311 Believe me once
Ilan looked at Hosbei steadily, and slowly the water in his eyes condensed.
Huo Sibei looked flustered, his finger raised slightly, and before he could wipe her eyes, a teardrop had already dripped onto the back of his index finger and flowed down his finger. There was no sound, but he seemed to hear the sound of tears falling from his heart. He suddenly hugged Elan tightly and whispered close to her ear:
"Elan, believe me once."
Ilan lay on Hosbei's shoulder, tears flowing more and more fiercely.
She was really sad this time, just as sad as the time Huo Sibei told her to take care of her before. If he had given her a video call at that time, even if he had said a few perfunctory words, greeted her without being salty or light, slowly broke off with her as time and distance lengthened, and boiled her like a frog in warm water to get used to the separation of the two, she would not have remembered that sudden pain until now.
He was so resolute, she was like the most beautiful dream being drunk, and when she opened her eyes awakely, there was still a chill in her mind, but it was also accompanied by the sweet fragrance and warmth that she couldn't forget immediately. She couldn't forget the pain of being suddenly rejected by the closest people when she was most isolated, and the more painful she was, the more deeply she remembered the good times he had with her before, and she remembered and grinded herself back and forth.
She finally collected her emotions, buried these brains in her heart, and strode forward, but he dug them all out today. He whispered to her that he had repented of the stick, that he had hurt it, and that he would never fight again. Ilan was sad to find that she had a little bit of a heartbeat.
Hosbei's shoulders were quickly wet with her tears, and he let go of Ilan. wanted to help her wipe away her tears, but this time Ilan hugged his waist hard and rested his head on his shoulder. Wu wept to himself, but he still suppressed his voice, and when he couldn't suppress it, he only revealed a little slight whimper, accompanied by a slight tremor in his back.
Huo Sibei's heart was so painful that he didn't dare to pull her away with force, so he could only hug her softly and keep patting her on the back to ease her. Whispered Elan's name.
Yilan never raised her head, her tears did not stop, and she sobbed and said, "Abei." I don't believe you. ”
Huo Sibei's hand froze, and he tried to let go of Yilan again with a slight force, but Yilan didn't cooperate at all, unwilling to raise his body and face him. Still resting his head on his shoulder. With an annoyed urn voice, he said, "Don't push it away, I'll leave after I'm done." ”
Huo Sibei stiffened again, and didn't dare to let go of her anymore, but hugged her tightly.
Ilan noticed his movements, her heart was a little smaller, and she rubbed her face twice on his shoulder, but the clothes on Huo Sibei's shoulder were wet by her, and she didn't dry her face. Instead, he was confused.
Huo Sibei was rubbed by her and his neck was itchy, but he didn't dare to dodge. Holding back a smile, he said, "The other side is dry." ”
Yilan stopped rubbing when she heard the voice, and leaned on Huo Sibei quietly, she wanted to lean on Huo Sibei for a while while when Huo Sibei didn't push away, and as soon as the two of them opened their mouths, they would go their separate ways if they couldn't talk, and she would really never see him again.
"Elan." Seeing that Ilan had never spoken, Hoss shouted worriedly.
Yilan closed his eyes, took a heavy breath in his nose, and spoke in a calm voice: "Abei, I was moved by what you just said, but I don't believe you, if you go away once, there will be a second time." ”
Huo Sibei's hand tightened when he said this, but Yilan ignored him and continued: "You and I are not in the same circle of life at all. You are good at everything, it's not your fault, we have no fate. ”
Elan let go, intending to get up.
Hoss tightened her back to prevent her from leaving, staring at Ilan firmly.
Ilan and he were eye-to-eye, she lowered her head in embarrassment, and now her face was covered with dry tears, and she could imagine how ugly it would be without looking.
"Ilan, if we really didn't have fate, we wouldn't let me find you after so long." Huo Sibei said in a deep voice, "I won't be allowed to meet you after only three days here." ”
Yilan didn't say anything, he felt that Huo Sibei was arguing with words, he asked his eldest brother to find out her whereabouts, which is called trusting the relationship to find a way, not fate; He lives near the station to monitor, and whenever she goes in and out one day, she can always be bumped into by him, which is called waiting for the rabbit, and it is not called fate.
Hosbei continued: "We live in different places, of course we don't live in one circle, and then we, well, after we get married, we are in one circle. ”
Hearing this, Ilan looked up at him in shock, Huo Sibei's face was a little red, but his eyes were very determined. The two looked at each other, Yilan quickly lowered her head, the indescribable taste in her heart, a trace of bitterness mixed with a little sweetness, as well as helplessness and amusement, her words were actually crooked like that by him.
"Yilan, when you say you don't believe me, you actually start to believe me, at least you are willing to say it, you will only be stuffy in your heart before, and you will not discuss with me."
Ilan looked up at him stupidly again, Huo Sibei's comprehension ability made her speechless, how could he think that she was believing him?
"Yilan, trust can be cultivated slowly, you slowly believe in me, okay?" Hosbei looked at Ilan sincerely and earnestly.
Yilan looked into Huo Sibei's eyes and said slowly, "I'm older than you. With that said, she decided to tear everything apart and make it clear at once. She is so entangled with him, she must have a head.
