Chapter 261: Lonely Grass (4)
Everyone has unspeakable secrets, some people choose to forget and let go, some people choose to live secretly, and some people choose to stay with the secret and then die together.
She said a word of pity, but she didn't continue. Yin Suwen originally hoped to hear a little bit of the story of the intersection between the Western Regions and the Central Plains, or a few fragments of the existence of Tong Ge Liling Lan, but the fact was that she couldn't ask again if she didn't say it.
The posture of the Queen Mother sitting on the ground with her back against the prison door has not changed, Yin Suwen can't see her expression at the moment, only a little cheerfulness in her voice instantly dissipates and only boundless loneliness and regret, Yin Suwen feels that everything seems to be different from what she thought before.
She thought that the princess of Loulan should have died in the harem, and she was jealous and jealous of the common competition, because an emperor was incompatible with the queen at that time because of a little favor, so she finally died of a glass of poisoned wine. But the culprit is in front of him, but there is no trace of jealousy between the eyebrows and words, but all regrets. If you really regret it, why did you hold the butcher's knife in the first place.
"Have you ever done anything terrible against your heart?"
Yin Su asked such a question, and the Queen Mother chuckled, as if laughing at her naivety.
"I, ah, have done too many dirty things that are not visible, and I have gone against my own heart and morality, and they have piled up in one place and slowly rotted, rotting in my clothes, my texture, and even my bone marrow. But these filths are not useless, and over time, they have taught me to practice today's copper skin and iron bones are invincible, of course, you usually call this ruthless. ”
Yin Su's verbal questions were really cute in the eyes of the Queen Mother, but she was willing to say something to her that others couldn't hear. It's just that these words are true or false, and it all depends on her mood.
"Have you ever regretted it?"
"I have no regrets."
The Queen Mother's little remorse made Yin Suwen soften for a while, and she asked this question thoughtlessly at this moment. It's a pity that this answer didn't give Yin Su another reason to continue to be soft-hearted.
The two were already very close, and the Queen Mother had been sitting with her back against the prison door, this distance and posture were simply a godsend opportunity to assassinate and take revenge. Yin Suwen couldn't see any movement of the other party, and the other party couldn't guess any thoughts, and a golden hairpin that was originally swaying between her hair fell into her palm.
The palm of the hand holds the hairpin and hides it in the sleeve of the shirt, and if it is clenched too tightly, the soft palm is painful by the delicate carved pattern on the hairpin.
Yin Suwen only had a shrill shouting voice left in his head. One will look like Yin Yuan, and one will look like Li Xiuming. All of them were urging him to seize the opportunity and hurry up. As long as it takes, the golden hairpin crosses the white neck in front of him, and everything can be over. However, she clearly heard the voice of Xinche in the midst of the chaos. The voice whispered to her not to act rashly. The voice of Zhong Qi in his head matched the similar sandalwood fragrance on the person in front of him. Yin Suwen's wrist trembled and trembled.
What to do. What to do?
The tremor in her right hand became more and more obvious, and a thin sweat even erupted on her forehead, so she had to use her other hand to control it and try to keep her body steady. The emperor was stupid and the Empress Dowager died. The world will definitely not be the Xiao family anymore, it is just the right opportunity to take revenge and can't bear to give up. As for the possible consequences under this blow, she didn't care about it, Yin Suwen was at the same time as two families and one homeland, so naturally she was never afraid of death.
The Queen Mother didn't need her to respond in time, and all her thoughts were focused on a hairpin between her fingers. The tip of the hairpin is not sharp, and you can easily kill with one move with ten percent of your strength, so why can't you just do it a little bit?
"I have no regrets, except for one thing."
The Queen Mother suddenly spoke, slowly raised her right hand in front of her, and looked at a jade ring on the knuckle of her ring finger by a little dim light.
It's just an emerald but ordinary ring, without any carved patterns and no other gemstones, not even a good ring. The slender hand is a little green, barely good-looking, but the queen mother looks like she is appreciating a rare treasure for a long time.
"Lantian is warm and jade is smoking."
With such a sentence, the golden hairpin in Yin Suwen's palm flickered, and almost slipped into the cuffs. She had heard and seen this sentence, at the beginning in Yin Yuan's secret room, it was just a faint ink, and the dark handwriting contained all his memories and prayers, which made Yin Suwen feel sad. As at this moment, she was so shocked that the same words would come from the mouth of the Queen Mother.
Lantian is warm, the Queen Mother only said this, and then she didn't give any more explanations. Yin Suwen tried his best to restrain his desire to cry and be angry, but he still couldn't hold back his question.
"Just one thing?"
The last tentative question still sounded faintly trembling.
"Except, let her go too early. Coming and going alone, I was always too ruthless, and I regretted it at this time. ”
I don't know love and hate when I am young, and I am the most heartwarming in my life. I didn't think it was wrong at the time, but now I regret it. Tough as Huangfu Qianqian, invincible and invincible in the name of the queen mother who left the country, never afraid of threats or threats, even if she cries, she will not let anyone see it.
Yin Su asked the sleeve was slightly cold, and Jin Hai slid back into the sleeve. There was no sharp attack as expected, no blood and no revenge.
The shoulders of the person in front of him trembled slightly, thinking that he should be crying, Yin Suwen only felt that he was so tired that he couldn't say a word. The two of them sat on the floor in the same position through a cell door, in a back-to-back position, and for a moment they could only hear the wind and rain outside the window.
Complaining about the golden hairpin, Yin Suwen suddenly calmed down, it's not that he didn't report it, the time has not come. For many people, death is liberation and salvation, far from the ultimate judgment and punishment. Today's queen mother, no matter how much true or false affection and helpless remorse she had for Princess Tongge back then, she can't erase the cruel murder she once committed. Killing people is the best policy, and you must not be in a hurry.
The sound of the rain gradually stopped, and only a little continuous whimpering wind remained, and the lights struggled and shook a few times, as if they could not hold on. The Queen Mother got up to say goodbye, and the thick cloak went down to cover half of her cheeks, so that people couldn't tell if they had cried for a while.
"There will be routine interrogations about the Queen's case, and you tell the truth. As for when she will be released from prison, it depends on when the queen will come to her senses. ”
She asked, and Yin Suwen nodded obediently.
The Queen Mother's footsteps took a few steps and stopped for a while, as if she had something to say, and after feeling Yin Suwen's gaze, she sighed secretly and left quickly without looking back.
She felt that she should be in control as before, it was best not to pay attention to anything that Yin Suwen asked, and it was best to forget that she had seen Yin Suwen holding a golden hairpin on the dusk wall shadow just now. (To be continued.) )
PS: The teenager doesn't know love and hate, and he is the most heartwarming in his life.