Chapter 853 [It's All Done] (I)
Chu Yanran's beautiful eyes widened: "Are you an alien?" ”
Zhang Daguan shook his head: "Every part of my body is a fake earthling, how can it be an alien?" ”
Chu Yanran said: "Then you ......"
"I am an ancient!" Zhang Daguan said this sentence with a solemn expression, he realized that he had to tell the truth to Chu Yanran, and he had reached the point where he had to say it.
Chu Yanran looked at him in a daze, and after a while, she bit her lip and said, "Okay, you are really boring to make up such a reason to lie to me." ”
Zhang Yang said: "I didn't lie to you, as long as you think about it carefully, you will find that there are too many strange things in me, there are too many strange things in my body, and I lack the minimum Taoist morality of the modern society, because I don't belong to this society and this era at all." ”
Chu Yanran said in a low voice: "However, you obviously have a mother, friends, and everything about you is clearly recorded on the file. ”
Zhang Yang said: "Four years ago, I can't figure out why I suddenly came to this strange era, originally I was a doctor of the Great Sui Dynasty, Emperor Yang Guang of the Sui Dynasty set a trap, let people shoot me to death outside the noon gate with random arrows, I thought I would die, but when I opened my eyes, I found that I had come to the nineties of the twentieth century, only to find that I had come to Chunyang. ”
Hearing this, Chu Yanran sneered: "Zhang Yang, Zhang Yang, you are simply boring, if you don't want to marry me, forget it, why make up such a ridiculous reason." If you have any ideas, just say them, and I will never pester you in the future! ”
Zhang Daguan really wanted to cry without tears, he found that often when he told the truth, no one believed him, and Chu Yanran was the same.
Since he said it, Zhang Daguan is not afraid to say all the words: "You really don't think I have a problem? I am half-hearted and merciful in my feelings, that's because I don't have the concept of monogamy in my mind at all, in our Great Sui Dynasty, who is not a person with a little status is not a third wife and four concubines? I don't have three or five confidants, and I'm embarrassed to say hello to others when I go out. You say that I am not ashamed but proud, you say that I am corrupt, but I never think that I have done wrong, and what is even more ridiculous is that I am very dedicated to every relationship, isn't it incredible? ”
Chu Yanran was silent.
Zhang Yang said loudly: "Although I try to integrate into this world, but I have never been able to do well, my emotional world is a mess, in this world, I am a freak at all, I want to take care of you, but I am afraid that I will not do well, this is the reason why I have liked you for a long time but I dare not propose to you in a dignified manner, I like you to Jiatong and many people, and every relationship I invest in is also very serious, I want to take responsibility, but I don't know how to take responsibility." I hate that a thunderbolt will split me back, go back to the past, even if I let Emperor Yang of Sui shoot me to death, it is better than staying in this world and being ashamed of you and others. ”
Chu Yanran looked at Zhang Yang blankly.
Zhang Daguan was emotional, his blood surged up, and his face became red.
Chu Yanran said: "Are you telling me, you are an ancient person, you never feel that the three wives and four concubines are wrong, you are very greedy, you want to get me, you still want to get other people, you only have one heart, but you have to divide it into many, many parts?" ”
Zhang Daguan didn't want to show this face today, he nodded.
Chu Yanran said: "I have long been aware of the matter between you and Qin Qing, and the relationship between you and Gu Jiatong is well known, in addition, there are many, many more, you are not just hooking up three and four, you are simply hooking up five and six, hooking up seven and eight!" ”
Zhang Yang sighed and said: "Actually, there are a lot, I know that you look down on me, and anyone else will look down on me, even I feel that I am not a thing, but ...... Can ......"
Chu Yanran said with tears in her eyes: "Are you very cruel to say these things to me now?" ”
Zhang Daguan said: "It's really cruel, even I hate myself, but if I don't say it, sooner or later I will suffocate to death, Yanran, now you know everything, you can choose whatever you want, I am to blame." ”
Chu Yanran shook her head, suddenly opened the door and ran out.
The wind swept the snowflakes into the room, and Zhang Daguan couldn't help but shiver. Chu Yanran ran towards the Nanhu Reservoir while crying, as if she knew that Zhang Yang would definitely chase after her, she suddenly turned her head and pointed at Zhang Yang and said, "You are not allowed to come!" ”
Zhang Daguan stood on the snow awkwardly, looking at Chu Yanran who was crying in distress, knowing that the true appearance would make her so sad, she shouldn't have said it at all, but the true appearance is often cruel, and only lies wrap the coat of sweetness. Where Zhang Daguan ran through, there was no trace on the snow, this is the kung fu of stepping on the snow without a trace, when there are few people in the world who can do this, if in the past, Zhang Daguan would definitely say that there is no one except himself, but the appearance of Wen Ling made him realize that there are still masters in this world besides him.
