Chapter 140: I Don't Regret Falling in Love with You
Thinking about the mess in his heart, his eyes looked at the flawless jade face in his arms, but Xiao Jian couldn't help but be silent, a little overwhelmed.
For love, Xiao Jian is very unfamiliar, whether it is the goods in his memory, or he himself has not experienced it, he has never had an unforgettable love, he actually doesn't understand love, but, reborn in a lifetime, there are countless stunning existences around him, Zhao Yazhi, Zhou Huimin, Weng Meiling, Wang Zuxian, and now Chen Yulian in his arms.
For these women, Xiao Jian has been tempted, but he has always pressed the relationship with the women on his friends and confidants, and has not pursued further, even if the other party expresses his interest in him, he has not accepted a relationship, not that he is not moved, but he does not dare to move.
He didn't know anything about love, and he didn't know anything about other people, but for himself, he knew very well that if a person of Chen Yulian's level had a good impression of him before he was reborn, he would definitely accept it happily and at a loss, but now that he was reborn, everything has changed.
As a reborn, Xiao Jian is not anything else, but his ambition is incomparably strong, and this ambition is not only in his career, but also in love.
Before being reborn, he may hope to get a beautiful woman to grow old with him, this is the love he needs; However, after being reborn, he hopes to be like Wei Xiaobao, with three wives and four concubines, the more wives the better, perhaps, for a reborn person, it is really impossible to fall in love with only one woman.
It is precisely because he knows what he thinks in his heart, so Xiao Jian has never accepted the women around him, even Chen Yulian, who was with him for a while, he did not accept it, not only because the other party can't forget the previous relationship, but also because he doesn't want to hurt the other party.
Although Xiao Jian longs for three wives and four concubines, he believes that no woman in the world will be willing to share love with other women and a man, it is precisely because of knowing these that he does not dare to accept any woman around him, not because he is afraid of not being able to catch up, because with his means can make him unable to catch up with the woman is really very few, this is his self-confidence as a reborn, but he does not want to hurt any woman around him.
It's easy to catch up, but it's hard not to hurt the other party.
Chen Yulian, Zhao Yazhi, Zhou Huimin, Weng Meiling, these four women Xiao Jian all regard him as a friend and confidant, the other party has affection for him, how can he hurt the other party?
Sighing secretly, Xiao Jian raised his hand and gently stroked Chen Yulian's face, and his tone was extremely complicated: "It's good to forget him, I agree with you on this, only by forgetting him, you can have a new beginning, however, you should forget me along with him, this is the best for you." ”
Stunned for a moment, looking up at Xiao Jian with a complicated face, Chen Yulian lightly opened his red lips: "Why did you forget about you?" ”
Looking down at Chen Yulian in his arms, Xiao Jian lowered his head with infinite wireless complexity and kissed it lightly on his smooth forehead, and said softly: "You are a dedicated person, and I am an amorous person, a woman who falls in love with me is destined to be hurt by me, since the result is already doomed, why should you fall in love with me, it's just a coating of troubles." ”
Stiffened, Chen Yulian carefully grasped the deep meaning of Xiao Jian's words, looked up at Xiao Jian with a complicated face, couldn't help but hold his hands, hesitated for a moment, and couldn't help asking, "Do you like Ah Weng and Ah Min?" ”
Looking down at Chen Yulian, whose pretty face turned pale and looked sad, Xiao Jian smiled bitterly, he didn't hide it, he didn't want to hide it, since he didn't want to hurt the other party, let the other party forget about himself as soon as possible, and cut off this relationship that didn't start, this is the best result.
&Happy? Perhaps, but..."A smile appeared on Xiao Jian's face, "I regard them as friends and confidants, and I don't deny that no one has ever had a crush on them, but I am destined to be unsuitable for them." ”
“…”
Looking up at the sad smile on Xiao Jian's face, Chen Yulian couldn't help but fall silent, not knowing what to say, she just felt a mess in her mind, at this moment, at this moment, even she didn't know what she was thinking.
Subconsciously, Chen Yulian asked, "Have you ever been moved by me?" You... Have you ever liked me? ”
Looking at Chen Yulian with an expectant look in his arms, Xiao Jian hesitated for a moment, after all, he didn't have the heart to deceive the other party, and said with a hint of emotion: "For you, I have been moved, liked, and even..."
Looking at Xiao Jian, who was speechless and stopped, Chen Yulian couldn't help but ask, "Or even what?" ”
Looking down at Chen Yulian, Xiao Jian sighed and said: "Even, when you and I had a relationship, I thought about marrying you and spending the rest of my life with you, and even planned to stop my feelings for you and let me slowly fall in love with you, but..."
Looking at the silent Xiao Jian, Chen Yulian asked again: "Just what?" ”
Shaking his head, Xiao Jian did not continue to answer the other party this time, because answering the other party would inevitably hurt the other party, so some of the answers are still known only to himself.
Looking at Xiao Jian who was silent in a daze, Chen Yulian slowly fell silent, thinking about it carefully, the white and immaculate face couldn't help but show a wry smile, the answer was already clear to her, and it was precisely because she was clear that she was even more helpless.
For Xiao Jian, Chen Yulian has known him for a year and a half, and knows the man around him very well, gentle, polite, and willing to stick a knife in his side to his friends, he doesn't take interests and power seriously, and his talent is the only thing she has seen in her life, but she knows how proud this man is in his heart, so proud that he doesn't allow the woman he likes to have the slightest memory of other men in his heart.
I was born before I was born, and I am old when you were born.
At this moment, Chen Yulian's mind couldn't help but come up with these two sentences, providence makes people, why did God let her not meet the man next to her first, if the first person she met was the man next to her, even if the other party was amorous, she believed that as long as the two people came together, the other party would never fail her.
Looking up at the man in front of him whose face was full of helplessness, bitterness, sadness, but no regrets, Chen Yulian's eyes couldn't help but flicker, and then slowly stood up.
Isn't this exactly what he wants to scold? So why stop it.
& I don't regret falling in love with you. ”