At night, Ilan lay on the bed, all around quietly, the room was very large, everyone was very spread out, there was no one next to her, and there was no need to even turn over and guard against the bunk like when the recruits were trained.

But she still didn't move, lying flat on the bed, she didn't want to lie on her side, she felt that once she lay on her side, a very small private space would be formed around her, and she was afraid that she would let all kinds of memories and feelings crowd into her mind.

She lay flat, knowing that there was someone not far away, and she didn't have a space to hide or hide, so she couldn't recall, she couldn't think about anything. In this way, she desperately tried her best to let go of her mind, and counted the sheep in her heart.

That night, she had been counting the sheep, so intently counting the sheep that she had counted more than 20,000 sheep, and the numbers were still not confused. 25,319 sheep, when she heard Sister Hu get up gently, she memorized the number, and then got up with it.

"Xiao Tong, didn't you sleep well?" At breakfast, Sister Hu looked at Yilan and asked.

"I'm not used to it." Ilan pulled the corners of her mouth and smiled.

Sister Hu also smiled: "I'm not used to it, I haven't been like this for many years." ”

Several people felt the same way, everyone discussed the benefits of the Triumph Base, and Ilan also interjected from time to time, except for his face was a little sluggish, he didn't look much different.

The schedule is actually only three days, the first day is the focus, and the whole day is the nutrition preparation competition. On the second day, a dim sum competition will be arranged in the morning, and a drink will be made in the afternoon. On the third day, the morning is the main meal, and in the afternoon there is wild food. After the awards on the morning of the fourth day, the participating teams set off for departure.

The Qiming base has a big hand, picked a training ground that is almost endless, and temporarily built forty kitchens, which is spectacular, and a large lounge is set up in the center, and people who are not in turn to play sit in it. Their task is also very difficult, and the things made in the kitchen will be divided into one for everyone to eat, and after eating, they will be scored, and this part of the score belongs to the peer score. The food made by the contestants also has to be served out to other people in the Qiming base. The score is the soldier's score. Of course, leaders and industry experts were also invited to taste, that is, leaders and experts. All the scores are combined to form a final score, which is then ranked in high and low grades.

Ilan sat in the break room for three days straight, before the food was served. Like everyone else, she clicks on the communicator to receive and watch the live matches in each kitchen, and she can watch whichever one she likes. However, even if you see your colleague's on-site production process, you can't give yourself a high score. Because when the food is delivered one by one, the numbers are confused, and it is impossible to tell which one is made in the kitchen.

Each competition is divided into two categories: designated zuò and free play, and each has several varieties.

In the case of nutrients, there are several types of nutrients specified, some are high-energy, some are ordinary, and the formulas are different. In addition, a bunch of various ingredients are also given, allowing the nutritionist to play freely, so that the prepared nutrients can maximize the replenishment of human energy. The utilization of ingredients is also the highest.

On the first day of the competition, each kitchen counted six nutrients to make, and there were forty teams, so Elan had to taste 240 times, which was a rather terrible number.

Ilan was still very interested in watching the scenes of the various kitchens in full swing, but when the first batch of forty small tubes of nutrients was served, he was already scared before he ate it. The amount of each tube is actually very small, basically just sucking it and tasting the taste, but the total amount is scary. A total of six handfuls were eaten around that day, and she and Zhang Dacheng had been eating nutrients to score. In the end, there was relative silence.

This was followed by dim sum and drinks, which were fine, and half a day required five varieties to be made, as each one was extremely small. Even after tasting two hundred servings, it actually adds up to several large pieces of pastry, and Ilan feels that it is bearable.

The afternoon drinks were unbearable, and no matter how small the five drinks were, they would add up to two hundred small glasses, and the most terrifying thing was the free play part. The recipe is more strange than the other, spicy, bitter, sour, salty, and has all the flavors, and Ilan tastes a dish. Originally, she had been forcing a smile, lest others see her strangeness, but now her expression was bitter, and no one would think she was strange.

The main meal competition on the third day was much better, with three dishes and two designated dishes to play freely, and Yilan ate it as lunch, and finally ate it.

The afternoon wild food preparation zuò was fun. The participants were not allowed to enter the kitchen, and were sent to forty tents in another training ground, which contained only a very limited number of ingredients and no kitchen equipment, and were given some simple tools, such as daggers, to make edible food.

Among the participants in the Triumph Base, Sister Hu has the longest time in the kitchen and has the most experience, and this time she not only participated in the dim sum making zuò, but also participated in the finale of the wild food making zuò competition.

Most of the participants are treated with raw food, picking out absolutely safe ingredients, mashing them and mixing them together. This is the easiest and fastest way to prepare food in an emergency, and it is not easy to alarm the surrounding environment.

Of course, there are also some people who use fire, and when Yilan saw a person roasting ingredients over fire, he suddenly remembered the scene when Huo Sibei used the special function of the communicator to light the fire during the military training in college, and his heart suddenly ached. She hurriedly discussed with Zhang Dacheng the expressions of each participating team, and slowly calmed down.

