Li Zhuoxin heard the news and was in a meeting, so he got up apologetically and walked out of the conference room, because he needed to breathe fresh air to express his dull mood. This is not the first time that someone has sued him, even the nanny has quietly told him that there is not much love at the end of summer, sometimes he suddenly becomes very irritable, and sometimes he is very sentimental. It's just that the end of summer he saw was so normal and well-behaved, too well-behaved.

Her hands would shake uncontrollably, he knew that she still slept very lightly, and he knew that he would lock himself in a secret treatment room after she left. He told him about these things, but he couldn't express them, for fear of irritating her fragile nerves again.

At the end of the summer, she is not as strong as she imagined or appeared, and she is also a normal person, she will be hurt and afraid of fear. is also like herself, so she can only be tolerant, but no one has really given her care and love, or she has been closed to her inner emotions at the end of summer.

Li Zhuoxin replied softly: "Okay, thank you, Aunt Wen, I will pay attention." Maybe she just hasn't recovered yet, after all, this time it hurt her a lot. Rubbing his mountain roots, he opened his eyes: "Okay, I'll ask my second aunt, don't tell anyone else for the time being, especially my mother." ”

He smiled wryly, the end of summer is really a combination of genius and devil, you don't know what will happen in the next second, but it makes people unable to extricate themselves. Looking at her sober or sad words, it would never occur to you that she was a person who was unwell.

Li Zhuoxin did not continue the school meeting and drove away from the school and drove to the neurosurgery department of the JUN District General Hospital, which he had avoided in the past, there were many bad memories of him, and for a long time he was treated here, and he resisted. But now he has to face it, because he is reluctant to come here at the end of the summer, and the pain of treatment he has experienced very well.

Li Nan happened to come back from his room tour, and at the staircase, he ran over to Li Zhuoxin, who was soaking wet and leaning against the wall to gasp, and immediately ran over: "Zhuoxin, why are you here?" What's wrong, not feeling well. ”

Li Zhuoxin raised his head and smiled a little weakly: "Second aunt." I'll come to see you, and I'll ask you to prescribe some medicine lately, and my sleep quality has been a little poor lately. Don't tell the others yet, lest they worry. ”

Li Nan sighed in his heart, could it be that his illness has recurred? She smiled and said, "Go and sit in the office." Let's talk. ”

Li Zhuoxin looked at the bookshelf in her office full of books on mental and mental illness, and knew that she had come to the right place. "The other day, I remembered something, and the fragments of those memories suddenly flooded into my mind, as well as the side face of the man and the hand holding the gun. Don't feel the fear. There is only boundless fear. "That's what he really felt at the time, and it was so painful at the time.

Li Nan held his hand nervously: "When did it happen?" Why don't you say it? Is there only insomnia right now? ”

Li Zhuoxin cleaned up his mood: "Not only that, sometimes I will be inexplicably irritable and sentimental, sometimes I will be the same as no one, and there will be intermittent uncontrollable trembling of the limbs." Am I sick again? ”

Li Nan frowned: "Are there any other symptoms?" ”

Li Zhuoxin shook his head: "Not for the time being, is this an illness?" Are there any medications that can be controlled? ”

"The symptoms you're talking about are a bit like manic-depressive disorder, intermittent episodes, and when they're not on, they're the same as usual. It also has many clinical symptoms, and the most feared is that the patient's volitional activity is reduced, which is easy to develop. ”

Li Zhuoxin asked anxiously: "What are the manifestations of decreased volitional activity?" ”

Li Nan took out a book. opened it and handed it over: "Less active, withdrawn, passive, withdrawn; poor social adaptability and decline in social functioning; bizarre behavior, introversion; Inverted intentions, etc. It is also usually accompanied by symptoms of apathy, sluggishness, and emotional incongruity (inappropriateness). If you want to pay attention to hysteria, auditory hallucinations, then you must be hospitalized, and the situation is already very serious. ”

Li Zhuoxin's heart was cold, and he closed the book: "Will there be hurt and self-harm?" ”

Li Nan nodded: "No one can say anything about the illness period, but I see that you are in a good condition now, you must know that you used to resist my office the most, since you came in, I haven't found anything unusual about you, maybe it's just that you think too much." ”

Li Zhuoxin looked around. Turning his gaze back to the book at hand, he asked, "Can I take it with me?" ”

Li Nan said with a smile: "Of course you can, it's good to know more, your willpower is much stronger than before." Could it be the reason for the girl that the eldest sister said? ”

Li Zhuoxin remembered the gentleness of Xia Mo's smile: "She has really honed my mind, maybe I will retreat again without her." That person appeared in City B once, and I think you heard the news, and this time I'm no longer weak. ”

Li Nan knew that he might have remembered his mother's experience again, and patted his arm comfortingly: "Don't think too much, you were just a child at that time, and you were already very brave." Don't put too much pressure on yourself. Rest early and relax. I'll prescribe some sleeping pills and diazepam for you, as for the others, I'll keep it a secret, but call me as soon as there is a situation. ”

Li Zhuoxin smiled and said, "Okay, thank you, second aunt." By the way, are Yining and his uncle still staying in the Great Northwest now? I want to go for a walk and change my mood. ”

Li Nan also had a headache when he talked about the two men in the family: "No, these two treat that side as their home, and they can't let go of the soldiers over there for so many years." In the past, there was a Yining by his side, but now that he is good, he has gone to the Gobi Desert. ”

