Chapter 375: The Night Is Cold
The sound of the carriage and the sound of the horses were fast, but before Zhao Mingcheng could speak, he had already been taken into the distance.
Li Qingzhao's knees were weak and he was about to kneel on the ground, when Li's mother came over and supported Li Qingzhao with Haoyue Shujiao.
Seeing this, Cai Nu was ruthless in her heart, and shouted to the coachman: "Hurry up, don't stop." ”
Li Qingzhao turned his head to look at Sister Yun'er, gritted his teeth, and used all the strength of his body, wanting to complain to her, but he felt that his head was dizzy, and his whole body was already unstable.
Mother Li hurriedly reached out to touch her daughter's head and said, "Qingzhao, what's wrong with you?" Where are you uncomfortable? ”
Turning her head to look at the carriage that had gone away, Mother Li said again: "Quick, let's go home." ”
Li Qingzhao shook his head, it was difficult to make a sound, and after a while, he gradually gasped for breath, cried a little, and said to his mother: "What about the carriage?" ”
Mother Li said: "The carriage has gone away. Qingzhao, don't think about it. ”
Li Qingzhao shook his head and said to his mother: "Is Xianggong gone?" ”
Cai Nu came over, she couldn't bear it in her heart, so she stretched out her hand and hugged her sister-in-law, and said to her sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, don't be sad, Brother Zhao, he has already gone away." You just go back. ”
Li Qingzhao looked at Sister Yun'er in a daze, and shook his head slowly, only to feel that the sound of the carriage was still ringing in his ears, why was there no sound all of a sudden?
With a movement of his arms, Li Qingzhao tried to stand up straight, turned his head, and saw that in the vast twilight, there were already people going to the alley, and there was not even a pedestrian. Only let yourself be desolate inside.
Shaking his head and sighing, Li Qingzhao said to himself: "When the word goose returns, the moon is full in the West Building." Messire. How do you say go and go? Walking so fast, Qingzhao didn't even take a closer look at you. ”
Li Gefei stretched out his hand and said to everyone: "Quickly help Qingzhao go back." ”
Li Qingzhao shook his head and said, "No, I don't want to go back, I have to stay here for a while longer." ”
Mother Li cried: "Qingzhao, Mingcheng is gone, what are you still doing here?" Let's go back. ”
Cai Nu knew it in her heart. My sister-in-law must have been very sad at this time, thinking about how sad it was when she was separated from her husband in the past? Knock down the prime minister. That's what I had to do. Now that I think about it, it is unacceptable that I was able to do such a thing in the past. Although the sister-in-law and Brother Zhao did not have any heart-wrenching quarrels, or fights. His grief is no less than his own.
But after all, he is still an outsider. can still control emotions, knowing that my sister-in-law can no longer control her feelings, she is ruthless, and said to her aunt: "Auntie, let's help my sister-in-law in quickly, so that my sister-in-law will not suffer from parting again." ”
Li Qingzhao seemed to be crazy, shook his head again and again, and glanced at Sister Yun'er. As if looking at the enemy, he reached out and pushed her. Say to her, "You go, you go." Qingzhao does not talk to you. ”
Haoyue and Shujiao were both crying, Haoyue said, "Miss, let's go back to the room, you still need medicine!" ”
Li Qingzhao shook his head and said, "No, I won't go back, I'm going to send a send-off here." ”
Shu Jiao hurriedly said to his sister-in-law: "Have you forgotten it?" Zhao Gongzi can tell you, you should take medicine in time, rest more, and don't hurt your body. If you keep going like this, when will you get better? Not to mention taking care of yourself. If you keep doing this, and the news reaches the capital, how sad should Zhao Gongzi be? ”
Li Qingzhao stared at the empty place, and suddenly heard Sister Shujiao say this, but he trembled all over, and said softly: "Can the news still reach the capital?" From today onwards, how is Qingzhao, and where does he care? ”
Having said that, Li Qingzhao still thought that after Xianggong returned to the capital, he would write more letters to himself and treat himself as his wife.
Therefore, as he spoke, Li Qingzhao smiled slightly.
