Chapter 1148: Shadows in the Shadows
Sun Xue said: "My grandmother has been living under the oppression of that woman, and later my grandfather took her to leave her hometown after participating in the revolution, but she has always lived carefully. It wasn't until the woman died at the end of the liberation that she became the mistress. ......, many old people now have two wives, some have three or four, who doesn't know? β
Guo Shucheng said: "Since you know that you have suffered so many grievances as a concubine, why do you still think about this?" You're not pushing yourself into a fire pit? β
Sun Xue's tears welled up and said, "Then what do you say I should do?" My surname is Sun, and my grandfather, my father, my uncle, and my aunt are all officials, and they are all part of our Sun family. Even if I change my surname, don't others still regard you as the son-in-law and grandson-in-law of the Sun family? They still don't give you the mark of the Sun family? Are you telling me to give up on you like this? Since you saved my life on the battlefield in Vietnam, I have recognized you, my heart belongs to you, you are telling me to give up now, can I give up? The tree of affection has taken root in my heart, and if it is uprooted, my heart will be uprooted like dirt, and I will die. Don't you understand? β
Guo Zhuocheng was speechless for a while, and then said for a long time: "Then you may be better if you calm down for a while, maybe you won't think so......"
Sun Xue interrupted Guo Shucheng's words and said, "You think I didn't think about it, you think I didn't think about leaving you?" However, I tried many times and tried many times, but I failed. As soon as I close my eyes, my mind is full of you, all your voices and shadows. I...... I have regretted many times that it was the Sun family, and I have repeatedly wondered how good it would have been if I had been killed by the artillery of the Vietnamese army on the battlefield. But can I change this qiΔ? Is there any way you can help me? Can you marry me without any hidden dangers? β
Speaking of which, her eyes were full of mist again, and she stared at Guo Zhuocheng deadly.
Guo Shucheng shook his head and said, "No." Moreover, you and I are more sisters and brothers, friends......"
Sun Xue said: "It's not a sister-brother relationship. It's not a friendship either. Since I met you, I have only had the love of men and women, only the love of husband and wife, and I just want to marry you. In the past, I thought I would be able to marry you, I would be able to help you, I would be able to let you command more armies. However, my family was against me, and I asked everywhere where you went, but they blocked the news from me. Wait until I meet you at Yunnan University. After you were transferred to the Third Machinery Department, my family tried their best to make up for us, and they even managed to transfer me to the Third Machinery Department to be your life secretary and your health care doctor. At that time, I retreated. I don't want to be a tool for my family to use, I desperately suppress my feelings, I'm waiting for the opportunity to interact with you on an equal footing, not under the pressure of my family, I don't want anything else to be mixed between us.
However, now I find that the difference in status between us is getting bigger and bigger, and the pressure on me in my family is increasing. I also found that the result of my suppression of myself is that your heart is getting farther and farther away from me, and if I continue to wait, my life will be over. I'll never get you, and you'll be the lover of other women. I will only be able to wash my face with tears for the rest of my life, even if I forcibly marry myself to someone else, I still think of you. Even if I have a family and have children in the future, my relationship will be derailed. It's not fair to that man. It's too cruel to myself. Rather than that, I might as well keep secretly dating you. It doesn't affect others, it only suffers myself, but this kind of suffering is just a false suffering. You say, do I want this false name to suffer for the rest of my life, or do I want this false name to be happy and excited for a while once in a while? Even if it's short-lived, it's better than nothing! That's what I thought, you say? β
Guo Zhuocheng was speechless again, and he really couldn't understand the thoughts of the girl in front of him.
In fact, Guo Zhuocheng didn't understand her thoughts, he just stood in the current era and put himself in Sun Xue's position to think about the problem, so it was not worth it for her, he felt that she was too wronged himself, but he couldn't help but feel a little moved in his heart. And he also thinks that this is the best way to get rid of the Sun family and stay together: if you can have such a beautiful and intelligent lover, what man wouldn't want to?
Sun Xue looked at Guo Zhuocheng and asked, "Don't you think I'm great when I come out of my family?" As she spoke, she smiled mischievously, tears still streaming from her face.
Guo Shucheng said: "I just think you have sacrificed too much. It's so big that no one understands. β
"Humph!" Sun Xue said proudly, "I knew that you were a greedy guy, and if I marry you justifiably, you will definitely give me a bunch of reasons to oppose me and alienate me." And I'm willing to be your lover if you don't want your reputation and risk ruining your reputation, and you will agree immediately. Sure enough, I guessed it, right? Men really don't have a good thing, they all eat from the bowl and look at the pot. Forget it, I'm glad that you are so lustful, otherwise I, Sun Xue, would be willing to commit myself to you, and I might not be able to share it with you for a while?
