Section 265 is reluctant
In March, the capital is still cold, cold and windy, not as bright as the spring in the south of the Yangtze River.
Gu Jinzhi is very stubborn about his grandfather's thoughts and refuses to stop. She knew in her heart that her grandfather would never see her again.
The more I thought about it, the deeper I fell into it, and I couldn't extricate myself.
In the whole family, she was about the only one who was sad for so long.
When her grandfather left her in her previous life, she already had a son Rong Nan, and she had a sustenance in her heart. But now, in this world, including her mother Song Paner, she can't replace her grandfather and become her pillar.
She doesn't read, she doesn't write, she embroiders all day.
It's not well embroidered.
Mother Zhu said to Song Paner: "The girl is holding a needle and thread and pretending to be, but she is afraid that we will worry." ā
These words are enough to describe Gu Jinzhi's state.
She just pretended to be with a needle and thread.
Song Paner was very anxious.
She persuaded Gu Jinzhi several times, and Gu Jin agreed absentmindedly. Song Paner remembered that she didn't study medicine with her grandfather a few years ago, and she was often alone in a daze.
That look, nothing to do with her.
Now it's like this again, which makes Song Paner very scared.
She was afraid that Gu Jinzhi would be suffocated.
Her worries have not eased, and she heard that Zhu Zhongjun will return to Luzhou on the fifteenth of this month.
"You're leaving?" Song Paner was stunned and asked Zhu Zhongjun.
Zhu Zhongjun said yes.
"Oh, what about Sister Jin?" Song Paner was in a hurry, so she blurted out.
Zhu Zhongjun is always here, and he can still play with Gu Jinzhi. Now that he is leaving, Gu Jinzhi doesn't even have anyone to play with, isn't it even worse?
"The queen mother said, I will come back next year to marry Xiaoqi. I'll be back. Zhu Zhongjun said to Song Paner very firmly.
Song Pan'er was amused by his serious appearance and said, "Yes, the prince will come back." ā
In the blink of an eye. It's March 14th.
Time flies.
Zhu Zhongjun saw that he was leaving, and Gu Jinzhi was still immersed in her love, and he was very annoyed.
On the fourteenth day, he spent the whole day in Gu Jinzhi's courtyard.
Gu Jinzhi didn't talk to him, and buried himself in needlework.
I didn't go to the room for dinner.
The maids served the meal, and Zhu Zhongjun accompanied her to eat.
Waiting for the maids to remove the dishes, Gu Jinzhi went back to the back room to do work.
Zhu Zhongjun followed.
Zhu mother and Nishang knew that Zhu Zhongjun was leaving tomorrow, and the two villains were afraid that they would have some intimate things to say, so they didn't go in to disturb them.
There are only Gu Jinzhi and Zhu Zhongjun in the back room.
Zhu Zhongjun sat on the kang opposite Gu Jinzhi. snatched the needle and thread from her hand.
Gu Jinzhi looked up at her at this time.
"I'm leaving tomorrow, so why don't you say goodbye to me?" Zhu Zhongjun's tone was not good.
Gu Jinzhi was stunned for a moment and asked, "Is it fourteen today?" Feeling a little uneasy, she stood up and said, "I thought it was too early." Nothing was prepared for you......"
Zhu Zhongjun's heart softened.
He pulled Gu Jinzhi over, let her sit beside him, and said softly, "It's okay, it's okay." You don't have to prepare anything, your mother and relatives have asked someone to take care of it. ā
After a pause, he asked again, "Are you reluctant?" ā
Gu Jinzhi glanced at him.
Zhu Zhongjun looked at her with burning eyes.
"Yes." Gu Jin's way. "It's been two years, and I've been mixing together every day, like when I was in junior high school, of course I can't bear it."
Zhu Zhongjun smiled.
His eyebrows fluttered. Beautiful.
"Good." Zhu Zhongjun said, "You still have a heart. ā
Gu Jinzhi also smiled.
