Chapter 146: Silent Pain

The actual situation is actually not as strict as they imagined, and at the end of the summer, he just suddenly came back to his senses, remembering that his current image was not suitable for Li Zhuoxin, he would definitely be worried. There is no exit from the barren and dim highway, she can only make the exit by herself, and the right and wrong and road conditions are not in her consideration.

In the suburbs, the wind is always so strong in the early morning that you can hear the sound of the wind blades whining and turning. At the end of the summer, I abandoned the car, barefoot, stepping on thorns and stones, and stumbled all the way to the lake. She thought about plunging into the lake, maybe she didn't feel so much suffocation, but Li Zhuoxin's appearance kept appearing, her greed.

She just sat quietly, her whole body weak and limp. Looking at the morning sun that was about to rise in the distance, it was like blood staining the horizon red. Without any warning, the end of summer shouted loudly, as if to vent all the demonic thoughts in his heart.

The people around the people who rushed to martial law only felt a heartbreak, and then their whole bodies relaxed. It's good to vent out, it's good to vent out.

Li Zhuoxin, who was sitting in the car, was heartbroken when he heard the screams of the end of summer, and without waiting for the car to stop, he quickly pushed the car door and jumped down, directly skipping the waiting old man Zhuo and Xu Qiliang who were waiting on the side, and rushed to the end of summer.

There was no room for anyone in his eyes, only the lonely back. Looking at the end of summer, which was almost integrated with the withered background, his nose was sour, he took off his coat, and approached step by step, with a firm step.

The vigilant Xia Mo immediately turned his head and looked at Li Zhuoxin who was holding his coat, wanting to stand but unable to get up. Completely out of strength, she could only sit on her knees and stretch out her hand. There was expectation, resignation, vulnerability, and deep fear in his eyes. She was afraid that Li Zhuoxin would turn around and leave, afraid of being left behind, leaving herself in this strange world.

Li Zhuoxin looked at the bruised and swollen face. and the fragility that had never been shown in her eyes, rushing forward and hugging the woman who made her worry about her stomach.

At the end of summer, I went from swallowing to crying. "Li Zhuoxin, Li Zhuoxin"

She felt that enough was enough, as long as there was one person who knew each other in this life, it was enough, and he understood her vulnerability; cry for her, laugh for her, understand and tolerate all her shortcomings; It's like he has the same satisfaction as she has. Accept all the one qiē.

This warm embrace can make her feel at ease to play and laugh, and those hardships she has experienced will become a merciful past, just because she met him.

Nemesis no longer haunts the end of summer. Eventually, fear will no longer reign; She was the only way to cross the pain, to face it, to explore it. Absorb it. Digest it. After that, grow into the strongest and most fearless version of yourself. Nothing can stand in the way.

Li Zhuoxin could feel the thinness and fear of the end of summer, and kept kissing her hair and forehead, and muttered: "Why don't you know how to take care of yourself, you don't wear many clothes, and you don't wear shoes to run around." It's full of wounds, and you don't do what I ask. ”

Xia Mo pushed him away violently: "Don't come near me." Please. The strangeness here made everyone raise their tools vigilantly to prevent accidents.

Li Zhuoxin looked at the end of summer who had an empty arms and quickly kept a certain distance from him. The injured said, "Why did you push me away?" You want to leave, I said no. ”

He tried to speak in a calm tone, so as not to irritate her tense nerves.

Xia Mo shook his head desperately: "No, no." ”

She looked at this man with wide eyes and sadness, and the picture in her memory was so unbearable, as if she would insult the man in front of her. She said in confusion: "He killed my godfather and wanted to rape me, he wanted to bite me, he has AIDS." Many people were watching and clamoring from the audience, desperately throwing money on the stage. I can't help it, I don't want to die, I don't want to see you. ”

His muscles rose low and hoarse: "Who, who?" I'll kill him. ”

Xia Mo shook his head: "He died, and I strangled his neck with my own hands." Li Zhuoxin, I killed someone. He kicked me in the chest, and I tumbled to the ground; He took the opportunity to put his hand around my neck, it hurt, it hurt, it hurt. ”

She stroked her waist and abdomen, only to feel that it was like a moment of pain in her memory, twitching and twitching.

"I stabbed him in the eye with a hidden knife and cut his neck with his belt. Either he dies or I die, there is no choice. She looked at Li Zhuoxin: "Don't come near me, I don't know if I'm safe." ”

The people who were getting closer listened to the hoarse description, silent, even if they went through this qiē, it might not be possible to survive, what kind of desperate situation can force a woman to explode like this.

