Chapter 33: We Will Become Memories
The end of military training represents the beginning of a new semester, and the previous hardships are directly forgotten. And the end of summer also chose to forget the mysterious table and the special events encountered in the military training, because he knew that there would be no chance to meet again.
The beginning of a new semester is always very busy, not only for new students, but also for old students. The start of school is like a competition for technology products, and the competition for sales has already begun when it is reported. Whether or not your college entrance examination results get you into the ideal university, the trajectory arranges for you to meet a group of people, and then embellish your youth.
Of course, as a diverse campus, no one at B University is thinking about their previous grades, and they are actively trying to quickly change their status and integrate into the completely different learning environment and life they had before.
At the end of the summer, looking at the busy roommates, they felt a little out of place, they participated in various clubs in addition to classes, especially Sun Jiaqi did not go to bed late at night.
Looking at the two who were still asleep, Zhang Aiping took the breakfast and thanked her in a whisper: "Thank you, it's good to get up so early on the weekend, I've been lazy for so long to come to school, and I'm going to be scolded by my dad when I go home." What are you going to do today? ā
Put on your own coat at the end of summer, it's already autumn, and it's still a little cold to go out. "I'll go to the library first, I'll go out in the afternoon, and I should be back before dinner." Oh, by the way, my godmother mailed me such a big bag of clothes last time, I divided it, some of them were dressed up and I forgot about them, and some of them didn't suit me, and they all sorted them out, and waited for them to get up and talk about it. It's all new season clothes from the factory, and they smell a little oil, so you have to wash them yourself. ā
Zhang Aiping glanced at the three bags behind the door, neatly and neatly, and looked carefully at the names of the three people, and said with some embarrassment: "The materials are very good, too expensive, we are embarrassed." ā
Late Summer turned her head: "Do you think I'm such a good person?" The clothes are given to you to be free models, and there is no money. Let the two of them get up and put the mask on me, especially Sun Jiaqi. ā
Zhang Aiping was a little nervous: "Do you use your clear SLR camera?" I seem to have been stumbling lately, what should I do? ā
Xia Mo smiled: "I have a bottle of medicinal vitamin E on my table, you can take it and smear it a little, don't pick it with your hands." I'm leaving, bye-bye. ā
Zhang Aiping more or less knew that the end of summer was for herself, Sun Jiaqi and Xu Wenni were both only children, and their family conditions were very good, and the end of summer was needless to say, eating was the best.
Everyone has their own self-esteem, and she is still very strong. She was able to read it now because of other people's funding, although she is grateful, but sometimes it is really uncomfortable, other people's words and eyes.
At the end of the summer, he respects her and maintains her, never does anything that makes her uncomfortable, helps from small details, and unconsciously finds out that he has helped so much.
Don't let your excessive self-esteem become your baggage, and don't let your self-esteem become a weapon to attack others, which is an act of unconfidence. Receive, remember, and return.
Zhang Aiping took out her small sewing kit and sat on the balcony, where the end of summer was very fresh at the end of summer, the small potted hanging basket, and the shelf was still transformed. Dressed beautifully and banging on the balcony, this sense of conflict is too strong. You can imagine someone disappearing early in the morning and returning to the club to go back to bed at night. What was it like to have a nice and sophisticated kennel everywhere before.
Xu Wenni commented that Xia Mo is a person who can create surprises, Sun Jiaqi thinks that Xia Mo is a magician, and Zhang Aiping thinks that Xia Mo should be omnipotent.
Omnipotence is writing plans in the library at the end of summer, and although she is not in G City, Guo Qing and Fang Huan always have to discuss big things with her every quarter; Jack loves end-of-summer vignettes and always inspires him, and he always sees them in new casual clothes. As for the matter on the other side of the Light Path, the matter is basically settled, and the interests are the best executioners. The money at the end of the summer is basically in place, and the last thing is not involved.
Qian Mingyi always thought that Xia Mo was a girl with a playful personality, but she didn't expect to see her in the library, and in that situation. A computer, a focused look, a pursed mouth, and fast-beating fingers are beautiful.
There were a lot of people around who were paying attention to her, but no one bothered because they were too concerned. The library is still the home of the seniors, and she will come because of the peculiarities of the history department.