In fact, my sacrifice was not great, and it can even be said that there was no sacrifice. Because I don't want to be a tool for my family, but to be myself, to be a free person. What I sacrificed was just a fame, I am a high-powered grandson family, I can live the life of a princess with food to open her mouth and clothes to stretch out her hand, according to ordinary people's opinion, I should find a family with the right family, marry in style, and continue to live the life of a princess.
If I were your lover, wouldn't we still be the same? Am I not the same as I can continue to live like a princess? I don't think you can't support me with so much money, right? If you don't support me, I have enough money to live well, and I can earn enough money with my hands to maintain my good life. So, in the final analysis, my loss is just a beautiful wedding, and in exchange for being able to be with my beloved for a lifetime, I can see you from time to time. I can hug with you, I can snuggle in your arms, I'm satisfied! If we can have a child in the future, then I will be the happiest person in the world. β
Guo Zhuocheng looked at the girl who was looking forward to the future with tears in his arms, and his heart couldn't help but feel a heartache. She has been by his side for so long, and he naturally knows very well her thoughts, because there was a layer of obstacles in the past, which naturally produced a kind of resistance in his heart, but he was attracted to her from time to time, and he already regarded her as his own woman in his heart, otherwise, he would not have handed over the company he controlled to her to manage, let her serve as his contact person to contact various companies, and summarize the situation of these companies and report to him.
To be honest, this information is extremely important, even the central boss may not be clear, and it cannot be completely clear to the central boss, so as not to make them scruple and make them worried. Let her grasp this information, on the one hand, because she stays by her side, smart and capable, and many of her own things are difficult to bypass her, rather than making her suspicious and confused, it is better to let her manage directly, which can not only keep herself informed of the situation at any time, but also reassure the organization and leaders, which can be described as killing multiple birds with one stone.
Seeing that she was conscientiously working for her career and taking care of her business with all her heart, he also thought about making Sun Xue his lover, and hoped that she could completely break away from the Sun family. But he didn't dare to say this, and he was embarrassed to say it, so when he was transferred to Qionghai Island to work, he asked her to hand over the work in this area.
Without this shrewd girl to take care of, he felt very tired, and his control over other companies was also declining, but fortunately, whether it was his grandfather Tian Hongmeng, his uncle Jack, or Princess Madeleine or Yuan Li and Mu Xiaoniu, they were all loyal to him, no one played ghosts, whether Guo Zhuocheng understood or not, they would do a good job according to his requirements, and they would take care of those companies for him very carefully.
But Guo Zhuocheng knows that this method is equivalent to a family-like business, relying on family affection and personal sentiment. He prefers to rely on the system and strict management to supervise and manage, only the formation of an effective system, the formation of everyone according to the system of the habit of doing things, such an enterprise can be long-lasting. Especially when the CEOs of these enterprises are old, after retirement, or after joining a new enterprise, only by doing things according to the system can they continue to operate steadily, and the enterprise can continue to operate healthily.
He still hopes that there will be a capable and principled person like Sun Xue to thread the needle between these people, and at the same time supervise these enterprises, but also pass on his intentions, ideas, and requirements to them.
Guo Zhuocheng and Sun Xue both know that Sun Xue is not very difficult to be Guo Zhuocheng's lover, the biggest difficulty is the hurdle in their hearts, and the most difficult thing is to say this matter from their hearts. As long as they say it, it will be very smooth, because some of them have a way to live a good life, some have a way to deal with other people's inquiries, and some have a way to make the best arrangements.
Because Guo Shucheng is not short of money, connections, or places. He can let Sun Xue immigrate abroad, or let her live in Hong Kong, the United States, and even settle in Iraq, Jordan and other Middle Eastern countries, which allow a man to marry several women, and he and she can marry there.
He can be Sun Xue in charge of a large company alone, or he can let Sun Xue continue to serve as the liaison of various enterprises, and he can fly around at home and abroad......
In short, he can arrange such a person, and he also needs such a person to help him, hide behind him to sort out for him, and deal with some inconvenient things for him.
Guo Shucheng gently took her in his arms and gently stroked her hair. His lips slowly pressed down as she lifted her head, and the two kissed affectionately, and if it weren't for the office, the two would have made more intense movements.
It took a long time for the two of them to separate their lips, and their faces were crimson and excited.
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