Li Zhuoxin didn't care so much, and stepped forward to lock her in his arms: "No matter what the situation is, I will guard you and hold you, for the rest of your life, don't think about pushing me away again." This will be my belief in this life, as long as you live well, I can do anything. ”

He solemnly made this promise, and indeed carried it out, but the price was so heartbreaking.

At the end of the summer, she stopped struggling because she was powerless, I don't know if she was subconsciously doing something wrong, her abdomen hurt more and more, cold sweat gradually spread, and her lips began to turn white.

Li Zhuoxin found that her whole body was trembling, and she looked at Xia Mo, whose eyes were gradually becoming unfocused, and shouted: "End of summer, end of summer, what's wrong?" Answer me, please, don't scare me. ”

"My stomach hurts, Li Zhuoxin's stomach hurts." A weak murmur.

Li Zhuoxin looked at the end of the summer who was holding his stomach tightly, and a desperate thought suddenly flashed in his mind, and he picked her up and ran to the ambulance parked aside. His mouth kept shouting, and his voice trembled: "Quick, save her, save our children." ”

In fact, he knew in his heart that this was impossible, and they would lose this little life that no one had discovered.

Li Wenyin blocked Li Zhuoxin, who was going to follow up in the emergency room: "Wait outside, you will affect my work." "Their hospital was the closest, so the people rushed her here, and she was on duty.

Li Zhuoxin grabbed her hand: "Sister, I beg you for the first time to let her live." I don't want anything else, I just want her. ”

It was the first time for Li Wenyin to see his cousin with such a desperate expression. jokingly said: "You have always been like this, you only call me sister when you ask me." When I don't promise you, don't worry. ”

Li Zhuoxin watched as the door was shut. And the bright red jarring words 'Under Surgery'.

The sound of a fist hitting the wall was the only way to vent the fear in his heart. When you encounter something or someone you really care about, calm and self-controlled, those are bullshit.

Xu Qiliang grabbed his hand: "Now is not the time to go crazy, you have to think about how to deal with the follow-up, this time the situation is very strict." It's hard to hide. ”

Li Zhuoxin clenched his fists: "I said I didn't agree a long time ago, why are you so obsessed with letting her participate, isn't my grandmother's example fresh enough?" ”

Xu Qiliang: "We didn't pick her. She had to be. On her fourteenth birthday, Marlowe gave her a fox pendant, which everyone adopted Marlowe adopted. The fox is the totem of their village and the inheritance of the Ma family. And she is the most special. Every year after that, he would send gold to her in the name of Guo Qing. You know what happened to him when he adopted those kids. The end of summer was lucky, and it was a little late to bear those pains. ”

Li Zhuoxin: "Why was she targeted by Marlowe?" Irrationality. Do they have zài relationships? ”

Xu Qiliang: "We also had suspicions, but we couldn't find any traces, and we also considered whether to use her for a long time, but you believe that you will not be so easily deceived, so we bet." ”

Li Zhuoxin smiled sarcastically, it was really an honor.

"Don't think about it, he has been doing things more and more irregularly in recent years. Completely according to your own nature. It's a pity that we don't know this person. It was impossible to predict his next move. Go to the meeting, and you have to listen to the results of their discussions before you can plan your next steps. ”

The red light continued to stay on and the operation continued.

Li Wenyin looked at every inch of the scars on Xia Mo's body, this was no longer the classical girl who amazed her, but a very seriously injured patient.

She checked it quickly, and a cold voice sounded: "The patient has multiple fractures in his body, which is suspected to be caused by a fight; The gravity blow on the front chest caused a large bruise, but fortunately the heart and lung organs were normal; There are obvious traces of electric shock burns in many places on the body, especially a bruise on the back of the waist, which is suspected to be ...... The main cause of pregnancy termination. HIV carrier testing is still ongoing, once ...... Confirmation will be reported immediately. ”

Her voice was a little choked, and she didn't know if she should continue to check; She couldn't recreate those scenes, but she could imagine the pain of them. This made all the medical staff feel angry, what kind of person would do such a brutal thing.

Li Wenyin: "Forgive me for not being able to continue to carry out the orders of the leader, and my wounded must be treated as much as possible." These materials we preliminarily judged should be able to rule out the suspicion of her treachery, and no woman would use her beloved man's child as the price of deception. ”

Sometimes reality is so ugly, and everything you see is a false face.

As soon as the inspectors went out, Li Wenyin immediately gave up his position and asked the director of the obstetrics and gynecology department to step forward; Other injuries can wait, but this one can't wait. The head nurse whispered: "The gestational sac has flowed out, and it must be cleaned up, otherwise it will hurt the mother too much." ”

Li Wenyin felt that her eyes were hot, maybe she had seen a very cruel picture, but it was the first time she had such an impact. "Well, let's do it."

