Chapter 175: Looking at each other and not going on a blind date (2)

Li Xiuming did not hesitate to stop Yin Suwen, he intuitively felt that this Zhang Shaoqing was full of anger, and he was very reluctant to let Yin Suwen have any chance to be alone with him. But Yin Suwen shook her head and refused his kindness, she had her own plans.

She knows Zhang Shaoqing too well, and she will never give up until she achieves her goal, and it is best not to provoke him until she has the strength to bring him down.

"It's only a quarter of an hour, and you promise to leave right away."

"Leave right away."

Yin Suwen left Li Xiuming in the main hall, and he took Zhang Shaoqing into a reception room in the side hall.

This is the third time that Zhang Shaoqing has really stepped into the Yin Mansion. For the first time, he met Yin Suwen when he was young; The second time, he begged to marry Yin Suwen under the whip; This third time seems to be saying goodbye to Yin Suwen.

The incense burned in the hall for a day, and the remaining fireworks were a little choking, Zhang Shaoqing thought he was a hard-hearted person, but he was a little sad. His imaginary goodbye should not have been such a situation.

"A quarter of an hour began to clock in. You and I really don't have anything to say to get to this point, so why bother. ”

Yin Su asked half of the plate of incense to be used as an incense clock to calculate the time, and sat down at the table without looking back, waiting to survive the quarter of an hour.

"I just missed you, so I'll take a look."

At this time, Zhang Shaoqing did not have a brocade dress, but a robe with dark dark lines, and his hosta hair was not crowned. He seemed to have lost some weight, standing in front of the stairs with his hands and whispering that he missed him, and he didn't look like a vicious person with blood on his hands. His eyes are especially beautiful, as if they are hiding a pool of lake water. It's just that the reflection is not visible in the depths of the water. Yin Suwen has been deceived by those eyes for many years, and now he still has palpitations in his heart and dare not look at them again.

"You killed my father, and now what do you miss about?"

"I'm avenging you."

"Hmph, revenge? You're waiting for me to get revenge! ”

He always had such high-sounding reasons to prove that what he did was right, and he never considered the feelings of others, just as he did back then.

"Susu, I said that one day those who have hurt you, I will make them pay."

"What about you?"

"Me?"

"Don't you have to pay the price if you hurt me so much?"

Yin Su's question was straightforward, and Zhang Shaoqing didn't know how to answer for a while. He always thought that he was Yin Suwen's weakness. It can be tolerated and loved without a bottom line. No matter how much he lied and made a big mistake, as long as he is willing to turn around and say "love", Yin Suwen will always come back. But now, she keeps wanting to die.

"You hate me so much that you can never forgive. Do you hate it so much that you want to kill it quickly? ”

"Yes. I just want you to die right now. Would you like to? What, don't you dare? Don't you keep saying that you love me and are willing to give everything for me? ”

"Then why didn't you just kill me with a knife in the first place?!"

He yelled at her angrily that if she really wanted to die to atone for her sins. It's better to die under her golden knife in the first place. He suddenly remembered what Zhang He had taught him again, and the father who was watching coldly sighed to him more than once, "Zhang Shaoqing, one day, you will be killed by this woman." "At the moment, it seems that it really needs to be written.

Yin Su messed up his square inches, broke his mind, and almost took his life. When she was young, he was her heaven, so that she fearlessly sacrificed her life to protect her, and if it collapsed today, she only wanted him to die. Guarding despair in the ashes of love, feeling sad is roughly that's it.

"Heh, it's just a death, I, Zhang Shaoqing, am not afraid of pushing, if you want my life, take it. On the day when my great cause is completed, if you still think like this, I will always grant your wish. ”

What Yin Suwen despises the most is not Zhang Shaoqing's stinginess in love, but his deception in love, deceiving others and deceiving himself, pretending to always love.

"There are so many people who want your life, and I don't bother to fight for it. Now I don't want anything else from you, but it is best if the mountains and rivers do not meet in the future. ”

The water is born next to the mountain, the mountain lives because of the water, and the mountains and rivers depend on each other and where do they come from. When Zhang Shaoqing really wanted to let her take her own life, she wasn't sure if she really could do it.

Zhang Shaoqing consciously loves sincerely, and he is not emotionally indebted, the only regret is that he is indeed a little arrogant in the matter of Yin Yuan. When he returned from the forest, not only did he not bring Yin Suwen back to his side, but he was also injured, and when he was angry, taking advantage of Yin Xuanxuan's gossip and Zhang He's strong support, he casually agreed to such an order to encircle and suppress Yin Yuan. never thought that now Yin Yuan's death has become a strong proof that Yin Suwen broke with him.

"You refused to come back with me when you said goodbye to the mountains and forests, I was very sad, it happened that Yin Xuanxuan brought the news over, I was not a person who would listen to her instigation, but at that moment, I really followed her mind as soon as my mind was hot. I didn't take matters into my own hands about Yin Yuan's death, but I just leaked the news that he was going to transfer his property to a few thieves, but I don't deny my joint and several responsibility, if you blame me for this, I will naturally suffer it. ”

In a few simple words, Zhang Shaoqing picked himself up as usual. For such an unforgivable revenge for killing his father, to him, it all became Yin Suwen's injury, Yin Xuanxuan's instigation, and the recklessness of the bandits outside the city.

"Zhang Shaoqing, you have always been such a shameless person! Yin Xuanxuan sent the news in order to please you in every possible way, don't I know? Can't I see that your tricky and spicy poison is sprinkled on the sword of the bandits? You shameless coward, you never want to admit that you did something wrong! ”

Yin Suwen raised a hard slap, Zhang Shaoqing didn't dodge, he withstood it alive, the slap was not like a sharp blade, but the pain was not half a point. There was a buzzing in his ears, and he almost couldn't bear it. His Yin Suwen had changed, and he had become scared, and he began to believe that she didn't move her sword today just because the time had not come.

"At that time, Yin Suwen had no eyes and no beads, I had nothing to say, no matter how much I suffered, I always thought that I could afford to lose, although I regretted losing at the beginning. Zhang Shaoqing in my heart has long been dead, he and Yin Suwen died together, they loved each other and died hand in hand, there was never any betrayal and injury, even if they died, they died well. And I have nothing but a grudge against you for killing my father. ”

"Don't even hate?"

"Nope."

From love to hate, from love to worry, if you are separated from your lover, there is no hatred and no worries. After she wiped out all her love, she didn't even want to give a little hatred. (To be continued......)

PS: Mountains and rivers are endless, and where do they come from.