Back then, because of Liufeng's real beauty, the Wang family didn't dare to ask her to move around more, also because Liufeng's personality was too soft, and she would only swallow her anger when she was bullied. Wang is also a child with her, and he pities her life experience very much, and knows that she has always been honest, so he has always protected her.

However, Wang's protection did not save the flowing wind from disaster. The "moon cake incident" four years ago involved the flow of wind. Although in the end, with Fu Jun's intervention, Liufeng avoided this right and wrong. But her beauty has finally become a handle in the eyes of others, and even Shen's mother has thought about convection and wants to keep her by Fu Geng's side to keep Fu Geng's heart.

Fu Jun knew that she shouldn't be angry with anyone. Wang's death is a conspiracy, and it has nothing to do with Liufeng, and Shen's mother's thoughts are the common thoughts of people in this era.

But even so, deep in his heart, Fu Jun was never able to have the same care as Wang's for the convective wind. She kept Liufeng by her side and gave her the example of a first-class maid, but basically didn't ask her to take care of anything. She didn't know why she was so guarded against the wind. Although the former policeman's intuition repeatedly told her, Liu Feng had no other thoughts about Fu Geng. However, Fu Jun's feelings made her unable to respond to the judgment given by reason at all.

She didn't want Liufeng to stay in the capital, because that would likely make Liufeng eventually become a bargaining chip used by Shen's mother to keep Fu Geng. At the same time, she never thought of finding a way out for Liufeng.

Like Huaisu and Huixue, Shijiang, and even Qingman and Qingwu, who have been young in the past few years, Fu Jun has thought about finding a good home for them, so that they can get a happy life.

Convection wind is possible. Fu Jun didn't have any ideas. In other words, there are no good ideas, but there are often some dark thoughts.

For example, knowing that Weiyang was hostile to the flowing wind, Fu Jun always intentionally or unintentionally brought the flowing wind to the Xuanji Room. It seems that only when she sees the wind living unhappily can she feel at ease. Or does Fu Jun hope to use the unhappiness of the wind to balance the various regrets caused by the death of the Wang family?

Fu Jun really doesn't know.

At this moment, seeing that the flowing wind was under Weiyang's eyes, and he lowered his head slightly timidly, Fu Jun's heart actually had a faint sense of happiness. She hated and spit on her feelings. On the other hand, I feel it. Even if Liufeng hadn't done anything, just because of the misfortunes caused by her beauty, she deserved it.

And this kind of emotion is like Fu Jun's feelings for Fu Geng.

Throw away a glossy and gorgeous appearance. Tear open the wound in the depths of the heart. In the depths of Fu Jun's soul. She actually deeply hopes that Fu Geng will not be happy in this life. He had to spend the rest of his life suffering to make up for the terrible consequences caused by him.

But. Will this make you happy?

Fu Jun shook his head and hugged the "Ten Treatises" in his hand a little tighter.

She knew that the more that was the case, the less happy she would be. She will only sink even further, into the whirlpool she has created for herself.

And she, Fu Jun, should not be such a person, living in her own darkness forever, and even taking away the light of others.

Wasn't she like this in her previous life? It's been dark, resentful, and angry. When she was left on the cold, hard earth of a foreign land, she actually regretted it. She misses out too many good things in life, but focuses her life only on the one thing that is painful, which is the most stupid and unworthy choice.

Fu Jun's heart quietly crossed a slight and sharp pain, and the hard shell wrapped in layers slowly cracked in this pain, and some faint but bright things gradually seeped into his heart.

She jerked her head up and looked at the study room in front of her.

The bright windows are clean, the cool breeze is green, and the fragrance of the paper and the fragrance of the flowers in the sleeves are entwined in one place, which is particularly refreshing. The one who stood in front of the bookshelf and carried the books was the little uncle who diligently helped her find the books; There are also Shijiang and Qingwu, because they noticed that Fu Jun's face was wrong, and they were looking at her worriedly at the moment, Qingman also gently rested a cup of warm tea in Fu Jun's hand.

At that moment, Fu Jun was suddenly ashamed of himself.

Resentment of innocent people, and the use of despicable means to obtain unspeakable pleasures. When did she become such a person?

In her previous life, the only thing she pursued all her life was the word truth, and because of her reluctance to pursue the truth, she even lost many important experiences in her life. And after regaining his life, just because he was greedy for a long-lost warmth, he fell to this point, and he almost abandoned his own heart.

In an instant, cold sweat penetrated Fu Jun's back, making her feel terrified.

"Flowing wind," Fu Jun opened her mouth suddenly, her voice so abrupt that even she was taken aback.

Liufeng hurriedly responded, took two steps forward, and stood in front of Fu Jun. She was dressed in a very inconspicuous garment, a pearl-gray blouse and a white cotton skirt, which was dim and dazzling in the bright May light.

Fu Jun sighed silently, and said as slowly as possible in his voice: "You and Qingman go back first, I remember that Mother Shen said that there is something to do here." Go back and see, you don't have to serve here. ”

Liufeng raised his head, glanced at Fu Jun with some surprise, and then lowered his head again, and answered in a low voice.

Qingman was full of worry, looked at Shijiang and Qingwu, and stooped down to respond.

Fu Jun tried hard to make a smile, and said softly: "After going back and finishing the business, Qingman went to ask Shen's mother for a few pieces of material, and said that I said that I would give you a few spring clothes." I remember that Liufeng hasn't cut new clothes for several years, and this year I cut them together, after all, it's my big girl, and I have to be bright when I go out. ”

Liu Feng was very surprised, and couldn't help but raise his head and look at Fu Jun again, and then lowered his head again, but his eyes were slightly red.

Qingman looked at Liufeng, paused, and then showed a happy face, and said happily: "Thank you, girl, the maid is thinking about making a green shirt with a veil to wear this year." ”

Shi Jiang looked at Fu Jun's complexion, and smiled at Qingman: "You, you know how to think about this all day long." ”

Qingwu also teased for the first time: "The girl should tell you to get clothes after you have read ten words." ”

Qingman's face immediately became bitter, but Fu Jun couldn't help laughing and quipped, "Qingwu's words reminded me. Let's do it, everyone will cut new clothes, green vines, etc., when you know enough ten words, when will you make clothes again. ”

This made everyone laugh, and even Wang Jin laughed. Qingman was really bitter at this time, and he didn't dare to say anything, so he had to mumble at the corner of his mouth: "The maid knows." ”

Seeing that the atmosphere was easy to turn around, Fu Jun's face reappeared with a smile, and Shi Jiang breathed a sigh of relief quietly, and glanced at Qingwu, both of whom saw a smile in the other party's eyes.

After a while, Liufeng and Qingman retreated hand in hand. Looking at their departing backs, Fu Jun let out a sigh of relief and pinched his eyebrows a little tiredly.

She can't be a saint, she can only try her best to correct her behavior, so that she can slowly become a person who is emotionally and psychologically normal. (To be continued......)

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