The competition is officially over, and they will leave after the commendation meeting on the last day, and Sister Hu and they will go to the door to say goodbye to their friends. Yilan was able to stay alone in the big room quietly, she sat silently for a long time, entered the Qiming base network, clicked on the award-winning video of Huo Sibei and Xuan Qingyu, watched it again and again, and watched it again after the pain, and tortured herself unrelentingly.

After the commendation meeting, before boarding the ship and leaving the Ming base, she looked at a gap, and her fingers skillfully clicked on the video again, and her heartache was too many times, and she seemed to have become numb.

She stared at Huo Sibei's smiling face, even if she knew that he was smiling at others, she was still so reluctant, and at the moment when Sister Hu beckoned her to get on the ship, she quickly downloaded the video, and then changed her smile stiffly, pretending to agree happily, and followed the ship.

Ilan barely slept during the entire flight, and when it was time to chat with her colleagues, she continued to talk and laugh, but when she returned to the rest pod, she sat on the edge of her bed and then ghostly clicked on the award-winning video of Hothbei again, and continued to torture herself.

It was early in the morning when I disembarked from the ship. After saying goodbye to everyone, Elan ran straight back to his dormitory, which was the first Saturday in February.

Elan washed up and dressed up and changed into her dress. Fingers clenched the teardrops, rubbed them for a while, hung them on their chests, and waited, not to breakfast. There was no lunch, she waited until one o'clock when the communication signal was restored.

Only five or six minutes passed, and her eyes were wet before she heard the video prompt she had been waiting for.

She was the only one in the room. She let her love overflow, and slowly, tears dripped down her chin. Ilan recalled the scenes after she and Huo Sibei met, thinking of happy places, but she could still hold the corners of her mouth and smile with tears on her face, those were her warmest memories.

The minutes ticked by, and by two o'clock, the room was silent.

Elan held the tears in her grip and buried her head deep in her knees.

After a long time, she straightened up. Silently removed the teardrop, put it away carefully, reluctantly looked at the nicks on it, and then closed the box.

She will never open the box again.

Then she clicked on the video again, staring at Huo Sibei's smiling face stupidly, his smiling face in the hazy eyes of tears was as gentle as she remembered, the only thing that changed was the distance, even if she and he crossed light years, they could never come together again.

"Goodbye, Abei. Take care. She silently deleted the video.

It was as if a piece of her heart had been stripped off, and she would never have any image of him again, as time passed. She would forget what he looked like, just as he was doing at this point.

When Ilan's finger pressed Huo Sibei's contact number, he paused slightly, and he remembered in a trance that he had said seriously many years ago: "Ilan, I will try my best to agree to your request in the future." ”

A thought flashed through Yilan's mind: "Abei, what if I ask you to come back?" She covered her face with her hands. He has also said that unreasonable demands are excluded.

She wiped away her tears, stared at Hosbei's contact number carefully, stretched out her hand to permanently block it, and completely deleted it from her communication list, without a trace.

Ilan threw herself on the bed, covered herself with the quilt, and curled up in a ball crying. She had just erased her past life and cut it off from her life, and at this point, she really had nothing, and there was no hope for the meager hope.

She cried and fell asleep, and when she was in a trance, she asked to come in.

When she saw that it was Ryan's, she wiped her face and replied with a text message: "I'm back, I'm fine, I'm resting." ”

After a few moments, the video request came in again. Elan ignored it.

After a while, Ryan sent a text message: "I have something to look for you, why are you pretending to be asleep when you are awake?" ”

"What's the matter?"

"Take the video."

Ryan's video request came in again. Yilan still ignored it and replied to him: "Don't look for me for anything." ”

Ryan replied: "I want to ask you about Guan Li. ”

Yilan stared at this sentence, was silent for a moment, and replied, "What do you want to say?" ”

"I have a slow hand, can I answer the video?"

"I can't."

"Why?"

"I want to rest."

"What the hell is wrong with you?"

"My business is not important, you don't have to ask."

"What does it mean to lose your loved ones forever?"

Ilan stared at these four words, her heart trembled with pain, she couldn't imagine that Guan Li's relationship with Ryan was so close, and she told Ryan all of them. She didn't know what Ryan was going to say, maybe to defend Guan Li, maybe she wanted to comfort her, but she didn't want to hear anything, especially today.

She wrote: "Ryan, I'm in a bad mood today, don't look for me. Please don't mention this person in front of me in the future, don't try to defend him, this is my bottom line. I know he's right, and it's me who is really at fault, but I can't do anything to myself, so I can only hate him until I die. ”

After sending this text message, she set the communicator to block a qiē message, then pulled up the quilt and closed her eyes. After Ryan's trouble, she couldn't shed tears, and she lost her heart for a long time, her body was extremely tired, and she soon fell asleep.

When Ilan woke up again, it was a Sunday afternoon, and it was nearly dinnertime.

She woke up feeling like she was on her feet, and she was definitely hungry again, and she hadn't eaten a drop of water until Saturday.

Holding herself up in the bathroom and putting her workout clothes in her backpack, Ilan was ready to go to workout after dinner, which was her homework every night at the base.

Elan got off the elevator, and within a few steps of coming out, she saw Ryan walking briskly towards her. (To be continued.) )