"Hmph, tooth or disdain doesn't matter to me at all now, since the first conversation with you, that He Caiwei has long lost self-esteem and self-love. As for the murder of Yin Suwen, I will not deny the defense, you guessed right, I did it all. It's just that you have to know that for her, it's not a lie, it's just a revenge for a small punishment and a big commandment. ”

When Yin Suwen was mentioned, He Caiwei's face was full of disdain and ridicule, and there was a resentment and anger between her words. Her eyes were extremely hideous, and even if she looked like a calm person like Xinche, she still felt shocked in her heart.

"I didn't expect that He Caiwei, the kind and compassionate doctor who used to hang the pot to help the world, would have such an abominable face. Do you remember that you used to be like sisters to mother and daughter, and you saved her life with your own hands! ”

"Yes, it's me, it's me who saved her life and then lured the wolf into the house and ruined my own happiness! That's why I hate her like this, hate her and hate myself. You know, when you rejected me one after another and allowed her to rely on you, when she excitedly told me to tie the knot, there was no more affection for mother and daughter. ”

"Whatever the reason, you can't be harmful! It's a dead end to Infernal Hell, how can you do that to yourself and hurt others?! ”

"She forced me, it was Yin Su who asked, it's all because of her!"

That kind of hysteria is not as gentle as usual, and when it is really time to admit everything, He Caiwei has nothing to take care of. She has also tried to be gentle and close twice, and she has also thought of a little old love when facing Yin Suwen. However, there is really no way. If it weren't for that woman's appearance out of thin air, her love and life would not have been destroyed like this, so she hated. That kind of hatred makes people sad but also happy, and finally there is no need to live such a cautious, repeatedly hesitating, and unbelievable life.

"You used to belong to the Buddha, and I had no way to fight with the sky, so I could only let go. However, if that snatcher turns into Yin Suwen or any other woman, I will not be reconciled. She robbed me of my love and changed my life. She's damned! ”

"He Caiwei. You listen. There was never any snatching, no marriage, no vulgarity, and I had already rejected her. ”

"You didn't! There has never been a trace of real rejection in your heart for her. Your so-called bottom line. Nothing to do with her. ”

A long sigh of helplessness. Xinche folded his hands between his brows, as if praying and repenting. Every time, everyone, from Zhang Shaoqing to He Caiwei. They always chattered and reprimanded hoarsely, forcing him to admit to his love entanglement with Yoon So-wen. As everyone knows, the word "love" is a pain that he can't say even if he burns his heart and bones a hundred times.

"Lord He, I can't believe that you have become like this. Whatever the reason, it can't be an excuse for you to kill the killer! Premeditated murder is not called bravery, it is evil and vicious. Originally, I thought that it was a good deed to secretly tolerate and forgive you for deliberately bringing Zhang Shaoqing into the valley, but now it seems that I am too soft-hearted, and if I had exposed you earlier, I might not have come to such a field today. Now that Yin Suwen is safe and sound, I don't need to provoke and retaliate when I come to you, a goodbye, if you still have a trace of kindness, you can do it yourself in the future. I hope you will remember that today's depravity is all due to the burden of demons in the heart, and it is self-inflicted, and it is nothing more than anyone else. Amitabha. ”

"Demons? Oh, do you know how many people's demons you have? ”

She tried to keep her eyes open and look closely at Xinche in front of her, so as to remember what he looked like, but her eyes were always occupied by vague tears. The tears dripped at the corners of his mouth, salty, bitter and sour, not a taste.

"Xinche, this is the first time I have called you like this, calling you by your name instead of the Buddha's name. In my heart, you can be a sage or a hero but not a monk or a god or Buddha, I like you, I have always been the only you, such a liking is humble and small, and has never been noticed and recognized by you. When I first saw you, you were obviously by my side, but I felt that I was 108,000 miles away from you, you were so beautiful and so far away, so far that it was impossible to see. My love has been hidden and I dare not say that you want to be your monk, and you will be a Buddha in the future, so I can only support you silently. But later, I obviously had a glimmer of hope and possibility, but because of Yin Suwen's appearance, you mercilessly refused and refused, and killed my poor love with your own hands. Do you know what is the cruelest thing in the world? It is the dying person who once had the hope of life, and then found that that hope was actually just a dream. ”

Xinche has walked through the red dust and penetrated the world, and has seen all kinds of tears, even so, He Caiwei's tears still moved him and made him uneasy. The despair and sadness, the weakness and helplessness, no longer looked like a deliberate murderer.

"Cai Wei, didn't you always want me to call you that, what can I do if I do this? Morally, I have never owed you anything, and emotionally I have no way to touch any of my children's private feelings. As an old acquaintance and old friend, I don't want to see you like this, but no matter how much you question, I only have this one sentence. If I have to say love, then I only love all living beings, and I have never loved one person alone. ”

"You keep saying that you don't love her, that you only love sentient beings, but what about me? You don't even want to give me a little bit of love for sentient beings, so why are you flaunting it here? Everyone says that your Dharma is boundless and universal to all sentient beings, but no one knows that you are actually indifferent and ruthless, and you dare not do it. You have never been frightened, desireless, and wanted, only when Yin Suwen appears, you will have a little different feeling, only she can make you cry, make you laugh, make you afraid, and make you troubled, such a person, you actually told me that you don't love her. O heart, my master, how hypocritical and pathetic you are! ”

The half-hidden bamboo door was slammed open, and a startled Yin Suwen appeared in front of the door, bursting into tears.

"Sister He, did you really do all this?!"

Xin Che was not around, and Yin Suwen was awakened by a nightmare after a nap. She originally wanted to find He Caiwei to chat and return the self-defense dagger by the way. Unexpectedly, before he entered the door, he heard the sound of the two arguing, and overheard this series of extremely terrible things. (To be continued......)