Chapter 762 [Feelings] (I)
Shen Jingxian said: "Because he is afraid that the things that come to me will be known by others, so every time he comes secretly, I am ready to kill him when I am ready to die together, if the matter is revealed, I will commit suicide, and I will commit suicide with Xu Changde's son!" "Shen Jingxian's temperament is extremely withdrawn and weird after so many setbacks, and it is not surprising that he came up with such an extreme way to deal with it.
She sighed and said, "Maybe God wanted me to escape, he died in the car, and the place of death was at his own doorstep, no one thought that it was me." ”
Although Zhang Yang didn't witness this with his own eyes, when he heard Shen Jingxian tell the details of a murder case that year, his palms were full of cold sweat.
Shen Jingxian said: "I didn't want to live at that time, but when I saw my son, I felt so dead, he was so pitiful, my life has been completely ruined by me, but I have no right to destroy a child's life, this thought made me give up death, it didn't take long for me to find out that I was pregnant again, my husband died, Xu Changde and I have not been in contact for a long time, this child can only be had!" a ...... to untie the baton"
Zhang Daguan had already guessed this and said in a low voice: "You mean, Su Yuanyuan is my sister......"
Shen Jingxian's voice suddenly became sharp: "Not bad! She is the evil seed left to me by Zhang Jiefang, she is your sister! ”
Zhang Yang sighed, his face was thin, this Shen Jingxian's fate was indeed too miserable.
Shen Jingxian said: "I haven't had a good face for her since the day she was born, but this child is very sensible and filial since he was a child, even if he is ...... No matter how bad I treat her, she loves me wholeheartedly and is filial to me. Speaking of Su Yuanyuan, Shen Jingxian's face finally showed a hint of kindness, and she said gloomily: "Maybe she was born to pay off the debt of that beast." ”
That brute naturally refers to the flamboyant father.
Shen Jingxian said: "Xu Changde's official fortune is rising step by step, he has completely cut off the contact with me, but he will send me money every year, he also knows that Su Yuanyuan is by no means his daughter, he sent me money, the purpose is for his son, I saved all the money he sent me, and I have not used it once, I am destined to live in hatred, my hatred killed Zhang Jiefang, but it was myself who was tortured, in the past 20 years, I have not had a good day!" ”
Zhang Yang nodded, hatred is a double sword, while hurting others, it will also hurt yourself.
"After Guoze grew up, he took the initiative to contact me once, he wanted to help Guoze arrange a decent job, I refused, I didn't want Guoze to have any contact with him, he left a sum of money when he left, a lot of money, at that time I knew that he would have an accident sooner or later......"
Shen Jingxian said: "My body is not as good as day by day, I thought I was going to die slowly, die in hatred, but an unexpected phone call made me return to the nightmare, I and Xu Changde's affairs are not only known to Zhang Jiefang, at that time there was a propagandist in the factory named Li Tongyu, he had a good relationship with Zhang Jiefang, Zhang Jiefang was drunk again, and told him about my relationship with Xu Changde, I don't know why this person will find me after so many years, it may be that Zhang Jiefang's ghost is not gone, Li Tongyu asked me to ask Yuanyuan to commit perjury, and he wanted to put Chen Chongshan to death......"
By now, Zhang Yang has fully understood the ins and outs of the whole thing, Shen Jingxian's life is undoubtedly sad, she has rebelled against fate and tried to change fate, but her fate is destined to be just a tragedy.
Zhang Yang said: "Do you feel that doing that is cruel to Su Yuanyuan?" ”
Shen Jingxian nodded and said: "I know, I know that she likes Du Tianye, it is indeed too cruel to do that, I ruined her feelings, ruined her hope, Li Tongyu took revenge not only on Chen Chongshan, but also on me and my woman......" Speaking of this, she coughed violently.
Zhang Yang patted the back of her hand and signaled her not to get excited.
It took Shen Jingxian a while to calm down, panting and saying, "When I heard the news of Li Tongyu's death two days ago, no one threatened me anymore, but I suddenly felt that I had been living a confused life for so many years. People are dying, their words are also good, it may be that I am going to die, I suddenly woke up, I wanted to take revenge on others, but in the end it was only myself who took revenge, I tortured myself, tortured my children, I didn't even treat Yuanyuan well......"
