Although Yin Yin's identity is high-minded, he is simple, and he has never only revolved around the affairs of the Queen Mother, and will not pay attention to others. Regarding the Queen Mother's description of Leng Qiushui, she couldn't fully empathize with it, so she just nodded blindly in response, and the Queen Mother poked her head and laughed at her.

"Do you know what I'm most afraid of when I get to this point?"

Afraid of what? The rivers and mountains are stable, the Haiyan River is clear, the border is occasionally chaotic, and others work together to solve it, and the overall situation is stable, and the Queen Mother should have nothing to fear. Yin Yin looked at her eyes carefully, but she sobered up in an instant. Yes, in the final analysis, this prosperous world is still the dynasty of their Xiao family, even if the queen mother holds a lot of power, what she is most afraid of is that everything will be empty, and she is still the only one left at the end of the prosperity.

"Yin Yin understands."

She whispered like this, leaning on the Queen Mother's knees and refusing to raise her head, afraid that she would accidentally reveal some sadness.

"My biggest fear is not loss, just betrayal. Asking for nothing is suffering, gaining and losing is pain, I have never been afraid of losing anything, and this world is not what I want. The only thing to fear is betrayal, and after betrayal, you can only be lonely and miserable. People come and go in this world, they are all afraid of my authority, hindered by my identity to give me a deserved supreme treatment, whether it is the emperor and princess or Leng Qiushui, they are well-behaved and obedient but they are also blocked by their status. So, Yin Yin, no one can compare to you, and you are the only one I can trust. ”

The Queen Mother is not like the Queen Mother, but more like a child who is eager to confide in her grievances. She speaks unscrupulously, without being bound by any status, and says rare truthful words. was obviously to appease Huangfu Yinyin's anxiety, but in the end it turned into a self-comfort.

She has been besieged by this palace wall for 20 years, from innocent to preoccupied, owned, lost, betrayed and betrayed others, obviously Huafa was not born but felt that she was much older. She has seen many people and learned many things over the years, and the most important one is not to trust any of them.

No matter what the emperor and queen are and the minister of civil and military affairs, the only one who can believe is always himself, and Huangfu Yin Yin is another her, so it is worth believing. Yin Yin was also like his young self. The whole heart was cut open and only for one person to see. At that time, her heart was ignored and hurt, and finally slowly scabbed and blinded and no longer bright, so she spent a lot of effort to take care of Yin Yin. I hope to keep another pure heart that is still bright red.

"The mother is sad. That's why it's rare to say these words. ”

"Where?"

"That daughter of the Yin family. It was the person who caused the mother to sleep at night last time, and it is the same today. She's not good, and she makes you sad. ”

There is no one in this world who can empathize with another person's joys, sorrows, and sorrows. Unless she is part of your body or another you in the mirror. For the Queen Mother, Huangfu Yin Yin never has to speculate about the holy will like others, she only needs to take a closer look at the other party's eyebrows and eyes, and feel it quietly for a moment to be able to empathize with it at all.

The Queen Mother no longer refutes, but only sits in a daze, as if she has fallen into some distant old thing. When Yin Yin entered the palace, she was already a young queen mother, and the previous dynasty had been broken, and she had never taken the initiative to talk to Yin Yin about anyone in the old days for many years. It's just that Yin Yin is smart, and she has been inseparable from her for many years, even if the two of them don't ask one or the other, she has guessed many stories, and she has always been imagined by her, and she has not deliberately concealed it. At this moment, seeing that she also noticed the daughter of the Yin family, she remembered the half-faced peach blossom statue that was tied back in the high pavilion.

"The Buddha talks about reincarnation cause and effect, I have always believed it, and the daughter of the Yin family who was selected to see in the temple today is like this. Yin Yin, you don't know, for a moment, I really had to believe that she was back. The eyebrows, eyes, nose bones and even words and demeanor that are similar seem familiar, but when she comes back to her senses the next moment, she feels that she is not like it, compared to the old person, she is always missing something. So, I don't know whether to be happy or sad

Yin Yin did not dare to make a presumptuous assertion about the reincarnation of cause and effect, but he knew one thing that the dead would never come back to life. Even if there is really any reincarnation person, after crossing the Nai He Bridge, he has long forgotten the past, how can he come back to look for you? ”

Yin Yin said some reassuring words, but the Queen Mother heard some sadness out of thin air. Life is only one life, why do you have to remember the old people and old things, no matter how much reincarnation there is, it will be cut off. No one can always remember whom, and where can they meet each other in their lives.

"yes, what are you doing back? Do you still want to ask me for your life? Oh, with her temperament, there's nothing she doesn't dare to do. ”

I laughed sadly, but the more I laughed, the sadder I became. Under the cover of the proud phoenix's light, there are scarred wings, which are usually hidden in the golden light, but at this moment, it is rare to show some fragility, which is distressing.

"Mother, I'm still here. Yin Yin will always be with you all the time. ”

She never hid her heart, especially when she couldn't see the Queen Mother sad, so she did not hesitate to sacrifice her sincerity again, and muttered some promises of "never abandon" over and over again. Except for her, no one knew that the high-ranking Queen Mother had never lived happily, so she felt that she had the responsibility to be tied to the other party. In such a stormy whirlpool, holding each other tightly, they are a whole that can warm each other and never be separated.

Yin Yin's posture remained unchanged, kneeling on his knees, a surrendered and caring look. Listening to these words of temperament that dissected the heart, in addition to pity, there was no lack of contradictions in the eyes of the Queen Mother.

Huangfu Yin Yin is a generous gift from God, an unexpected joy, which came when she was most confused and miserable. Since then, for the first time, she has truly experienced the taste of being relied on, followed, and loved, which is warm.

"Yin Yin, I can't be so selfish. You are not my domestic slave in public or private, and when I have a good candidate, I will pay attention to help you find a good family. ”

Jin Yu is never enough to prove her love for Yin Yin, which is what she thinks is the best way to give Yin Yin a sound family and a rich and stable life. It's a pity that Yin Yin didn't appreciate it.

"Niangniang said with a smile, I have to serve Niangniang for a long time, both public and private. Yin Yin has nothing else to wish and fear, the only thing he is afraid of is to leave Niangniang alone. You are the god and Buddha on the high platform, so let Yin Yin make a pair of glass lamps nearby. ”

The long night is forbearing, the green light is not lonely, and the glass is accompanied. (To be continued......)

PS: How can anyone know each other in life and life.