Seeing that Huo Sibei was a little stunned, Yilan stared at his eyes and continued to emphasize: "We don't match our ages. ”
Huo Sibei reacted and chuckled: "I knew from the first day I met you that you were older than me, and there is generally a bit of a gap in age between the two people, so it's really not easy to find someone born on the same day, the same month, and the same year." ”
Ilan was dumbfounded again, she bit her lip and emphasized, "I'm older than you." ”
Huo Sibei sighed slightly and said, "Yilan, I understand what you mean. But so what? We're going to have a long, long time to come. I don't mind if you're a little older than me, and you don't mind if I'm a little younger than you. Don't worry, I'm taller than you, I'm stronger than you, and I won't shirk what I should do. ”
Ilan was dumbfounded, a little moved. is also a little weak, it is really difficult to communicate with Huo Sibei, since when did he start to learn to avoid the important and light. Is the virtual and the real twisted? She just pointed out the incompatibility between them, they should be reconciled, how could he directly talk about living in the future?
She simply picked out and said: "Abei, we are not suitable, I am poorer than you, stupider than you, and my background is not very good." The personalities are even more awkward, we don't match, and it's a pure waste of time together. I know you've heard I'm hurt. I feel guilty about me, so you want to find me and see if I'm doing well. Now you see, I'm doing well. You can rest assured. You don't have to feel sorry for me, you have no responsibility to me. Abei, go back, don't live in this kind of place. ”
Huo Sibei frowned and listened, stared at Yilan seriously and asked, "Yilan, this is the reason why you have not believed me all along?" Anything else? ”
"Isn't that enough?" Ilan smiled bitterly.
Hosbei exhaled a long breath and sighed, "Ilan, why didn't you tell me earlier?" He stroked Elan's hair. Fingertips brushed the tips of her hair behind her ears, and she suddenly smiled. As long as people are there, there is nothing to worry about hair.
"Ilan, let's come one by one, okay?" He said softly with a smile.
Yilan looked at him and furrowed her brows, she didn't come to listen to Huo Sibei's rebuttal, procrastination and confusion would only turn the peaceful life into a mess. She immediately pushed Huo Sibei away: "Abei, don't talk about these things anymore, I have to go back." ”
Huo Sibei hurriedly grabbed Yilan: "Listen to me, listen to it before leaving, okay?" ”
Ilan looked at her tightly pinched wrist, and then at the urgency in Huo Sibei's eyes, lowered her eyelids, and remained silent.
Huo Sibei breathed a sigh of relief, looked at Yilan, and was about to speak, but suddenly his expression was a little embarrassed: "Yilan, I have to tell you something, don't be disappointed." ”
Yilan looked up in confusion, only to hear Huo Sibei say embarrassedly: "I'm also poor." ”
Ilan was surprised when he heard this, and stared at Hosbei with blinking eyes. Isn't he trying to comfort her and open his eyes and tell nonsense? Huo Sibei eats and dresses like she is not born as a bitter child.
"My family is fine, but after my children work, they have to be self-reliant, and the family will not give any support," Hosbei explained. After graduating from graduate school, I had to find a way to solve my life problems on my own. Well, I saved a little money for the project, and I spent it all to buy this house. Ilan, I can't guarantee that the work will go smoothly in the future, maybe it will be hard, do you mind? He looked at Ilan with a little nervousness.
Ilan stared at him for a long time, thinking to herself, I don't mind, because it has nothing to do with me.
"You go on." She avoided answering.
Huo Sibei didn't hear Yilan say that he didn't mind, he was a little disappointed, and hurriedly added: "There are many projects designed by mechas, don't worry." ”
Ilan couldn't help but twitch the corners of his mouth, Huo Sibei said as if he patted his chest and promised when the two were looking forward to the future, they had been separated for so long, how could he naturally talk about his future income and expenditure situation with her?
She didn't comment, changed the subject, and prompted: "Say something else, I'm stupider than you, and my qualifications are not as good as yours." ”
Huo Sibei laughed and said, "Where are you stupid? I don't understand anything you understand. ”
"But what you know, I will never understand."
"That's just right, we know a lot together. If two people understand the same thing, it's a bit of a waste. Hosbei's voice was light.
Yilan glanced at Huo Sibei helplessly, and continued to prompt: "My background is not very good. ”
"It's not about you, don't take it personally." Hoss North said quickly.
Yilan shook his head, and was about to speak, when Huo Sibei continued: "My children go out to be self-reliant, just so that we don't rely on our parents and rely on our own efforts. The gifts of elders are limited, and one's own ability is the most important. ”
Ilan was silent for a long time and said, "I have a bad personality and am more stubborn. ”
There was a smile on the corners of Huo Sibei's eyes and eyebrows, and he said softly: "Yilan, I already know this. In the future, if you can change it, you can change it, and if you can't change it, I'll let you, anyway, I'm used to it. ”
Yilan glanced at him, and said angrily: "I can't change it, that's it." ”
"That's it, don't worry, I'll let you." Hosbei didn't hesitate at all.
"Anything else?" Huo Sibei waited for a while, but didn't see Yilan speak, and said with a smile, "Say it to me." ”
"Elan, your concerns are not a problem, I think we are a good fit. If you have any ideas in the future, don't hold it in your heart, you can talk to me. We're talking to each other about it like we do today. ”
"I like you, I started it a long, long time ago, and I will like it until a long, long time, if it's just guilt, I won't appear in front of you, after I find out your whereabouts, maybe I will ask someone to take care of you, maybe I will give you a farm, not necessarily several times in front of you to beg for disgust."
"Ilan, I can't let go, so I compromise with my heart. I hope that I will be by your side, even if not all the time, but for a long time, and that we will share weal and woe in the future. ”
"Elan, you believe me." (To be continued......)