The end of summer was young and in good health, and the bleeding soon stopped; This time Lady Luck didn't come to her, and there weren't so many scientific miracles, and something passed away quietly before she knew it.

The situation discussed at the meeting was very vague because he was out of control after seeing the report of the injury at the end of the summer. Zhuo Mo held his hand tightly, because now was the time to fight for the rights of the end of summer.

"She's a smart girl, and being able to come out means that she has gained the trust of the other party, and maybe she can go along with the layout. We can't afford to give up, and this may be the only chance. ”

Ma Qing also said: "Yes, I believe that she should have completed the task, and our focus should not be on her investigation, but on speeding up the layout." ”

Someone objected: "I don't think she can be trusted, we should put her under house arrest; If she were a double agent, it would have resulted in greater casualties and losses. Don't let your personal subjective emotions affect your rational judgment, she has a lot of unreasonableness. ”

Xu Qiliang said: "We can infer from her words that there are many prohibited transactions in this place, and such a place has been successfully approved." We are very close to the truth, it depends on whether we dare to bet or not. ”

This is the biggest point of contention between the two sides, whether to continue to believe, whether to imprison the end of the summer, and not to give in to each other. In the end, Xu Fengjun made a decision: "Pay close attention to the development of the situation of all parties, and wait for her to understand the situation clearly before making conclusions." ”

Listening to their discussion, Li Zhuoxin just wanted to escape, and fled far away with her. To go to his rights and responsibilities, a qiē is not so important.

Late Summer opened his eyes from a coma and smiled weakly: "Hi, homeless, why are you here." She knew she was in the hospital, but there was no pungent smell of disinfectant here, and the environment was quiet and quiet, with a faint fragrance.

Li Zhuoxin, who was covered with scum, kissed her forehead lightly: "HI, Sleeping Beauty, you are awake." Do you feel anything uncomfortable? ”

Xia Mo shook his head and looked at him with innocent eyes: "I just feel powerless, I want to drink water." ”

He carefully dipped a cotton swab in water and put it on her lips, making the end of summer thirsty and anxious. "Good girls shouldn't be in a hurry, you can't drink so much now, bear with me."

"Am I not very ugly now, so I didn't confuse you by the winks I just threw at you; Selling my hue for a glass of water, I guess it's me. Late Summer said in a joking tone.

Li Zhuoxin held her face and looked at it carefully, and nodded: "Well, it's really ugly enough, look at the face is the same as the color palette, and the cheekbones seem to be higher." ”

Late summer gestured to pounce: the "hiss" movement strained her lower back, causing some soreness.

Li Zhuoxin pounced nervously, not daring to show a trace of sadness: "How about it, do you want to call a doctor." As he spoke, his hand was already heading towards the emergency bell.

Xia Mo hugged his hand: "I'm not as squeamish as you think, I don't want others to disturb us, just us." ”

Li Zhuoxin adjusted a comfortable posture for her and leaned against the wall: "Okay, just the two of us." ”

Knock knock, knock knock on the door, disturbing the calm moment of the two. Li Zhuoxin didn't move or speak, because he knew that it must be that group of people who came to understand the situation again.

At the end of the summer, he pulled his sleeve: "Let them in, there are still some things that they still have to know, and then I will go abroad obediently, and they will arrange it themselves." ”

Li Zhuoxin adjusted the height for her and whispered: "Come in." ”

Xu Qiliang cautiously walked into the ward, put down the fruit basket in Li Zhuoxin's thief-like gaze, and everyone who came to visit the patient in the past few days was blocked back by Li Zhuoxin. "Brother, you clearly treat me as the big bad wolf who abducted Little Red Riding Hood, and I came to visit the sick seriously."

Li Zhuoxin snorted, turned his head and said softly: "I'll go and ask my aunt to prepare something to eat for you, if you're too tired, just rest, don't pay attention to too many others." ”

Xia Mo smiled and said, "Got it, I'm not a child. ”

Xu Qiliang accosted: "That's it, she's not a little milk doll, do you want to care about her eating, drinking, and sleeping?" As soon as he said this, Xu Qiliang knew that he was wrong, and immediately made a zipper movement and closed his mouth.

These words made Li Zhuoxin's heart twitch, thinking of the child who had no chance, and signaled him with his eyes not to talk nonsense in front of the end of summer. Then he ran away, he needed to breathe, although it was still only an embryo sac, but it was also a child of two.

The lit smoke and the spit out of the fog, those are Li Zhuoxin's unspeakable pain (to be continued......