1705 Idol Power
Looking at Sally's fragile but bright smile, Jessica was almost about to collapse, she spent all her strength to not let her tears burst, and struggled to show a smile, "Sally, I think, you should have a lot to say to Hugo, I'm just outside, call me at any time if there is any situation." ”
After saying that, Jessica gave Hugo a grateful look and left the ward.
Seeing Jessica walk outside, the smile on the corner of Sally's mouth narrowed slightly, and a trace of tiredness crept between her eyebrows, she wanted to hide it, but it was too difficult. Sally seemed to notice Hugo's gaze, and when she raised her eyes, she saw those amber eyes, calm but warm, with a shallow smile, which calmed her mind.
"I heard from my mom yesterday that the band's album is once again a record, and I can already imagine the terrible expressions of the Gallagher brothers." Sally said with a fluttering eyebrow, her clear eyes clearly reflecting the frenzy and boiling in her heart, "They don't look at their own catties, they actually want to challenge us without their own strength, this is simply self-defeating." Ha ha. ”
The frail Sally whispered excitedly, although her pale face could not hide her sick face, but the mention of the showdown with the Oasis Band for Glory to Death regained her vitality, and the rude and direct words did not hide her disdain and dislike for the Oasis Band, like a true rock fan - never willing to hide her love and hate.
Hugo knew that Sally was trying to keep her mood positive, because Jessica was more worried than she was, and Robin was more worried. Sally knows that she has become a burden to her family, and she is avoiding her negative feelings from adding more stress to everyone. Such a Sally is distressing.
Hugo quietly kept his thoughts in his heart, he didn't want to spoil Sally's heart, "We are all looking forward to this album exceeding 15 million sales this year, are you feeling the pressure?" ”
Hugo's soft teasing made Sally open her mouth wide, and she was directly stunned. "Tempest" was released on October 28, and although it won seven platinums in its first week, it was less than two months left in 1996, and it was almost impossible to surpass 15 million sales in one go.
After being stunned, Sally laughed out loud, "Haha, it's our band!" Don't worry, we'll do our best......" But before she could finish speaking, Sally choked on her own saliva because she laughed so excitedly that she began to cough violently.
This made Hugo scramble, and he looked back at the door of the ward, hesitating whether he should call Jessica or the nurse, but Sally said intermittently, "No...... Don't ......" As soon as Hugo turned around, he saw Sally's whole face tangled together in pain, and then shook her head vigorously, but her panicked eyes flashed with determination.
Hugo bit his lower lip, saw a glass of water placed on the cabinet next to the hospital bed, reached out and touched it, it was warm, so he quickly picked up the cup, sat on the edge of the bed, helped Sally up, and handed the cup to Sally's mouth. Sally lowered her head and took a small sip, her cough finally calming down a little, "Take another sip." Hugo whispered. Sally glanced at Hugo, took another sip, and then quickly lowered her head, hiding her slightly flushed cheeks.
Hugo slowly let go of his right hand and let Sally lie back on the bed. , still holding the cup in his left hand, he didn't dare to leave lightly. Looking at Sally in front of her, it was like a transparent and fragile crystal, which reminded Hugo of little Jenny he met at a charity event at the end of last year. It was in the hospital that he met Sally's mother, Jessica. Jessica cried fragile when she comforted little Jenny, but in the end, little Jenny left this world, which caught people off guard.
To this day, Hugo still vividly remembers little Jenny's almost transparent skin, the feather-like bones, and the whisper that seemed to alarm butterflies, "Dear Hugo, am I going to die?" ”
The accident just now finally broke the calm that maintained the surface, and Sally saw worry and fear between Hugo's eyebrows, "Hugo, do you all think that my situation is terrible?" "If it were a mother, Sally wouldn't choose to speak; But the other party is Hugo, and Sally is willing to choose to believe because she believes that Hugo can understand her.
Hugo opened his mouth, and the words had already come to his mouth, but at the last moment he changed his words, "What? Isn't that a bad situation? You forgot, when I was in the hospital, you didn't cry less. ”
Sally couldn't help but be amused by Hugo, "Such a narcissistic Hugo, I'm really a little uncomfortable." The smile lasted for a moment, there was a momentary pause, and then it bloomed again, "No, Hugo, I don't think I'm in a bad situation. I mean it. ”
Hugo was stunned by these words, and he didn't seem to understand Sally's words.
