Xiaoyue Qinxin: "Are you there?" A few gray words flashed on the computer screen, faintly revealing a hint of sadness, and the tone used for the sacrifice revealed a faint sense of loss, sadness, and frustration

Fenggao has no wind: "It's so early today, what's wrong with you, I can feel your loss, very pessimistic, and even a trace of despair." "A chatter who is not familiar with it, add a little spice to your boring life, and when you are lonely, you have someone to accompany you, that is happiness.

Xiaoyue Qinxin: "Yes, my friend for many years betrayed me, I once thought that the love of the mountains and seas was just a joke, I thought I was superior, I thought I was smart, but unfortunately it was just a bigger joke." Since his so-called career is just a dispensable dust in the family. , it turns out that everything is fake, and I am a good-for-nothing person. Hehe, it's so dark, and I suddenly feel that my life has no purpose, and I'm so tired of living. ”

Feng Gao Wufeng: "Are you still young, you really feel that the whole world has abandoned you, you haven't looked around." ”

Xiaoyue Qinxin: "All around is full of lies, all hypocrisy, all gloomy, lost, and the whole world is sad. Do you say I can see anything, frustration, despair? ”

Fenggao Wufeng: "Really? I'll tell you a story, and after listening to it, you'll be thinking about what you said. A young man abandons his girlfriend, leaves his hometown and his parents, and walks into the coveted place, the capital, with passion and pride. Young people are full of self-confidence and believe that they will be able to have their own place in the place where the lights are shining. But the reality knocked him again and again, failed in the interview, and the young man was like crazy, still holding his head high and continuing to submit his resume, still firmly believing that he could enter a large foreign-funded enterprise, enter a state-owned enterprise, and be a high-ranking management idea.

It's a pity that reality is reality after all, ruthless and indifferent, the young man spent the only dollar on his body to buy a bun, the young man didn't eat for a day, holding the bun, the young man walked to the lake, looked at the lake, stunned, he felt that his life was coming to an end, there was no hope, there was no light, despair, the whole world was gray. At this time, an equally young boy on a tricycle came from a distance and happened to see a young man holding a bun in front of him. The two young people looked at each other, and miraculously, the two actually met. In this big chilling city, what a surprise thing to meet, but the young people are still full of despair and bow their heads

Xiaoyue Qinxin: "Is that the boy with the bun you?" ”

"Yes, don't you feel that you don't know that the sky is high and the earth is thick, yes, life is like this, sometimes the sky outside is not necessarily bright, but if you don't go out to see, you won't find it, you will never know that you are just a speck of dust." ”

Xiaoyue Qinxin: "Who is the young man who pedaled the three wheels?" ”

Feng Gao has no wind: "Classmate, a high school classmate, a high school classmate I have always looked down on and disdain, a high school classmate whom I see spurning fiercely, a high school classmate who does not learn anything and causes trouble." Do you know? He was expelled from school for deliberately hurting people. I was still clapping my hands when I saw it, yes, the school doesn't need such social scum. ”

Xiaoyue Qinxin: "You met, did you say anything?" ”

Feng Gao Wufeng: "He didn't eat that day, a bun, the two of us ate." At that time, he asked me a few questions, and it is really hard to imagine that I have been used to this day. A person who has not finished high school should say such a thing, and the words are not profound. ..., the bronzed-skinned young man looked at the lake in front of him, the sunset was gone, gray, and the young man looked faintly at the young man with white skin and slightly dry. "Is your dad here?" The white-skinned young man nodded and said, "Yes." "Is your mom still there?" "Yes." "Is your dad okay?" "It's okay." "Where's your mother?" "Not bad." "You're fine, aren't you?" "Nope."

The bronze young man had a hint of sadness on his faint smiling face. "My dad was gone when I was two years old, and my mom was gone when I was fifteen. I have never been in good health, and I will not live to be 30 years old. "I ask you, what reason do you have to be depressed, what right do you have to despair." The white-skinned young man was stunned, and the person in front of him seemed to know him for the first time.

"Hehe, you're happy, you know? Your parents are here, you're healthy, and you're in good health, do you have any reason to despair? Have it? ”

The white-skinned young man shook his head, yes, what is this little ordeal, he is happy, he still has his parents, he still has a healthy body, he still has a full stomach of ambitions, what reason do he have to give up. What kind of face do you have to give up, and what kind of reasons you can say for despair.

