Chapter 528, the past is like a cloud of smoke, unbearable to look back!

"You're my woman."

Like a valiant soldier's declaration to a pillbox, like a wise swordsman's declaration of victory, like a mighty general's declaration to a captive.

This proclamation is not comparable to Julius Caesar's 'I come, I see, I conquer', but it is another arrogant and domineering.

is extremely passive in his love life, and even a little cowardly, Qin Luo, a little man, rarely reveals his heart so frankly, so unrestrainedly, and so unabashedly. This made Li Qingcheng feel surprised, but also feel physically and mentally happy, and full of joy.

It is difficult for a woman to refuse the sweet words of her lover. Li Chengcheng is no exception.

"If you had said this to me earlier, maybe Gao *cháo would have come sooner......" Li Qingcheng narrowed his eyes and smiled.

Qin Luo looked at Li Qingcheng and said, "You were your own before, and I have no right to interfere. Now that you are mine, I have the right to know the burden of your heart. Men have a responsibility to take on something for their own women. ”

Li Qingcheng looked at Qin Luo with a smile and said, "Little man, you are really fascinated by talking to me in this tone-let's do it again, right?" ”

“――”

Qin Luo pinched Li Qingcheng's chest with some annoyance, and said with a sadistic force, "What are you afraid of?" ”

Although he felt the pain in his chest, Li Qingcheng didn't care at all, but said to Qin Luo as if encouraging: "Grab it." Grip hard. It's yours anyway - if you scratch it, you won't be able to play it. ”

Qin Luo no longer scratched his chest, he had an urge to go crazy.

Qin Luo didn't speak, and Li Chengcheng was silent. The room was quiet again, save for the two tightly intertwined ** and the pervasive smell of hormones in the air.

Long. Li Qingcheng suddenly said: "I want to drink." ”

"I'll get it." Qin Luo said. There is a small wine cabinet in the room, but the price is relatively high. The problem of money is not a problem for the two people lying on the bed.

"No need." Li Qingcheng said. "How do you take it? I can't open the cork even if I take it. ”

Qin Luo then remembered that his hand couldn't move yet. He had forgotten about it when he was busy just now—he began to rejoice that it was his hand that had been hit, not some other important part.

Li Qingcheng's hand reached out to the bedside table and took out a silver box, took a root and put it in his mouth. He lit it with a lighter, then pulled a pillow and put it under his head, and smoked heavily.

"I've never seen you smoke before." Qin Luo asked suspiciously.

"It's called aftermath." Li Qingcheng said.

"-" Qin Luo tragically thought, didn't all the cigarettes smoke afterwards?

When the cigarette in her hand was halfway burned, Li Qingcheng asked, "Do you really want to hear it that much?" ”

"Yes." Qin Luo nodded seriously. In fact, he is a simple but selfish person. If he could, he would not want to know anyone's life or suffering, because it would affect his mood.

However, Li Qingcheng is his own woman. He'd been trying to get to know her, but he couldn't—

Now that there is such an opportunity, he doesn't mind her coming to a live dissection.

Half of Li Chengcheng's face was shrouded in hazy smoke, and there was a feeling that he couldn't see it really. "You've guessed all about me. Aside from her, you are the one who knows the most inside information. ”

Li Qingcheng didn't say who 'she' was, but with Qin Luo's understanding, it should be referring to Qiu Yanmei. Only when mentioning people and things related to the enemy's family, Li Chengcheng will become so sensitive, suspicious and vague.

"You've never heard me talk about my family, have you?"

"Yes." Qin Luo nodded. Not only did Qin Luo not hear Li Tingcheng talk about his family affairs, but he didn't even mention it to her parents. Ever since they met, she's been a loner. Eat alone, live alone, work alone, start a business alone, and on the chūn festival of the family reunion of the Chinese people, she also stayed in Yanjing alone to make the new year's golden chrysalis muscle powder sales plan-

"My mom is a student at Yenching University. She's beautiful. ”

Qin Luo laughed and said, "It can be imagined. Otherwise, there would not be such a beautiful daughter as you. ”

The corners of Li Qingcheng's mouth twitched, and he seemed to laugh but had no sound. said: "Men are afraid of getting into the wrong business, and women are afraid of marrying the wrong man." If she hadn't known him, perhaps many people's fates would have changed - at least, she wouldn't have died so early. ”

Li Chengcheng took out a cigarette again and lit it, but he just held it between his fingers and let it burn.

