When the father went to the door and changed his slippers into leather shoes, he felt that he had something to say, but he found it difficult to speak, so he said to his daughter:

"You eat slowly, I'm going to work."

"Dad, walk slowly, be careful all the way!"

My father didn't squeak, and he closed the door with a bang.

Chen Bing asked his mother, "Mom, did you tell my father about my pregnancy?" ”

"He's your father, why don't you tell him about such a big thing?"

"What did he say?"

"Even though he had long wanted to have a grandson, in this case, he told you not to give birth to the child anyway."

"Why?"

"Because you are pregnant with Yang Jianjian's child, now, Yang Jianshe is in prison, you have divorced, and there is no relationship at all, so, you are now an unmarried young man, if you give birth to a child, you will face pressure from all aspects of society, you will suffer from the criticism of the villain, and the innocent child will also be discriminated against by others......"

Mother's words touched Chen Bing's heart, thinking: "In the eyes of their parents, they only know that the child in their belly is Yang Jianjian, if they know that they will go to Tangcheng Hotel with Yang Jianshe to eat with Mr. Zhang, they will not be pregnant with wild seeds, and they will not be so angry that they vomit blood!" ”

After weighing it, Chen Bing still felt that the child should be beaten off, but for the sake of face, Chen Bing still said: "Mom, you better let me think about it first!" ”

"There's nothing to think about, this kid has to do it!"

"Mom, isn't this too cruel?"

"The child's long pain is better than the short pain, for the sake of your future and the child in your belly, you have no choice but to go to the hospital for an abortion!"

Chen Bing saw that his mother's words were so resolute, so he silently put the rice bowl on the table.

Chen Bing ran back to his room in one go.

When her mother chased her into her bedroom, Chen Bing threw herself on the bed.

Chen's mother thought she was angry, and said bitterly: "Bingbing, we are all for your good, which parent will harm his own children?" ”

"Mom, I'm tired and want to rest."

"Aren't you mad at us?"

"I'm not angry with you, but I hate myself for not being able to protect my children."

"You can't be blamed for this, it's just that fate is playing a joke on you."

"Mom, I really can't afford this kind of joke."

"Who told you not to listen to us before and insist on marrying Yang Jianjian, this is a punishment for your impulsiveness!" The mother wanted to say this, but she was afraid of breaking her heart, so she said, "Then you must be cautious in your personal choice in the future." ”

"Mom, my heart is messed up enough, don't blame me anymore, okay?"

"Okay, you take a rest first, I'll go to do housework." Mother softly closed the door and left the room.

Chen Bing felt a little sleepy, so he fell asleep in a daze.

……

In his sleep, Chen Bing came to the place surrounded by flowers again, and the cute little girl pouted and sat there angrily.

"Mom, don't you want me anymore?"

"Child, it's not that mom doesn't want you, it's that our terrible world can't accommodate you."

"Mom, no matter what kind of world I come into, no matter how others treat me, as long as you are good to me, you must not abandon me?"

Chen Bing said with tears in his eyes: "No, I can't let you suffer from other people's discrimination in this world!" ”

No matter how the little girl pleaded, Chen Bing never agreed to her.

The little girl cried, crying very sadly, her heart-rending cry was like a sharp knife cutting at Chen Bing's body.

When she woke up, the little girl's cry was still echoing in her ears, and Chen Bing found that her eyes were full of tears, and she irritably tore off a stack of toilet paper and wiped away her tears......

The next day, Chen Bing came to the gynecology office of the city hospital alone, and after explaining his intentions, Dr. Zhou Hua asked:

"Are you sure you're going to have an abortion?"

Chen Bing replied with a red face:

"Yes."

"Does your lover agree?"

As soon as he thought of Yang Jianjian, a brute, Chen Bing felt angry, and said without thinking:

"I don't have a lover."

"What?" Dr. Chow opened his eyes wide.

Chen Bing was afraid that he would mistakenly think that he was an indecent woman, and added:

"He's dead!"

Dr. Zhou looked at her sympathetically and said apologetically:

"I'm sorry."

"It's okay!"

Chen Bing showed a complicated expression.

"Is there no one to accompany you to the surgery?"

"No, I came by myself."

"Then you can sign this surgical sheet, okay?" Dr. Zhou handed the operation sheet to Chen Bing.

Chen Bing hesitated for a moment, but still signed his name on it.

After signing, she came to the door of the operating room with the surgical sheet.

A nurse lady took the slip in her hand and said loudly, "You wait outside now, and when it's your turn to have surgery, we'll call you!" ”

The door of the operating room was closed, and Chen Bing stood nervously in the corridor.

A young woman with a big belly was arguing with her husband in a low voice: "It's all your fault, I said earlier that I shouldn't have a child so early, but you didn't listen, and the child in the belly has been more than four months, but you asked me to beat it off, you are simply doing evil!" ”

"Who told you to take medicine indiscriminately when you knew you were pregnant?" The young man sighed and said resentfully: "If it weren't for the B-ultrasound examination and the child was abnormal, I couldn't bear to take off my own flesh and bones!" ”

"Do you mean to blame me?"

"No, I'm blaming myself for not taking good care of you."

"You think I don't know, you men only want to be comfortable for a while, and you don't know how much pain we women have to endure."

"Wife, after you have surgery, I will definitely hurt you well!"

"Don't make me happy, when I need you, I don't know where you ran to fool around?"

The young man looked very helpless, and tried his best to defend: "Wife, don't wronged me, I have never betrayed you once." ”

The pregnant woman glared at her husband and said, "I don't have the guts to measure you!" ”

"Don't worry, I'll listen to you in the future."

Looking at her husband's aggrieved appearance, the pregnant woman finally squeezed out a smile.

The pregnant woman found Chen Bing looking at her in surprise and asked softly, "Sister, are you also here for surgery?" ”

Chen Bing blushed and nodded.

"How long have you been pregnant?"

"About two months."

"It's not long, and it won't be that painful when you do the surgery." She looked behind Chen Bing and found that she was coming alone, so she asked, "Didn't your husband come with you?" ”

Chen Bing didn't know how to answer, so he lied and said: "He was working in the field and couldn't come back for a while." ”

The pregnant woman was shocked and asked, "Are you separated?" ”

Chen Bing blushed and nodded.

The pregnant woman said bitterly: "Sister, this is the second time I have had an abortion, it is not easy to conceive a child, I think it is best not to do the child until the last resort." ”

Chen Bing echoed and said, "That's it, that's it!" ”

She speaks in a very small voice, like a mosquito.

The pregnant woman was still about to speak, but a nurse lady poked her head out and called her name loudly, smiled apologetically at Chen Bing, glanced at her husband complainingly, and walked into the operating room in a panic.