Chu Yanran stood on the embankment of Nanhu Lake, crying sadly, Zhang Daguan didn't dare to get close and stood there from afar to watch, he was worried that Chu Yanran would jump down, but after watching Chu Yanran for a long time, he didn't act like that, so he relaxed a little.
Zhang Yang was most afraid of seeing girls crying, especially what he liked, the cold weather made his mind wake up, and even he couldn't understand why the ghost made him say those words just now. Tell Chu Yanran about her origin, but the ancients can't be the reason for their own affection!
Zhang Daguan regretted it to the extreme, he knew Chu Yanran's reaction, it was better to keep deceiving him, but Zhang Yang also knew that nothing could be deceived forever, and there was no impermeable wall in this world. What kind of virtue do they have, Chu Yanran must know, now that they are not young, talking about marriage will inevitably be put on the agenda, this time to go to Dongjiang, even if Song Huaiming does not mention it, Liu Yuying will inevitably talk about it, and sooner or later she will have to face it.
Chu Yanran cried for a while and stood up, and then she suddenly ran towards the lake.
Zhang Yang was far away, and seeing Chu Yanran's actions, it was too late to stop him at this time.
Although there was ice on the surface of the lake, it was only a thin layer, which could not carry Chu Yanran's weight at all, so Chu Yanran fell into the water at once.
Zhang Daguan's successive ups and downs had already landed on the embankment where Chu Yanran was just now, and then jumped into the lake.
Chu Yanran is not the first time to fall into the water, and Zhang Daguan is not the first time to save people, both those who fall into the water and those who save people have experience, not to mention that Zhang Daguan's reaction speed is timely and fast, after jumping into the water, he found that the lake was not deep, and it was easy to catch Chu Yanran, Zhang Yang hugged Chu Yanran ** and got up from the lake.
Chu Yanran didn't have any problems, the water was too shallow, she didn't even choke on a mouthful of water, she put her arms around Zhang Yang's neck and buried her pretty face in his arms and sobbed in a low voice.
Zhang Yang carried Chu Yanran back to the wooden house villa, wrapped Chu Yanran in a quilt, and hurriedly turned on the hot water in the bath room, Chu Yanran kept sneezing, and she was already a little cold at this time.
Looking at Zhang Yang who hurriedly ran forward and backward for herself, Chu Yanran's mood finally stabilized, and she suddenly asked, "Do you know what I thought when I jumped down just now?" ”
Zhang Yang said: "What? ”
"I want to drown with you!"
Zhang Daguan said: "In fact, it is not easy to live, why do you want to die, I know that I can't live with you, I knew this, I wouldn't tell the truth." He said softly: "The water is ready, hurry up and take a hot bath, if you get sick, it will be troublesome?" ”
Chu Yanran silently stood up and walked towards the bath room.
Zhang Daguan kept coming to the door with her, and Chu Yanran couldn't help but ask him, "What are you doing with me?" ”
Zhang Yang said: "What, don't lock the door!" ”
"Are you afraid that I will kill myself?"
Zhang Yang didn't speak, but the expression on his face was full of worry.
Chu Yanran said: "Don't worry, I don't want to die at all, I just want to punish you!" ”
Zhang Daguan secretly said in his heart: "I have never seen you punish others like this, in order to punish others, you have to put yourself in, in the cold weather, you have to jump into the lake, isn't this looking for guilt?" ”
Chu Yanran entered the bathing room, Zhang Daguan was sitting outside the door, very frustrated and worried, he heard the sound of water inside, and said softly: "Girl, don't do stupid things, I'm outside, I can hear what you do." ”
At this time, Chu Yanran's heart was in turmoil, in fact, she had already known about Zhang Yang's colorful emotional world, she had been deceiving herself for a long time, she once thought about breaking up with Zhang Yang, but everything changed after Gu Jiatong's accident, Zhang Yang went to the United States for Gu Jiatong, she found that she could never get rid of his shadow, love is painful, but not love is more painful than love, everything Zhang Yang is honest with her today, except for the absurd story of the ancients, Chu Yanran has been psychologically prepared.
After bathing, Chu Yanran and Zhang Yang changed into dry clothes, and the two sat face to face in the living room, separated from each other by some distance.
Chu Yanran had completely regained her composure and sanity, and the fragility and sadness just now had completely disappeared.
Zhang Yang plucked up the courage and said: "You scold me twice!" ”
Chu Yanran ignored him.
Zhang Yang placed a fruit knife on the coffee table.
Chu Yanran said, "What are you doing?" “
Zhang Daguan said: "I think about it, it's better to ...... than if I live and make everyone suffer."
Chu Yanran said: "Do you want to die?" ”
[To be continued]