I'm not a fool, I've already noticed that although Aze is still lying on his stomach and pretending to be drunk, he is actually awake.

Damn, I'm still in this guy's hands. Obviously, he came to Lijiang many days before me, and when he proposed to find a place to drink, he brought me directly to this tavern, which was premeditated. Because he probably knew that Fang Nan also frequented here.

I looked at Fang Nan, her eyes were extremely bright, and everything seemed to be like the outline of the face of the woman who was so affectionate to me in the old days. It's just that she was obviously in extreme shock at the moment, maybe she didn't expect to be here, to see me again on such an unexpected occasion...... Such a sudden surprise almost knocked her down! Seeing Fang Nan covering his mouth helplessly, holding on to the wall with one hand, then his arm trembled, gradually becoming weak, and he could barely stand by supporting the table next to him.

Soon, just under our eyes, Fang Nan's charming eyes were quickly filled with tears. At this moment, I believed it, Aze was not joking......

The woman in front of me, she still has affection for me.

Smiling reluctantly, I looked at her: "You...... Are you alright? ”

Fang Nan came back to her senses at this time, her eyes were shining, her gaze was locked on me, and then she suddenly walked over quickly...... She seemed to open her arms to hug me, but she was only halfway through the gesture before she froze. After all, it is a mature woman. Despite the initial surprise, she immediately regained some of her senses, and did not express her emotions impulsively like an ordinary young girl.

Her hand was almost touching my face, and her fingertips were only a few centimeters apart. but shrank back. At this moment, I saw something in Fang Nandi's eyes that made me feel very distressed...... This kind of thing is very familiar, I once remembered that at the beginning, in Fang Nan's home, this lonely and lonely poor woman, it was this kind of thing flashing in her eyes that moved me.

Seeing her hesitate, she wanted to hug me, but she didn't dare to ...... My heart softened. took the initiative to open his arms and hugged her.

I clearly heard Fang Nan's soft "um", this voice was like crying, and with infinite resentment. It came out of her nose and fell into my ears, and I couldn't help but feel a ripple in my heart......

The soft body in his arms was still so plump and attractive, and because I took the initiative, Fang Nan finally dispelled the worries in his heart. He let go of all his arms and hugged me tightly. Her arms were getting tighter and tighter, and the hug was unexpectedly long!

Long. Fang Nan in her arms suddenly raised her head, her face was infinitely affectionate, she just looked at me without saying a word, those cold star-like eyes were so close to me like never before......

At this moment, facing the woman in my arms, I suddenly had an urge to kiss her...... I think the change in the expression on my face was a bit of a sign of my intentions, but alas, I quickly calmed down......

Watch the flame go out in my eyes. All these changes were within the woman's observation, and her body shook, and a reluctant smile appeared on her face.

I had already let go of her, and then we each took half a step back, and I deliberately made a very relaxed appearance: "Fang Nan, how are you?" ”

Fang Nan nodded, just looked at me like this, and then suddenly whispered, "Chen Yang." Long time no see. She looked at me and shook her head slightly, "You still haven't changed much." ”

"Huh?"

"Your heart is still so hard." Fang Nan seemed to complain softly.

I couldn't let myself be indifferent, so I had to smile in return.

Fang Nan glanced at Aze who was lying on the table, and then said, "Have you already met Aze?" ”

"Well, I met him a while ago, and I didn't expect him to be here." As soon as I said it, I immediately regretted it.

Because Fang Nan looked at me and said quietly: "When you see him, you should know that I am also here, huh...... You probably didn't even think to see me. ”

I quickly covered it up and said, "No...... In fact, he and I have only met for a short time, and we haven't had time to ......."

Fang Nan didn't speak, she just thoughtfully landed her gaze on the two empty wine bottles and the remaining dishes on the table. Obviously, this has silently exposed my "not long" lie.

I was a little weak-hearted, and I couldn't help but glance at Fang Nan, but fortunately Fang Nan didn't mean to blame me, just glanced at me and sighed softly.

