you did?
When he led the girl away, she told him that if he dared to bear the innocent girl, she would not be the first to spare him.
Now, it's time to keep your promises.
After the expansion of the seedling pond, the scale is no longer comparable to the original, replaced with a rare electroplating door, and two magnificent unicorns are shaking, there is a row of neat and tidy small houses on the side as an office area, when Chun Tao kills in, the doorman stops, let her push to the side, strode into the house with the manager's room sign.
Facing the door, there is a single bed, in front of it is a desk, Li Aofeng, who has been washed, is sitting on the office chair, there is porridge on the table, it seems to be going to breakfast, a little girl with glasses and very white skin is standing next to him, there is also a breakfast not far away, the two seem to be talking about something.
Chun Tao pushed the door in, and Li Aofeng was not surprised when she looked at her.
The doorman followed Chun Tao in and explained to him a little nervously.
"Mr. Li, this person came in suddenly, I stopped her from listening, and let the dog let her kick the side."
I have never seen such a fierce woman, and when Miao's big hound was released, her eyes widened, and the big dog curled its tail and ran away.
"This is my friend, you go out." Li Aofeng pointed to the sofa.
"Sit down."
Chun Tao looked at the girl not far from Li Aofeng, and felt even more sad at this look.
No wonder
is not the kind of bewitching woman, she is very beautiful, young and full of vitality, and most importantly, the kind of bookish spirit and good temperament on her body are by no means comparable to a girl, at this time she looked at Chun Tao with curiosity in her eyes, and Chun Tao understood why Li Aofeng was shaken when she looked at this look.
It's too much like the girl's pure, innocent and impurity-free eyes back then.
Li Aofeng seems to really like this one, thinking of the girl who cried and lost herself, Chun Tao's eyes were mocking.
Is it you Li Dogan who brought a naïve woman into what she is now, and you turned around and found a perfect stand-in, living forever on the road for love?
"Brother Li, who is this?"
"It's my friend, you go out first."
"But the doctor said you have gallstones, and if you don't eat breakfast, it will be serious"
Chun Tao looked at it coldly, this tone was more familiar, and it was similar to the girl back then.
"Get out." Li Aofeng only used two words, the girl was not lingering, she stood up and went out, looking back at Chun Tao while walking.
There was something about Chun Tao that made her uneasy, an unfathomable feeling.
Although Chun Tao was not tall, and she didn't look at her with hatred like Li Aofeng's wife, she felt a faint uneasiness when she stood there and glanced at her with contemptuous eyes.
In the end, she has been on the expedition with Yu Hai for a long time, and she is a domineering woman herself, and Chun Tao's aura is not inferior to Li Aofeng who is immersed in the shopping mall.
"Boss Li's business is booming, should I congratulate you on the new 'newcomer' of your new store?" Chun Tao stood in front of his desk, his hands propped on the table, a table away from him. (To be continued.) )
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