Chapter 90: Talking
Fan Zhengmin naturally didn't know what his son was doing now, but Fan Wan told him that he had a good business and could make some money.
In Fan Zhengmin's world, being able to earn some money means that you can save some money in a month, but it's not much, the father and son sat in the living room, and it was rare to talk quietly.
"You do things outside, I don't have any good opinions, after all, I'm a driver in my life and can't give you any help, you do it yourself, don't break the law, don't hurt people!" Fan Zhengmin really can't give Fan Wan's advice, because he doesn't know Fan Wan's current situation, although his son is okay with what he says, but as a father, how can he put his mind at ease.
In fact, in the bottom of his heart, Fan Zhengmin felt guilty about Fan Wan, if it wasn't for Fan Wan's mother who left early, he might not be like this, and this family would not be like this.
When Fan Wan was a child, no one cared about his grandparents, and he learned badly, and later when he returned home, his temper was not good, and when he saw his poor grades, the parents' association was always criticized.
Sometimes when he sees other people's children with good grades and sensible and well-behaved, he hates Fan Wan for being ignorant and not angry, but Fan Wan, the more he beats him, the more rebellious he becomes, and finally runs away from home, and this departure also makes him completely dead as a father.
He once thought about never caring about Fan Wan anymore and letting him fend for himself, but in the end it was his own son, how could he care, sometimes Fan Zhengmin hated himself, and he couldn't earn money to give Fan Wan a good life.
It can be said that the reason why Fan Wan was like this when he was studying was actually that he, as a father, had a lot of responsibility.
This family has long been lost after the death of Fan Wan's mother, Fan Zhengmin also understands that he does not have the appearance of being a father in Fan Wan's heart, and he has not fulfilled his responsibilities as a father, when Fan Wan left, he thought that he would come back if he had no money as before, but Fan Wan really left this time and went to Hangzhou.
Fan Zhengmin thought it was nothing at first, but after a long time, he was the only one who returned to the house every day, although Fan Wan often didn't go home in the past, but there were people sleeping on that bed anyway, but then he left, and he really left.
The note that Fan Wan wrote when he left home was thrown away by him, and then he ran to the trash can to find it, but after a long time, it had already been pulled away, and there was still any note.
Halfway through, Fan Wan came back once, because of the age of changing the ID card, Fan Zhengmin knew that his son didn't want to come back, if it wasn't for the fact that he was his father and needed to prove it, otherwise he wouldn't have found himself, that time Fan Zhengmin wanted to refuse, he was afraid that Fan Wan would change his age to do bad things, afraid that he would go astray, and even go to prison.
But he found that he couldn't change Fan Wan at all, he had been trying to change for so many years, although it was in the form of beating and scolding, but that time he found that he really couldn't do anything, he wanted Fan Wan to come back, he would rather spend money to transfer him to another school and let him go back to school, but in fact it didn't work anymore, Fan Wan was not the same as before, his thinking and ideas were not at all something that his irresponsible father could change.
That's why I agreed to give my son a certificate to change his age.
Seeing Fan Wan sitting on the sofa, Fan Zhengmin finished his last cigarette, he didn't know how to get along with Fan Wan now, how was Fan Wan doing in Hangzhou? What to do?
He didn't know anything!
Fan Wan looked at his father and found that his brows had not been stretched, Fan Wan understood in his heart, but the estrangement between father and son was already very deep, in fact, Fan Wan did not blame his father, he had been like this since he was a child, but his age made him rebellious.
However, it wasn't until I went to Hangzhou and really started to do things, and after I became reasonable, I gradually had my own thoughts, and I was no longer the Fan I used to be.
It was late, and the father and son didn't talk much, and finally went back to their rooms to sleep.
"If you want to drink water, there is boiling water in the water bottle outside!" Outside the closed door, Fan Zhengmin said to Fan Wan inside.
"yes, I see!"
Fan Wan agreed, and Fan Zhengmin stood at the door and sighed.
Fan Wan in the room was lying quietly on the bed, tossing and turning and couldn't sleep, even if it would be dawn in a few hours, but it was really difficult for him to calm down, the bed under him that he had slept in for more than ten years reminded him of countless memories, from childhood to adulthood, too much.
The first time he skipped class, the first time he fought, the first time he learned to smoke, the first time he ran away from home, Fan Wan was almost synonymous with a bad boy before he was 16 years old, he didn't have any friends, because good children wouldn't play with him, and later I met some of them were poor students who skipped class and fought all day long.
The only ones who are still in touch are a few former classmates.