Zhang Yang said: "There is still a chance, as long as you have confidence, your body will definitely improve, and you can make up for everything in the past." ”
Shen Jingxian shook his head and said, "It's too late...... What do I not want to change? I also don't want to continue to live in hatred and self-torture. Zhang Yang, I have been pressing these things in my heart for many years, and I have never told anyone, but now I have told you all of them, and I feel much more comfortable in my heart. ”
Zhang Yang said: "Don't worry, I will definitely keep this secret for you." ”
Shen Jingxian said: "It doesn't matter, after I die, I can't hear what others say, and I don't care if I laugh at me and insult me." She stretched out her hand and grabbed Zhang Yang's arm, full of pleading: "No matter what, Yuanyuan is your sister, this child is kind-hearted, Guoze I am not worried, I am most worried about her, I am worried that she will be bullied in the future, and she is the most sorry in my life." Publicity! I know I'm not qualified to beg you, but I'm still cheeky to say it, take care of your sister and don't let others bully her, okay? ”
Zhang Yang said: "Okay! ”
Hearing Zhang Yang's promise, Shen Jingxian breathed a sigh of relief, and she said in a low voice: "You are different from Zhang Jiefang, you are a good young man. ”
Zhang Daguan secretly thought in his heart, except for this skin, he and Zhang Jiefang can be said to have no relationship, Zhang Jiefang learned from his eyes, this biological father's character is really enough, but since people are dead, there is no need to blame, Zhang Daguan has always been tolerant of his own people, he remembered one more thing, and said softly: "There is something I want to ask you, when you went to the countryside together in Xiaoshiwa Village, what is the relationship between Wang Junyao and Xu Changde?" ”
Shen Jingxian said: "You said her? ”
Zhang Yang said: "Xu Changde has a son named Xu Jiayong, what kind of relationship does he have with her? ”
Shen Jingxian said: "When they were lovers in Xiaoshiwa Village, Xu Changde had a deep love for her, but Wang Junyao's heart was very big, she was unwilling to stay in that poor ravine for the rest of her life, and then she didn't know why she left, and I heard that she smuggled abroad a few years later. As for Xu Changde's son, I don't know, but one thing I know is that Xu Changde's wife can't have children, which he told me personally. ”
Zhang Yang nodded.
Shen Jingxian was a little tired, she closed her eyes and said, "I should tell you, I'm done, you can go!" ”
Zhang Yang and Du Tianye wanted to leave, but Su Guoze kindly kept the two of them to eat at his house, so a few people simply ate at the hen pot at the entrance of their alley, Zhang Yang had not had much contact with Su Guoze before, and took this opportunity to take a closer look at Su Guoze, and found that Su Guoze's facial contours were really similar to Xu Changde, and it was really difficult to say the grievances and grievances in this world, and he decided to hide the secret that Shen Jingxian told him in his heart.
Su Guoze's business has been doing well recently, and now the motorcycle business is booming, and his specialty store can be regarded as making money every day. Su Guoze first expressed his gratitude to the two, and he said to Zhang Yang: "Director Zhang, according to you, how is my mother's situation?" ”
Zhang Yang said: "Her liver and kidney functions are all in trouble, and the situation is not optimistic. ”
Su Guoze said gloomily: "In other words, there is no hope?" ”
Zhang Yang said honestly: "The most critical problem is that she has lost her chance to survive." ”
Su Guoze said: "I don't know why she is like this? Finally my business has picked up a bit, and I thought I'd take her around for a while, but ......"
Zhang Yang said: "Heart disease still needs heart medicine, you brothers and sisters have time to talk to her more, maybe she can give up the idea of seeking death." ”
Duo Guoze nodded and said, "I'm sorry for you!" ”
Zhang Yang said: "You're welcome, Su Yuanyuan is our very good friend." ”
Du Tianye glanced at Zhang Yang in some surprise, and said in his heart, when did this guy become good friends with Su Yuanyuan?
Before leaving, Zhang Yang packed another hen pot and sent it to Gu Yangyang.
When she came to the hospital, Hu Yinru accompanied Gu Yang in the ward, and when she saw Zhang Yang coming, Hu Yinru couldn't help laughing: "Why did you come here so late?" Yang Yang didn't eat, and kept saying that you would bring her food. ”
Gu Yangyang heard her say this, and her pretty face couldn't help but blush a little: "I...... I just don't have an appetite ......"
Zhang Yang said apologetically: "Because there was something wrong halfway, it was delayed!" He placed the casserole on the bedside table.
Gu Yangyang said: "It's so fragrant! ”
Zhang Yang said with a smile: "The hen pot, the business is very good, I didn't bring anything, so I just bought their casserole together." ”
Hu Yinru opened the casserole, and the room was suddenly full of aroma. She found a small bowl and a bowl of soup, fed Gu Yangyang and drank it, Gu Yangyang drank delicious chicken soup, secretly looked at Zhang Yang, and her heart was extremely happy.
Zhang Yang said: "What about Dad? ”
Hu Yinru said: "I saw that he was too tired, so I took care of him and let him go next door to rest." ”
Zhang Yang nodded, sighed and said, "He must feel uncomfortable in his heart." ”
Gu Yangyang said: "Brother-in-law, I want to ask you for something. ”
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