Chapter 141: Don't Hate Life Now (7)
As a battlefield general with a sword and drinking blood, the young Yin Yuan did not believe in any gods, Buddhas and beliefs, but on the night he set foot on the land of the Central Plains, he knelt in a high temple and worshiped all night. He reverently poured out his gratitude to the Buddha for giving him a reason to continue living for her.
At that time, Yin Yuan completely abandoned his previous reserved and cowering, and used his talent and wisdom to the fullest, shuttling between intrigue and struggle, becoming more and more like a fearless hero. He was gifted and intelligent, and his mind was tenacious, and he changed his name and surname before entering the country, and even did not hesitate to bear the pain of changing his skin and bones to completely transform himself, and finally entered the highest ruling center of the country as the lone son of the old Yin.
She insisted on living in the vermilion palace gate, and he silently stood outside the palace gate, building a solid palace wall. In order to be able to get closer to her, he always begged himself to work harder, until the day when the seal of the Uehara Mansion was handed over to him, he finally fulfilled his promise and became a figure with enough ability to stir up trouble in the court. He thought that as long as he did, he would always be able to protect her.
He still remembers that afternoon when the peach blossoms were flying, and the air was full of the refreshing fragrance of flowers. When he finally "encountered" her by the palace wall, how did she smile and say, "Lord Yin, have we met somewhere?" ”
He always thought that he was not a greedy person, because this kind of life was good enough. Unfortunately, the years are long and the dreams are too short. In just a year, her obituary was written by Yin Yuan himself and sent back to Loulan, thousands of miles away.
He had always thought simply. As long as everything fulfills her wishes, life will always be better, and the Central Plains man with the dragon robe and jade belt looks pretty good. In fact, even if she came to this great departure and stayed by that man's side, the lost princess was never really happy. She is an ordinary concubine, but she is the most favored one, and the harem of the Great Departure Country is no cleaner and easier than that of his court. In those frightening infighting, there is no option to protect one's life. When her love was used by many women as a weight for power, envy and evil, she herself was irresistibly involved.
She died from a glass of poisoned wine from the empress of the dynasty, and he wrote an obituary for her with his own hands.
The end of the story. The peacock princess who once moved the Western Regions and disappeared mysteriously. In the end, he passed away silently as an ordinary concubine of the Central Plains Dynasty, but Yin Yuan never returned to his hometown in the Western Regions. The great changes in the world that year led to the tragedy of no one surviving in the first story. The deceased is gone, but the living are dormant in long-lasting grief. For the first time, Yin Yuan experienced what hatred was. Such an unforgettable toothless hate. He failed to protect her in the first half of his life. For the rest of his life, he must fulfill this promise.
The oil lamp flickered a few times brightly and dimly. There was no wind, but a few of them had been extinguished. The long narrative and the extremely excited emotions had exhausted the last bit of strength that Yin Yuan had under his serious illness, and he began to gasp for air. Every breath is not easy. Only one hand was still holding Yin Suwen's arm, his eyes full of pain and reluctance.
In the not-so-bright secret room, Yin Suwen's cheeks were stained with tears. She tried her best to hold Yin Yuan's palm with one hand, trying her best to slow down her true qi to him, and with the other hand, she was hiding her face and wiping her tears, and her whole person trembled with the violently agitated mood.
If in Yin Yuan's first story, Yin Suwen, as a bystander, only had deep feelings and doubts about that bizarre past, then when the second story began, she was already trapped in it and couldn't save herself. With Yin Yuan's in-depth narration, Yin Suwen's inexplicable panic was gradually amplified, until the moment the story ended, it exploded, and many truths exploded like that, and it was confessed.
Why did Yin Yuan insist on telling himself that old thing even after fighting with his life, why did he always be able to kiss and feel the pain of Princess Loulan's bumpy life, why did he have such a strange disease that did not hurt or itch since he was a child, just like his eyes at this moment, they were ice blue eyes. Because, Yin Yuan just said that his princess has a pair of water-blue eyes, just like the clearest and most beautiful crescent moon lake on the snow-capped mountains.
"So, I, I'm ??????"
Yin Su asked how it was possible for such a smart person not to imagine the real reason behind this series of abnormalities, but when he really asked, those words were stuck in his throat with difficulty, and he couldn't say anything.
Yin Yuan's wheezing voice calmed down a bit, and when he spoke to her again, his words were full of guilt and distress.
"I'm sorry to hide it from you for so long; Sorry for giving you a hard childhood. You are her last pearl, her bloodline, after her immortal death, I went through hardships in my life to save the young you from the deep palace. I always take you with me, I can't wait to pluck the sun and moon in the sky for you, I am willing to give you all the favor like a real father, Nan'er, I really do. ”
At that time, Yin Yuan was only focused on two things, one was revenge, and the other was to raise Yin Suwen. When the princess died, her child became the most important person in Yin Yuan's heart, and he could do whatever it took to protect her and love her.
After a long time of family happiness, Yin Yuan sometimes hesitates. This child was born to avenge her mother, but whenever he looked at her innocent and lovely appearance, he couldn't be so ruthless.
Until the middle of winter that year, his wife Ren Wanchu accidentally bumped into the princess he worshipped, and at the same time, his most powerful army and palace guards were strangled by the empress dowager at the same time, and everything had to change. Yin Yuan began to realize that he was already old, and the great cause of destroying the country and revenge would never be completed by himself.
"Therefore, you have abandoned me without hesitation, and have no mercy in pushing me into that bottomless abyss. Take the means of cultivating a group of dead guards to train, teach, and torture me?! ”
"Susu, my good boy, I never thought of abandoning you. In this world, you are more important to me than anyone else, if I can, I am willing to pay a switch to give you a stable life, but, really not, what do you let me do? ”
"Just because I'm the daughter of the so-called princess, I'm responsible for all her mistakes? To give everything for that ethereal hatred? ”
"You!!"
Although it was extremely cruel to know this truth, Yin Yuan was still angry when he really saw Yin Suwen's attitude of resistance. His feeble eyes stared at her in a daze, but he could only turn his face away weakly. (To be continued......)