Chapter 22: Transformation
I don't know how long it took for Cheng Huaijin to try to ask: "What should I do with Niangniang's bones?" ”
"You help me see a good feng shui place to bury her, my father doesn't want to see her, and she hates her father, even so, it's better not to bury her in one place, so as not to be relatively tired of two lives."
Emperor Qingfeng said that he was a little emotional: "I didn't know that she was my own mother for many years ago, so that she suffered this catastrophe, and she was really a son of man in vain, and now she has been found, so naturally you have to pay a good respect. ”
It is said that the mother and son recognize each other, but they are forever separated by yin and yang, and Cheng Huaijin, who also has this experience, doesn't know the mood of Emperor Qingfeng, and sighs with him for a while, before he said: "Your Majesty should take care of Princess Jinyang, she is really too rude, completely disregarding her face, and she can play any trick." ”
"Haven't you already taught you a lesson?" Emperor Qingfeng looked at Cheng Huaijin: "It's not good for me to come forward to teach her, but you did it for me, but I don't know how the daughter of the Ji Xiang family made you take a fancy to her." ”
"Ahem!"
Cheng Huaijin coughed, and said solemnly: "I am grateful to her, I know that my mother must have had a hard time in the family these years, after she went, according to the person's temperament, I don't know where to throw her body, because I think that there must be a kind-hearted person to take care of her, and bury her in the family cemetery, now that I think about it, I am afraid that this person is the lady of the Ji family, she has the grace of burying my mother in me, if I don't repay her, how can I deal with the biological mother under Jiuquan." ”
Seeing that what he said was sincere, Emperor Qingfeng didn't want to say anything, so he patted Cheng Huaijin on the shoulder after a while: "You are not young anymore, it's time to start a family, I already have two sons, but you are still alone, how can I feel at ease." ”
"Those who are not in love can have a family." Cheng Huaijin replied to Emperor Qingfeng, got up and walked outside: "It's not too early, Your Majesty should go back to the palace early." ”
In the blink of an eye, Cheng Huaijin left without a figure, and Emperor Qingfeng could only scold: "When it comes to starting a family, this is the case, and if you delay it any longer, I am afraid that it will be good for you to have broken your sleeves." ”
It's just that he can't hear Cheng Huaijin scolding him anymore, and Emperor Qingfeng can only leave this place with hatred and go back to the palace first.
But it was said that Cheng Huaijin went out of the restaurant to a three-entry house he had just bought, and when he walked for a short time, he saw West 18th Street, and saw the Ji family's mansion from a distance, Cheng Huaijin stood there for a long time urging the horse forward.
Ji Songxian heard Zongwen talk about the fall of Princess Jinyang that day, and she had some suspicions in her heart, and when there was no one, she had no clue when she thought about it carefully, so she could only leave it behind.
Because of the punishment of kneeling that day, Ji Songxian always felt that his knees hurt and he was weak these days, thinking that he should have been kneeling under the sun for too long, but he was suffering from some heat stroke, so he had a good rest in the room these days.
When the room was quiet for a while, Ji Songxian picked up a book and looked at it, and after looking at it for a while, he was sleepy, and he didn't know that he dropped the book on the ground, and he fell asleep in a daze.
I couldn't get up from this sleep, and I couldn't even open my eyes.
She seemed to have been dreaming for a long time.
In the dream, she seems to have read a lot of books, but she doesn't know what those books say, but she seems to have experienced the life of many girls, all kinds of girls, those girls are extremely self-reliant, and live very freely, some are clearly abandoned by their husbands, but they are still living very well, and some are disliked by their families, but they are desperately motivated, and finally live a good life.
This dream, Ji Songxian seems to have gone through thousands of years, and when he woke up, he still couldn't come back to his senses.
She sat in a daze for a long time, and sighed: "Compared with them, my life is really too sad." ”
Because I think that she is a daughter, everyone else can live freely and freely, but she is always too restrained, so that her heart cannot be free, and people become dull, which really shouldn't be.
She remembered that a girl in her dream had said that no matter what she encountered, she must not lose herself, she must keep her heart, never be frivolous because of flashiness, and she cannot retreat from hardship......
Now that I think about it, that really makes sense, she lived too confused in her previous life, because of Cheng Ping'an, such a thing closed her heart, and her life became more and more numb like a walking corpse, and finally ended up like that.
Since God gave her the opportunity to start all over again, Ji Songxian wondered if it was time to change her way of life.
Before she became Ji Songxian and came to the Ji family, she seemed to be passively accepting from beginning to end, passively accepting the care of the Ji family, accepting the arrangement of the Wu family, and accepting Ji Yi's discipline, but she didn't have any idea of her own, and because she thought that she was a daughter and couldn't go out of the boudoir for half a step, she was safe and powerful, and she couldn't take revenge, so she had the intention of retreating, which really shouldn't be.
A person comments on whether he is strong or not, it is better to care about how much money he has, and he does not care how much power he has, but in his heart, when his heart is strong, he has nothing to fear, and he has nothing to fear, so he dares to accept any challenge.
