But I can't hide from what I should have come.

The consequences of willfulness and recklessness are the part that Li Shiniang is most worried about, Ah Hua's sunflower water, as expected, did not come as promised.

One day, two days, three days, four days, five days......

The stupid girl who is so anxious is really scared this time.

Although he pretended to be very much like that, he always replied to his mother's inquiries: "It's still early, hasn't it just passed?" ”

But no matter how long it drags on, it can't drag on for a whole month, right?

Ah Hua has been sitting in the yard doing needlework lately, occasionally, squinting her eyes, looking far away at the southwest direction.

If the weather is fine, you can see a hazy mountain peak, like an indicator, faintly, beckoning A flower.

The people of Qinghe County call that mountain "Nanshan", and the highest mountain is called "Nanding Mountain".

It looks quite close, but in fact it is very far to walk, and it is said that the most ferocious beasts in Nanding Mountain are not climbed.

Even the sons and brothers who relied on their youth and vigor to call friends and friends on a safari only wreaked havoc on a few small hills on the periphery.

Qingshui County occasionally heard that the son of Mu Ke rode a horse and took a bow and brought back a few wild rabbits and pheasants from Nanshan.

Ah Hua didn't have a chance to consult Huang Pozi, in the end, her own Kwai Shui was postponed, whether she must be pregnant, Li Niang's care was tight, the door was always locked inside, and the other two relatives in the family couldn't speak.

However, as the days are difficult, the idea of the silly girl is iron-clad, just like when she went to talk about the deal with the pretty peony without hesitation, Ah Hua confirmed that she wanted to keep the child in her belly.

That crazy and painful night is Ah Hua's best memory so far.

No amount of ordeal could stop her determination to hold on to this beautiful memory.

Li Niang's repeated thoughts, she didn't understand, if there was an unmarried pregnant woman in the family, the Feng family's face would not exist, and Da Zhuang's marriage would be impossible to talk about, and the talking on the street could make the whole family unable to raise their heads.

Even, if you meet a more serious neighbor or relative, it is not uncommon to make a big fuss about it, and a whole family will be evicted, or a corpse and two lives will be immersed in a pig cage.

In just 20 days, the fat white radish miraculously lost weight, although, at first glance, it still looks like a tall horse is divided into the plump type.

The red pimples of those eye-catching blood Hu Linla were not so arrogant, half-covered and half-covered scabs, and some of them fell off, leaving traces of emptiness.

Ah Hua realized how naïve she was when she thought that the acne on her face was a big deal.

Compared to the expulsion of the whole family and the two lives of one corpse, what is it?

It's a pity that there has never been a regret medicine in this world.

Ah Hua didn't plan to sink in the whirlpool of regret, Nanshan was the only way she could think of to survive and live with the ball in her stomach.

She can't take away a penny from her family anymore, the absurd thing of the last time, whether she regrets it or not, is her heart sticking to her back, and the twenty taels of silver are destined to not be recovered, she has delayed her youth too much, but she can't be selfish anymore.

Before going to Nanshan, Ah Hua still wanted to see Mu Ke again.

"Da Zhuang accompanied his mother to Lijiazhuang, and your aunt's nephew ......got married."

Li Shiniang has to go out after all, even if she refuses to eat other people's wedding banquets, the celebration gift still has to be sent over, not to mention that she still wants to show her face with more Da Zhuang, and strive to be looked at as soon as possible.

The courtyard door was locked from the outside, the tailor's father guarded the front door as usual, and Ah Hua quietly ran back and forth in the backyard, from time to time in his hands picked up the things he thought were useful, and packed them together.

After the delay of the twelfth day, there must be goods in the stomach, and it is absolutely impossible for the mother to continue to cover it.

Her heart was panicked, even though in addition to clothes, sewing kits, food, and salt buns, she also wrapped an axe from the stove to strengthen her courage.

Two flints and steels in the sleeves of the tender green garment were the last necessities that the silly girl could think of.

In fact, at this time, the weather is already cold, and the tender green summer clothes are really not suitable.

The beige skirt flutters in the autumn wind, which has the meaning of "this time the wind is sluggish and the water is cold".

Hearing the silence outside the courtyard, Ah Hua first sent the tightly wrapped package to the wall, and stepped up with her skirt.

The blue sky is white, the autumn is crisp, Ah Hua looked back at her small courtyard, and the hut where she lived, closed her eyes, and turned out of the wall.

On the letter left for the family, there were only two charcoal gray words: "Don't read it!" ”

And a flower wood casually sketched the shape of a mountain peak.