In this emotional grip, Zhu Qingmei's eyes were red, and she suddenly realized that the family affair that had tied them up for ten years was likely to collapse under the cooperation of the two of them, although she didn't know what the consequences would be when he explained to his parents, but through this conversation with him, she saw another possibility in life. ,

She thought that she could only live her life so reluctantly, but now it seemed that there was a turnaround, and he said that he was willing to help her to live a life that was more suitable for her and more worthy of living.

No one had ever told her that, even her parents, who never really cared about what kind of life she wanted to live, but he did.

In the past years, she had thought that he and her parents were thinking the same thing, but now it seems that this is not the case, and she suddenly has an indescribable feeling of relief and sadness.

She resented that she had woken up too late.

Suddenly, a thought crossed her mind, and she raised her eyes to him and asked, "Lord Yan, what if I change my mind now?"

"What's the matter, does the county lord want to start getting to know me again," Yan Jinxuan asked with a smile.

"What if I'm going to do this," Zhu Qingmei asked tentatively with a provocative mentality.

Yan Jinxuan sat upright and said unhurriedly: "County Lord, I hope you understand that only the same kind of people have long-term attraction, this is innate, even if other forces can prevail in a certain period of time, but that is not natural enough." And all unnatural feelings will eventually make people uncomfortable and even painful. ”

Does it also mean that she and him are not the same kind of people, and their union will only make each other uncomfortable, Zhu Qingmei was ignorant, but her original enthusiasm was suddenly extinguished by these calm words.

"Why don't you give each other a chance to try it, I was too young and immature to understand the inner world of an adult man, but I'm willing to try to understand it now." Zhu Qingmei said again. These words contain her usual mischievous taste. At the same time, she also subconsciously wanted to leave a way back for herself, because in this case, if her parents did not agree with her and the second prince of North Korea, she would at least be able to keep this family business, and she suddenly realized today that Yan Jinxuan was actually not bad.

Yan Jinxuan was calm on the surface, but her palms were sweating slightly, which felt like being disliked for many years, and suddenly that person found out that she was a treasure, but he had already stopped her heart.

Of course, he didn't mean to blame her in the slightest, it was unfair to blame her, because it was not a one-sided reason. However, at this time, he did not want to be numb enough to allow his misfortune to continue.

He wants to pursue his own happiness. And she deserves someone who can make her laugh. Of course, he also knew very well that she was saying this now to leave a way out for each other. However, he knew that there was no way out.

Therefore, he smiled lightly and asked, "Hasn't the county lord begun to accept the test and wants to retreat?"

"No, but," she said, holding back the rest of the paragraph, she wanted to say that I was also afraid of failure.

Consider the decades-long friendship between Daddy and Scholar Yan. Will they really be willing to dismiss this family business because of this matter, if Daddy does not agree to marry him on the grounds that the country is too far away, or the elders of the two families do not want the outside world to talk about it and choose to stick to their original intentions?

Any one of these reasons could easily shatter her dreams.

She couldn't afford not to worry about it.

But the problems she was worried about in her eyes were not a big problem in Yan Jinxuan's opinion, because he had already considered these problems, and he knew that the most important thing at the moment was to reach an agreement between the two of them, as long as she was willing to cooperate. All these problems can be solved.

So he smiled and said, "You don't have to worry too much, you just have to be brave and go after what you want." I'll take care of the rest. ”

"What should I do when the second prince visits this year?"

"Find a way to let him know your true heart, and at the same time take the opportunity to test his thoughts, which is easy for two people who like each other to make it clear."

Indeed, Zhu Qingmei asked herself if she was not a person who was ashamed to express her inner thoughts. So she wasn't too worried about her performance, but she wasn't so sure about the second prince's attitude. However, when she thought that the princess was better than Yan Jinxuan's wife, she was no longer afraid. So she nodded.

"I will also try to stay in the palace as much as possible during the days when the second prince visits, and you can come to me at any time if you have any problems." Yan Jinxuan said again.

"Okay."

Zhu Qingmei was suddenly no longer afraid. She took the half-cold tea and drank it down.

Yan Jinxuan smiled and added it to her again.

"Thank you, County Lord." Yan Jinxuan said suddenly.

"Why do you say that," Zhu Qingmei was puzzled.

"Anyway, that's what I want to say at this moment." Yan Jinxuan replied, she could tell from his tone that he was saying it sincerely, but she couldn't guess what he was really thinking at this time.

Zhu Qingmei looked at him fixedly and asked, "Is it because you think that dissolving this family business will give you a new lease of life?"

Yan Jinxuan smiled noncommittally.

After a while, he said, "It's too cold in the pavilion, so let's go back to the house." ”

With that, he stood up.

Zhu Qingmei also felt a little cold on her body, so she also stood up.

Yan Jinxuan saw her lips trembling slightly, and knew that she was in the cold, so she untied her big coat and draped it on her body.

Suddenly, a warm current spread through her body, and she was slightly surprised by his actions, but a little bitter, and hurriedly said thank you softly.

"It's fine." Yan Jinxuan said disapprovingly, motioning for her to walk ahead.

When he left the Zongwang Mansion, Yan Jinxuan breathed a sigh of relief.

He stood in the snowy clearing and looked up at the sky for a long time, feeling that the sky was brighter than ever. He watched with emotion, and before he knew it, his shoulders were covered with snowflakes.

"Second master, it's too cold outside, you better sit in the carriage." Honka said thoughtfully.

Yan Jinxuan nodded and strode towards the carriage.

When he returned to Yanfu, it was already evening, because Yan Yunpei went out to entertain Yan Jinhao and took his wife and children to visit relatives Yan Jinrui went to a friend's appointment, so only Mrs. Lin and Mrs. Lu were at home.

Seeing Yan Jinxuan coming back, Mrs. Lu hurriedly asked, "Nine Princes, they are all okay, have the county lord grown taller?"

She had only met Zhu Qingmei twice, and it was many years ago, and now she couldn't even remember Zhu Qingmei's appearance.

"It's all right, the county lord is also flat and my neck is high." Yan Jinxuan said lightly.

"Why aren't you so happy" Seeing his thoughtful look, Mrs. Lu hurriedly asked.

"Nope." Yan Jinxuan smiled at her.

"I'll go back to my room and change my clothes first." Yan Jinxuan then walked out of the hall.

In the home of Zhuang Zhuang Xu Qingqing, Yan Jinrui and Xu Qingqing were talking behind closed doors in the living room. To be continued

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