Once we sat down, I casually found the topic: "Well, how long have we not seen each other?" It's been a year and a half, almost two years. ”

"It's five hundred and seventy-nine days." Fang Nan's words almost made my heart jump in shock. is obviously such a mature and beautiful woman, but she seems to be the kind of young girl who has a resentful tone: "And you, I'm afraid you have forgotten me a long time ago." ”

"No, no."

"Well, Chen Yang, are you still like this, always avoiding me?" Fang Nan said, as if she was about to cry again, she looked at me stupidly and suddenly took a deep breath, and then smiled: "Okay, maybe I'm too greedy." I used to beg God every day that I could see you again. But when I saw it today, I was delusional about anything else. ”

She tried her best to make herself smile so brightly, but unfortunately the heartache in her eyes couldn't be concealed.

"Fang Nan." I sighed, stared at her, and whispered, "Believe it or not, but I haven't forgotten you." ”

……… It's true? In an instant, a trace of revival joy immediately flashed in those gloomy eyes, and Fang Nan looked at me: "However, Aze and I have known each other for a long time. Your friends seem to be in touch with you, but it's just me, and you haven't given me a word, not a single phone call, not even a message. ”

I didn't say anything because I really didn't know how to say it. Is it justified or disguised with words? That's just paler.

Looking at my speechless appearance, Fang Nan laughed and cried: "Perhaps, in your heart, there really has never been my place." Chen Yang, you are still so cold to me, maybe in your heart, I am just a dispensable woman who embraces you. ”

"No......" I was about to deny it, but Fang Nan had already wiped his tears lightly, then smiled and laughed at himself: "Look, I can't control my emotions again." I'm sorry, but I don't want to say that...... It's been a long time since we've seen each other, so it seems like it's time to say something happy. ”

To be honest, my eyes panicked...... After all, the person in front of him was Fang Nan!

It's the Fang Nan who once made my heart flutter and had an entanglement with me!

"Tell me about you, how did you end up here?" Fang Nan looked at me: "You are in Vancouver, is everything okay?" ”

"You...... You know all about me in Vancouver? "I was a little surprised.

"Well, basically, about you, as long as Aze and they know, I will ask him. Didn't that friend of yours, Miss Jojo, live in Vancouver for a while? When she comes back, she will tell Aze about you, and then, Aze will tell me as well...... I'll take it to heart very seriously. She said it softly, and her tone was very serious.

I sighed in my heart, but I endured my face calmly: "I'm here to do business...... Well, maybe after today, I'll have to go back tomorrow. ”

"That'...... Is it possible for you to return to your home country in the near future? Back to Nanjing? Fang Nan's eyes were full of hope.

"I'm afraid...... No. Looking at her expression, I couldn't bear to extinguish her hope like this, but I still chose to tell the truth.

"Oh......" Fang Nan replied softly. She suddenly whispered, "Perhaps, I should have hoped that I hadn't met you today." ”

Looking at my speechless appearance, Fang Nan suddenly became excited, and she said loudly to me: "How long will I be tortured!" You're the only one who gave me a glimmer of hope! You're the only man who gives me a sense of security! I have made so much determination that I have even decided that even if I am looked at by everyone with a sè eye, even if I have wronged myself, I want to be able to keep you by my side! How much am I praying? How much do I wish for? Chen yang! You said! You say!! I just want to be able to see you every day, so that I can smell you, so that I can feel more at ease!! But what about you, just after I got a glimmer of hope from you...... You...... You're gone! Left my side, it was so far away!! So long! ”

She suddenly became excited, which surprised me a little, but seeing her clenching her fists and her body trembling, I felt a little guilty in my heart, and I couldn't help but gently support her, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry, Fang Nan...... But you know, in that case, I had to leave. ”

"I know...... I know...... I know everything. Fang Nan began to cry quietly again, she hung her head and covered her face, but tears still flowed from her fingers: "I know, there is no way for you to leave...... I only hate! Hate why I don't have the ability to help you, there is no way to let you stay. ”

She suddenly raised her head and grabbed my hand desperately, and the woman's charming face was full of heartbreak at the moment, and her tone was like the struggle of a dying man......

