The early winter has arrived, and there is still the last cool rain.

The rain kept falling, and she refused to stop, like a woman who couldn't stop crying when she was sad.

With a piercing sound of porcelain cracking, the delicate jade box porcelain vases in Yin Suwen's hands instantly slipped to the ground and fell to pieces.

Before she could react, Nanzhu, who was standing behind her, had already screamed in shock: "Zhang Gongzi!! You, what are you doing here?! ”

At the same time, there was a couple of men and women on the bed, the man was Zhang Shaoqing, whom Yin Suwen was thinking about at dusk, and the woman was the first prostitute in Shangyuan Mansion.

The room is still Yin Suwen's familiar furnishings, with a familiar scent of smoke, and even the blessing bag that he hung on the head of the bed the day before yesterday is still there. The difference is that the air now is not only warm and fragrant, but also mixed with a strong smell of fat powder and disgusting ambiguity.

She only thought that her Zhang Shaoqing had broken her leg, and she couldn't wait to bring the best medicine to accompany him all the time, but now it seems that he is okay and he doesn't need himself here at all.

The door was open, and Yin Suwen stood at the door in a daze, stunned expressionlessly, but almost vomited in his heart. She saw the scarlet blessing bag swaying weakly in the cold winter wind, and saw that the lover lying on the bed was not the lover she thought about day and night that should have been sick. No, that's him, the one who said "one person for a lifetime", but there is another charming and enchanting woman by his side, and these two people are just happy to interpret a real "love for each other".

Betrayal, is that what it feels like? There was a sharp voice in her heart asking over and over again, she thought that she had already tasted betrayal and hurt, she thought that she should have practiced a King Kong incorruptible body, but why, now she still feels pain, so painful, so painful that she almost died.

The two people on the couch were dressing in a panic to cover their shame, but Yin Suwen stood firmly in front of the door and did not move, and Nanzhu, who was the first to be angry, rushed in and fought with Hua Yingying, who was still peachy cheeks.

"Hua Yingying, you shameless bitch! On weekdays, I only knew that you were a foxy and prodigal, but I didn't know that you were so bold and reckless, and you dared to climb into the bed of the young master of your husband's family, I, Nanzhu, will come to treat your incurable disease today! My young lady has to love one person despite thousands of objections, but she is sincere but in exchange for such humiliation, it is really in vain! ”

Under Nanzhu's crisp and neat slap, the delicate and frail Hua Yingying had no power to fight back, and Zhang Shaoqing on the side heard it with a blue and white face, obviously the second half of this unpleasant sentence was scolding herself.

Nanzhu is honest and hot-tempered, and she naturally won't be indifferent when she sees her young lady suffering such a shameful humiliation. Although this Hua Yingying is a prostitute in Qinglou, she was also bought as a top card to support her since she was a child, her thin skin and tender flesh are very delicate, where can she hold Nanzhu's slap and scolding, she can only scream and block her face, and at the same time she urgently calls for Zhang Shaoqing to help.

Zhang Shaoqing, who was in a panic, obviously didn't care about helping others, so he only grabbed a coat from the side of the bed and covered it indiscriminately, and explained while struggling to get out of bed: "Susu, that, listen to me, things are not like this!" ”

He stumbled over the messy bed curtain while talking, and the clothes he was wearing were actually petticoats, which completely ruined his image of a clean and elegant noble son on weekdays.

Yin Suwen, who was standing by the door, seemed to be nailed to the spot and couldn't move, she felt that she should turn around and leave, or rush forward to tear up like Nanzhu, but she couldn't move. It was as if the whole body was not his own, except for the angry and trembling hands that were about to churn out of his chest.

Listening to him shouting "Susu, Susu" over and over again, she remembered that when he held his hand and made a promise, he also called her like this, "Susu, you believe me." This is the only person in this life. ”

Zhang Shaoqing's face shook in front of her eyes, and Yin Suwen only saw an anxious figure opening her mouth to say something to her, but she couldn't hear a sound, only a buzzing sound full of ears and mixed screams. She felt a burning hand grasp her shoulder, but she only felt a wave of nausea, until a fishy sweetness surged up her throat, and a large mouthful of blood gushed out, and her consciousness finally turned back, and she violently pushed away the man in front of her and turned around and ran away.

The winter wind was as cold as a few sharp blades, and the knife mercilessly tore every inch of Yin Suwen's body. She ran blindly, only wanting to escape the farthest way with the least number of people.

The mountain road to the East Emperor Cliff became steeper and more difficult to walk, and the rugged path in such a deep mountain was usually not even willing to be set foot on Orion, and the thorny rattans on both sides of the road that had long been dry but stiff and refused to die tore at her body fiercely, and there was sharp pain.

At this moment, Yin Suwen didn't care about these wounds as if he had completely lost his sense of pain, but just ran forward on his own, until a few mouthfuls of blood spurted out of his heart one after another, and finally leaned on the trunk of the tree and cried bitterly.

They say that the eldest lady of the Yin family is an emotionless weirdo, friends don't love relatives; They said that the eldest lady of the Yin family was afraid that her brain would be burned out, and she followed the young master of the Zhang family without a name.

No one knows that she is not always so invincible and strong, but she has to be strong; It's not that she never cries, but when she cries, she always hides in a corner alone and never lets others see her; She is not really cold-faced and ruthless, hard-hearted, but she has always known that she will not be hurt if she does not love. However, her talisman spells and those cold face insistences were all broken by a man named Zhang Shaoqing ten years ago.

That day, a jade-faced young man in white held her hand tightly, and whispered softly with a smile: Don't be afraid, Susu, I will protect you. Then she believed, and to this day, there is no more.

"No, nothing・・・・・・"

Yin Su asked and muttered over and over again, his cold palm tightly covering his heart. How many years have passed, and I thought that the heartache would not be done again, but at this time, I only felt that it hurt vividly. The heart is like a hollowed-out black hole, and there is nothing but bubbling blood and cold rain and snow falling.

"Oh, it's ridiculous, it's ridiculous・・・・・・" laughed angrily, his already pale cheeks showed a strange blue-black, and a strange blue light appeared faintly in the depths of his pupils. Obviously the big teardrops rolled down, but he laughed self-deprecatingly, crying and laughing, as if he had become a crazy person.