Let's reintroduce Fang Hui as a person. The previous descriptions of her are vague and vague. Do you remember how Chen Yan felt when he first met her?

The appearance of neither male nor female may be more inclined to be fierce and masculine, but she is a woman. There is always a smile on his face, but that kind of smile can make people panic when they see it. It is speculated that he knows the age of the destiny of heaven, but it doesn't look like it on the outside.

Fang Hui is indeed the age of knowing the destiny of heaven now. She was born in one of the most chaotic and difficult times in China. In those days, children could criticize their parents, and parents could report their children. Fang Hui was born into a family that was not poor, and his ancestors were not rich peasants. However, Fang Hui's birth brought earth-shattering disasters to the family.

When Fang Hui was born, they thought he was a boy. Because he has male reproductive organs. But as he grew older, he began to show the bumps that are characteristic of women. During a medical examination, the doctor was surprised to find that the child, who was regarded as a monster by his family, was actually a rare intersex person, and an intersex person with coexisting sexual organs.

Although his family didn't like him, they still raised him. However, when they learned from the doctors, although he had bisexual organs, he could not do anything. In other words, his male organs allow him to live like a man, but he has no sperm and cannot conceive a woman. He also had a uterus, and his chest was also very feminine, but his uterus could not conceive a child because the uterine wall was too thin, because the uterus was malformed.

Neither male nor female, this is how his family has seen and called him since then. From disgust to fear. From ignorance to hatred, finally, his family handed him over to a scientific research institution. Note that it is handed over, not sold. It's a research institution, not an orphanage or a garbage can.

At that time, Fang Hui already had memories and thoughts. He would rather his family sell him, at least it can show that he still has a certain role in this family, even if it is only a few cents. Oh. No, even if it's just a few pennies. But no. The family would rather post it upside down, for fear that no one will want the same. Hand him over. If it's an orphanage. Even if you throw him in the garbage heap and leave him to fend for himself. It is better to let him be eaten by rats than to be studied inhumanly in a scientific research institution.

This is Fang Hui's inner view. He is like a guinea pig in a scientific institution, but he can't die easily. He never wore clothes. He was xx with a woman like a man, and xx by a man like a woman. He was tried to implant sperm to see if he could be fertile, and then he was artificially inseminated to see if he could conceive a child. He never knew the day and the night, and he never knew the passage of time. He can't even remember how many children he "planted" and how many children he "conceived"? But none of them were born successfully. He didn't even know if he was a man or a woman, and he didn't know if those in white clothes and white masks wanted him to be a man or a woman.

He's very smart, he doesn't know if he was born with too many drugs or he was implanted too many drugs later, he never forgets, he looks at ten lines, he draws inferences, he is like a sponge, trying to absorb everything in the curious and playful state of mind of others, absorbing those things that he doesn't even know what the meaning is. All he knew was that only then could he feel alive.

Then God dozed off. There was an accident at one of the experiments at his research institute, and many people died, many escaped, and many people went missing. Of course, he didn't waste this opportunity. Those who had never operated or injected on him before, this time it was his turn. How many people he killed, he couldn't remember. How to kill, skinning, gutting, burning, bloodletting, many of the methods he had only seen in books and fantasized in his mind, he experimented one by one.

By the time the doors of the research facility were opened, the bodies had long since disappeared into the incinerator. So, more people are missing than dead, and they are always missing.

He was dressed in their clothes, wearing their masks, holding their scalpels in his hands, and was mistaken by rescuers as a rescued scientist. He faked his amnesia and then allowed others to give him a proper self-righteous identity. But the man saw through it. He thought he was going back to being a guinea pig, but he didn't. That man gave him a new life, a new life.

"What kind of life do you want to live?" In the study, the man asked him.

"Research, is it really interesting?" He tilted his head and thought for a long time. He really doesn't understand, what those people have gained from him? Happiness, ideals, meaning, fame, prestige, or something else he doesn't know yet?

So he also became a "scientist". The knowledge he had absorbed from the previous sponge came in handy. He has studied man, he has studied beasts, he has studied things. Until now, he didn't know the answer, but he knew that he liked it.

In the decades he has been doing research, he first wanted to turn himself into a real man. They didn't make it, and he didn't do it himself. So after the age of 35, he decided to be a woman again. Suppress all male traits and hormones, and stimulate all feminine traits and hormones. His chest is getting straighter, his Adam's apple is slowly receding, he speaks softly, and even smiles to beautify the contours and lines of his face. It took him 15 years to finally think she was a woman.

In the eyes of psychologists, Fang Hui is a typical split personality, a psychopath, a psychopsychotic with a high IQ. In fact, Fang Hui is. Not to mention the scientific research institutions at that time, in the decades he was a scientist, no less than three digits died at his hands. Those who died indirectly at his hands are even more innumerable. A single test of chemical or biological weapons could have killed thousands of people. And such experiments, he did many times.

He did not take revenge on his family, although he has not been able to let go. But he admired and was grateful to the man who asked him in the study that year-Xu Lao. And the most urgent and deepest reason why he wants to be a woman is that she wants to give birth to a child for Xu Lao. Yes, she was in love with this man. Even if the other party doesn't know about it at all, it will definitely not accept it. But so what? To love or not to love is her personal matter. Because she loves, she wants to have a child, so she wants to be a woman.

However, she has succeeded in many experiments, but this one is still not good. (To be continued.) )

PS: On the second day of the Lunar New Year, I was unhappy with him for whether to accompany my mother or go back to my mother-in-law's house.