She asked Zhu Zhongjun: "Are you willing to give up on me?" ā
Zhu Zhongjun groaned and said, "I don't know...... There's nothing reluctant to give, and I don't have any feelings as a person. The six relatives don't recognize it. ā
Gu Jinzhi smiled helplessly, so he gently slapped him.
Zhu Zhongjun took advantage of the situation to catch her hand. Pulled her up and sat on his lap.
He wrapped his arms around her waist, and as soon as he looked up, her lips were in his own breath.
Zhu Zhongjun's heartbeat was a little fast.
He tried not to show anything unusual, and said to Gu Jin in an ambiguous voice: "You like me, right?" ā
Gu Jinzhi smiled again.
"Say you like me." Zhu Zhongjun said.
Gu Jinzhi said very obediently: "I like you." ā
Only then did Zhu Zhongjun raise his face slightly and kiss her.
Lips and teeth are intertwined, her breath is sweet and seductive, Zhu Zhongjun sucks her, his tongue has already poked out, in her mouth, entangled her.
Gu Jinzhi also responded.
The two of them are a little confused.
Zhu Zhongjun turned over and pressed Gu Jinzhi down on the kang.
"I mentioned y......Ƭ last time" Zhu Zhongjun gasped a little, his hand went up along Gu Jinzhi's placket, and remembered the mention yƬ that was rejected by Gu Jinzhi last time, "It's not like we haven't slept before." Is it good, Gu Jinzhi? ā
Gu Jinzhi pressed his restless hand.
She pushed Zhu Zhongjun.
Zhu Zhongjun didn't move, still pressing her tightly.
Gu Jinzhi tilted his head to the side and said, "It's not good." If you say this again, I will be angry. ā
"You're stubborn." Zhu Zhongjun said hatefully.
"It's not that I'm stubborn." Gu Jinzhi turned his face, looked at him, looked into his eyes and said, "I'm still in the heat of filial piety." You have told me to do things, and heaven will not tolerate it. You know my grandfather is very important to me......"
Zhu Zhongjun gave a gentle kiss and landed on her forehead.
"I'm sorry." He said.
Gu Jinzhi's face softened slightly.
"Gu Jinzhi, wait for me." Zhu Zhongjun said.
"Okay, I'll wait for you." Gu Jin said, "Remember to come back and marry me, because I like you." ā
Zhu Zhongjun chuckled, satisfied, pecked her lightly on the lips, and let her go.
At night, Gu Jinzhi was lying on the bed, thinking about Zhu Zhongjun.
She didn't think she would give up on him.
But when he saw him off the next day, he saw his carriage stop at the door, thinking about the company he had been with all day for two years, Gu Jinzhi's tears were palpable.
Her heart was sour.
It may be that her grandfather died, and she has too much sourness in her heart. Zhu Zhongjun's departure was just the last straw that broke the camel's back.
In short, she cried fiercely that day.
Zhu Zhongjun and Song Paner were coaxing her.
In the end, Zhu Zhongjun's eyes were also wet. He's not pretending, he's just uncomfortable. He gripped her hand tightly. Whispered: "I will leave you for the last time, and I will not leave again." Don't cry, don't cry, when I come back, I'll marry you when I come back. ā
Song Paner was surprised that this fool could say such a thing.
She was immediately impressed by Zhu Zhongjun.
Gu Jinzhi still cried non-stop.
She cried so hard that no one else dared to urge her.
So Zhu Zhongjun left the city two quarters of an hour late.
It may be that Gu Jinzhi cried too much, and this matter quickly reached the ears of the Queen Mother.
The Queen Mother also felt uncomfortable, so she invited Gu Jinzhi to the palace to speak.
She persuaded Gu Jinzhi: "This is the ancestral system, and Zhongjun wants to return to the fief." Good boy, the mourning family knows that you are reluctant. Come to the palace more in the future, let's talk......"
Gu Jinzhi nodded, his eyes wet again.
The Queen Mother comforted her for a long time before letting her out of the palace.
His grandfather died, and Zhu Zhongjun returned to Luzhou. It took Gu Jinzhi two days of hard work to calm down his ups and downs.
After crying once, the depression in her heart eased a lot.