Li Zhuoxin said with a smile: "At least it's clean over there, and with my uncle's loyal and upright temperament, it's better to wait until I can't be promoted and come back." ”

Li Nan: "You kid, how can it be so easy to be promoted, they all fought with their lives, I would like them to be safe." If it goes, then give them a call, know the number or not? ”

Li Zhuoxin: "I know, I'll go back, and I'll wait for dinner at home." ”

Li Nan: "Yes, it's not necessary to stimulate your aunt to be lonely, but it looks fatter, and that girl is quite good at taking care of people." If you are satisfied, you will take it home early, and the eldest sister will see the real person, and she really won't leave a photo. I heard that she was malnourished and went to the hospital last time, so don't patronize yourself and coax her to eat more. ”

Li Zhuoxin hugged her: "I know, the eldest aunt has explained it and left." ”

Li Zhuoxin didn't go straight to the thirteenth floor as usual, he went to his own space to hide the books, destroyed all the labels of the medicine, and then walked downstairs. As soon as I entered the door, I heard the impatient shouting of the end of the summer: "I said, I don't want to eat, don't interrupt me while I'm thinking." ”

The nanny whispered, "But the gentleman said that you must eat on time." Sit for an hour, stand up and walk around for a while. ”

At the end of summer, he picked up his thermos cup irritably: "Mr. is asking you to take care of me, not monitoring." "She didn't want to go on because her head hurt. I got up and walked to the living room, and my hands began to tremble unconsciously. She could only press it with her other hand.

As soon as I saw Li Zhuoxin standing in the living room, the uncontrollable water cup fell to the ground again. At the end of the summer, he gritted his teeth and looked at the thermos cup rolling on the floor, looked at Li Zhuoxin, knocked on the back of his hand, and walked straight to the direction of the small attic without saying a word.

Li Zhuoxin tried to stop it. At the end of the summer, he shouted loudly, "Don't touch me, I want to be quiet." Don't look at me, please. "Hurried upstairs and shut himself up.

The nanny looked at Li Zhuoxin, who was standing in the living room with his forehead, and asked, "Sir, do you want to go upstairs to eat?" In fact, she has always wondered why these two people live in the same house, eat upstairs and sleep downstairs. And what was hidden in that little attic, and why she wasn't allowed to step in.

Li waved his hand: "No need, you can go back first." I'll let you know when I'll come back. ”

The nanny said a little helplessly: "Sir, I didn't mean to, it's just that Miss Xia sat for another day today, and she didn't eat and only drank water, so I'm a little worried." "She didn't want to lose her job, not only because it paid well but also easily. At the end of summer, although her temper is a little worse, she basically doesn't care about her.

Li Zhuoxin: "It's not because of this, we have to go far away, and I don't know when we will come back." This is a month's salary, you take it first, and then contact you when necessary. ”

Sent the nanny Li Zhuoxin gently pushed open the door. Looking at the end of summer in the middle of the big white bed, he put down the cup in his hand and climbed into bed to hug her.

Natsu Mo grabbed his arms with both hands and said sadly, "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to shout at you just now, I don't know why I just can't control my feelings. Don't be angry."

Li Zhuoxin kissed her neck: "Shh, it's okay, don't blame yourself." There are always days when women are very grumpy, I know. Those who have no temperament are clay figures. ”

Xia Mo rubbed her arm and asked carefully, "Didn't you notice the uncontrollable tremor of my left hand early on?" So swap out all the mugs in your house for ones that don't break so easily? ”

Li Zhuoxin: "Well, I found out when you broke the second one, and I was afraid that you would get hurt when you stepped on it, so I changed it all." It should be the sequelae of the last hospitalization, just raise it for a period of time and eat a little fatter. By the way, I asked my aunt not to come tomorrow. ”

Xia Mo turned around: "You don't have to fire her is my problem, she's quite pitiful, she has to support three children by herself, and her husband loves to gamble." ”

Li Zhuoxin nodded the tip of her nose: "It seems that you have also talked a lot, and even asked how many children she has at home." ”

Xia Mo bit his finger: "It's her who has been talking to her, I'll listen." You let her come back, and I'll try to control my temper. ”

Li Zhuoxin smiled and said, "Okay, but you have to drink this glass of milk first." ”

At the end of the summer, he took a few sips and drank it: "Words count." ”

Li Zhuoxin used his lips to suck away the milk remaining at the corner of her mouth, and said with a smile: "Why are you so easy to deceive, I just asked her not to come for the time being, because we are going to travel, and you will not go abroad again this time." ”

Late summer patted him on the chest: "Liar, you know to scare me and make me feel guilty." I don't want to go abroad, Jacqueline probably resents me, and I have rejected many invitations after the swimsuit advertisement, so I should take advantage of the victory to chase after it. ”

Li Zhuoxin: "Is my modeling career important?" ”

Sniffing with his nose at the end of summer: "How can I smell so heavy vinegar, so sour." ”

Li Zhuoxin took a deep breath: "Is there one?" How come I only smell a jasmine scent, and where does it come from? I'll look for it. ”

Yuluo then began to move, and at the end of the summer began to scream for defense, and fell asleep unconsciously in the middle of the play.

Li Zhuoxin hugged the end of summer, who was breathing steadily, and kissed her brow: "Good girl, sleep well, you will be fine." ”

This is also the way that I thought of in desperation, first use drugs to control zhì and not deteriorate, hoping that a qiē is not as bad as imagined. (To be continued.) )