"It's as complicated as you think, it's just an engagement. You don't look at my age, can you get married now? Looking at the embarrassed three people with a light smile, he shook his head, not expecting that even Ming Haiyun, who had never been more involved and calm, would lose his mind in front of the gossip.

"Engaged, engaged." Ming Haiyun chattered a little nervously, which made Qianxiao and Ming Fengyang a little puzzled, only Yishui, who was still in the center of excitement, did not find out about this situation, or even if he found it, he didn't think of other aspects, this baby probably thought that Ming Haiyun was also stimulated by Xiaoxiao's engagement like her.

"Haiyun, Haiyun." A light smile called softly, "What's wrong with you?" Is the person uncomfortable? ”

"Huh? Oh, nothing. I was just thinking of my own fiancé when I heard the news of your engagement, but now I am nowhere to be found. Ming Haiyun didn't seem to be talking about himself when he talked about this, there was no sadness and resentment, but there was a strong worry that couldn't be solved, "I don't know how he's doing now, is it life?" Is it death? ”

"Why do you still care about such a man, whether it is life or death, no matter what happens between you, a man who disappears without saying a word is not a good man, nor is he a man who stands up to the sky. If you want me to say, you still give up, open your eyes in the future and find a better one, who will regret it when you see it. Before Yi Shui woke up from his lightly smiling engagement, he was immediately hit by Ming Haiyun's bomb, and immediately came up with an idea with the same hatred.

"I still agree with the idea of Yishui. This world is not fair to us girls, sometimes you have to be good to yourself, if you give up on yourself, then others will not look at you. Look at you, now you are also a high-achieving student in B University, what do you want a boy to have, you don't have to stay in a tree with a crooked neck and give up a forest. Ming Fengyang said the truth with deep empathy.

Only Qianxiao didn't make any comments, she felt that a person's feelings could not be persuaded by others, and if that was the case, it wouldn't be worthy of being called love, it could only be said to be a temporary infatuation. Besides, the disappearance of a person does not mean that this relationship will disappear like this, maybe there is a last resort, maybe it is a sudden delay, maybe it is an inexplicable misunderstanding, and a little shake in this can hit the already fragile relationship between the two.

"Xiaoxiao, why don't you speak, the four of us are the most vocal now, you are engaged, and you are very happy; Haiyun is engaged, but the man is nowhere to be seen; I still belong to a blank piece of paper, can you be Mingfengyang? Yi Shui ran away as he spoke, and turned his head to ask Ming Fengyang.

"I've been in love for a while, but it can only be regarded as the haze of a little girl, and there is nothing to learn from." Ming Fengyang shook his head.

"I don't think it's good for Ming Haiyun for us to meddle, this kind of thing is difficult for outsiders to understand, and the important thing is to see the two protagonists' own thoughts. If both of them feel that there is no need for this marriage to be successful, then the engagement is dissolved, otherwise there will always be time to regret it. Such a thing is inexplicable, difficult! Qianxiao said his thoughts very calmly, "It is difficult for a Qing official to cut off family affairs, and the feelings are the same. ”

"Xiaoxiao, why do you say that, if Haiyun's fiancé doesn't show up for the rest of her life, she will have to guard that ridiculous marriage that is not protected by the law for the rest of her life? Her situation is different from yours, yours is the Sunshine Road, hers is the Thorny Road, can this be the same? A woman's appearance and youth are so precious, how can they be wasted in waiting without an end. Yi Shui smiled sharply accusatory, as if she had been hit by herself and was going to fight hard against the bad guys.

Not to mention that the light smile was so bad that Yi Shui's appearance couldn't get off the stage, but Ming Haiyun and Ming Fengyang were stunned, they didn't expect Yi Shui's reaction to be unexpected, and they spoke mercilessly. There is no affection between friends at all, there is only hatred.

"Yishui, Yishui." Ming Fengyang shook Yi Shui, who had lost her mind, and called her name loudly, hoping that Tong Guò would wake her up like this. "Yishui, Yishui......"

"Huh? What's wrong with me? Yi Shui finally came back to his senses under Ming Fengyang's shaking, and looked at Ming Fengyang in a bit of confusion, "Why are you shaking me so hard?" I don't know I'm sick and wounded now, and I need to take care of it. ”

"Maintain a fart." Ming Feng's angry foul words burst out, and he was also frightened by Yi Shui's fierce actions just now, "Why don't you know what you were doing just now?" Ah, you don't talk through your brains, do you talk nonsense like this? I don't apologize to Xiaoxiao yet. ”

"Apologize? What did I do that everyone is angry with God, so that all of you are guarding against me? Yi Shui was completely like another person, and he couldn't tell the one she was just now. If it weren't for three pairs of eyes staring, I really wouldn't believe such a weird thing.