Shujiao immediately said: "It will be, Zhao Gongzi loves you so much, how can he ignore you?" Your every move in Qingzhou may be known by Zhao Gongzi, who is far away in the capital. ”
Li Qingzhao shook his head and said, "Who is going to deliver the message?" Hmph, who in the clouds sent the brocade book? ”
Shu Jiao said: "Shu Jiao will send it." I'm the maid of the Zhao Mansion. ”
When Li Qingzhao heard this, he looked at Shujiao and asked her, "What?" Are you sure? ”
Shujiao nodded and said, "Of course it's true." ”
Seeing this, Mother Li hurriedly affirmed: "Yes, this girl Shujiao is still in contact with the people of the Zhao Mansion, so she is the intermediary between you and Mingcheng." If there is anything in the future, you can just look for her. ”
Mother has always believed in herself, so Li Qing looked at her mother, her heart was full of expectations, nodded again and again, her face improved a lot, and she hurriedly said to Haoyue and Shuwan: "Two sisters, help me go back, I want to take care of my body, and when I have a chance in the future, I will meet my father." ”
Shujiao and Haoyue looked at each other, they were very happy, and they were busy supporting Li Qingzhao and slowly helping them to the house.
Cai Nu looked at Xianggong, and saw Xiangcheng staring at her sister-in-law, with tears flashing in her eyes.
Bowing her head and pursing her lips, Cai Nu went over and said to Xiang Gong again: "Xiang Gong, let's go home." Let my sister-in-law stay alone for a while, so that she will not be disturbed by us. ”
Lu Defu naturally knew his sister-in-law's mood at this time, so he also agreed with Yun'er's words, nodded with her, turned around and left.
Li Qingzhao was helped into the house by Haoyue and Shujiao, and then slowly sat back on the bed.
Haoyue and Shujiao took medicine with Li Qingzhao, and then stopped. Li Gefei and Li's mother both came to comfort Li Qingzhao, but they didn't stop until night fell and there was silence outside.
Seeing that Qingzhao was fine, Li Gefei and Li's mother whispered: "Okay, madam, let's go back." Let Qingzhao be quiet alone. ”
Mother Li turned around, looked at the master, nodded and said, "Yes." ”
Everyone went out, and Mother Li was the last to go out, holding the door with both hands, looking at Qingzhao, and sighing softly, and then slowly closed the door.
Li Qingzhao was still sitting on the bed alone, holding his hands with each other. Placed in front of you, staring at the table in front of you, the teacups still on either side. One on each side, as if you were sitting across from each other, you have to raise your glasses to each other.
Li Qingzhao looked at the table, smiled lightly, and thought to himself, "Hey, Qingzhao doesn't know how long I've sighed." Sigh again today. ”
Turning his head, Li Qingzhao slowly moved his body towards the bed. After a move, Li Qingzhao recalled the scene of himself and his father-in-law playing in bed, and couldn't help but muttered in his heart: "The hibiscus tent is warm for the Spring Festival." The spring night is bitter and short, and the day is high. ”
Thinking of this, Li Qingzhao couldn't help but say to himself: "Yes, the Spring Festival is short, yes." Isn't life too short? ”
That's it. Li Qingzhao couldn't help but burst into tears. When a good word is said to be sad, it is a great emotion.
Li Qingzhao was naturally like this, sighed, and Li Qingzhao remembered that his father said that if the court called him back, he must be in his old age.
If Daddy goes back after old age, how old will he be? has reached the age of no confusion, and naturally he has become a bad person. Does Xianggong still care about himself? Will he still pity himself?
Even if the words of the Sea Vow Mountain Alliance are touching, they can't help but pass the time. It doesn't have to be that long. Even if it is two or three years, I am afraid that it is difficult to say that Xianggong will not change his mind.
As soon as his hands were clenched, Li Qingzhao shook his head again, thinking to himself, "No." He is like-minded with me, how can he abandon me? Besides, the prime minister has made an oath with me, even if it is thousands of years, this sentiment will not change. ”
Although he understands the vicissitudes of the world, he also understands that Xianggong has become a role model, and he is naturally loyal to himself. Liu has changed three times, three times, but the heart has not changed.
Li Qingzhao pursed his lips and smiled, and remembered what Sister Fang Cai said again, and couldn't help but feel hope again. If you miss each other, then talk to Sister Shujiao. If the capital does not allow Qingzhao to write to Xianggong, then he will rely on Sister Shujiao to write letters.
Who in the clouds sent the brocade book?
It's Sister Shujiao!
Li Qingzhao smiled again, then turned his head, reached out and touched it inside, and touched the depths of the bed, under the cold quilt, it seemed that there was still Xianggong's body temperature, but it was already very small.
Li Qingzhao shook his head, still trying his best to restrain himself, his face couldn't help but be gloomy again, and he couldn't help but feel very sad.
Reaching out to gently wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Li Qingzhao knew that no matter how unreasonable he was, it would be useless. It's better to endure it and swallow all the bitter water into your stomach.
Slowly lying down, Li Qingzhao slowly lifted his legs with both hands to the bed.