But as Fan Wan went to Hangzhou, the relationship gradually faded, one circle after another, society is like this, whether it is at school or where, it is a truth.
In the morning, Fan Wan slept very late, this was the first time he got up so late in several months, no wonder, he went to bed so late, and he had something in his heart, and the biological clock that he insisted on did not work, but in Fan Wan's opinion, it may be because of the Chinese New Year, which made him let go of a lot of burdens.
When he was in Hangzhou, there were too many things every day so that he had to think about work all the time, and now that he is on vacation, although he also remembers it in his heart, he is not as strict as before.
turned on the phone, there were several missed calls, all of them were from Chen Xiaojun, Fan Wan looked at it and didn't reply, and then he opened Han Mei's text message, because Fan Wan didn't have a computer at home, so he asked Han Mei to help look at the situation of the store when she was free, and tell him in time if there was anything.
Although it's the New Year, I still can't let go of the things in the store, after all, that's the foundation of Fan Wan.
In the living room, Fan Zhengmin had already gotten up and was sitting on the sofa watching TV.
"You're not going to a sports car today?" Fan Wan came to the living room and said.
"I work the night shift today, so I don't have to go during the day!" Fan Zhengmin looked at Fan Wan and said, "You go wash your face and brush your teeth first, and go to your uncle's house with me for dinner at noon, their house for the New Year." ”
Fan Wan was stunned when he heard this, and then he hummed, and went to the balcony, the uncle is his mother's own brother, but because his mother died early, there is not much contact between the two families, and today's so-called New Year's Fan Wan doesn't know why the other party called someone from his own family, but since his father agreed, there was no way.
This so-called invitation from other people's families to go to the New Year is very common in Tongchuan County, that is, except for the day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, take a day after the New Year, cook a few tables of dishes outside or at home, invite some relatives and friends to come over, and contact feelings in the name of the New Year.
At this time, the relationship between each other can be seen more clearly, so Fan Wan was a little surprised when she heard her father say that her uncle's family invited her to celebrate the New Year.
You must know that the other party has not invited his family in the past few years, although he is an uncle, in fact, he has long been out of contact.
After washing his face, because it was very late, Fan Wan didn't go downstairs to have breakfast, but sat on the sofa and watched TV with his father, the father and son didn't talk much, but after last night, the relationship between the two eased a lot.
In fact, this is also normal, the contradiction between the two was caused by Fan Wan's disobedience, lack of seriousness in studying and Fan Zhengmin's scolding all day long, now Fan Wan is not studying, and she goes to work outside to earn money, this contradiction is naturally gone.
Looking at his son sitting aside, Fan Zhengmin suddenly felt that Fan Wan seemed to have grown up, how did he look at him before, but now he has matured a lot in terms of temperament, it seems that society is a melting pot This sentence is not wrong at all, although I haven't understood what kind of changes have happened to Fan Wan, but this is his son after all, and the intuition of blood and family affection can't be wrong.
When it was almost 11 o'clock, the father and son went out and took the bus to the vicinity of the uncle's house.
In Fan Wan's memory, the uncle is a very fat man, because he is an official and a half-time in a state-owned enterprise, so the family conditions are very good, and the whole Tongchuan County is good, but this has nothing to do with Fan Wan's family, after all, her mother has died, even if she has a nephew like Fan Wan, but now this social relative is only too few and not too much, not to mention that the situation in Fan Wan's family is not very good.
Although I don't know why my uncle let them go to the New Year, but since my father came, I can only follow, in fact, Fan Zhengmin has no status in his mother's house, one is that the family conditions are poor, and the second is that his work is not on the table, after all, it is impossible for the uncle to say that he has a brother-in-law who drives a taxi outside, Fan Wan sees these very clearly, in this era, the family affection is getting weaker and weaker, and everyone puts their interests first.
When Fan Wan got off the bus, he found that the place he came from was not downstairs from his uncle's house before, but a beautiful community, with good greenery and security guards at the door.
"Your uncle moved here the year before last!" Fan Zhengmin saw the confusion on Fan Wan's face, so he explained.
In fact, this also just shows the relationship between the two families, because my grandfather's family has a daughter from my mother, which means that Fan Wan is the only nephew, but my uncle has never known about moving this nephew, which is obviously a bit contrary to common sense, but Fan Wan didn't think too much about it, and went directly into the community with her father.
Uncle's "new home" is on the first floor, and there is a small garden outside, Fan Wan heard someone talking from a distance on the road, and there was also the sound of children playing.