"There are so many silly women in the world looking forward to the story of Cinderella and the Prince. But they don't know that even if Cinderella and the prince are truly in love, so what? Would the king not agree to the prince marrying a Cinderella, and the prince's wife would only be a princess who matched his status - Cinderella? Hmph, it's just a doll when he wants to experience love. In the face of inheritance and love, they will not hesitate to choose the former. ”

It's no wonder that such an excellent man as Philip was also rejected by Li Chengcheng, it turned out that Li Chengcheng's experience made her naturally not very interested in the 'prince'.

Qin Luo could hear that there was a deep resentment and hatred for the identity of the prince in Li Chengcheng's words.

"It's a pity that so many women believe in love, in the greatness of love, in the power of love to overcome all - including her. When the man suddenly disappeared, she stupidly ran to look for it. The result? He was humiliated, and then kicked out of the door - until he died, she didn't see him for the last time. I didn't get into the door of the man's house—"

What's worse is that because she was pregnant out of wedlock, her parents considered it a great shame and refused to recognize her as a daughter. Angry, soon, the old couple who were not in good health both died, and she didn't even have the qualifications to go in and bow down, so she could only watch from a distance, and then fainted crying--in that era, how good it would be if it were as enlightened as it is now? ”

Li Qingcheng said with a soft sigh. "Now even little girls who have just entered junior high school can sleep with men, and the main customers who go to the hospital for abortions are students—"

"A pregnant woman gave birth to me in a dilapidated basement in Yanjing. I think that the first thing I saw when I opened my eyes and saw the world was not the smile of my relatives, but the fat and fat mice. ”

"Because of the deliberate actions of some people, the poor woman couldn't even find a decent job. In order to support herself and her daughter, she had to give up her status as a college student to become a maid - how could a maid afford to hire a nanny? So, I had to spend my days with the rats. ”

Li Qingcheng turned his face to look at Qin Luo and asked, "Are you afraid of mice?" ”

"Don't be afraid. I just think—"

"It's disgusting, isn't it? As long as it's a normal person, they won't find them cute. Li Qingcheng said with a smile. I'm not afraid. On the contrary, I still love them. Do you know? Sometimes I dream that it is a bunch of furry rats that fill the room—black, white, big, small, hairy, even newborn babies—and I can make sounds, and the first thing I shout is not that my father is not my mother, but that the rats chirp -- I don't have a chance to reach people. They are the ones who come into contact with them the most. ”

Qin Luo's heart was sour, and he wanted to vent his anger, but he didn't know what kind of way to use.

He could only hug Li Chengcheng tightly and give her all the heat of herself.

However, Li Qingcheng's body was still cold, and this cold seemed to come out of his bones. Makes him unable to resist and warm.

The past is like a cloud, and when I look back, it still hurts.

"That's what the woman told me—even if she didn't, I could guess. One and one woman, two women, lived in a basement near the sewer for twelve years, and then, they couldn't even live in the basement—"

"That year, I was twelve. On that day, I was also twelve years old. She made an appointment with me and took me to eat something nice when she came home from work—I had never eaten out until I was twelve. Or even a box of fast food for five dollars. Can you imagine such a life? ”

"But by twelve o'clock, when my birth was over, she had not returned—I was awakened by her crying. She hugged me tightly, and kept crying, as if she was afraid of waking me up, and let out an extremely suppressed whining sound—a cry that I will never forget in my life. ”

"I hugged her back and asked her what was wrong, why she was crying, why she came back so late. She didn't answer, just cried louder and more unscrupulously - oh, as if she had said something. She said she couldn't stand it, really couldn't stand it - hey, this weak woman. ”

Li Qingcheng seemed to be disdainful of the woman's vulnerability, and the corners of his mouth pulled a sneer.

However, Qin Luo clearly saw that her eyes blinked, and then a crystal teardrop slipped from her moist eye sockets.

"The next day, I came back from school and saw a corpse and a letter. She's dead. Li Qingcheng flicked away the teardrop that kept leaving her face with her beautiful fingers, smiled, and said: "This poor woman has been alone for twelve years, and it seems that she really can't stand it anymore - she is dead." ”

(ps: Today is the thirtieth year of the Chinese New Year's Eve.) I wish Lao Liu's friends to be happy every day, happy all the time, and happy every second. Well, it's important to be healthy.

I love you!!! ）