Taking a deep breath, Li Qingzhao closed his eyes hard, and thought to himself: "It's better to sleep, once you fall asleep, you won't think about anything." ”
But when he closed his eyes, he felt uncomfortable, Li Qingzhao slowly opened his eyes again, and his heart was gloomy, but it increased, making him feel stunned.
Stretching out his hand and putting it on his head, Li Qingzhao thought to himself: "Qingzhao, you can't think nonsense anymore, Xianggong went back to the capital, but he didn't forget you, you must not make a decision on your own, hurt Xianggong's friendship." ”
Turning his head to look inside, it was empty.
Li Qingzhao laughed to himself, and thought to himself, "What am I looking at?" The Xianggong people have already gone away, where will they still be here? ”
His eyes were staring straight inside, his head seemed to be empty, Li Qingzhao had always been like this, and he didn't change his posture. Gradually, I don't know how long it took, I just felt that the cold was pressing, Li Qingzhao shook each other with both hands, and put them in the quilt again, his eyes blinked slightly, as if he was wandering once.
Suddenly hearing someone knocking on the door, Li Qingzhao turned around to look at it and asked, "Who is it?" ”
I only heard the outsider: "It turns out that Miss hasn't slept yet?" ”
Li Qingzhao sighed and said, "It's Sister Haoyue, what are you doing?" ”
Haoyue gradually pushed the door open, came in gently, and said to the young lady: "Haoyue went back, but she couldn't sleep, I was worried about the young lady, and I wanted to come and have a look." Now it seemed that the candles in the lady's room had not been extinguished, so I wanted to come in and blow them out. But I didn't expect you, Miss, to be asleep yet. ”
Li Qingzhao smiled faintly and said to Sister Haoyue: "Thank you sister for your concern." Then blow out the candle and go back to rest, and leave me alone. When I feel sleepy, I fall asleep naturally. ”
Haoyue also knew that Miss was still missing Zhao Xianggong, and it was better not to talk too much about herself, so as not to talk about Miss's sore spot and make her sad. So nodding, Haoyue slowly went over and blew out the candle, and then slowly exited the door.
Li Qingzhao listened to the sound of the door closing, sighed softly again, and said to himself, "Sleep." ”
But where can I sleep? Li Qingzhao turned over and over, couldn't even close his eyes, pulled his hands out of the quilt, pressed the quilt hard, and thought to himself: "Today is not the same as his day, Xianggong has already gone away, and Qingzhao can't sleep." ”
His mind became more and more restless, Li Qingzhao sighed helplessly, touched it again, touched the bed beside him, it was cold, and recalled that last night, he was still in the same bed with his father-in-law, comforting each other.
But it only took one day's work, and in the blink of an eye, Xianggong was already thousands of miles away from him.
Hum!
Li Qingzhao smiled bitterly again, shook his head and sighed, and thought to himself: "The world is impermanent, how can Qingzhao catch up?" I and my husband are separated and reunited, and we are separated again, and so on, when will it stop? Is this the time it stops? ”
"No ......"
Li Qingzhao shook his head and thought to himself: "Qingzhao would rather get together with Xianggong again." ”
It's just that when he will get together with his husband again, Li Qingzhao shook his head and sighed, turned around again, and only looked out through the window, it was pitch black, and he didn't seem to know where he was.
After staying outside the quilt for a long time, Li Qingzhao felt cold again, retracted his arms into the quilt, looked at the door, looked at the window, and didn't know where it was, but felt that it was dark everywhere he was looking.
After staring at the window for a long time, Li Qingzhao's heart was fluctuating again, and he had hope for a while, but he fell into a trough for a while, and so on, he really had no head.
I only felt that I was tired for a long time, and I didn't think clearly about what I was thinking, Li Qingzhao blinked, and then found that the room seemed to be even darker, although it was dark, it was slightly better. Now in the dark, how do you feel a little scared?
Li Qingzhao clenched the quilt with both hands, and thought to himself: "But I don't know where Xianggong is at this time?" Is he at the inn? Or on the road? Is he still thinking about me? ”
Sobbing, Li Qingzhao yawned, but he was more energetic, closed his eyes, but he couldn't control it, and slowly opened them.
The night was cold, as if it would never stop, and the night outside was only blindly dark, but there was no light at all.
Li Qingzhao turned to look inside, but his eyes still couldn't close.
I'm afraid I'm crying dry, what else can I do now? I can only silently miss each other in my heart.
Gradually, I don't know how long it has passed, Li Qingzhao's eyes still can't close for a long time. (To be continued......)