Chapter 195: A Piece of Sadness Can't Be Painted (3)
"I said, get out."
The delicate diskettes that had just been placed in front of Zhang Shaoqing shattered, splashing heat and soup staining Zhang Shaoqing's fingers and shirt sleeves. He was already upset about Yin Suwen's portrait, and when he saw Ruan Qingyu, he remembered a lot of embarrassment, so he simply didn't bother to maintain any more image, so he continued to lose his temper and wanted to drive her away.
Ruan Qingyu, who was reprimanded, neither responded nor flinched, but as if she had expected it, she took her towel and stepped forward slowly, gently holding his palm stained with soup and gently wiping it.
"You! Can't understand what I'm saying? ”
Ruan Qingyu unexpectedly rose to the challenge, Zhang Shaoqing impatiently withdrew his hand and failed to dodge smoothly, and he was not angry or angry for a while, but frowned deeply.
"Ruan Qingyu, what do you want to do?"
"I thought you always wanted to see me, and if you don't come, I will have to take the initiative to come to you."
"Why should I see you?"
"You know."
Ruan Qingyu put away the towel, and after his fingers slashed greedily in his palm for a moment, he raised his head and looked at him with a smile, although there was no cheerful warmth and warmth in that smile. He knew that he was her husband and the father of the child in the womb, but he never gave him a moment of warmth and love, what she thought, he naturally knew, but he just pretended to turn a blind eye.
She insisted on keeping eye contact with Zhang Shaoqing's cold eyes, and insisted on smiling, until Zhang Shaoqing also sneered, and the next moment she was tightly held by her throat.
"Ruan Qingyu, I've always underestimated you so much."
His smile was cold. The palm of her hand was also cold, and the cold stuck her throat and gradually exerted force, but it gave birth to some warmth.
"If you have the ability, kill me??? It's hard to endure days like this???"
A dull ache and a feeling of suffocation swept in, and Ruan Qingyu only felt that her eyes were flushed and her ears were buzzing, but her consciousness was clear. There was no fear of imminent death, just unbearable pain, and what her man wanted to do was always so unpredictable and ruthless. At this time, Ruan Qingyu had no intention of struggling to resist at all, and she was not as tall as Zhang Shaoqing. Grabbed by the throat and pressed against the desk, he couldn't stand on tiptoe anymore to support that much strength. After spitting out such a sentence with difficulty, he closed his eyes in resignation.
Her careful disguise and calculation are too hard, if her Zhang Shaoqing can really give a good time, it will be a good thing. There was a sharp pain in her lower abdomen, like a sharp cone entering her abdomen, and she tried to reach out to cover it but couldn't lift it. Only a few hot tears flowed between the closed eyelashes.
"My husband. Kill me. ”
She pleaded. The force locked in his throat no longer increased, but stopped for a while.
"You think I wouldn't dare? Or do I not want to? ”
"Of course you think, it's better to have two lives in one body and you will live in peace from now on. Zhang Shaoqing, what's wrong with me. Why can't you compare to her? She doesn't love you at all! ”
She is good at everything, gentle, intelligent, considerate and beautiful, but one thing is that she is not her.
Zhang Shaoqing's smile turned into a mockery fixed at the corner of his lips, a little impatient and a little crazy.
"Hmph, you are the only one in the world who loves me the most? Love so much that you want to drug and calculate, love so much that you want to unite your father and brother to threaten me with military power? I didn't know that your love was so precious and rare! ”
"Don't say anything calculating, how dare a transparent shadow like me calculate you, it's just that I can maintain the only bottom line. You ruined my love, and I desperately want to keep the only remaining family and children. ”
Her face was flushed, her round eyes were full of tears, but she refused to back down from what she said. In other words, she was ready to fight hard before she ventured today, she bet that her life was still valuable, as long as she could withstand the blow, Zhang Shaoqing could take a step back half a step, it was worth a try.
Zhang Shaoqing's palm was slightly deflected in a different direction, and with a little force, Ruan Qingyu was pushed to the ground fiercely, he really didn't make a ruthless move, but he didn't show much kindness. Ruan Qingyu's figure trembled slightly, there were tears in the corners of her eyes, but she didn't sob, Gu Ying felt sorry for herself, wiped her tears indiscriminately, struggled and coughed a few times, and then got up from the ground, kneeling straight on the cold stone slab.
"This kneeling is for the sake of the child in the womb, for the offense of my adventure. I did wrong, but I will never regret it, if you are angry, whatever you punish me, I dare to do it. ”
It was too long to abandon her in the corner, and now when I saw Zhang Shaoqing again, I realized that the Ruan Qingyu in front of her had indeed changed, and she was no longer the little woman who blushed and was shy at every turn in the flower pavilion. One by two, these women were all out of his control, and their recklessness plunged him into a deep powerlessness.
His eyebrows jumped a few times, and he rubbed them vigorously a few times before he glanced at Ruan Qingyu kneeling on the side of the table corner. During pregnancy, the dress was loose, and I couldn't see any abnormal bulge in her lower abdomen, only that she was trembling slightly, and there were purple-red marks of bruises on her neck.
The angry scolding was the inevitable reaction of Zhang Shaoqing's own authority after being provoked and destroyed, but his still sober mind made him know very well that all he could do was to vent his anger. He knew Ruan Qingyu's status and identity very well, and he also knew how important her existence was to the Zhang family, so no matter how much he regretted that he was drugged, and how much he hated and despised the child who had not yet been born, he couldn't do any more radical behavior, not that he didn't dare to want to, but he couldn't.
"Get up, I won't punish you. But you have to remember that you should never ask me for anything, and I will give what I have to give. My carefulness to do what I say and all the honor you receive is the promise I made to you at the beginning, and there is no love in that promise. So, don't challenge my bottom line with your so-called love over and over again, one last time, I hope you can understand. As the housewife of the Zhang family, you are still suitable and qualified. ”
Love is never careful, and he has never said that he loves her, which is cruel and honest. Ruan Qingyu's trip ended hastily as expected, and it seems that every encounter with Zhang Shaoqing since she married into Zhang's mansion has always been like this, with some tears and resentment. However, she is not without gain, the child in her womb has been recognized in this way, and she has also asked for a peace of mind for herself, and she no longer has to wake up in the middle of the night to mistakenly think that Zhang Shaoqing is coming to force her to abandon the child.
At the same time, she affirmed another thing, paving the way for persuading Yin Xuanxuan to marry is destined to be an easy battle. The night breeze dried away the tears, touched the bruises on her neck, and she suddenly gave birth to some high fighting spirit. This is a bottomless abyss fire pit, and if someone insists on jumping off, why can't he help him?
The infinite Danqing hand in the world can't be painted with a sad heart. In and out of the painting, there are too many people who are always sad. (To be continued......)
PS: A sad piece can't be drawn