Chapter 162: Femme Fatale

Although I must have known the truth of this matter in my heart, but now that this sentence came out of Wang Jin's mouth, I still felt unacceptable, this was not the result I wanted, or rather, this was the last illusion I still had about Wang Jin, but this illusion was shattered at this moment. Wang Jin took out another cigarette and put it in her mouth, but she didn't light it, her hands were shaking.

"Why? Xinliang is your biological son, why can you go down? He's just a kid! I said weakly, I didn't even want to look up at Wang Jin, her beautiful face was like a femme fatale in a mythical story, enchanting but vicious.

"Why? Haven't you all investigated the reason? So what's the why? Wang Jin said lightly. You only think about how pitiful that child is, has anyone ever thought about how pitiful I am? Wang Jin asked rhetorically, "Do you know my background and experience?" Do you know my pain? Yes, this child is my own, but I wish I had never had such a child. Wang Jin said fiercely.

We remain silent, it is time for Wang Jin, and it may be her last statement before her final sentence.

"I was born in a very ordinary family, a small town in a remote area, but I knew since I was a child that my life was destined to be extraordinary, because people in the village said that the daughter of the Wang family must be terrible when she grows up. My father was an honest farmer, and his only problem was kidney disease. When I was very young, I peeked at my parents doing those things, but every time it was critical, my father was defeated. For this matter, the mother chose to be patient at first, but then the two of them quarreled because they couldn't stand it, and the mother scolded the father for being useless, and then the mother found a good one in the village. How honest was my father? is knowing that his wife is having an affair with someone else, but he still keeps silent, every time his mother calls that person to come to the house as a guest, his father will even find an excuse to hide out. I usually play in the streets, but as soon as I see that person walking into our house, I feel an urge. I can't help but want to follow along. I sneaked out the window and watched it many times. The man was really powerful, he and his mother were always in various poses, and every time my mother yelled excitedly, and the words she said were also dirty and dirty. It's very different from the gentle mother she usually has. I've learned this kind of thing for a long time. And this ** is also getting stronger and stronger. When I was in the sixth grade of elementary school. I started menstruating and learned**. It was a feeling that made me want to stop. Wang Jin recounts his own past, as if he were telling someone else's story. I didn't even blush, "Later, when I went to junior high school, my father's health became worse, and my mother interacted with that person more often, that person was the village doctor in our village, and he was considered dignified, but I heard that he had a leg in many women in the village, and my mother was just one of them." Slowly he began to notice me, I could feel the heat in his eyes when he looked at me, and finally one time when I went to the small clinic with a cold and fever, he left me in the hospital and raped me in the middle of the night. ”

Hearing the word rape, Yun Ning couldn't help but cover her mouth, and Wang Jin pursed her lips disdainfully when she saw Yun Ning's reaction.

"Maybe you think that a girl's innocence is ruined like this, maybe you think he is a beast, but you can't imagine that it was my first time, and I actually enjoyed it very much. Although I screamed loudly and struggled when I was pressed on the bed by him, the pleasure of wanting to break free and not being able to break free was really fascinating to me. He seemed to see my play, and so I became his slave, and every month I would pretend to be sick or have a medical check-up, and we would be in the hospital bed in the village clinic, staging different rape scenes. He even got hooked on my fetish and came up with different tricks to satisfy me every time. But there comes a time when people get bored, and the people in the village have begun to talk about me and him, and I know in my heart that our relationship will not last long. At that time, I was only fifteen years old, I had just graduated from junior high school, and I still had a long way to go, and he was in his early forties, and it would never be my lifelong choice. Until one day, a person came to the village, he was the son of our second aunt next door, and he was also my distant cousin, I heard that he had been working in the big city, and it was rare to come back. I've never seen someone so handsome, dressed in a suit and talking elegantly. When my mother took me to visit the door, I deliberately wore a sundress, at this time I was already very confident that I was beautiful, and sure enough, as soon as we met, I noticed the tent set up between my cousin's legs, and at night he found a reason for me to walk around the village with him, and then ......" Wang Jin deliberately stopped, and actually observed our reaction, like a performer waiting for the audience to applaud, and she continued two seconds later.