She walked over and knocked on the table: "Late summer, can you sit down?" ā
Late Summer looked up: "Oh, it's you, sit down." How's your body doing? I was busy at the beginning of school and didn't go to see you. ā
Qian Mingyi: "It's much better, thank you." "She just glanced at the words 'Brand Strategy', which she is no stranger to, because there are people who like this kind of book very much. She remembered that the end of the summer was in the Chinese department, but the good tutor did not let her see more and was not ready to ask.
Xia Mo heard her tone a little low, and she was very puzzled: "I accidentally saw you secretly throw away the pills, why do you want to participate when you know your situation?" I'm curious. ā
Qian Mingyi smiled bitterly: "Sure enough, you saw it that time, do you like to listen to stories?" Such an opening makes the end of summer feel like a sad story.
Qian Mingyi looked at the fingers at the end of the summer: "My younger brother also has a pair of slender hands like you, and he always likes to lead me around since he was a child, and he never relaxes for a moment." She touched the location of her heart: "We are twins, and I was diagnosed by the doctor as incomplete as soon as I was born, although he is a younger brother, he always takes care of me." ā
There was a smile of memory on the corner of her mouth: "We played together and grew up together, I thought we should be like this for the rest of our lives, but unfortunately he died because of me." Since I was a child, he tolerated me, and he gave me everything I wanted, and finally I took his heart, and I survived, and he died. ā
She said with trembling lips, gritting her teeth without tears, and insisted on telling the story. "I met him when I was hospitalized in junior high school, and like me, he was a congenitally deficient person. We cherish each other, and naturally stay together, and this is a disaster. We've had a sweet and crazy life, and my brother has been hiding it for me. One day he suddenly disappeared, and later I learned that he had left in his sleep. ā
"His parents read his diary and hid it, and I tossed myself like crazy and tortured everyone. I sneaked out of the hospital that rainy night, and my brother died on the spot in a car accident trying to find me. My dad gave me a slap in the face, and my mom cried and sued me. I am the one who wishes to die, my passion and soul are long gone, and I should not have lived. ā
At the end of summer, he closed the computer, put away his things, and said sarcastically, "So you're starting to spoil your body? You are very happy, and I am jealous of you; You're ridiculous, and I won't pity you. The people who love you protect you too well, guide you to your willfulness. I don't feel worth it for your brother, and I don't feel worth it for that boy who doesn't even want to make you sad with death. ā
Qian Mingyi roared loudly: "What do you know, why do you say that about me." Do you understand how difficult it is for an unsound person to live? Do you know that I love my brother? Do you know how wonderful it is when we're together? Why do you say that? "It's been a long time, and she doesn't seem to cry in a long time. Looking at her gray-haired father and her mother, who was crawling all over her forehead with unconscious wrinkles, she didn't dare to cry.
There was no consolation at the end of the summer, sat down, picked up the brush and wrote. The others looked at a very sad girl crying suspiciously, and looked at the end of the summer when they were writing with disapproval, but they didn't dare to rush over.
At the end of the summer, she suddenly felt that she was shameless out of the realm because she suddenly thought of a touching song. Write with a brush, press it with a handkerchief, and turn away.
Qian Mingyi was tired from crying, her eyes were swollen and painful, her face was dry, and she looked up to find that the person who was sitting opposite before didn't know when to leave. Looking at the checkered handkerchief on the table and wiping the tears and snot, it was ruined.
I've heard that at the end of summer, I'm very good at composing music and lyrics, but I didn't expect it to be so touching.
Qian Mingyi silently recited: "If I become a memory and withdraw from this life, leaving you stunned and crying, my cold body can't hug you, thinking of me letting my beloved you travel alone, I will hate myself for being so ruthless." "I think of the cold photos of my brother, and I think of the scene of walking alone.
"I'm so afraid, the heartbeat stops in the dream when he is disobedient; What else can I cherish, if I can't even keep my own pulse. "Touching my heart, I felt it beating strongly.
This is the case when she laughs until she tears, and suddenly realizes that being alive is no longer her business alone, and she carries the dreams of the other two people forward. In the eyes of others, she cried and laughed like a madman, looking up and smiling apologetically, so relaxed and serene.
Leaving the library door, I had mixed feelings at the end of summer. It is not easy for everyone to survive in this world, each has its own pain, and it has always been a coward's act to escape; Endure suffering, let despair and weep enrich a broad life; To be alive is to live for itself, not to live for external things.