"Why did you let me see you today...... Why...... If I don't see you, I can still keep a glimmer of illusion and leave myself a glimmer of hope! But now? I saw you, you ...... But you are so cold to me!! Hundreds of rìrì night and night misses...... During the time you left, I cried every night and couldn't sleep...... I finally got the news that you are safe, but you have left me behind...... When you lived in Vancouver, every night and night in Vancouver, did you ever think that in China, there is still a woman like me who still cares about you every day? ”

"I ......" I was really shocked! I almost couldn't say a word, looking at Fang Nan, this woman was crying in my arms, and I suddenly felt that I was really afraid that I owed this woman a lot......

"But today, I saw you...... Maybe I should be happy, right? Should you be satisfied? Is it time to be satisfied? But you dispelled the hope in my heart with a few words......" Fang Nan looked at me, and his eyes showed a little resentment: "Chen Yang, why are you so ruthless?" Why can you be so kind to others, but so ruthless to me? ”

Fang ...... Fang Nan. I finally changed my sè, and I couldn't care about anything else at this time, I hugged her shoulders with both hands, and then said: "It's not that I'm ruthless, and it's not that I'm ruthless to you!" Fang Nan, what I mean, you may have misunderstood. ”

I sighed and grabbed her shoulder hard. looked at Fang Nan's eyes, and then said, "I don't know what kind of life Aze told you about what kind of life I live now, how much he told you, and how much do you know!" But I just wanted to tell you. Today's me, and the original junior in China, have already changed too much! I'm not the Chen Yang I used to be! It can even be said that I'm afraid I'm not the Chen Yang you once liked! Do you understand all this? ”

Fang Nan stopped crying, she looked at me. I took a deep breath and let go of her, then rolled up my sleeves up to my upper arm, revealing a long, sinuous centipede-like scar on my arm: "See this?" I whispered a wry smile, "You know what. I only have twenty such scars on my body now. And then there are three bullet holes! Do you know what kind of life I'm living now? I held out a hand in front of her, "Do you see my hands?" Fang Nan. Back then, I could be your driver, drive for you, be by your side, do housework for you, and even help you change your light bulbs...... But now. The most my hands do is soak in blood and take away someone's life! I. Already a man who is heading for depravity and hell! is a cold-blooded butcher, a dúcái, and a notorious underworld boss...... Do you understand all this? ”

Fang Nan froze, she stared at me for a long time, looking at the ugly scar on my arm, listening to me say those cold words. Then she jumped up like crazy, and suddenly she hugged me, and she suddenly clinged desperately to me. Then he took the initiative to press over and desperately tried to kiss me.

When those soft, sweet lips pressed against me, I was on the verge of surrender for a moment. But I still resisted the impulse in my heart, and I moved very slowly, but very firmly, and pushed her away.

"Fang Nan, what I want you to know is that I don't think I can give you happiness and joy, so ...... Forget about me! ”

The person in her arms shuddered, she looked up at me with a look of wonder and despair on her face, and then she suddenly showed a hint of madness in her eyes, and bit me down on the shoulder!

She bites hard! Really hard! Even bitten out blood! Seeing Fang Nan raise her head, her ruddy lips and a trace of blood remained at the corners of her mouth, these reflected her heartbroken eyes, with a bit of poignant......

Then she pushed me away and stumbled away.

I sat down...... Although this was exactly the result I wanted, I really watched Fang Nan leave disappointed and sad, and I suddenly felt an indescribable emptiness and exhaustion.

"You shouldn't be like that." Aze, who had been lying on the table and pretending to be asleep, suddenly raised his head, his face was still three points drunk, but his eyes were clear.

