Thinking like this, Zhang Xuanyi's tears couldn't stop flowing, round teardrops fell one after another, and her bright eyes were full of grievances and pleadings. She was reluctant to ask Zhang Shaoqing, nor was she willing to ask Yin Su, and she was reluctant to leave any of them. She cried and called "sister" a few times, her thin body trembled violently, and Yin Suwen also burst into tears.

Yin Suwen was determined to cut off the little bit of help in her heart to save herself, but when she really saw her crying, she couldn't help but feel sad first. She thought that her heart should have become as hard as stone iron, but in fact, after changing her identity and changing her original intention, she was just the same Yin Suwen who longed for a warm embrace back then.

Zhang Xuanyi didn't care about wiping her tears, but gently wiped away the tears from the corners of Yin Suwen's eyes, lowered her head and stopped looking at her eyes.

"My brother was drunk, drunk. He has always been a very temperate person, always saying that those who achieve great things must know how to choose and restraint, I have followed him since I was a child, and I have seen him do this to people and wine. But then I found out that in you, he was never like this. ”

Yin Suwen's slender and white fingers were held in Zhang Huiyi's palm, and they were gently traced up and down, like a little daughter's game and like a reluctant love. Yin Suwen didn't stop it anymore, she still told gently, and between the lines it was all about Zhang Shaoqing.

"In the eyes of most people, my brother is like an angry-eyed King Kong, wise, talented, strong in martial arts and calm in killing, if there is really anything bad, it is nothing more than a ruthless heart that is misinterpreted by people. However, I saw his haggard appearance of drunkenness and dreaming of death. You'll know that he's never been a King Kong, just a poor man with a hard mouth. I've never seen him so drunk and so upset, he once said that the wound from your stab hurt from time to time, and he once asked me with tears where his vegetarian had gone. However, I was so sad that I didn't know how to answer. ”

Zhang Xuanyi's words were gentle and moving, full of affection, and the words fell into tears, adding a bit of sincere sadness. Her words seemed to have some magical power, and she was about to drag Yin Suwen back to the old dream of peach blossoms for many years. Therefore, Yin Suwen could only listen. and forced himself to listen to it and forget it. About the man. She didn't want to think about it for a moment, good or bad.

"Yiyi, you go back. I have already said what I want to say and what I can say, and I have nothing to do with Zhang Shaoqing today. If God has mercy, this life will not be seen again. If the fate is not over. The day of goodbye is the time to become enemies. It's better not to see. ”

"There really is no regret or reluctance?"

"Regrets are gone, and there is no reluctance."

"Are you really in love with that Master Xinche? The heart in the Yunju Temple? ”

"What?"

Zhang Xuanyi suddenly mentioned Xinche without warning, and Yin Suwen's heart tightened. She was finally willing to look up at herself. There was resentment in her sad eyes, and she decided that it was all because of her heart. It was Shin Cheol who defeated her brother and snatched her brother's Yin Su Wen.

"Yiyi, you?! It's not like that! ”

Yin Suwen was angry and angry, she didn't know what Zhang Shaoqing said to Zhang Xianqing intentionally or unintentionally, and she didn't expect to get her heart involved. Xinche, this name is also a wound that she can't mention anymore.

She opened her mouth several times, wanting to tell all the process of her resentment and entanglement with Zhang Shaoqing in one go, so that Zhang Xianqing could judge the rights and wrongs of it, and let her know what kind of people Xin Che and Zhang Shaoqing were. Xinche is so good, how can she bear to let him be misunderstood. However, under Zhang Xuanyi's scorching gaze, Yin Suwen still chose to give up at the last moment, and kept silent without a word of explanation.

In her heart, Zhang Huiyi is the last piece of pure land, clean and bright, without hatred pollution and no love ties, how can she be willing to completely destroy her in a few words after she once protected her so carefully. Zhang Shaoqing is her savior hero, King Kong Arhat, Yin Suwen can't be so ruthless.

With a long sigh, Yin Suwen wanted to say a lot, but in the end there were only a few words left.

"I once loved Zhang Shaoqing with all my might, but I was let down, abandoned and betrayed, and in the end there was nothing left, only lies, resentment and hatred. Because that love is no longer pure, we separate. Later, I came back from the dead and became a whole new me. Regarding Xinche, I can admit unabashedly that I love him, but I only love him, and it has nothing to do with Fengyue's unwillingness to possess. This kind of love is completely different from the love of the past, maybe others can't understand it, and I don't want to mention it myself, but I can only say that it is a wonderful feeling, just like life's yearning for daylight, which cannot be said to be unspeakable. ”

Yin Suwen doesn't expect Zhang Yiyi to understand or be considerate of her feelings for Xinche, she just hopes that she can preserve the true nature of kindness and not blindly hate or misunderstand and complain. For Xin Che, Yin Suwen always couldn't find a more suitable language to describe it, or in front of him, any kind of language seemed too pale and stereotyped. He is heart-open, she loves him, but she can't love him.

Zhang Xianyi can't understand this kind of love, she has never seen someone like Xinche, but she seems to be able to understand life's yearning for daylight. Loving without complaint, wholeheartedly, and not giving up, she had a moment of hesitation.

"Yiyi, I don't want to discuss the past of grievances with you, and I don't want to hide my love for Xinche, these are already facts, and I can't forget them. I can only tell you that Zhang Shaoqing and I, we are already mired in the quagmire, and we are no longer qualified to talk about love and the future. But I want you to be clean and bright forever, and you are a good boy who should not be involved in such a life. ”

At the moment when Zhang Yiyi hesitated, Yin Suwen had already seen the thin-bladed dagger she had hidden in her sleeve. This stupid child, from the moment she made up her mind to find herself, I am afraid that she will not only cross the many checkpoints of the mansion, but also cross all the love and reluctance in her own heart. In the final analysis, Zhang Shaoqing is her daylight and all her yearning, and it is worth her desperate pursuit of a result.

Yin Suwen's fingers broke away from Zhang Yiyi's slightly cool palm, and slowly pressed against the tip of the knife on her cuff little by little, and her tone was sad.

"Or, my Yiyi, except for Zhang Shaoqing, you really don't want me as a sister."

It's a pity that she wanted to leave her the last ray of sunshine, but she wanted to throw everything into the darkness. (To be continued......)

PS: He is her savior hero, Vajra Arhat, and she always wants a result for him.