"He didn't succeed, I disguised myself well and made him think I had been raped. Then we called the police together, and the police took away the village doctor, along with my mother. She had known what the village doctor had done to me for a long time, and she didn't say anything, just letting things go because she was afraid that the village doctor would not come to her again in the future. It was my mother who let me know that any relatives and lovers are unreliable, and they have to rely on themselves for everything, and parents will give up their children when necessary. It wasn't long before my father died, and I didn't feel sad at all, because I looked down on such a cowardly man from the bottom of my heart. ”

Wang Jin stopped, took a sip of water, and squinted his eyes to scan around, as if waiting for someone.

"Later, I went to the city to join this cousin of mine, and he finally had the opportunity to completely possess me, but I didn't expect that he was doing that kind of work in the city, and he was also out to sell, he was a cowherd. Every night he went out and dated all sorts of old women, and when it was light, he would come back and vent all his frustration and resentment on me. He beat and scolded me, ravaged me, and even abused me. But he would give me a lot of money, and from that time on, I felt that it was really enjoyable to get something for nothing. But it didn't last long, and my cousin went out one day and never came back. He went to serve four old women, and after taking too many potions in one night, he couldn't hold on and died suddenly. Then those people approached me, wanted me not to sue, and gave me a large sum of money. I'm so happy, I didn't love that person much in the first place. I left the city and came to Shanghai, but Shanghai was not as beautiful as I imagined, and I had to use money everywhere, and it didn't take long for me to squander all that money. I started looking for a job, but I had a junior high school education, and I could only do jobs such as handymen. So I finally decided to go to a nightclub to accompany the drink. Drinking is just a nice way to say, and there are many ugly names for people like us, but I think I was lucky that I met my ex-husband the first time I went to work. ”

"It's innate, and I found that he was different from those gentlemen, and he kept frowning and drinking by the wall, obviously out for entertainment. Those rich sons did their tricks on me, so I was embarrassed and reluctantly shirked, and finally he fell into my trap and took me away in full view. He said that he had one less nanny in the family and recommended me to work in the past, and I took this opportunity to perform hard and finally let me succeed. After one time he was drunk, I finally got into his bed, and the first and only time, we did. That's when we had a coolness. Maybe God punished me for having the same experience as my mother, my husband turned out to be a cold personality, and since then, we have slept in separate beds. He was very good to me, but he didn't know that this lack of satisfaction was the greatest torture for me. Fortunately, I found out that the second child of their family has always coveted me, so in the second year after having Xinliang, by chance, I let him get his hand. It didn't take long for my short-lived husband to die, he was born with a heart disease, it was a matter of time, my father-in-law was very sad, he made a will early, I already had a second child at that time, I lied that it was me and my husband's last widow, and I hid it. But I didn't expect that the old man would distrust me so much, and there was very little of our inheritance in his will, all of which were given to Liangliang. I began to feel unwilling, as soon as I saw the cool face, I remembered my late ex-husband, the dead ghost, who thought he had given me happiness, but in fact he had imprisoned me forever! I'm going to get what I deserve, I'm going to climb higher, I'm going to be the queen who gets whatever man I want, whoever it is, as long as he stops me, he's damned! Wang Jin said viciously.

"Even if this person is your child?" Yun Ning asked.

"That's right, even if this man is my own son! I pretended that he was kidnapped, and then I went with, it was I who ended his life with my own hands, I am his mother, he should be happy, his life was given by me, and it should be ended by me. The only fly in the ointment was that the black cloth that blindfolded him fell at the last moment, allowing him to see my face. Wang Jin's tone still carried a little regret.

I suddenly felt five thunderbolts, no wonder, no wonder Xin Liang couldn't recall the murderer's appearance anyway, it turned out that what he saw was his mother's face at that time, that kind of psychological blow was far higher than any pain, his mother who had always believed in him, his mother who had always loved him deeply, was thinking about how to get rid of him. Maybe Xinliang just couldn't stand such a stimulus, so he completely forgot what happened at that time.

Xinliang ...... Xinliang ...... I silently recited this name in my heart, and I only felt a pang of distress. (To be continued......)