"Of course, it's not that I'm not afraid of death, but I'm actually scared inside. Before I fainted, in fact, I had been bleeding from my nose, all over my hands, looking at myself in the mirror with blood flowing, at that moment I really thought that all this qiē was over, I began to tremble, I didn't know what to do. For God's sake, I really want to keep living, I really have a lot to do, I really want to see the sun in 1997......"
As she spoke, tears blurred her vision, this was the first time she showed her vulnerability since Sally was diagnosed with a sudden crisis, but even so, the smile on the corner of Sally's mouth still did not disappear. Looking at Sally like this, Hugo looked a little wolfy, and the wolf bèi made him a little overwhelmed.
"But I don't think that's bad." Sally's voice turned, and the bright smile on the corner of her mouth made Hugo turn her head directly, hiding the cowardice in her eyes - in front of such a Sally, he became so insignificant.
Sally, as if she hadn't seen Hugo's wolf, chuckled, "Hugo, remember what we talked about when we first met?" It's about dreams, it's about life. Actually, before I met you, I was just quietly waiting for death, I never thought I could see the sun in the New Year, and every time I learned more about death, the more silent I became, and every day of my life was spent in fear, anxiety and cowardice, as if the whole world had stopped. ”
In the quiet ward, only Sally's voice sounded softly, like dust flying in the sun, reaching out and catching nothing, but dancing magnificently under the remnant sun, releasing the last energy of life.
"But you told me that I should try to see, that I should run towards my dreams, even if the result is unknown and failing, the scenery on the journey will be completely different. It was like opening a door for me to see a different world. So, I persevered. Tears slid down Sally's eyes, but the glint of hope behind the glittering tears was too bright for people to look at.
Sally raised her right hand and gently placed it on Hugo's left hand, gently, as if she was afraid of disturbing Hugo, and then gently raised it again, feeling the warmth in her palm, "Hugo, do you know?" Glory to death is all I have to live my life. It's not that I'm willing to die for you......" Sally didn't forget to make fun of herself, which made Hugo can't help but chuckle a little, "but because you tell me that there are many ways to live, the same length of life, and some people live just step by step, without surprises; But some people's lives are colorful and bright. The breadth and depth of life, which is very different. ”
"Perhaps, my life is only sixteen years old......," Sally said, but was interrupted by Hugo, "Sally", but Sally shook her head and smiled lightly, "Maybe seventeen years?" But no matter what, I'm happy in this part of my life because I know what I want and I know what I'm doing. More than many people, I am lucky because I met you. Many people don't know what they want all their lives, let alone what they are doing, just talk in a daze, move forward according to the established rules of society, and in the end they are still at a loss. ”
Sally looked up at Hugo, her eyes flashing with excitement, like a rainbow, even more colorful than a rainbow, "I traveled with the band to many different places in the United States, I met many very different friends, we queued up all night in front of the record store together, we lost our minds together at the concert site, we went crazy for music together, we sweated our youth together...... Life may be short, but this qiē is so beautiful that I am a little reluctant. ”
Hugo looked at Sally in front of him, and after all, he still didn't say anything, and it wasn't until this moment that he really knew why Sally brought up this topic when he met for the first time, and he really knew what the band of Glory to Death meant to Sally. This qiē made Hugo's heart heavy, warm and happy.
"Maybe my biggest regret is that I can't follow the band through this journey." Sally's smile was a little more bitter, "I've really been looking forward to this 'Tempest' world tour for too long...... It's been too long...... There's also the challenge of the Maracanã Stadium and touring ...... all corners of the world."
"Sally, are you giving up? It's not like you at all. Hugo finally spoke, but his words seemed a little messy, even more helpless than the unexpected question he faced Little Jenny, "You know, it's not over yet, if you give up now, that's the real end, the final stop shouldn't be like this, you know, it shouldn't be like this." ”
Sally looked at Hugo's warm gaze in front of her, and the corners of her mouth outlined a big smile, but her eyes began to blur, and she forced her spirits to say, "I really seem to be listening to it again on the spot, don't be upset about the past. look。 ba。 anger)’…… So Sally can wait, she knows that even if there are many difficulties in front of her, even if there are many thorns ahead, she is still willing to hold hands with you......"
Gradually, Sally's consciousness blurred, and she only heard a long "drip", she was really tired, really, really tired, and the world fell into darkness little by little......
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