After the two finished eating a bun, the bronze man took out a handful of change. "You take this money, I don't have a place for you to live, there is only so much I can do." The dilapidated tricycle is gone, the light lake is still there, and the young man is holding a handful of change in his hand. Afterwards, I learned about this, and half of the bronze man's family property was not more than fifty yuan. It may not be enough for a rich man to drink a cup of tea. But for young people, this is their own hope, not looking up at the position they once thought they had to get, and the young man will get a job the next day, a miscellaneous job, a job with more physical strength than mental power. The salary is not even enough to pay the rent, and sleeping under the bridge for more than a month has become the most unforgettable memory for young people.

Feng Gao Wufeng: "In the same way, let me ask you, are your parents still there?" Are you okay? How is your own body? What right do you have to be depressed, and why do you look at the world in despair? Xiaoyue Qinxin: "......." ”

Feng Gao Wufeng: "We are not qualified, our parents are here, and they are healthy, they are in good health, there is no illness or disaster, what do you have to say."

Xiaoyue Qinxin: "What about the later?" ”

Feng Gao Wufeng: "Later, I used my first month's salary to invite him to eat in the best hotel, although it was not the best dish, although I still looked poor and sour, but I knew that nothing could defeat me in the future." I will be unhappy, I will be angry, I will feel that the society is unfair, but I will not be even a little depressed, because I am not qualified, my parents are alive, healthy, I am already happy, what qualifications do you have to be lost, depressed, what qualifications do you have to say despair, what reason do you have to say that this is the lowest point in life.

Xiaoyue Qinxin: "Do you feel sorry?" Leave the place you know, leave your girlfriend, leave your family. ”

Feng Gao has no wind: "I regret it, I often regret it, but if I choose it again, I still prefer to regret it, you know?" He left, and I didn't go to see him off, because I knew he didn't want to see it, and I was sad. ”

Xiaoyue Qinxin: "Thank you. ”

Only since then, the two began to slowly get acquainted, slowly understood, and slowly integrated into their own lives, every day for two hours, until Li Feng was injured in the meteor shower and was once cut off with a knife. Li Feng has no desires and no desires, maybe he has too much greed, and later Li Feng is just a little less greedy.

Zhao Yaqin said that Zhao Yali didn't understand, she really didn't understand, the man in front of her really experienced, and it was really difficult for people to understand without such an experience. When Li Feng looked crazy, who knew that the struggle in the capital was not as glorious as others imagined, and on a cold and windy night in the autumn night, the young man who was trembling his body shook his body under the dim bridge. Who knows, after spending a month in a national capital for fifty yuan, Zhao Yaqin looked at Li Feng's back, a little distracted. ..., "Meat buns? Thank you. Li Feng was slightly stunned when he saw the meat bun and took it over, maybe it was just a small bun in the eyes of others, but once in the cold autumn, by the lake where the evening breeze was blowing, the scene of two young people eating a bun still appeared in front of him, and now he is a person, someone has left, and someone has returned.

Zhao Yali looked at her cousin very strangely, why she just handed Li Feng a bun, why didn't the hot milk tea and soy milk she was carrying in her hand be handed to Li Feng, why her cousin, who bought so much breakfast, casually threw the rest of the breakfast aside, just accompanied Li Feng to eat meat buns.

"Do you remember? That time you said that you remember this meat bun the most, I said I must invite you to eat it, and today it finally came true. Zhao Yaqin still didn't say a word in her heart, she must accompany you to eat this bun, just like the person who has passed away, and accompany you to eat this bun.

"Thank you, the buns are so delicious, but it's a pity that some people can't eat them." Li Feng couldn't help but sigh, wiping away a trace of tears from the corners of his eyes, men should not shed tears, he has forgotten his tears, and he is strong on the road of life, but unfortunately someone left early, and what was crossed was a rainbow that was not very beautiful.

"yes, the buns are so delicious, it's a pity." Although Zhao Yaqin has never seen that person, in the past five years, she has learned a lot about the man who once had an indelible mark on this man's life.

Li Feng once used this sentence to ask many people, what qualifications do losers have to feel lost, frustrated, and hopeless. Li Feng didn't know if they really faced themselves, at least they knew themselves, faced themselves, and left the capital. Li Feng didn't have much frustration, maybe he was reluctant, the path of life is like this, walking past and leaving a shadow, faintly scattering, knowing that this city is without your shadow.

"You see, the family has finally let go of their arrogance, and maybe, it won't be long before we can see many, many turtles, you say. Haha, come on, give you more food at night, stew bullwhip. Li Feng finished eating the buns, clapped his hands, smiled, and a trace of sadness on his face dispersed.

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A classmate prototype, a single-parent family, at first, really didn't like this person. I didn't expect such a person to say such a thing by himself one day, I was shocked, really, it was still in college at the time. Hehehe, take it out and use it, by the way, he hasn't hung up yet.

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