On March 19, Jiang Xin sent her a post and asked her to go to the Yuanxing Temple outside the city to offer incense, and Gu Jinzhi agreed.
Although she didn't ask for anything.
Song Paner accompanied them.
It just so happened that Mrs. Jiang was fine, so she went with her.
Gu Jinzhi and Jiang Xin have not yet arrived. is still a hairy girl, and after the two accompanied their mother to worship the Bodhisattva, they took their respective maids and walked around the temple.
Song Paner didn't stop it.
Today they come to offer incense. Mrs. Jiang had greeted the host in advance, and there were not many idlers in the temple at the moment.
Song Paner was very relieved.
She hoped that Gu Jinzhi could do her best to dispel the haze of the old man's death.
"What did you ask for?" The two were wandering around in Yuanxing Temple, and Jiang Xin asked Gu Jinzhi what he had just asked for.
Gu Jinzhi smiled. Don't sue her.
"The proposal went well?" Jiang Xin said.
Gu Jinzhi was afraid that she would ask endlessly, and she would never answer. was also disappointed, so he nodded and said yes.
Jiang Xin smiled: "Sure enough." I heard that the king of Luyang was gone, you fainted from crying, and the queen mother called you and comforted you? ā
Gu Jinzhi's eyes widened: "Who said that?" ā
"Everybody's talking." Jiang Xin blinked, "Is it true?" ā
"I cried, I didn't faint." Gu Jin said, "It's really hateful, how did it get out?" ā
Jiang Xin laughed: "If you don't want people to know, unless you don't ...... it"
The two laughed while talking, and Jiang Xin smiled heartily.
Not far away, there are several ladies and ladies, who are surrounded by family members, and they are also the daughters of the family in the capital, who come to offer incense.
Jiang Xin was even more indifferent to the people coming and going in Beijing than Gu Jinzhi.
She didn't know anyone coming.
Gu Jinzhi recognized it as the eldest lady of the Tan family.
Mrs. Tan also saw her.
The two saluted each other.
Jiang Xin heard that it was someone from the Tan family, so he casually blessed, and shouted Mrs. Tan, with a very cold attitude.
In this capital, coldness will not offend people, but people will not dare to despise you. So Mrs. Tan was not displeased, but just thought in her heart, whose girl is this?
is so arrogant, it should be a noble status.
Mrs. Tan couldn't remember Jiang Xin's identity, but she felt that she was familiar......
The rest of the Tan family didn't dare to look at Gu Jinzhi, for fear of revealing something strange again.
Mrs. Tan said hello, but she didn't say anything anymore, and passed by Gu Jinzhi and Jiang Xin.
The host greeted him, and Mrs. Tan asked him by the way: "In the temple today, are there any other people who come to offer incense?" ā
"Mrs. Jiang of Yuanping Hou and Mrs. Gu of the Gu family are here......" presiding over the ceremony.
Mrs. Tan knew that Jiang Xin was a member of the Jiang family.
Jiang Xin looks like her mother, Mrs. Jiang. Mrs. Tan and Mrs. Jiang are more familiar, no wonder they feel that Jiang Xin is familiar......
After figuring out Jiang Xin's identity, Mrs. Tan felt that she was strange and uneducated.
She didn't think much of it.
Today is to repay the wish for the ancestors, and Mrs. Tan went to offer incense.
She didn't plan to meet Madame Jiang for a while.
"Didn't the uncle promise the ancestor yesterday, and he will help the ancestor repay his wish today?" After Mrs. Tan finished worshipping the Bodhisattva, she asked the people around her, "Is he still coming?" If you don't come, we'll go back. ā
The second grandmother beside her smiled and said, "The housekeeper who came with me is outside, why don't you ask someone to take a look?" ā
Mrs. Tan nodded with a smile.
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Here's yesterday's update...... I'm sorry I'm late again. My routine is chaotic again, and as a deep house, it is more difficult to adjust the state than everyone thinks...... Unfortunately, I have something to do tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, and I can't stabilize it. Annoyed to death, annoyed to go out.