Chapter 191: The Loneliness of the Long Night Mountain Stream [3]

PS: It's so bad, I can only put this section away...... Wait until I think clearly, and then connect the emotional line QWQ

Zhu Yan noticed Yongwu's gaze, and subconsciously pulled the placket of his clothes a little over, covering what he was wearing inside, and pretended to smile lightly, "This was sent by the twenty-fourth yesterday, does it mean that there is no eternity?" ”

"How, no, what?" Never shake your head.

Now it is only ten years before she leaves to go back, and then Zhu Yan will go to Beijing with Yuan Rin, and it is reasonable that they will not meet again.

Zhu Yan pursed her lips and was silent, she naturally understood this, just like Guan He said before, she was hired by the Yuan family since she was a child, and this time she went to Beijing with Yuan Rin, and she didn't have to wait until she got married, she would be recognized as a member of the Yuan family.

Therefore, he is never willing to show what he means, and it is best for him and for himself.

“…… Forever has gone bad, leave it to me to guess. Zhu Yan rubbed his ankles and whispered with a wry smile, "If you never think it's the best, Zhu Yan naturally has nothing to say." ”

"Ah Yan is really willing to return to Shangjing?" Yongwu frowned at her slightly astringent expression, if she really wanted, why was she so sad?

Zhu Yan choked, her face turned a little pale, she really didn't want to go there, she always comforted herself, maybe it would be good to marry someone like this and settle down, but she knew in her heart that if what Never said during the day was true, she would only be greeted by a more chaotic life.

If the Yuan family really planned to work with the old ministers to restore the previous dynasty, she, as the daughter of Zhu Heng, a model of the previous dynasty who upheld the Qing Festival, would naturally not be idle. What's more, she also has an uncle and an uncle. They are all doing business in Beijing, will they also secretly support this operation?

Without waiting for Zhu Yan to answer, Yong Wu could see clearly from her expression, turned his back and sighed softly, "You don't want to." ”

"It's no different." Zhu Yan closed his eyes, frowned slightly, and the pain in his ankle came in bursts. Let her keep her most conscious at all times.

Neverg. hesitated for a moment, smiling nonchalantly, "If I can take you away." Don't you want to give it a try? ”

Zhu Yan's heart jumped slightly, the nails hidden in his sleeves gently pinched his palms, and he asked as plainly as possible, "Never have the meaning." Are you going to take me to elope? ”

She didn't know. If he answered "yes," what would she say? And what can you say?

However, Neverdo just smiled faintly and was noncommittal. He has a little friendship with Yuan Rin, so naturally he would not do such a thing, and asking Zhu Yan like this is just a glimmer of hope and luck.

"Never ......" Zhu Yan lowered her head, she really wanted to ask him what he meant. If she really likes herself, shouldn't she persuade him to say "There is no grass at the end of the world"? But how could she be embarrassed to ask such a thing?

"Yan. You're special. She was different from other girls, even from when she was younger, and perhaps it was because of this difference that he wanted to see her again and again, and listen to her earth-shattering words.

"Huh, ...... special?" Zhu Yan twisted his eyebrows slightly, and turned his head slightly to look at him, as if he had made a great determination, "There are always other special girls in this world, and there will never be a ...... There is never a chance that you can meet one. ”

Never understood that she had politely refused, with a slight sense of disappointment, and looked up at the night sky, "...... I understand, it's a pity that we can't see each other again when you return to Beijing this time. ”

The Yuan family is a big family, if he comes to visit, he naturally needs to borrow the name of the Xiang family, but the Xiang family was wiped out by Zhulian has not passed a few decades, except for a few people, few people know the existence of Beiliu Village, he naturally can't claim to be a person of the Xiang family, naturally, with his outstretched hand, it is not difficult to sneak into the mansion secretly, but the place where the Yuan family lives is mixed with many people, compared to Jiangnan, this will undoubtedly harm Zhu Yan.

Zhu Yan also felt regretful, after all, there was still some coolness beside the mountain stream on a summer night, so he unconsciously moved some into his arms.

"If you are tired, rest for a while, the night is dark, you can't find the way left and right, and I will send you back when the morning is bright." Never hugged her tighter, "Your feet are better?" The mountain stream is cold, and I am cold when I soak it in it. ”

"I know." Zhu Yan breathed a sigh of relief, rubbed his ankles, retracted his legs with great effort, rubbed into his arms, and glanced mischievously, "Lend me again, don't sue Xuanqing." ”

"Naturally not." Yong Wu gently stroked the hair on her sideburns, he naturally wouldn't mention such a thought-provoking thing to Yuan Rin, but this girl was unconscious, and she ran to the medicine field in the middle of the night without permission, and injured her ankle again, so it was hard to guarantee that Bian Feng would not write to inform Yuan Rin.

Zhu Yan closed her eyes, never giving her a sense of reassurance, but ...... She still can't sleep, some things pretend not to care about on the surface, but in her heart she is overturned, which is really difficult.

Secretly opened her eyes, and saw that Yong Wuwei was looking up at the dark night, and from her angle, she could only see half of his face, which looked a little lonely.

Zhu Yan felt very guilty, she never treated her very well, but she couldn't give him anything, she thought about it, she didn't pay attention to her hand and made a slight mistake, she slipped down from her chest, and she was about to hit the gravel next to the mountain stream, Zhu Yan just closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, she didn't want Yong Wu to realize that she was not asleep and was still looking at him.

Before her hand touched the ground, Neverrise had already grabbed her, holding it firmly in her hand.

"Can't sleep?" Another slightly cool hand stroked her forehead and covered her restless eyes, "Aren't you tired after tossing all night?" ”

“…… Can I talk to you? Zhu Yan was a little depressed, but since he was discovered, it was better to just talk for a while, "Just say it...... What happened to me before, okay? ”

"Something before? When you were a child in Beijing, or when you lived in Jiangnan with Mrs. Zhu? Yong Wu felt a little unable to see through her, he heard Xu Suzhen say that Zhu Yan had forgotten the past, what could she say?

Zhu Yan took a deep breath and slowly organized his words, "Never, if I say, I am not the one you once knew...... I've been through a lot of things that you wouldn't believe. ”

Never raised his eyebrows slightly, "...... Qi Niang told me that she once met an old man, and she also insisted that she came from a strange place, what Ah Yan wanted to say, the same as it? ”

"Yes." Zhu Yan gritted her teeth, she didn't want to hide it anymore, she wanted to find someone to talk to, and after tonight, she and Yong Wu might not have a few more chances to meet, it was much easier to confide in someone who would not see again than to talk to the person closest to her, because she didn't have to worry about whether she would feel embarrassed when they met next time. (To be continued......)