Zhang Xianyi still remembers Zhang Shaoqing's roar when he heard the news, angry and sad. The brother, who was omnipotent and incomparably strong in her heart, burst into tears in front of her for the first time. She couldn't do anything, so she could only turn around and hug him tightly, comforting him softly, "You have to see people in life, and you have to see corpses in death." As long as you don't see it with your own eyes, you don't count, and you will definitely find it. ”

Ruan Qingyu stood outside the door of Zhang Shaoqing's study for a while, holding the soup cup with one hand and hovering over the door with the other, hesitating again and again, but still couldn't knock down. Regarding what Yin Su asked, Zhang Xianyi also couldn't hide her sadness and didn't say anything more, she thought about it, she should still come to see Zhang Shaoqing in person. Yin Su asked if he really died, he must be extremely sad.

"Who?"

"It's me, Qingyu."

Zhang Shaoqing heard the sound outside the door and took the initiative to ask, and Ruan Qingyu got a chance to enter the house.

He sat in front of the long table with one hand on his face, and there were some half-open papers piled up on the table. When Ruan Qingyu entered the door, he didn't look up, but asked in a deep voice, "What's the matter?" ”

"You said you're in a bad mood and haven't eaten anything, so I've boiled soup and drank some."

"Leave it at that, I'll drink it later."

"I saw a recipe for chicken soup with ginseng and black bones in the small kitchen, and I thought it could dispel dampness and cold, so I stewed some. For the sake of my hard work for a few hours, Brother Shaoqing, you should drink some. ”

Ruan Qingyu is a delicate lady who doesn't touch the spring water with her fingers, but she still bent down to find a cook to learn what chicken soup to cook in order to please Zhang Shaoqing. She only thought that this soup was Zhang Shaoqing's favorite food on weekdays, and Baba sent it to him after learning it, but she didn't know that this soup was prepared for Yin Suwen in Zhang's mansion as soon as it came to autumn and winter. Yin Su was so cold that Zhang Shaoqing arranged for the cook to always prepare some medicinal soup recipes to ward off the cold.

She brought the soup cup to Zhang Shaoqing with her bare hands, and her crystal eyes were full of humble expectations. Zhang Shaoqing glanced at her, nodded and finally took the soup, but as soon as he reached out his hand, he happened to hold a scar on her jade finger, which caused Ruan Qingyu to cry out in pain.

"What's going on? Is the injury so bad? ”

The two fingers of Ruan Qingyu's right hand were red and swollen, and there were faint signs of blisters. Her skin and flesh are extraordinarily thin, and the injury is already painful, and the slightest touch at this moment hurts even more. Zhang Shaoqing didn't look at her in detail from beginning to end, and now that she was close, she noticed that the injury was indeed not light.

"It's fine. When I was at home, I never knew anything about firewood and rice, and I was inevitably clumsy in cooking today, but I made a lot of ugliness when I stewed a soup, and I burned myself, so Brother Shaoqing shouldn't laugh at me. ”

"It's good to call someone to do such a thing in the future, why do you need to cook it yourself when you are delicate."

"Other people's cooking tastes better, but they always lack a heart. Qingyu's heart for Shaoqing's brother is naturally irreplaceable by them. ”

The first time she confessed to her face like this, Ruan Qingyu was so ashamed that her voice became quieter and quieter, she only lowered her head slightly and didn't dare to look at him, and her face was full of spring.

"It's hard for you."

Zhang Shaoqing got up and took the medicine box over, and personally applied the ointment to her little by little.

"This is no better than Ruanfu, there are fewer people around you who serve you closely, and you may not be able to take care of it well from time to time, so you have to be more careful in the future." What I did yesterday was not proper enough, and my attitude towards you was not good, so you should bear more. ”

For Ruan Qingyu, Zhang Shaoqing's mind is complex and indescribable. Although it did take a lot of effort to make her follow her wholeheartedly, in terms of personal, she is beautiful, gentle and generous, and she is even more obedient to herself, and it is enough to be a lady. However, he did not want to see her, let alone have any skin-to-skin relationship with her, such thoughts not only ran counter to his original wishes, but also made him feel uneasy. Now Zhang Shaoqing seems to be slowly changing, becoming less and less like himself, and becoming uneasy.

"I'm not embarrassed, and I'm not hard. Brother Shaoqing, whether you can see it or not, whether you are willing to accept it or not, Qingyu will always have only you in her heart, and she will never be unswerving. ”

Forever, a word that Zhang Shaoqing hasn't heard for too long. Once upon a time, those warblers and warblers around him also asked him to make an eternal promise; Once upon a time, he also talked to Yin Su about such an eternity, and they said that they would be together forever. Now it seems that this "forever" is such a luxury.

Ruan Qingyu had two lines of tears on her face, and her eyes that were puffy overnight added a little weakness and redness. Zhang Shaoqing sighed softly and gently raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes. He was so close to her that he could see the tears on his eyelashes, the smell of incense on her shirt, and the slightly upturned corners of her mouth were close to him. Seeing that she was getting closer and closer to him, Zhang Shaoqing pushed her away from his side at the last moment.

"The soup has already been drunk, I still have something to do, you can go back and rest first."

Ruan Qingyu was so bold as never before, but she failed at the last moment, not only did she not get the slightest pity from Zhang Shaoqing, but even the previous moment of warmth ceased to exist.

"Is that how you hate me? Even if she's dead, you won't look at me more? ”

"Shut up! She didn't die and won't die! I don't allow it, how dare she? ”

The East Emperor Cliff stood thousands of feet, Yin Su asked and fell off the cliff, and everyone knew that she must be dead, but Zhang Shaoqing couldn't say anything if he didn't say it. Ruan Qingyu was angry for a while, and took Yin Suwen's life and death to speak, and instantly pushed Zhang Shaoqing's only mercy for her cleanly.

"In the future, if you don't have my command, don't come to me again, and if something happens, you will be called."

"Not everyone in this world will love you with all their hearts and souls like me, regardless of the reason, why bother now?"

On that bright morning, if he hadn't inadvertently broken into his garden, if it weren't for the song "Phoenix Seeking Phoenix" that he played with his piano and flute, how could he end up being so disgusted today. Ruan Qingyu suddenly had a trace of regret, if she could do it all over again, she shouldn't have made such a choice again.

Ruan Qingyu was grounded a few days after marrying into Zhang's mansion, and although such news was tightly covered, it could not escape the ears of those who were interested. Originally, because of Yin Suwen's wedding, Yin Xuanxuan had been on hunger strike and cried for several days, and even on the wedding day, she was ready to die with Yin Suwen at any time. Unexpectedly, Tianzhu really made her wait. A marriage change, Yin Suwen died on the cliff, Ruan Qingyu was not favored, it seemed that all these opportunities were waiting for Yin Xuanxuan's arrival, she was naturally overjoyed.

She has no other thoughts, her only task every day is to discuss with Second Lady Yin what means she can use to marry into the Zhang Mansion as soon as possible, and she has only one wish in her heart.

"Yin Su asked, please never appear again."