Ming Fengyang recounted what happened just now, and even Yi Shui's tone was very close to it.

"Is this really what I said?" Yi Shui was a little surprised and pointed to the 'she' that Ming Fengyang was performing.

Light smile and Ming Haiyun glanced at each other and nodded in unison.

"Xiaoxiao, I'm really sorry, I want you to apologize, it really wasn't my intention. I was just...... How to say, I ...... I ......" Yi Shui said again and again about a secret of his friend.

It turned out that one of Yishui's best friends fell in love with a boy who transferred to another school in the third year of junior high school, and after the two dated for a while, they actually broke through that layer of relationship, and they made a private decision for life. When the girls said to Yishui with a sweet and shy face, Yishui sincerely blessed them. But when the boy took the high school entrance examination, he wanted to return to his place of household registration, and he and the girl told him that he would definitely come back and take the same university. But after the boy left, he would write at first, and slowly the letter was gone, let alone seeing people, but the girl found out that she was pregnant at this time. What a scandal this is, not to mention the impact on the girl, but also on the school, for her parents, it is an indelible memory. The girl chose to hide it at first, but gradually she couldn't hide it anymore, so she secretly told Sù Yishui, what result can the two half-grown girls discuss? They were very scared of each other, and in the end, the girl committed suicide while Yi Shui was not paying attention and guarding, jumped from the fifth floor, and died in front of Yi Shui.

This incident hit Yi Shui very hard, and for a while, Yi Shui spent it in self-blame, thinking that it was because he didn't look at people that led to such a tragedy. After taking a break from school, she also moved, took a psychological counseling class, and her parents at home gave her the most selfless love and care, and Yishui gradually came out of the shadows.

A light smile stepped forward and hugged Yi Shui: "You don't have to tell me I'm sorry, I was jealous when I saw your family happy." I didn't expect everyone to have a past, they all have sadness, but they are hidden in the depths of their memories, this matter has passed, you are very good now, and I am also very good, as for Ming Haiyun's matter, I really can't agree with it, because I always insist that the relationship is two people, and the final decision to protect or destroy is in my own hands. ”

Light smile was silent for a while, and then slowly everywhere the past that he buried in his heart, now there is still endless sadness, there is no future, there is no way out, that year after year waiting, day after day of torture, the wounds that cannot be seen are torn and healed, healed and cracked, and so on. Now that I talk about it, I don't know how I spent those three years, and under what circumstances I gritted my teeth and persevered. At the end, he smiled weakly and said: "In the whirlpool of feelings, only those who are in the center can really understand it, and others can't help it." If you survive it, you will be invincible, and if you can't survive it, you will fall into the dark world and become a demon! ”

The shallow smile of the past surprised all three of them, and they were a little dumbfounded and couldn't react. They had just heard the sweet past of the light smile, and in a blink of an eye they knew that there was such a danger hidden in this sweetness, which was really completely unexpected.

"Xiaoxiao, I found you really brave." Ming Fengyang sincerely admires that her love is a glass of boiled water, there is no passion, there is no turbulence, but it is ordinary, a quiet beginning, a quiet end.

Ming Haiyun's eyes turned, emitting a strange brilliance, but she didn't stare at the light smile, but looked secretly, sometimes thinking deeply, not knowing what she was thinking.

Only Yi Shui stared at his eyes, opened his mouth wide, and looked at him with a light smile like that. She was the only one in the dormitory who had seen Yu Shuye, and she had also seen the kind of harmony and sweetness between the two, and at that time she was still thinking that this one was too good for her sister, or that her parents at home might be boyfriends everywhere, and at that time, she felt that the two were a good match, and there was no third person between them. This is the only time that Yishui has envied.

I didn't expect that such a beautiful relationship also had a dark history, and Yi Shui felt that he was really a little stubborn and a little too arbitrary in the matter of Ming Haiyun just now. You can't generalize because of your friends' things, some things really can't be seen on the surface.

"I said let's not be pessimistic here and say that this has not yet come to an end, everyone is in a good mood, I invite you to eat something delicious, how about it?" Looking at the low-pressure dormitory atmosphere with a light smile, it is really depressing.

"Okay, I'm going to eat the rice bowl of the old Wang's house across the street from the school, it's really delicious." Speaking of eating, Yi Shui immediately shifted his target.

"I'm going to eat at a food stall, but someone has a treat, and you're still thinking about what to eat, you're stupid." Ming Feng glanced at Yi Shui.

"It's really stupid." Yi Shui thought that his actions were really stupid, and laughed.

This smile diluted the sluggish atmosphere in the dormitory, and the youthful liveliness of the young people revealed its face again. (To be continued.) )