Walking on the path of the campus, watching the landed sycamores paved, low-key and gorgeous, quiet and gorgeous. Towering towers in the distance, red walls, glazed tiles with golden light, and golden yellow all over the ground, colorful. There is light, there is shadow, it is beautiful. Natural life is the best painter, presenting a Zen oil painting.
At the end of the summer, she was a lover, so she decided to buy her own nest today. She is more and more indulgent of her temperament, because only she can indulge herself for the rest of her life.
The bell rang, and the end of the summer took it out from under the bag and slowed down his pace: "Hey, godmother, I received the things yesterday, and I was going to call you after lunch." ā
Li Li: "It's good to receive it, I called the post office to ask, and said that it should be there, and I'll call you one if you have everything." It's all new this season.,I didn't give you mail when I looked a little thin before your clothes.,You still like the style, right? By the way, I've contacted a photographer in City B, you just need to go and take a few photos. ā
Xia Mo smiled and said, "I like it, it's good, just text me when the time and place come." ā
Li Li: "If you like it, I'll let the secretary arrange it, and we'll go this time, there are too many things." I just watched the sales in the past few months, it was a scary, I didn't expect to have such good results. However, many factories in this part of the South are now imitating our clothes. By the way, do we have this type of clothes in the northern market? ā
At the end of the summer, I didn't expect Li Li to dare to think so much: "This is what I will mention in my quarterly plan, I didn't expect you and me to think together." The market in the north is still in a blank stage, which is beneficial to us. And it can improve the status of our brand, after all, the level of vision consumption here is higher. The southern garment industry has always been very saturated, and we have occupied the market when others are waiting to see with a new victory, and now it is just being imitated, and it will compete with us in the later stage. Next year, we will focus on the north first, improve the brand and then re-radiate. ā
Li Li listened to it in a fog, but the main meaning was still understood. "I'll take the time to go to City B in a while, and when the time comes, you will take me around, and the student market is our main body."
Late Summer: "Really, okay, I haven't missed you in a while. ā
Li Li smiled: "You will coax me, and you won't call me if you want me." BY THE WAY, FANG HUAN'S FATHER CAME OVER, BECAUSE SHE SOLD THE TWO PROPERTIES LEFT TO HER BY HER MOTHER AND INVESTED IN THE CONSTRUCTION OF THE E-LIFE FACTORY. ā
Late Summer: "How's Fang Huan?" Is the mood okay? ā
Li Li sighed: "It's okay, Guo Qing is with you." But I really didn't expect one person to become so much, money and power are really terrifying. ā
Late summer: "Godmother, although money and power are easy to confuse people, there are also many people who hold it, such as godfather and Uncle Guang. In the end, the most terrifying thing is the human heart. ā
Li Li sighed: "Yes." Think about what a good woman Aijuan is, and she actually ended up in such a scene. It used to be so good to us, but it ended up like this. ā
At the end of the summer, he comforted: "Godmother, don't think so much, let's get the certificate with Uncle Guang as soon as possible, he told me about the marriage proposal." ā
Li Li was embarrassed to death: "Why does this person have such a big mouth, don't listen to him talk nonsense, there is nothing to do." ā
Xia Mo smiled and said in a very serious tone: "Godmother, if I know that you are scrupling about Brother Qing and them, in fact, Brother Qing knows." Dudu is very dependent on Uncle Guang, you see, I think it is better for you to have a complete childhood with Dudu together. ā
Li Li was silent: "I know all this, I'll think about it again." Dudu came to me, first. Take good care of yourself when you're out on the road, and call us if you don't have any money. ā
At the end of summer: "Uncle Guang has sent me back 15 times my investment, I am an out-and-out rich woman." ā
Li Li also knew about this, and couldn't help but feel uneasy and instructed: "If the money is not exposed, I won't say much else." ā
hung up the phone, smiled at the end of summer, it seems that there is a play. How do you feel more and more like older people love to pull the red line? Still, it's good to be happy.
PS: The hard drive is broken, and the 160,000 words written on the back are all gone, which makes me crazy. I can only go crazy with code words, but I forget a lot in the middle, and I can only run naked. (āoā)/(ćoć)/~~ć