Ji Songxian gritted his teeth and clenched his fists, she will be Ji Songxian from now on, as Feng Songxian's cowardly, indifferent, passive, and unbearable should all be abandoned, and he should stand up straight as a brand new person, and dare to face a difficulty.
got up, Ji Songxian changed his clothes and went to Ji Yi's study to look for books.
The books she used to read were just some poems and songs, or women's training, although these books were rules, there would be no mistakes, according to the sayings of the current people, it would not make the girl change her temperament, but in the end, the woman's vision and mind were restricted, the vision was not long-term, the mind was not open-minded, and why could she have strong courage.
Ji Songxian found a few history books in the study, and also found some geographical maps and travelogues, took the books back and read them, read the book for a while, she got up and walked around the house, and did some exercises according to the methods of the girl in her dream in order to strengthen her body.
After an afternoon, Ji Songxian actually read half a book, which really made her a little dumbfounded.
In the past, she didn't know that her memory was so good, and it seemed that she could remember the things in the book once or twice.
couldn't help it, Ji Songxian was a little happy, and went to Wu's room with a smile on his face to say goodbye.
Coincidentally, it was about to enter the summer, Wu Shi found the material to make a summer shirt for Ji Songxian, and when he saw that she came, he asked her to come and choose, Ji Tianxian chose a piece of clothing that had passed the rain and the sky was clear, and chose a piece of plain white cotton yarn to make a skirt, one line of choice, she and one line smiled: "I make a white gauze skirt, the corner of the skirt is embroidered with a large piece of ink lotus, and the upper body is equipped with a blue gauze shirt, which is plain and clear, and it must be very beautiful to wear." ”
Coincidentally, the Wang family and the Sun family came over together, and they all laughed when they heard her say this: "My sister is good-looking, and she looks good in everything." ”
Although Wu's background is a little vulgar, but after living in Jinling for so many years and often socializing, her vision is the best, she has a little Ji Songxian's forehead: "Where is there a large piece of ink lotus, you are not afraid of others saying that you are vulgar." ”
Ji Songxian stuck out his tongue: "Vulgarity can be elegant, vulgar is extremely elegant, others don't wear it, I wear this, people can only praise my ingenuity, don't believe my mother and wait, I did it to wear it, you will also praise it for looking good." ”
"It's the pole, it's the pole." Wang stroked his palms and laughed: "My sister's vision is good, why don't my sister also help me match a color, so that I can also follow back to Yaren." ”
For a moment, the room full of people laughed.
Ji Songxian took his clothes and put them aside, talked to Wu for a while, and waited for Ji Yi to come back and start eating.
During the banquet, Ji Songxian said that she picked up a few books in the study to see, Ji Yiyin asked what the book was, Ji Songxian answered truthfully, Ji Yi was silent for a long time after hearing it before praising Ji Songxian twice: "It should be read very much, reading history makes people clear, although you are your daughter's family, but in the end you can live a better life after being open-minded, now you know how to read history books, it can be seen that you have grown." ”
As soon as he praised him, Ji Songxian hurriedly got up and listened, and when Ji Yi finished speaking, Ji Songxian smiled: "If I don't understand something, I have to ask my father." ”
"It's not worth anything, just ask." Ji Yi was happy and waved his hand and said.
Then the family sat down to eat, and after eating, Ji Yi asked Wu Shi to get some money, Wu Shi asked what to do, Ji Yi sighed and said: "Since the commander took office, he bitten like a mad dog, these days I don't know how many officials have been arrested in prison, everyone in Jinling is in danger, the day before yesterday Zhao Shangshu and His Majesty begging bones, tomorrow I will return to my hometown, I will be in the same palace with him as a minister, I have to send a send." ”
"That's the way it should be." Wu Shi replied, and said with concern: "You should be careful, don't ask him to take a bite." ”
"Now that His Majesty is using me, where can he be presumptuous." Ji Yi didn't take this to heart, and said after a while: "I see that he is clearly not a stupid person, how can he do things without leaving a little leeway, he offends all the officials like this, and when the rabbit dies and the dog is cooked, he is not afraid of others falling into the well, the former commander made the bones not cold, and he does not look at this previous experience." ”
Ji Songxian was listening from the sidelines, and when he heard this, he was shocked and couldn't help but feel a little worried.
Cheng Huaijin has kindness to her, and she can't stand Cheng Huaijin, no matter what, she hopes that Cheng Huaijin can be well, but listening to Ji Yi say this, plus she is now a little knowledgeable, she can think of how miserable Cheng Huaijin will end up in the future, and she is quite unbearable.
"Daddy."
Ji Songxian thought about it for a long time before trying to speak: "Commander Cheng has the grace to save me, Daddy...... If so, if it is not in the way of Daddy's business, can you remind him? ”
Ji Yi's brows furrowed even tighter: "What I'm afraid of is that he won't listen to the reminder, besides, his position is a dog of His Majesty, if he doesn't bite people, His Majesty will still raise him to do ...... Anyway, just ask, I'll talk to him in the air, and as for what happens in the future, it's all up to him. ”
Only then did Ji Songxian let go of some worries, and talked to Ji Yi wholeheartedly, coaxing Ji Yi to be happy.