"Hmph, you still say!" I said depressedly, "You brought me here on purpose." I don't want to see Fang Nan, just to avoid such a scene...... Alas, Aze, you shouldn't be like this. ”

"Chen Yang, that's why I said you don't understand women at all." Aze sat up straight: "You don't even know Fang Nan's thoughts, do you...... Well, I heard what you just said, don't you just think that you can't be with her now, and you can't give her happiness? So what do you think Fang Nan wants? Do you think she wants to marry you as a wife? Do you think she wants to be with you? Xiao Wu, in fact, she understands very well that no matter from your situation or her own situation, these are impossible! If I'm not mistaken, Fang Nan's request is very simple, that is, if only he could get at least a little affection from you...... Even if it's just to make a little bit of a good memory. Xiao Wu, you don't know women, let alone the heart of a woman who is over thirty years old and is still alone! Fang Nan didn't expect anything at all, but you rejected her too harshly and too far! ”

"That'...... What exactly does she want? ”

"It's very simple, a little good memory, so that the pale life can get even a little bit of sè color. Even if it's just a little bit of a smile, it's enough to make people have more support for their hearts in their future lives. These...... You don't understand. In fact, all she wanted was a little response, so that the poor woman felt that her infatuation was at least not wasted...... And what about your attitude now? I said something ugly, your attitude like this will make Fang Nan feel very desperate! This cold rejection of yours will make her feel that she has a deep affection for you...... Very cheap behavior!! Aze stared at me and said coldly: "Just imagine, if you treat someone like a treasure, that person treats you like a mustard...... How would you feel? ”

I was stunned and involuntarily stood up.

"Let's go out and chase it." Aze said lightly: "She must be very sad at this time, I'm afraid she will drive the car and run out to find a place where no one is crying...... If you can't think about it, I'm afraid that you may even have the heart to seek death. ”

"What do you say??? No way!! I was stunned.

"Nonsense. Do you understand women, or do I understand women? He pointed out the door: "There is a small alley when you go out and turn left, you follow one, you will encounter a canal, but that canal is not wide, it should not be able to stop you, you jump over, you can take a shortcut in front of Fang Nan." Her car is parked there, go quickly, it's too late to catch up. Remember, it's a Hanma HP3 buggy!

I hesitated for a second, then ran out!

Obeying Aze's words, I went out of the door of this tavern to the left, and sure enough, there was a small alley here, I ran down in one go, but found that this alley was getting narrower and narrower, and after running out for two hundred meters, I found that there was a canal in front of me...... It's just that...... Depend on!

Who said this canal isn't wide? And you said you can't stop me?

This canal is at least seven or eight meters wide! Even if I'm an Olympic long jump champion, I don't dare to jump over it! I looked to the left and right, but there were no bridges nearby, and the nearest place in the distance where I could cross the river would take at least five minutes.

I was in a hurry to catch up with Fang Nan in my heart, and I couldn't care so much at this time, so I took a few steps back, then took a deep breath, ran over in a sprint, and then flew over......

I pushed my legs as hard as I could! And the body stretches in mid-air...... I was like a big bird, and then ......

Thump!

I fell into the canal.

I couldn't help but scold Aze for his intelligence mistakes, and I hurriedly climbed to the opposite bank, my whole body was soaked, my shoes under my feet were filled with water, and I walked up and down...... Fortunately, the water of this canal is very clear, and there is no garbage and debris thrown around, and it seems that the scenic spot management department is doing a good job!

I couldn't care about my appearance, so I chased forward in one go. Sure enough, I forcibly crossed the canal, and I did take a shortcut. The passers-by next to me watched me run wild on the road like a soggy chicken, and they all got out of the way for me. I ran to the parking lot outside the ancient town in one breath, and I saw a yellow Sè Hanma H3 off-road vehicle in a row of cars in the parking lot!

From a distance, I saw Fang Nan with her back to me, as if she was opening the door, she was standing on the ground, but her upper body was lying in the passenger seat in the front seat of the car...... Well, are you crying?

My heart softened, I ran over desperately, rushed to the front of the car, and then hugged Fang Nan from behind, so that her body was close to me, and at the same time I whispered softly in her ear: "Fang Nan, it's me who is not good, it is me who is wrong!" I shouldn't have made you sad, I was wrong......

Well? You're not Fang Nan, are you? ”

My scalp was numb for a while, and I looked at "Fang Nan" in my arms dumbfounded.