Xu Yan didn't know why he could endure it for so long, probably because of the previous incident, after all, that time Xu Yan really felt the fear of losing Yan Yan, and Xu Yan really didn't dare to do it again.

So every time he had something in mind, he gave Yan Yan a hint, but Yan Yan was unwilling, he would rather endure it by himself than force Yan Yan anymore, because he clearly remembered that he didn't have a chance to do it again, it would be a complete loss, he was willing to sleep with Yan Yan for the rest of his life, and he didn't want to see the day Yan Yan left.

This is why Xu Yan can tolerate the fact that the husband and wife have not lived as a couple for more than two years, tonight Xu Yan hinted to Yan Yan again, but when Yan Yan still refused, in fact, Xu Yan was also uncomfortable in his heart, he was really afraid that he would not be able to help it, and when the time came, he would do something that he would regret for the rest of his life.

Xu Yan forced himself to lie back, lying with his back to Yan Yan, and then quietly forced himself to slowly calm down. Yan Yan felt Xu Yan's discomfort and knew that men couldn't endure this kind of thing, but Yan Yan couldn't pass his own level.

Yan Yan actually didn't want Xu Yan to see it when he gave birth to a child, because he heard that a man would have a psychological shadow, but when he gave birth to Huanhuan, he really couldn't help it, Yan Yan didn't react at that time, and Yan Yan felt estranged when he recalled it afterwards, because Xu Yan almost witnessed Huanhuan's birth, Yan Yan himself couldn't accept it when he saw it, let alone a man.

In fact, Yan Yan didn't know that for this matter, Yan Yan's inner shadow was even bigger than Xu Yan's, or that Xu Yan didn't have any psychological shadow at all, because he felt that it was a very normal thing in itself. And he was more scared at the time, but he was afraid afterwards.

The two men lay with their backs to each other, each with their own thoughts. But what they don't know is that in fact, they are thinking about things that the other party has long been out of the ordinary. Yan Yan lay down for a while, thinking a lot, she felt that since they were going to live for a lifetime, it was best to say some things.

"Xu Yan," Yan Yan plucked up his courage and hugged Xu Yan from behind and said, "Tell the truth." I don't know what you think, but I've heard that many men have psychological shadows about this matter. So I don't know what to do about intimacy. ”

Xu Yan was already shocked when Yan Yan hugged him, and after hearing what Yan Yan said, Xu Yan breathed a sigh of relief. It's more about joy. He's happy! Because Yan Yan doesn't care about the previous things anymore, can the relationship between them get better?

"Fool!" Xu Yan directly turned around and hugged Yan Yan, kissed him fiercely, and said, "Yan'er, I don't know who you listened to, but I'm definitely not such a person!" For you, I only have interest, how can there be any psychological shadow? Xu Yan felt that he might as well prove it with his actions.

So Xu Yan directly pressed Yan Yan. Undressed neatly with his hands and feet, Xu Yan was in a hurry, so the foreplay was very short. rushed in all of a sudden, Yan Yan was not ready, and was coldly rushed in by Xu Yan like this, except for the pain, it still hurts. "Slow down! I hurt! ”

"I hurt too," Xu Yan inhaled, Yan Yan hadn't had sex for a long time, so it was as tight as the first time, Xu Yan stopped slowly, and only started to move when Yan Yan was ready. Maybe it was a relationship that hadn't been done for a long time, and the two arrived soon, but Xu Yan was not enough, so he immediately started the second scene, and Yan Yan was powerless to stop it.

Wen'er and Jun'er only officially went to school at the age of five, and they were taught by Yan Yan and Xu Yan in person, Yan Yan didn't want the child to be made into a little old man by Gu Wen at a young age, besides, Yan Yan still resisted the child's reputation in his heart, because the officialdom was insidious, they all looked at the emperor's face and relied on power to behave, too much of it was involuntarily.

But reading is still necessary, after all, literacy is too much different from illiteracy, and reading and literacy, it will be easier for Wen'er and Jun'er to do other things in the future. Wen'er is very sensible, readful and smart, the only drawback is that his face is expressionless, but he will still listen to what Yan Yan says, and Yan Yan is very satisfied with Wen'er, the eldest son.

Jun'er's temperament can be seen since she was a child, relying on her smile and talking mouth, she is very popular with her elders. However, Yan Yan was also worried that Jun'er was so playful and active, and it would be bad if she was taken bad, so she always told Wen'er to keep an eye on Jun'er, and if there was anything wrong with Jun'er, she immediately told her.

Every time Jun'er is naughty and mischievous, being scolded by the master for making fun of her classmates in the school, or being found by someone who is in trouble, Yan Yan will scold Jun'er fiercely, although Jun'er often admits her mistakes with a wronged appearance, and is coquettish with Yan Yan, but Yan Yan is not the kind of mother, she will be soft-hearted when she sees her beloved son like this, but she will not let go of those who should be scolded and punished.

Yan Yan has always had his own way of educating children, that is: you can love but not spoil, you can be tolerant but not indulgent. Although Jun'er can be coquettish and likable, Yan Yan still treats everyone equally, and Yan Yan will not let go of what Jun'er does wrong.

But Yan Yan didn't beat and scold the child, but reasoned, the child is five years old, and he will think about problems when he is sensible, so Yan Yan patiently teaches, Jun'er can still listen to it, at least Jun'er will pay attention after talking too much.

Although Jun'er's temperament is playful, at least he is not spoiled, what he said Jun'er will change, and now the most headache for Yan Yan is Huanhuan! Huanhuan is a well-known "lazy girl", and she is protected by Xu Yan, Yan Yan has quarreled with Xu Yan many times over Huanhuan's affairs, but Huanhuan still hasn't changed at all.

Huanhuan is four years old, but he still sleeps all day long, and Xu Yan holds and eats food, Xu Yan said: "If you don't do this, Huanhuan won't be able to eat, and if you're hungry, you'll be worried about us, so I'll feed it now." Yan Yan couldn't do anything but get angry and roll his eyes.

The most important thing is that even the Yang family can't stand it, after saying Xu Yan a few times, Xu Yan has relented, and now the children's education problems are handed over to Yan Yan, and Huanhuan has no Xu Yan as a backer from now on. Huanhuan didn't officially learn to read and write until she was four years old, but girls don't have to go to school, so Yan Yan is not worried.

Yan Yan spends half of her time on Huanhuan every day, teaching her to read and write, draw and other things, because Huanhuan has always been yang and yin, so Yan Yan is very difficult to teach, basically what can be learned in an hour, Huanhuan can pass the test in two days, not because Huanhuan is stupid, but because Huanhuan is too lazy and unwilling to memorize these things. (To be continued.) )